I Get Scared Sometimes, And When It Gets The Best Of Me, I Feel Embarrassed And Just Stand There, Frozen.

I get scared sometimes, and when it gets the best of me, I feel embarrassed and just stand there, frozen.

Most of the time, I can coast through that tinge of reticence, but something about his pose and the way he looks at me down into the essence of my being, so vulnerably, it stops me in my tracks.

“I see you,” he softly spoke. “Come to bed, sweetheart, and let me hold you right here where you belong and keep you warm tonight.”

To those of y’all who are burly, strong, able to put on a fight and filled with that sweet tea-stosterone, your cute lil’ cripple queers will back you up with our canes and chairs to worship you. I don’t speak for anyone but me. Let me worship you and heal your wounds while you defend us from hate. 😘🫶🔥

to all my fellow queerdos and theybys out there 🖤✨

Even if you get frequently misgendered by people, or they disrespect your pronouns, you are still valid and you still matter to a whole lot of people you may not realize.

i think that unless you have experienced life while being actually dead broke or near it at least once, its hard to really grasp at how, in many places but in america in particular, ‘having money’ is the access card that allows you to participate, materially, in being fully human. even in non-crisis situations, situations where a paycheck is on the way, you have enough of some kind of food to make it, and you aren’t in any danger of losing shelter, even if you hardly spend any money when you do have it, the state of being completely without money is a state of  being hyperaware, constantly, of how much smaller your world is all of a sudden and how many basic aspects of mobility and enrichment are off limits to you. its profoundly psychologically agitating to self worth and well-being even sans the trauma of worse states of deprivation, and i don’t think a lot of people who have lived comfortably without this experience understand that there’s a critical difference between ‘having less money’ and ‘having no money’ when talking about related issues.

🥰😋🤤

I need to watch more European football!