What Did I Do To Deserve This?

what did i do to deserve this?

it’s the question we ask ourselves

everytime something happens to us,

it‘s the question we always ask in our head,

but we never say it out loud.

i always ask myself why?

why do we ask this question in our head?

most never dare to say it out loud,

but why?

i think it‘s because most are afraid

of the answer,

or maybe because we don‘t want to be

judged by others.

we don‘t want an answer because

for the most,

it‘s just an rhetorical question.

most don‘t really want an answer,

or maybe they just don‘t expect one.

most don‘t want an answer because,

they think people don‘t understand what happend,

or why they even ask.

but maybe that‘s where people are wrong.

sometimes you need to say it out loud.

sometimes we need to get it off of our shoulders.

so next time,

say it out loud,

even when people don‘t understand why.

even when you don‘t expect an answer.

even when you are afraid to be judged.

just say it out loud.

-what did i do to deserve this?

crosswind ✧ max verstappen

max verstappen x fem! pilot! reader

fc: monica barbaro (i think it’s a crime if i don’t choose her as my faceclaim in this one (งಠ_ಠ)ง)

disclaimer: i have no prior knowledge about pilots or airplanes, so i apologize if there are any mistakes!

being a pilot can be exhausting at times, so max decided to take Y/N for a short getaway to help her unwind (requested!)

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yourusername in desperate need for a short getaway (mostly from them😬)

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friend1username oUCH?

maxverstappen1 Miss you💙

↳ yourusername can’t wait to get back home to you 🥰

friend2username the caption hurts 😞

friend3username hope @/maxverstappen1 can cheer y/n up because she’s been driving me cRAZY and not in a good way👺

↳ yourusername 🫂 -> this is me trying to strangle you virtually

↳ friend2username you just said that you’re going to miss her when she’s on vacation

↳ friend3username IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET?!??!

↳ maxverstappen1 Don’t worry, I’ll take care of her🫡

↳ friend3username the future of america is in your hand 🇺🇸🦅

landonorris when will you take me to fly in your helicopter? 🚁

↳ yourusername I FLY A FIGHTER JET NOT A HELICOPTER?!??? 😞

↳ oscarpiastri take me with you too 🥹 IT’S NOT FAIR THAT YOU ONLY TAKE LOGAN AND NOT US?!

↳ logansargeant 😁✌🏻

↳ yourusername 🇺🇸🦅

↳ danielricciardo You probably can’t handle it, I swear I had vertigo for a week after Y/N took me flying

↳ landonorris it’s probably because you’re old

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maxverstappen1 Safe to say it’s a week well spent 😉

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yourusername thank you for the amazing week! so so proud of you🥰

↳ maxverstappen1 I’ll visit you soon. Miss you already 💙

username MAX IS SUCH A SIMP BUT I CAN’T EVEN BLAME HIM

redbullracing 🏆🙌

username THEY’RE SO CUTE

username max i think i’m in love with your girlfriend

sophiekumpen 🧡😍

username hey god it’s me again💔😔

landonorris still waiting for the invite @/yourusername🚁

↳ yourusername 🤦🏻‍♀️

friend3username please return y/n back to us, she’s been away for too long 🧎‍♂️

↳ yourusername I’M ON MY WAY BACK 👺

↳ friend1username y/n just so you know i was hoping that you’d take your time to get back here and enjoy a longer vacation 😌

↳ friend3username traitor

username can max fight

username MOTHER🧎‍♀️

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yourusername all smiles :)

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maxverstappen1 I love you, Lieutenant🤗

↳ yourusername love you more, champ💙

victoriaverstappen Luka and Lio miss their tante already 💙

↳ yourusername I MISS THEM MORE🥹

lilymhe MY WCE😍

carmenmmundt take me with youuu 🪽

↳ yourusername just tell me the time and place babe

↳ landonorris Y/N?!???! WTH 💔

francisca.cgomes 😍😍

friend3username maybe dial down the smiles a little bit, it kinda scares me

↳ yourusername i hate you

↳ friend1username what do you mean?!?! y/n’s smiles are the energy that powers our jets to fly 🤷🏾

↳ yourusername okay i will take you to max’s next gp ☺️

↳ friend3username I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID PLEASE FORGIVE ME

you and me got a whole lotta history | charles leclerc social media au

pairing: charles leclerc x historian!reader

y/n is a historian and it’s not her fault her bf’s job takes him all around the world…

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location: melbourne 📍

yourusername: so it’s the australian grand prix and i’ve spent the start of the week exploring this old city. one of my stops was the historic old melbourne gaol. this now museum was once a prison that housed some of the most feared criminals in australian history. constructed in 1839, the old melbourne gaol saw 133 hanged for their crimes between 1845 and 1924. it was briefly used during world war two but ceased operation as a prison in 1924 and was renovated to be part of the RMIT university and the museum it is today. a definite must if you’re visiting melbourne !!

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user1: my fave part of the race week is y/n’s museum recommendations tbf

user2: i can vision charles being dragged around this place hating his life

charles_leclerc: the things we do for love

yourusername: you said you enjoyed it :(

charles_leclerc: I DID

user2: oops

yourusername: i’ll leave you at the hotel next time

charles_leclerc: it was scary but i enjoyed it because i was with you

yourusername: okay that’s better

danielricciardo: so my farm isn’t good enough for you

yourusername: noooooo danny i thought we were going after the race?

danielricciardo: oof my bad

user3: petition for there to be a teds notebook but it’s y/n giving us a historical guide to the city the race is in

f1: we’re listening @skysportsf1

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charles_leclerc: tough race in melbourne but a beautiful city regardless

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user4: HE served, we don’t talk about the race

yourusername: i don’t mean to say i told you so but i did say our day trip would be the best part

user5: girl you’re gonna get banned from the ferrari garage

yourusername: they deserve far worse than what i’m saying let’s be real

user5: true

user6: i love how charles didn’t reply ferrari has his ass ON LOCK

carlossainz55: we'll come back stronger

danielricciardo: we can all commiserate at my farm bro

charles_leclerc: your farm better be as good as you're saying now

danielricciardo: nervously awaiting the y/n review

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location: miami 📍

yourusername: though miami may be known for it's partying (it's all about the U), charles and i took our monday to take a stroll around st bernard de clairvaux church, one of miami's hidden gems. the church was originally built in spain all the way back in 1141 to the style of cistercian romanesque architecture for alfonso vii. the monastry's cloister was illegally purchased by american william randolph hearst in 1926 and in order for the church to be transported it was dismantled to 11,000 pieces and sent to the us where it was rebuilt and still stands to this day.

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user7: i'm never gonna be able to afford to go to miami so why did i read this whole thing like i'll visit some day?

yourusername: history is important and interesting, always good to read even if you never visit !!

user8: she's like the older sister i never had

user9: did charles enjoy this one more?

yourusername: "at least i'll get a tan here"

charles_leclerc: i feel like anyone who reads about me in your comments will think i'm an asshole, i have fun every time i just don't understand most of it

yourusername: i know you have fun baby (and i love you for driving us to all of these places)

user10: have you considered our super historic frat house this saturday night?

user11: imagine thinking you have a chance when her literal boyf is CHARLES LECLERC

user10: every goal has a goalkeeper doesn't mean you can't score

charles_leclerc: i will run you over

user12: omg ferrari's pr is quaking

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yourusername: it is my biggest honour to announce my position as a history lecturer here at oxford!! i always dreamed of studying here and to get to pass on my knowledge to those looking to follow in my footsteps is a huge pleasure and responsibility.

p.s. no worries, it is not full time so race week explorations will continue.

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user13: so it was true :(((((( wait i just read the whole post my bad

user14: so i guess i now need to turn my Cs into As if i wanna attend a y/n lecture

charles_leclerc: unbelievably proud of you my love - don't miss me too much

yourusername: you sure i can't persuade you to move to england with me :(

charles_leclerc: i'll be there as much as i can be but monaco is still our home

yourusername: always

landonorris: proud of you smarty pants

yourusername: thank you landito

landonorris: so you'll now root for the brits?

charles_leclerc: over my dead body

yourusername: what charlie said

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charles_leclerc: super happy for another win for the season but we keep pushing for the real prize at the end of the season - thank you for your continued support tifosi and my love y/n who stayed up all the way in oxford ❤️

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user20: i don't wanna jinx it but like the season is going well

user21: too well....

yourusername: winning looks good on you

charles_leclerc: you look better on me

pierregasly: oh god you've been apart for a triple header and now you're being horny on main

yourusername: says mr. doggy emoji

pierregasly: touche

user22: so charles can mathematically win in either austin or brazil FUCK THEM KIDS I NEED Y/N AT THESE RACES

user23: if she's not there for charles wdc i am personally going to have a sleepover on the train tracks

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yourusername: the autodromo jose carlos pace is the crown jewel of the interlagos neighbourhood. the circuit opened 83 years ago and has hosted the f1 since 1972. the circuit was originally meant to be a housing area but due to the 1929 stock market crash the owners decided to construct a racing track instead. interlagos is often a season decider with fernando alonso winning both his 2005 and 2006 titles here, kimi raikkonen winning the 2007 championship here, lewis hamilton won the 2008 championship here, jenson button clinched the 2009 title here and CHARLES LECLERC WON HIS FIRST TITLE HERE IN INTERLAGOS FOR THE 2023 SEASON

on a real note i am so proud of you charles, i have seen the sacrifices you have made and the unbelievable amount of effort you pour into every facet of your racing NO ONE deserves this more than you. i am so grateful to have shared this moment with you, here's to many more xxx

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user26: i am unwell this is so fucking cute

user27: bro this is so fucking crazy

charles_leclerc: couldn't have done it without you, so glad you could be there for me xx

yourusername: always charlie xx

yourstudent: miss y/n you can cancel all of our lectures if charles wins the championship again FORZA FERRARI

charles_leclerc: the people have spoken

user28: insane butterfly effect of the wall street crash to charles leclerc 2023 wdc

user29: they make me believe in love

note: this was super random but popped into my head while at work and i knew i had to write it !! hope you enjoyed xx

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