Performative
performative
if I got better, would I fade away?
like how a star is only awe-some when it burns
teen chic rage crackling into acceptance,
happiness at the cost of being seen
my words are venom
my anger is palpable in every stroke of razor and pen alike
what good am i without the pain that I illustrate into mirrors?
translated into words and verses to make my fellow aliens feel a little less alone
my torment is the connective tissue that allows me relevance
is it really peace, recovery, healing -
or is it giving up?
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