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Hey Actually I Am NOT A Lurker At Heart I'm Just Scared Of Being Perceived

hey actually i am NOT a lurker at heart i'm just scared of being perceived

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im new to tumblr how does one tag how does one tumblr like i love the format and i love how it's like twitter in the sense that i can post without adding pictures but wtf am i doing this right? i've been lurking. observing. watching all you pro tumblrians i feel like it's obvious i've never posted anything on here just reblogging and scrolling never even leaving a comment or an ask i love tumblr tho and i love yapping I just don't get it how do i actually post on here it's like you're a different breed
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8 months ago

People make a lot of good "thank god I'm not a kid anymore" posts about like school bullies or homework or puberty. But actually my #1 top of the "thank god I'm not a kid anymore" list is the fact that I can leave the event when I want to.

Any event I'm at! I can say "okay well I'm tired I'm going home goodbye." Could not do that shit as a kid. If you're a kid it's like yeah you will sit here at your brother's soccer game in the cold for the next 1.5 hours. You will sit here at your sibling's football practice. You will stay at this BBQ until the whole family is done with the BBQ. You are stuck at the mall until mom finds the pants she needs. You are stuck at the grocery store. No we don't know how long. You are stuck at band practice. It's running late but you're not allowed to leave. You are stuck at the party that the adults said you're leaving soon but they keep talking to these 2 people who showed up late. What the Fuck.

And that shit is on top of having homework.

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8 months ago
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gifted kid burnt out teenager pipeline shit hit me so hard. it's like i turned twelve and just lost the will to live i also lost the ability to get good grades. how does one go from 100% in math exam to 40% in math exam in FIVE MONTHS???? WE NEED MORE OF THAT mental health awareness
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demidolll
8 months ago

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”

— Chuck Palahniuk

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this is why taking pictures and keeping mementos is so important to me i'm the epitome of “out of sight out of mind” i will fully forget everything if nothing reminds me of its existence which is great until you're only reminded of bad shit bc good shit isn't interesting it's not entertaining and in this stage of the internet spectacle is everything be cringe be free throw posters and pictures and souvenirs all over your walls. remind yourself of the good times so you'll realise there's more than the bad scars will always stay. but you can build around them
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demidolll
8 months ago

i like to complain that i'm neck deep in burnout and that i haven't had the drive to do anything i want to since february

except then i randomly get energy to Do Stuff™ on a random sunday afternoon and by monday evening i have a whole new fucking portfolio.

i'm not joking.

sabellai.github.io
Isabella's portfolio

i spent 8 months on version 2 of my portfolio. i made version 3 in a little more than a day. subject to change and improvements, of course, but so was version 2 (i never edited v2). wtf??

I Like To Complain That I'm Neck Deep In Burnout And That I Haven't Had The Drive To Do Anything I Want

brain pls explain to me. give me a sign

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