I Want A Love That Feels Like Mutually Assured Destruction

I want a love that feels like mutually assured destruction

Ugh, the romance I want

sometimes i think about gay people who lived centuries ago who thought they were all alone who imagined a world where they could live openly as themselves who met in secret spoke in code defied everything and everyone just to exist and i’m like..i gotta sit down. whew i gotta sit down

playlist for different moods

heart rush - for when you are smitten and blush everytime you see someone

oh, honey honey - that romantic comedy type of love that you wish to have one day

heatwave - under the harsh sun, covered in sweat and everything feels like it’s on fire

lucky strike - it’s the middle of the day and you’re on the long empty road and the warm sticky air blows through your hair

venus in taurus - for the fragile and deeply in love 

the good side - you woke up, the sun glimmers through the window, you hear distant sounds of other lives waking up, everything will be okay

on the rocks - a party has finally died down, you and your friends are in a daze cleaning things up in a dark lit room and your skin feels like glitter and smoke

hold on a sec i’m having an out of body experience - it’s the middle of the night and you desperately want to be anywhere but here so you dance it out

graveyard shift - for when you’re driving at night going nowhere in particular, and your only companion are the soft yellow street lights and hum of your car

in the present with you - when you’re hopelessly in love and want to spend today, tomorrow, and the rest of tomorrows with someone

after hours - lights off, skin to skin, touch starved and a hunger for desire

five drinks in - alcohol swims in you as you softly sip on your drink and all you want is to place your head on someone’s shoulder, close your eyes, and feel the world slowly spin around you

levitating - you’re head is in the clouds, butterflies feel like they’re fluttering all over your skin, the world in your head feels effervescent 

Omg I love him

Robert Sheehan as BJ in Red Riding: The Year of Our Lord 1983

Fucking THANK YOU

Stokeley Carmichael knew/knows what’s up.

Most popular fics of 2017

✔ subjectively sorted by Hits || alphabetically listed || as of 2021.07 (3172 works) ✔ lists of longest fics in 2017   +   masterpost of all the fests in 2017 ✔ most popular fics of other years

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(Un)Calculated Risk by @l0vegl0wsinthedark [E, 6k]

Back to You by @aibidil​ & @daisymondays [T, 8k]

Balance, Imperfect by @bixgirl1 [E, 91k]

Better Than an Origami Bird by @o0o-chibaken-o0o [E, 3k]

Blood and Fire by @lqtraintracks [E, 44k]

Blood Bag by FangirlWolfie [E, 123k]

Bonded Consort by Lomonaaeren [M, 89k]

Breathe Again by kcstories [E, 64k]

Buy A Heart by xErised [E, 17k]

Cauldron Full of Hot, Strong Love by @aibidil [E, 80k]

Chaos Theory by @tessacrowley [E, 102k]

Christmas Is For Sex (and Love), So Give It To Me by @goldentruth813 [E, 53k]

Conscience by sordidhumor [E, 730k]

The Dark Guardian by InTheShadows [T, 24k]

Dear Enemy by @gingertodgers [T, 69k]

Deeper by wonderussam [E, 1k]

Denouement by the_never_was [E, 176k]

dirtynumbangelboy by @magpiefngrl [E, 39k]

Doing it Right by LouPF [T, 21k]

Dragon Heartstrings by @jet-playin-around [E, 23k]

The Dragon’s Courtship by @madriddler [E, 107k]

Dreaming of Harry by @writcraft [E, 11k]

Embers by @shiftylinguini [E, 41k]

Étoile des Neiges by @bloodyflammable [M, 32k]

Flutterflies by @jilliancares [?, 14k]

Foolproof by @acciotomriddle [E, 14k]

Freedom Bound in Chains by Sensiblytainted [E, 319k]

The Frisky Furnishings of Malfoy Manor by @writcraft [M, 19k]

The Full Monty by @magpiefngrl [E, 9k]

For The Greater Good by @jadepresley [E, 62k]

A Game You’re Gonna Lose by Serendipityy [E, 7k]

Harry Potter and his Boyfriend’s Massive Cock by @mugglelissa [E, 1k]

Head Over Heels by birdsofshore & @shiftylinguini [E, 6k]

Heartlines by @shiftylinguini [E, 72k]

Heat of the Moment by @writcraft [E, 2k]

Hermione Granger’s Hogwarts Crammer for Delinquents on the Run by @waspabi [T, 93k]

His Little Something by @o0o-chibaken-o0o [E, 6k]

Hurricane by phrynne [E, 121k]

A Hyperactive Fruit, a Nasty Neighbour and a Love Story by @synonym-for-life​ [E, 20k]

I Choose Him by aboutmalfoy [T, 44k]

I Do What I Want by @xx-thedarklord-xx [E, 509k]

If stars died of old age by LiviKate [?, 5k]

In Evidence of Magical Theory by @bixgirl1 [E, 43k]

In the Shadow of Your Heart by @lqtraintracks [E, 51k]

Kiss Me Not by @dorthyanndrarry [T, 21k]

Leave Your Mark by @gullviva [E, 26k]

Ligabus Filium by @tessacrowley [E, 41k]

The Light That is Blinding Me by @acciotomriddle​ [E, 22k]

Lockdown by Vorabiza [E, 35k]

Lost Children by @daisymondays​ [E, 117k]

M ► Z

Magical Menagerie by @dorthyanndrarry [T, 16k]

Malfoy Child by Vorabiza [T, 94k]

The Malfoy Conundrum by Omi_Ohmy [M, 49k]

Malfoy Flavor by Vorabiza [E, 199k]

Malfoy’s Heat by wonderussam [E, 2k]

The Man Who Lived by @e-sebastian [E, 253k]

Marked and Claimed by @free-to-be-no-one-but-mee​ [E, 11k]

May I Cut In? by @kittymiaomeow [E, 1k]

The Miseducation of Draco Malfoy by @magpiefngrl [E, 37k]

Moon-Eyed by @l0vegl0wsinthedark [E, 29k]

My Name Was Safest in Your Mouth by @alpha-exodus [E, 46k]

Narcissa Militant by Lomonaaeren [T, 2k]

Nearly Lost Things, Carefully Tended by @norelationtoatticus [E, 46k]

The New Trio and the Philosopher’s Stone by MaraRiall [G, 35k]

The Only True Goal of the Universe by @punk-rock-yuppie [E, 22k]

Papa Don’t Preach by brightowl [E, 9k]

Pieces of What by Jadwiga [M, 129k]

The Potters’ Liberation by @madriddler [E, 102k]

Pretty Fond of Not Very Good Ideas by @lqtraintracks [E, 4k]

The Prince and the Servant by femmefatales & thatsayouproblem [E, 33k]

The Problem wtih Potions by InTheShadows [T, 10k]

The Rising of the Stones by Lomonaaeren [M, 105k]

The Rules of Matchbreaking by @nerdherderette [E, 22k]

Say It with Flowers by SasuNarufan13 [E, 44k]

The Seven Times Harry Used a Lust Potion and the One Time He Didn’t by @eddiefook [E, 10k]

Sex and Sweat and Filthy Sounds by @mea-momento [E, 2k]

The Shadow Lord by @arissavion [M, 122k]

Shibboleths by @lol-zeitgeistic [E, 109k]

The Sleeping Beauty Curse by who_la_hoop [E, 152k]

The Softer Side of Draco Malfoy by @queenofthyme [M, 29k]

Stealing Sweaters by @dorthyanndrarry [T, 12k]

Tales from the Special Branch (series) by @femmequixotic [1m+, 5 works]

The Things That I Desire by @gracerene09 [E, 9k]

Things Worth Knowing by @femmequixotic & @noeeon [E, 164k]

This, Here, Right now… by @lost-in-the-path-of-life​ [E, 1k]

Together, Alone by @o0o-chibaken-o0o [T, 1k]

trapped in a blue haze by MourningElegance [E, 5k]

Troths and Rituals (Side: Harry) by rintoshiteharusame [E, 3k]

Trouble by @l0vegl0wsinthedark [E, 7k]

Turn, Drop, Fall by @tessacrowley [E, 29k]

Twisted by @madriddler [M, 92k]

Virginity is a Gift, Use it Well by @xx-thedarklord-xx [E, 13k]

Waiting By An Open Door by @femmequixotic​ & @noeeon [E, 29k]

We’re Already Married by @xx-thedarklord-xx [T, 4k]

What We Pretend We Can’t See by @gyzym [M, 131k]

White Lies by @cassisluna [T, 171k]

You And Me by @bixgirl1 [E, 27k]

You cannot save people, you can only love them by @heyitsamorette [E, 51k]

You open always (petal by petal) by birdsofshore [E, 65k]

You Send Me (Honest You Do) by @firethesound [E, 37k]