Melanie Martinez - Tumblr Posts
🎀No one has managed to put together my scattered broken doll pieces🎀
-♡ This photo is mine if you use it please tell me
Melanie Martínez interpreting Alphabet Boy in Manchester 05-12-19s 🎀
𝘏𝘪𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴!! <3
I'm new to tumblr, so here's a little bit about me and my account!
I'm 18!
I love listening to Ethel Cain and Nicole dollanganger! I also love the small town gothic and cutecore/pastel aesthetic >_<
I'm using this safe space to vent my deepest thoughts.
This is a safe space for everyone! ( homophobic, transphobic and racist ppl dni.)
that's all!! I hope you all have a wonderful morning/night!
I stay here rotting in bed, waiting for you. You promised you would eventually come back and we can finally be together. My heart hurts so much at thoughts of you never coming back..
I think I'm starting to realize that I'll never truly feel better again. Every day it just gets so much worse. I try to think of a time when I was happy and everything was okay, but there was never a day in my life when I truly smiled and said I was perfectly happy. I thought running away from home would help the terrible memories disappear but...maybe the trauma of it all is catching up to me. Do people truly recover from the horrible things they had to go through? Will I ever feel better? Sometimes I don't want to get better. Talking to people about how sad I feel makes things worse because I know they can't save me. They can't help me. Only I can save myself but I'm scared that'll never happen.
I love rainy days, it feels like the angels are crying with me. ♡
It hurts knowing that the person you love doesn't adore you as much as you adore them. I know this will break my heart in the end, I already feel myself starting to spiral into a web of lies and broken promises. I'm a girl who feels too much. I feel so much pain in my heart every day, but I also feel so much love. My whole life I've always wanted the love I saw in fairytales. Where the prince saves the princess and takes her far, far away. Then they both live happily ever after. Now I do anything for love. The little girl I once was feels so sad. She just wants to be loved. I want to be loved, not lusted.
God please help me, I don't think I can bare all this heartbreak alone. I pray and wish for it to get better but it never does. The older I get, the worse it'll be. I feel so alone in this room. I don't want to feel so sad anymore. God please save me so I can be with all the angels and you for eternity.
“screaming, fighting, makeup sex; girls are insecure, with nothing left”
the need to be touched is almost overwhelming my need to find the right person
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me if you even care
Hello, Welcome to my Blog!
౨ৎ hello! my names nat and I’m 7teen.
౨ৎ grown men, homophobes, and racists pls dni
౨ৎ some artists I like are ethel cain, lana del rey, sky ferreira, melanie martinez, remy bond, billie eilish, blood orange, big thief, adrianne lenker, mediavolo, imogen heap, frou frou, bôa, mars argo, the neighborhood, jhené aiko, jeff buckley, the cardigans,kpop, etc.
my fave movies/ shows are: Jennifer’s Body, girl interrupted, young adults matter, I am Sam, bubble boy, Hilda Furacao, my id is gangnam beauty
other facts about me that I practice witchcraft, I like making edits, watching movies, and I’m an Aphrodite devotee.
The taste, the touch, the way we love🪵🪷
Sorry I’ve been dead for a bit lol here’s a art wip
Hi 😇
Here are some of my older drawings.
Portraits of Melanie Martinez
Graphite pencil on paper A5
2017
"Round and round like a horse on a carousel, we go. Will i catch up to love i can never tell. I know chasing after you is like a fairytale, but i feel glued on tight to this carousel".