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NanamiXFemreader-Another What If One Shot From My Most Read Fanfic On Wattpad ENJOY
NanamiXFemreader-Another What If One Shot from my most read Fanfic on Wattpad… ENJOY
"Y/N..." he reaches for your jaw lightly pulling your face up. "Come home with me?" He asks and your heart races. The look of pure endearment was ever so tempting. You bite your lip nervously. Kento was a good guy. "I won't do anything out of line. I just want to spend more time with you."
"Ok..." you whisper and his face lights up. His hand lightly moves from your jaw to your cheek and you intake a sharp breath. Kento jerks his hand back.
"Sorry..." Kento looks a bit embarrassed from his action, which amused you. He awkwardly crosses his arms and you smirk.
"Stop apologizing Kento." You say sternly.
"Right, sorry!" Kento says apologizing again and you shove his shoulder. He laughs realizing what he had done. He holds out his arm for you to take and you loop yours in his.
As you both began walking to the car your other arm was yanked back aggressively. You glare and see Suguru's dark eyes staring into your own. "Don't..." His raspy voice pleads for you when moments ago in the bar he was flirting with a group of women.
"Why?" You ask him pointedly, curious on if Suguru would give you any reason. Suguru's arm falls from your shoulder and he stands there without a rebuttal. You frown and turn away. "Ready Kento?" You ask Nanami and he nods. You follow him to his SUV without a glance back.
Small timeskip
"Kento your penthouse feels like a museum. There is no life here!" You tease him as he gives you a small tour. You take a sip of some fancy wine he poured you as you both end up back in the living room. You pause by the huge glass window that allows you an amazing look above the city. "But this view?! Top tier!"
"Umm thanks?" Kento says, unsure whether to be offended or not. You grin at him, ever since you both arrived in his space you felt how nervous he was. You could sense he hadn't had anyone over in a while. "Want to listen to music? Or watch something?"
"Sure, play some music. Maybe it will liven up the place." You collapse on the couch and down the rest of the wine. You watch as Kento clicks on his phone and connects to a speaker. He then lights some candles and brings the bottle over. Holding it up you allow him to pour you another glass.
"Savor it this time..." Kento scolds you a bit at how quickly you finished the first glass. "It's meant to be tasted, not devoured." He sits beside you and you feel how tense he is.
"Relax! You take things too seriously, Kento." You cross your arms and pout a bit causing him to grin. You poke his side teasingly but it makes him flinch. "Jesus! I'm not going to bite you."
"Sorry... just not used to company." He mutters and you watch him twirl the glass. You giggle at his discomfort and he huffs. You copy his movements twirling your glass pretentiously and sniff.
"Ahh... smells vintage. Well aged." You wink in his direction causing him to laugh. Then you down the second glass and he gawks at you in surprise.
"You're so damn stubborn. If you weren't so cute I swear!" He pushes your shoulder and you laugh. An awkward silence falls, only the low music fills the room. "I feel that I may bore you." Kento looks at his lap shyly.
"I enjoy your company. You say I'm cute!" You lift his chin with your finger. You notice a small blush on his cheeks and you bite your lip. "What makes Kento Kento?!" You ask to distract yourself from wanting to take advantage of his self consciousness.
Kento looks down at you trying to recover. "Well I have basically been a part of my family business since I was a kid. I was told how to act and talk. What not to do. To always present myself with a sense of dignity. With people telling me how to be I am not really sure. You have me questioning who I am. What I really want." Your heart aches for him. You frown deeply at his words. "It's ok I never wanted for anything."
"I mean... damn... You did though. You wanted attention. You wanted affection. You wanted to live a normal life. Not be a mini adult at the age of ten." You sigh and pour more wine in both your glasses. "Cheers to childhood trauma!" You lift your cup and he clicks it with an amused smirk.
"I feel like I keep venting to you. About work and my life. All you have ever done is help me. Can I repay you? Is there something you need to get off your chest?" Kento turns and you freeze up. It felt as if a bright spotlight suddenly shifted onto you. It's been a while since you were scared of judgement. You didn't want him to think less of you for the lifestyle you lived.
"Me? Well uh..." you try to think of a clever thing to say but he clicks his tongue at you. "Fine... I've had a rough time with what direction I want to take. I was offered a traveling promotion. Which is amazing moneywise. It would be a cool adventure..." you lifted your right hand as if physically weighing the odds. "Then I miss my home. Though at the moment my home really hasn't been the same..." you bite your tongue to stop anymore word vomit from escaping. You were now the one blushing.
"Go on." He waits patiently for you to explain. You wearily look over at him. "I won't judge, I promise." He sounds confident in his reply.
"I kind of slept with both of my best friends and now I don't know how to feel about it...." You mumble at a record breaking speed. Kento did not breath for a second.
"I'm assuming you mean you fucked them. Together?" Kento says and you gasp.
"Kento language!" You chastise him causing him to roll his eyes but he smirked. "Yes at the same time. Like a damn fool!" You groan and he laughs. "It's not funny! I'm struggling here..." you push him as he continues to laugh.
"I would never judge you. I think you're incredible and very strong. Sometimes things just occur." He shrugs trying to make you feel better. He lifts his glass to sip the wine.
"When was the last time shit like that happened to you?" You blurt out and he coughs on his drink. "Come on tell me!!" You beg and he tries to regain his composure.
"A threesome?" He asked, trying not to sound condescending. "I have never... not that it's wrong..." he backpedals dramatically.
"When was the last time you released any stress?" You ask, now curious about this man who was all business. Wondering if he truly did not play.
He looks down embarrassed, "it's been a while. I've been busy trying to work on my business's reputation. Not a lot of free time." You felt it was suddenly your duty to help this overworked man to relax. You lean forward and he makes an audible shocked sound. You bite his neck and feel him shiver under you.
"I lied, I do bite." You laugh at his reaction as you glance up at him.
"Y/N.... Don't do that." His voice suddenly became extremely serious. You watch as his hand that was not holding his glass clenched into a fist. You inhale a sharp breath. A current internal conflict takes place in your mind. The vision of Suguru grabbing onto your arm pleading not to go. The feeling of disappointment when he refused to explain why he was stopping you. Why do I have to control myself when they won't even talk to me?! Anger begins to replace your doubt. You were done waiting on them to confess what they were thinking. Fuck them...
"Why are you scowling?" Nanami asks. You realize you were still invading his space. "Did I do something to make you upset?" You could see the worry on his features. You smile sweetly and shake your head.
"No. You have been nothing but a gentleman, Kento Nanami. I feel you are always thinking of others. Worrying about everyone else. What is something you want? Something you desire?" You genuinely want to know. He seemed so selfless and you were always surrounded by selfish people.
Kento's gaze turns away from your own. He glances off to the side. "Me? Well I..."
"Look at me..." you say lowly and he hesitantly brings his eyes back to yours. "What do you need?"
"Y/N..." he breathlessly says your name and your stomach flips excitedly. You had no plans to give yourself to him but the way he called out your name made something break inside of you. "I couldn't... I am fine." You decide if you don't make the first move he was never going to.
You take his glass and set it on the coffee table, he looks at you quizzically. You then begin to straddle his lap. "Fuck... wait..." Nanami cursed, his eyes pleaded but it was more of a warning. You ignore the danger and tighten your thighs around his. You felt his heart begin to race. "I shouldn't..."
"Breath...." You whisper calmly and watch as he tries to breathe normally, his eyes darting around the room. "That's good... now look at me." His gaze falls to yours but lowered. "Do you want me?" You asked, surprised at how you maintained control.
"Yes.... So much..." his voice becomes deeper, "but I know you are going through something. I am serious about you. I don't want you to feel bad. I also selfishly don't want to be hurt if you decide I am not what you want."
You felt your hearten tighten at his words. This man thought that it was selfish to protect himself from pain. That idea makes you wonder how he developed such a strange habit. You wanted to heal him. He also recognized your trauma, within the short amount of time you had spent with him. Could you heal each other?
"God, you're so amazing! Honestly you deserve the fucking world Kento..." you want to cry for him. You feel a tear slide down your cheek and he hurries to wipe it away. "I really don't want to hurt you. I think you made it impossible for me not to want you." You lean your forehead against his. Both your eyes clothes as he nuzzles against you. The touch comforting you both from the overwhelming emotions hitting you at once.
"You deserve to never be denied your wants..." Nanami pauses and you gasp when he brings his lips onto yours. You both let out a small moan, the kiss easily becoming heated due to the tension that had been building.
You feel your mind trying to shout at you to confirm this is what Nanami truly craved. "Kento..." you push his chest weakly. Nanami fights to stop himself. "Are you sure you're ok with this?" You wait with bated breath for his response.
"Yes... let me please you... I want to see your satisfied expression." You feel his cock twitch under you at the mere thought of your face during the climax. You groan and grind against his lap. His head falls back and a soft moan escapes. Your fingers entangle in his hair and you yank his head back up causing him to whine sweetly.
"No... not until I please you." He opens his mouth to protest but you wrap your hand around his throat and kiss him hungrily. You feel his hands take hold of your hips and he pushes you down forcing you to continue grinding your clothed pussy against his hardening cock. You lift up from the messy kiss, both of you now drooling messes.
You bite your lip as you sit back observing him. Kento was beyond flustered by you straddling his lap. "You're so adorable." You coo taking in his labored breathing and the blush that covered his cheeks. He struggled to respond when you began to slide down onto the floor between his legs.
"What are you doing?" Kento asked, clenching his fists.
"If it is ok with you Kento I'm going to suck your dick." You hold in a laugh as his eyes widen from your brazen statement. You tilt your head to the side waiting for his answer.
"You don't have to do that Y/N..." Kento muttered, his eyes rolled back as your hands moved up to caress his thigh.
"I want to..." You gasp, rubbing your thighs together at his reaction. "Please." You lightly beg and you hear a small whimper escape his lips. "Just nod for me if it's alright."
You smile seductively when he follows your order. You lean up and slowly begin to unbutton his pants. You watch the rise and fall of his chest as you pull down his zipper. You palm his cock through the fabric of his boxers, relishing the deep groan Kento makes.
You were now becoming desperate to make him produce more sounds. You greedily pull out his dick, already throbbing for attention. You lick your bottom lip in anticipation. Wasting no time you circle your tongue around the tip.
"Oooo god..." Kento cries out and you moan against him. You feel his entire body tense up as you trace the prominent vein along the shaft with your tongue. "You're amazing." Kento praises, his fingers digging into the leather of the couch.
You look up confidently as you place him in your mouth. You watch as Kento's head falls back andhe swallows heavily. You slowly move your head up and down, sucking gently. You take your time to tease him until he is a shaking mess.
"Y/N..." Kento calls out your name in a strained tone. "I'm so sorry about this... I just... I can't... " You are about to lift your head to scold him for apologizing when his large hands painfully fists your hair. "I need more..."Kento growls and forces you back down. Pushing his cock roughly to the back of your throat.
With a small warning he loses all control. Ferociously face fucking you, bucking up into your mouth. You groan as you choke on his length, your nails now digging into his thigh to hold yourself together. When you feel his tip reach the back of your throat you swallow around him and he loudly moans. "Sweetheart..." Nanami cooes mindlessly, "swallow all my cum for me... I know you can handle it..."
You moan as you feel his cock twitch in your mouth. A deep groan echoes across the room as he unloads all his built up essence into your throat. He then slowly pulls out of your mouth with a satisfied sigh. The amount of cum is overwhelming, spilling from the corners of your lips as you struggle to swallow it all down. After gulping your mouthful your tongue darts out to lick up the rest. "That's it... such a good girl." You whine as he caresses your cheek with the back of his hand affectionately. Nanami then closes his eyes reclining back onto the couch, you hear another groan.
"You ok?" You ask after gaining your composure back. He had leaned his head back trying to steady his breathing, you feel his body still convulsing.
"Hah..." Nanami holds up a finger to beg you to allow him a second, still struggling. You grin wickedly. You lean forward and take him back into your mouth. "Fuck... too much!" Nanami shakes under you. "Mmmm... too much..." he cries out scratching at the couch as he loses all composure. You groan at his pathetic writhing.
"Cum for me again... I know you have more for me." You command then shove him down your throat again. You look up at him and he is aggressively biting his lip, tears escaping the corner of his eyes.
"Y/N... have mercy..." Nanami begs so softly between his whimpers. You felt your pussy throb at the sight causing you to increase your movements. He tries to remove your head but it was a weak attempt. "Ngh... you're so bad..." he gives up submitting to you falling back in defeat. His body is still quivering and his legs begin shaking uncontrollably. A minute later he screams as he bust in your mouth once again.
Nanami is softly whimpering as his head falls back against the couch. You stand up and straddle him again and you run your fingers through his hair. "Shhh... your ok Kento... your ok..." you comfortingly whisper and kiss away a falling tears. Nanami takes in sharp breaths overstimulated, every light touch causing a moan. You kiss his lips softly and he tries his best to return it unable to stop his pathetic whines.
After a few sweet kisses along his face you feel his breathing slow to a normal pace. You lean up to observe him and his eyes open. His body stills and you hear him clear his throat. You laugh at the state you had left him in and his eyes suddenly glaze over. "I don't appreciate looking like a fool in front of someone I care deeply about." Nanami hisses and you feel a shift in his demeanor.
"You were so cute..." you begin to say and his palm wraps around your mouth. Your eyes widen unprepared for his aggressive reaction.
"I think I'll return the favor..." he growls into your ear and then bites down harshly in your neck. "Hold on tight, beautiful." You shout into his hand in surprise as he picks you up, you cling your legs around his waist. Giggling a bit when he struggles to kick off his pants. He reprimands this by slapping your ass and you groan.
He tosses you on the bed and orders you to strip. You laugh at his stubborn behavior surfacing. Still holding onto the image of his face, tears and drool stained. You remove your clothes and cross your arms as you watch him pull a tie from his dresser. "Look at you all huffy. You have no reason to feel shame with me Kento." You say and he glares at you as he pulls his own clothes off. You run your tongue across your teeth as you admire his body.
"Bend over..." he mutters causing you to smirk. You stretch your arms above your head, watching his eyes travel down your body drinking you in.
"Kento... you don't have to prove yourself..." you tease him and he rushes forward. He takes hold of the back of your neck roughly. "Mmm manhandling me.. who are you?" He pushes your head down, flipping you on your stomach. He painfully yanks your arms behind your back and tightly ties your wrists together. You gasp being suffocated by the mattress.
"Are you done?" He says digging your face further into the soft material. You attempt to shake your head needing air. He releases you and you gasp for breath. "Not so hard right." He says with an attitude. You pout but decide not to comment for your own safety.
You brace yourself as you arch your body for him, expecting him to shove himself inside of you. Instead you feel his mouth suck up your soaking pussy juices. "Kento!!" You scream out your fingers gripping the sheets.
"You taste divine sweetheart. Fine wine does not even compare to your flavor." He groans as he continues to eat you from behind. You were now a panting mess, your eyes rolling back at the feel of him sucking and licking you.
"Fuck!!! I'm going to..." you feel yourself lose your train of thought as your legs shake violently. You moan loudly as you cum against his face, you hear Nanami make a pleased sound. Your entire body jerks, your shoulders aching from being restrained. You whine when he bites your thigh purposely leaving a dark bruise.
Nanami pulls your ass a part wasting no more time he pushes himself deep into your still clenching cunt. He makes a deep guttural sound as he slams into you with vigor. Tugging on your arm he uses your body to please his own. You shout out in pain and pleasure, unable to look back at him, you take the abuse. "You needed this didn't you... fuck..." you whine as you struggle to keep yourself upright as he is pounding into you with no consciousness. Releasing all the tension he had built up, he does not answer you, he just groans and curses as your body is roughly jolted back and forth.
Apparantly he was not fucking you hard enough for his liking because you are grabbed by the waist and dragged to the edge of his bed with his cock buried deep. Shoving your lower back down and raising your ass higher. "Kento... please..." you whimper and a smack to your ass was the only response as he angles himself and pushes even further. "Fuck! Fuck!" You mutter intoxicated by how feral he was.
He does not acknowledge your cries as he wrecks you. The fact he ignores you causes your walls to clench tightly. "Feels so good..." you hear Nanami moan quietly. Your next orgasm was brought on by his hands digging into the meat of your upper thigh. He makes a strangled groan as you convulse around him screaming his name pathetically. Before your body is fully recovered he groans deeply and pushes you down, you feel his hot seed coat your lower back. He snatches your head back, "Enjoy my scent gorgeous. Be proud of it." He whispers his breath tickling your neck, you stare at him doe eyed, fucked stupid.
You watch him lean an arm against the wall trying to regain some form of composure. “I'll be right back." You hear him say as he leaves you soaking in his cum.
"How do you even have my number?!" You hear an annoyed Nanami enter the room, a warm wet washcloth and dry towel in hand. You raise an eyebrow as he huffs into the phone. Nanami leans down and kisses your forehead sweetly then wipes up the mess he left. "Of course she is fine Gojo!" He shouts but then his eyes widen as if he remembers how rough he was with you. He covers the phone's speaker and whispers down to you, "Are you ok?" You hear the concern in his tone. You smile up and nod yes and you watch relief flood over him.
"That's very chivalrous of you. If she will have me I will give her the world. Now I'm hanging up." Nanami clicks the end call button. "How do you put up with him?" You laugh and try to hold up your tied wrist. "O my goodness! I'm so sorry!" He quickly unties you and you stretch your body. "Are you sure I was not too hard on you? I've had a stressful month and well it's been a while since well you know..." he gestures.
You crawl over to him and he opens his arms to you. You sit on his lap and nuzzle your face into his neck. "Since you fucked?" You grin and he scoffs at your use of language, "Stop doubting yourself. I am fine. You were something else... you can take your frustration out on me whenever you want."
You hear him chuckle and he rubs your back softly. "Let me cook for you. Stay as long as you want."
"Aww persuading me with food! Very smart! I'll stay for a while. This place is livelier than I thought." You try to stand but your knees buckle and Nanami catches you.
"How about you lay here for a bit. I'll make you a bath and once it is complete I'll help you to it. Then we can enjoy a meal together?" Nanami asks and you agree. He smiles brightly as he tucks you in. "I'll be much gentler next time. I promise." He kisses you sweetly and you sigh. "Let me take care of you. You won't regret it." He whispers as he lifts away from the kiss.
A strange feeling washes over you. You felt so content at this very moment. No worries crossed your mind as your eyes began to feel heavy. No thoughts of your friends, just the man who made you as feral as he had been...
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Amongst Friends: Chapter Six
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Gojo's POV
Satoru Gojo believed he had seen all the expressions you could possibly make during your long friendship. He believed he could read you like a book. Though he was not really a fan of reading. In this moment, gripping your legs as he thrusted into you the face you made was a new favorite.
He wanted this to last, slowing his pace he was rewarded with a pout and whine. "Satoru..." You mutter through gasps and his heart raced even more. "Fuck me harder." You practically beg, your checks wet with tears from being overstimulated.
His thoughts easily dissipated and all he could do was feel. Feel your body quiver against his. The moment he roughly slammed you into the wall how you pussy clenched around his cock. "You like to be treated so harshly?" He manages to groan and you nod so pathetically. "Then say please..." His voice lowers and is laced with a bit of cruelty.
His breath stills when you wrap your arms around his neck and look up doe eyed. "Please... Please use me..." The whine sent him over the edge. He wanted you to not be able to speak, to only babble nonsense. With a grunt he holds your hips tightly and loses all control he was trying to maintain. His vision becomes faded and his cock grows even stiffer as you cry in pleasure.
"Your mine..." Satoru growls and then he acts on impulse, sinking his teeth into your shoulder. He moans loudly when your nails dig into his back, the pain mixing deliciously with the satisfaction of being connected. "Fucking tell me..." He craved to hear that someone belonged to him. His trauma of being lonely bare now that he had no guard on his inhibitions.
"Mmm Sato..." He relishes the fact that despite you best efforts you could not form the words to answer. Satoru needed to hear you say it. He was now possessed by the chaos of it all. Taking hold of you he lifts you away from the wall and sets you down on your feet. He watches as your knees buckle and you take hold of him to try and keep from falling.
Fuck that desperate look on your face it was hard to hold back from pushing back into you. "Tell me... Tell me I mean something to you." You frown but your eyes meet his looking up concerned. "If you want me to continue fucking you speak."
"Satoru, you mean the world to me..." You say with no hint of a lie. He felt his cheeks flush even more. A euphoric sense of happiness fills him. "Why would you doubt that?" You ask him and he takes a breath.
"Bend over the desk." Satoru commands gruffly. He wanted to give you and Suguru everything he owned. He knew neither of you would accept it. If this temporary moment of lust could help you to forget your troubles then who was he to deny you. He bites his lip as you do your best to bend over the desk.
His large hands caressing your waist wanting to remember every detail of your skin. "Satoru... Please..." Satoru growls at your impatience and he takes hold of the back of your neck. Yanking you up, he hears you hiss in pain but your eyes are low lidded and you moan against his lips when he kisses you passionately.
His muscles tense when he runs his cock against your wet cunt. "Enough pleading. It's annoying me." Satoru says through gritted teeth. He did not mean his harsh words but he was too afraid to say what he truly felt out loud. It was too overwhelming and he knew it was not healthy. When you started grinding back against him he thrusted into you without warning. Both of you shiver and he pushes your head against the cold glass of the desk.
His mind blanks when your pussy tightens around him. Both of you scream out and he feels his rhythm being thrown off. He held onto you as his whole body tenses. A soft whimper escapes his lips as he cums deep inside of you. "Fuck..." His breath came out in short quick gasps. "Shit..." Curses sprang from his mouth, he attempts to keep you upright but his own strength gives out and you both fall to the ground.
Laying beside you on the floor covered in sweat and your sweet juices his entire life was forever altered. "Satoru get up." Another deep voice interrupts his thoughts and he looks to see Suguru standing with his arms crossed. Those dark eyes were always intense but he saw something else there. Was that other emotion worry? Satoru assumed he was making the same face.
Satoru sits up and sees you still trying to catch your breath. "Are you done already Y/N?" He asks condescendingly. He knows the only reason he said that was because he did not want the night to end.
"Me?! Please, I am fine!" You say and give them both a thumbs up, your arms shook. "I could go all night!" He watches your eyes widen at your own proclamation. Suguru chuckles and it sounds sinister.
"Suguru should we test her theory?" Satoru turns with a maniacal grin. Suguru shrugs to act as if he could take it or leave it. "I mean you can go. I will indulge." Satoru is met with a glare he had never received from Suguru. Truly full of aggression and jealousy.
"Fuck that." Suguru walks toward him and yanks him off the ground. Satoru is shoved against the wall. Suguru's forearm on his throat. "You should thank me for sharing." Fuck why is my heart racing again.... Satoru maintains eye contact and bits his lower lip.
"You really are bad at sharing. How childish..." Satoru practically spits. Suguru's eyes widen and he backs away. Satoru watches as he lifts you off the ground and sets you back onto the bed. Satoru sighs, his mind a chaotic mess of emotions. These are his best friends...
Geto's POV
"Are you sure you can handle this?" Suguru softly whispers into your ear. You nod with a lopsided grin, your eyes still unfocused and lost in the adrenaline of what was happening. "You're so cute...."
You laugh softly at his words and his heart practically leapt. He digs his nails into the palm of his hand to keep whatever feelings these were at bay. He was not good at emotions so he relied on a skill he did have. "I want you to prove it..." Suguru says his breath is heavy. His body felt like it was on fire and nothing could put it out.
You tilt your head in confusion still lost in yourself. "How?" You mutter your hand reaches up to grab his face. That feeling again... instead of answering he sits back and pulls you with him.
"Your stamina is unreal..." you giggle as you sit on his upper thigh, your hands stroking his cock already ready for another round. "You want me to ride you?" Suguru contains a deep groan as your thumb runs along his tip.
"Such a smart girl..." he says a bit condescendingly. He watches you roll your eyes. Everything you did was adorable. He grips your chin tightly and the moan that escapes makes him twitch. "Prove to me you're not done with me."
You nod shakily and move up hovering above him. Suguru bites his lower lip as you rub his shaft along your dripping lips, she is still so damn wet. "Hah...." Suguru moans when you slam your body down taking him all the way in with one motion. His hands grip your waist roughly as you begin to grind against him.
"Feels good..." you babble to yourself with your head thrown back. The way you controlled the tempo should have pissed him off, but the way your chest heaved and your body shook it was driving him feral.
"I'm going to just slide in..." Suguru hears Satoru speak and Suguru growls in annoyance. He watches the lanky man run his long fingers over your stomach and up to your breast kneeling behind you. He wished Satoru would have never interrupted. Even he had to admit seeing you get taken from behind on that desk was erotic.
"Such a mean face Suguru..." Satoru teases him with a grin, Suguru's blood boils a bit. Then you move your hips faster, he looks up at you. The look on your face was pure bliss as Satoru pinches your nipples from behind. "Let her enjoy herself huh?" Satoru chuckles, as he humps her ass cheeks like a dog in heat.
"I'm going to.... Ahhh fuck!!!" Your voice cracks and your pussy clenches around his cock making his mind blank. Before he knew what was happening he spreads his legs and fucks up into her, her spongy walls slick. The extra rubbing from Satoru's motions felt arousing. Though it made him a bit aggravated.
Your pussy was gushing around him. His hand wraps around your throat like an instinct. Deeper and more aggressive thrusts as he felt his body clench. Your legs shook and your body could barely stay upright. "Lean against him." Suguru growls without stopping. He watches as you use Satoru for support, Satoru looks pleased. His face went wild and cheeks flushed.
Suguru moans loudly, unable to hold it in as he feels himself release deep inside her once again. Suddenly there was a massive pressure on his body. Both you and Satoru had fallen forward. "Satoru get the fuck off me!"
Satoru laughs and sits up. "Relax big guy..." all three of you were panting covered in sweat. But the night was still young. And Suguru wanted so much more....

My constant struggle when writing PWP
Defective Existence
Chapter 2-Not sure about this one but I keep writing it sooo 😂

“It’s still early Y/N. Try to get some more sleep.” Suguru wanders over into the mountain of blankets and hands you a glass of water. You gladly take a sip. You were feeling more like yourself now.
“I really don’t think I can.” You say, your mind still formulating the possibilities of what Satoru had whispered to Suguru on his exit. Tonight the tension between them was so heavy.
They usually got along pretty well. You always enjoyed spending time with both of them. Laughter often filled the room. Even though you were forced to be around Satoru, it was never a dull moment.
Suguru was quiet beside you and you looked over curiously. He had a far away look in his eyes, lost in his own thoughts. “What did he say to you?” You ask desperately. You want to know why a frown fell on his lips.
He seems to be shaken into awareness. “It’s nothing.” He says and you could tell he did not want you to prod further. He should also know you could not help yourself.
“But…” You say shaking his arm. “Come on, tell me!” You try your best at pouting. You were never sure if you got it quite right. You simply copied what you have seen on others' faces.
“Is that supposed to be a pout?” Suguru teases you, knowing you too well.. “Either way I’m not telling.” He pushes you with his shoulder and you grumble.
After a few minutes of silence you speak up, “It’s been a weird night…” Suguru chuckles beside you. This time you join him in his laughter.
“Can’t disagree.” He whispers and it bothers you that you can sense something is wrong. Usually he will vent to you and you gladly listen. So him holding back was driving you a bit crazy. “I ordered some breakfast. Let’s try to make today better.”
You smile brightly at him and those dark eyes widen. “Yeah!” You proclaim and he grins. “Thanks for everything. I feel like I drag you into trouble…”
You are surprised again when you're pulled into a hug for a second time. “Good thing I love trouble especially when it involves you.” Suguru grips onto you as if any minute you would disappear.
Instead of tensing up your body relaxes and you return his embrace. Suguru Geto was a safe harbor. All dread and overthinking vanished as soon as his attention was on you. Both of you take in a breath. Without words you always showed your affection. It was always kind, patient, and understanding. No judgment. You were so thankful for his existence.
Your head is near the crook of his neck and you inhale the smell of his familiar shampoo and cologne. It was so soothing. You could stay like this all day but you're interrupted by a knock on the door.
“Food!” He proclaims hastily pulling away and avoiding eye contact. You watch him hurry to answer. After a few minutes he returns with a normal happy expression carrying a large paper bag. “I am going to make coffee.”
Setting the bag down the aroma greets your nostrils and your stomach rumbles. You reach inside snagging two breakfast burritos and go to follow Suguru into the kitchen. Already unwrapping as you walk.
His back is to you as you enter, he is grabbing mugs. You begin devouring the food and lean against the counter. “If you're not hungry you don’t have to eat.” He says then turns to look at you stuffing your face. “Ooo.”
Suguru laughs to himself and shrugs. You happily munch as he continues to prepare the coffeemaker. “Want to do anything today?” He asks, still grinning at you. You shake your head just wanting to relax and recover. “We can just hang out here then. The bike shop should be fine without me.”
You smile at him. You were so proud of the fact he now owned his own motorcycle shop. Growing up when he talked about it you loved how enthusiastic and excited he would get.
Suguru flicks your forehead, snapping you back to the present. “Spacing out again with a stupid grin, Stargazer. Here ya go.” He places a mug in your hand and you both go back to the living room.
After a few hours you both grew bored of the show on the screen. “Hey Y/N.” Suguru looks a bit uncomfortable as he turns to face you.
“Yeah what’s up?” You ask confused. You see the worry in his expression. He swallows and you take his hand. For the first time he jerks it back as if you had burned him.
“When you're alone with Satoru….” His deep voice lacks it’s usually confidence. You did not understand where this turn in mood had come from. You don’t speak and just wait.
“What do you all do?” He asks, those dark eyes are piercing. A bit of irritation bubbles to the surface. He was being overprotective again because of what he walked in on.
“Suguru…” You sigh and look away. “Just because I suck at communicating does not mean I am a child. It pisses me off when the one person I truly care for treats me the way the rest
of the world does.” If it was anyone else the confrontation would not be worth the trouble. But with Suguru you always spoke honestly.
There was a long pause. You look over and his eyes are staring off. “He was doing that for you, not for me.” You say bluntly. “What his motive was I am still unsure. He can be dangerous in his own way. That is why I was so curious to know what he had said to you.”
Your conclusion was that he had a thing for Suguru and wanted to make him jealous by using you. It is tough to invoke those emotions in him. He is always living life to the fullest and you rarely have seen him take anyone seriously.
“What do you think he said?” Suguru asks with a small smile. You felt this was a trap. He often loved hearing your takes on certain things. Though he would always compliment you for your originality.
“I have no idea. I think he likes you.” You confess and his eyes grow the size of saucers. To make you feel foolish he laughs uncontrollably. You punch his arm but it does not stop the sound from echoing in the room. You could see tears in his eyes from laughing so hard.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!!” He bellows between breaths. “You are just so creative!!!” He mocks you with a trendy Tik Tok sound. You grumble and cross your arms.
“Fuck you…” You practically growl and glare at him. Your cheeks felt hot. Those dark eyes lower but the conceited grin does not falter.
“He reminded me that you were his.” Suguru said monotonously. You scrunch your face in thought. You racked your brain for why Satoru would provoke him in such a way.
“Well that’s dumb. He knows we are close friends. That is ridiculous…” you say still in a state of confusion. Suguru reaches out and lifts your chin making you look up at him. His thumb lightly tracing your cheek. This did not help the chaos of your brain, you bite your lower lip.
“Yeah so crazy…” Suguru whispers but the baritone causes goosebumps to raise along your arms. He lowers his forehead onto your own, his breath mingling with yours. This usually silenced your ramblings but right now it only made them worse.
“Suguru…” You mutter his name in an attempt to get answers. His light grip on your chin tightens a bit. You watch as he wets his lips, the heat on your cheeks rush down your body. You could not help your physical reaction, you admit he is beautiful. But the logical part of you is fighting back.
“We should go out.” Suguru pulls away suddenly. You're frozen in place. What the hell… “Let’s visit my work and check up on them.”
“But you said they would be fine.” You answer robotically. Suguru stands up and puts distance between you.
“Yeah but most of them are also idiots.” Suguru looks back at you but the smile on his face seems disingenuous. You still have not moved in an inch, your mind stuck in that moment on the couch, trying to analyze. “Plus they enjoy your company.”
You manage to laugh. “They enjoy picking on me, Suguru.” You counter rolling your eyes. He grabs a jacket. Then he studies your outfit you were in still from the night before.
“You have clothes here. Go wash up and change.” He orders and you sigh. You really wanted to relax today.
“I don’t feel like it…” you whine and stretch. “Your couch is so comfy.”
“Please Y/N…” he sounded almost desperate. Startled you glance over at him. He was acting so strange today. He has never felt the need to beg you before.
“Ok…” You say not wanting to cause him discomfort. You stand up and make your way out of the room. This has been the weirdest night….
Amongst Friends: Chapter Three
Your body always blazes when you feel rage and anger. You aren't able to form a cohesive thought, it's all reactive. A burning passion. The heat takes over making you do things you might regret...
Of course you were all crowded around in the pretentious VIP section, thanks to Satoru. Overlooking the rest of the night club. It did make for great people watching. One of your favorite past times was deciphering random stranger's stories as you sipped whiskey on the rocks.
The seclusion was enough to make you feel at ease. Suguru made sure your glass was never empty. Satoru would randomly pull you up out of your seat to dance when a song you liked played. You realized you definitely needed this due to all the stress from your day to day life.
"Y/N!! Take another shot with us!" You hear Yuta shout as you were watching a couple angrily argue at the bar. Downing what you had left in your glass you join the group and they pass you a tube.
"Fuck is this tequila?" You ask, making a face as you sniff the contents. They laugh and raise up their arms for a toast. You shrug and do the same.
"We will watch out for you." Suguru whispered knowing you tended to stick with dark liquors. You have never doubted his words so you smile. They all shout a generic cheer and you chug the tequila with only a small amount of regret.
The night became a bit more clouded after that. The small space became more crowded as unfamiliar faces began taking over. You no longer felt the comfort of isolation. The attractiveness of your friends became a curse. When you notice their absence. Though it was amusing watching people try to garner attention from them.
Before long you felt a need to get out of the tiny space. A hand takes hold of your arm as you stand up and you glare ready to cuss out whoever had the audacity. "Hey..." Leo the piercer from the shop grinned down at you. Your eyes were drawn to the intricate blue rose tattoo on his neck.
"Hey..." you say back trying to refrain from the urge to trace the lines. He chuckles lightly and you frown. "Want to dance?" You ask, needing to get out of the stuffy area. Leo nods and leads the way down the stairs. You look back and catch Suguru's gaze and he winks at you mischievously. You flick him off and turn.
The dance floor was a bit more spaced out. The buzz of alcohol made the pulse of the music almost hypnotic. You took hold of Leo arms using him as a way to balance. You turn your back end into his hips and let the rhythm consume you. Your eyes closing, you become lost in your own mind.
You don't mind as you feel his hands trace along your waist. You realize it had been a while since you allowed anyone this close to you physically. You grind into him and move his hands to your exposed thighs. You hear him let out a strained moan and feel his breath against your neck. You look up with a glazed innocent expression only to discover he was looking back up towards the VIP section.
Curious what could have his attention you follow his line of sight. A woman was glaring back at him but draping herself around Satoru. She was in a beautiful designer outfit. Her manicured nails dig into Satoru's arm. Her salon styled hair was perfectly in place. "Trying to make someone jealous?" You say catching Leo off guard.
You move your body to face him, your hands now stroking the back of his neck. "What?" He mutters completely distracted. You take hold of his chin forcing him to look at you. His green eyes widen as you bite your lower lip. "Umm no." He lies and you roll your eyes.
"Why did you join me?" You question and he looks annoyed, pushing you away slightly. You were now feeling a sense of frustration and anger.
"I don't know. You seemed a bit lost. Suguru asked me to keep an eye on you." He said nonchalantly and you realize he was coaxed into dancing with you. Feeling deflated you no longer feel transfixed by the pull of the music. Everything became overwhelming.
"I see..." You whisper frowning and Leo notices your shift in behavior. The man was an idiot so his next words did not sting as much as they should.
"Oh shit. Did you think I." Leo actually laughs and you clench your fist to avoid punching him in the face. "Hey Y/N you're cool and all. But you're like one of the guys you know."
"If you wanted to make someone jealous then all you had to do was be up front about it. I would have helped." You say backing away. As you go to leave he takes hold of your arm once again to pull you back.
You don't know why you expected an apology. You assumed some good in all humans existed. Instead when he opened his mouth your jaw dropped, "I meant to ask when you had some free time could you take a look at my car stereo for me?"
Instead of giving him an answer you grab the nearest glass from the table and pour the leftover contents over his head. "Fuck off." You snarl and begin walking towards the closest exit for some needed fresh air.
"You bitch!!" You hear Leo shout and hate all the attention. You could feel all of the eyes shift in your direction. Your breathing becomes rushed and your vision hazy as you throw open the doors to the club. You gasped in the air desperately, clinging to the closest wall.
You repeatedly told yourself everything was ok. You hated that your anxiety could ruin any good moment you had without warning. People walked past giving you alienating looks but never asking if you were ok.
As you crumple against the cold sidewalk you tuck your face into your arms. A gentle hand taps lightly at your shoulder and you jolt up ready for a fight.
Yuta throws his hands up. "Hey! Hey! It's just me. I brought you some water." You see the clear plastic cup in his hand and try your best to smile as he kneels beside you. You take it from him and sip slowly. "It's nice out here tonight." He mutters to himself.
"I love the cool breeze." You lift your face and let it flow easing your heated cheeks. He grins at you as he sits beside you.
"Don't let me ruin your night Yuta." You say knowing he was being kind. You finish the water and settle down. "I'll be fine. I'm going to call an Uber and head home."
"It was getting a bit crowded there. I didn't come out here because of you." He teases and you push him playfully. "Have you seen the metal special edition dice set yet?" He asks, pulling out his phone.
You look over his shoulder. "I ordered them the other day." He says and you perk up and complement them. You both talk for a bit until your ride arrives.
"Thanks Yuta." You say as you both stand. He gives you a small hug and you push him towards the door. "You have an awesome time ok. You deserve it. Let Suguru and Satoru know I headed out." He simply nods and waves as you get into the car. You let out a breath as the driver pulls away. You hoped you had not caused too much drama. You never mean to but sometimes it seems to follow you.
You don't remember getting to the penthouse. You fling off the tight dress and suffocating maroon push up bra and lacy panties. In its place you grab boxers and a tank top. Mindlessly you are able to shower and change. You collapse into bed. The softness of the mattress is paradise. The weight of the comforter easily allows your mind to shut off as you fall asleep.
"Hey Y/N..." you hear a voice like a pest close to your ear. You swat the air mumbling nonsense but the fucker is persistent. "Hey! Wake up." You slowly open your eyes to be greeted by familiar dark ones.
"Suguru what the fuck..." You grumble as he begins attempting to push you over to make room for him on your bed. "Go to your own bedroom..."
"That would take too much energy. I'm already here." He rebuttals, his long hair tickles your skin. You realize he had not dried it all the way as dips of water trickle down your arm.
"It's right next door, weirdo. You're getting my sheets wet!" You say exhaustedly trying to push him off but it was like moving a boulder. You move and begin trying to kick him.
Before you knew it his muscular arms had caged you in and all your effort just left you breathless. He puts a finger to your lips, shushing you. "Don't you dare bite me!" He warns and you huff. "Just..." he adjusts your body, easily cuddling you against him. "There we go."
"Suguru..." you whisper sleepily but then he begins caressing your scalp. "Mmm." You let out a content sound and he chuckles. His breath ghosts across your shoulders and your body tingles. Ooo no... wait... Your eyes open again in panic.
"Hey, you're ok. Fucking hell Y/N, your always overthinking everything." He scolds you when he feels you tense up. After a few seconds of awkward silence he speaks up again. His voice was raspy. "You ok?" He asks and it's laced with concern.
"Yup! I'm great." You say and you hiss when his fingers begin massaging down your rib cage. "It would be better if I had my own bed back." Suguru laughs again but you never realized how seductive the sound could be. Brain what are you thinking... I know it's been a while... but no!
"Stop acting like a brat. Relax and be good for me." Suguru whispers and you shiver. Then his hands roam to the side of your hips where your skin was exposed. It felt good, too good and your heart began racing. You bite your cheek to reign in these sudden emotions.
This was not Suguru's usual behavior. You had grown accustomed to Satoru being clingy and needing physical reassurance. Suguru always needed his space. He was always calculated about physical affection. His strange behavior had you thrown for a loop. Your tank top suddenly felt a lot thinner. Silently you were freaking out.
"Suguru..." again you call out his name as a warning. You begin to try and escape. Moving your body, you arch your back. Your ass grazing his groin. The deep groan that escaped his lips was sinful. His hold tightened on your waist as he cursed under his breath.
"Don't push your ass against me like that... fuck..." Suguru growls and you feel him nip at your shoulder with his teeth. Your mind blanks but your subconscious shouts at you to stay aware. You turn to look at him with wide doe eyes. You see him gulp for a second but a wide smile takes over his features. "Leo is a fucking tool. If only he could see how cute you look right now."
Suguru was teasing you. That is what this is. You were not in the mood to be messed with. Turning back around you muster all of the remaining strength you had. You manage to use your leg power and the fact he had let his guard down against him. Within seconds you had managed to flip over and pin him against the mattress.
You expected him to be laughing at you as you pinned his arms above his head. To mock your erratic and rough behavior like he always does. Instead his eyes were low lidded not with amusement but with a deep hunger. The lustful gaze caused your lower stomach to twist pleasantly. "Shit..." You whisper feeling yourself slowly given into a forbidden urge.
The grip you had on his wrist loosened. "You're so beautiful..." Suguru said softly his gaze traveling to take you all in. His hand reaches up tracing your jaw. "He is a damn fool..." You assume he was talking about Leo again but thoughts quickly evaporated when he leans up, your faces inches apart.
"Can I kiss you Y/N?" Suguru whispers as his thumb runs along your lower lip. You need to say no. This was a horrible idea. But your body was a traitorous bitch. You shake your head yes. Slowly at first he presses his lips against your own. Sweet and gentle you basked in the feeling.
But you could feel the heat building. You begin to grind against him and you both cry out. Desperation for more takes over. He swiftly sits up, his strong arms easily pulling you to straddle his lap. His hand fists your hair and his tongue pries open your mouth skillfully.
"This is such a bad idea..." you say, gasping for breath as you both pull away for air. Strings of saliva coat both of your lips. Suguru no longer hears your words. He looked like a man possessed.
"Do you want me to stop?" He manages to groan out as he begins pulling at your shirt. His eyes never leave your own.
"No..." you answer, enjoying the euphoria of his touch, of his kiss. "Please keep going..." you sounded as if you were begging. Which made his features shift to more of a beast than man, animalistic and starving. In one quick motion your tank top was on the ground.
Toyko Revengers-Hama/Izana X Reader
Mature Content:
You hide your identity and keep your head low. The best thing to do when you work for one of the biggest crime syndicates in the city. How long can you keep it that way?

You were always good at one thing and average in every other way. Unfortunately the one thing you were good at was not meant for you. A world dominated by men whose egos were as inflated as their car’s tires. Therefore you took on an identity. You became somewhat of a ghost. You never socialized and hid your figure under wraps and oversized clothes.
It was easy when all you did was participate in illegal street races. But one fateful night you caught the eye of an important figure within the community. He offered you the kind of money you could only ever dream about. To essentially be a chauffeur who could also get out of sticky situations quickly.
Every instinct was telling you not to take it. But in a world that is run by how much you earn you couldn’t decline. So this was how you became a driver for the biggest crime syndicate in the city almost overnight, Tenjiku.
“Ay y/n!”Hanma, the man who brought you in, called out to you as you waited patiently in the driveway. You kept your distance as much as you could. You avoided talking by explaining you concentrate best with earphones and music. Sometimes social interaction is unavoidable. You slowly walked over keeping your head down.
“You did a good job! Why don’t you come out and celebrate with me and the executives? You earned it!” Hanma laughed, it was deep and powerful. He slapped you across your shoulder and your body flew forward. You caught yourself at the very last minute. “Hey man you need to bulk up! I know you're just a driver but it’s good for you.”
Hanma towered over you. His body was twice the size of your own and he was about your age. Decorated in intricate tattoos, the most prominent being the ones on both of his hands. He was gorgeous but those looks were beyond deceiving.
You heard rumours that he was the attack dog of their group. When anyone threatened them he was quick to react and showed no mercy. That’s why your heart leapt out of your chest any time his attention was directed towards you. Loyalty was everything as well as honesty. You had been keeping a huge secret from them all.
“I’m ok. Thanks though…” You try your best to keep your voice low and quiet. You begin to turn around but Hanma catches your upper arm. You looked up into his golden eyes terrified.
“Come on kid! A few drinks and then you can head out! I promise!” Hanma smiled but it wasn’t sincere. You felt as if he was testing you again. You wanted to shout at him that after so many jobs you should have proven yourself by now. But you knew you could never muster up the courage needed to say it. “Come on… stop being so fucking boring!”
You nodded and gave up your hopeless pursuit of heading home to binge watch a tv show and eat junk food. His arm wrapped around your shoulders, leaning into you and you tense up. “Relax kid… I know you only feel safe with your hands on the wheel. You will have me to look after you.” You nodded again. His nose scrunches up as he assesses your current outfit. “Going to have to get you something better to wear than this hoodie and dingy ass sweatpants though.”
Your heart races once again. This is what you get for being greedy. Hopefully whatever he picks out you can still hide your curvaceous figure.
Hanma leads you inside and to a room. “Let me see. Damn your small…” He shuffles through some clothes. Compared to you!! “Wait, Izana should have something to fit. He likes his clothes to be more form fitting. I’ll be right back.”
Hanma returned not too long after with a button up and dress pants. You prayed to whatever gods existed that you could pull it off. You begin to walk towards the bathroom but he yanks your arm once again. “We are already running behind, hurry up and change.”
Your inner panic takes over, you feel heat rush to your cheeks. “Well I- uh-“ You fumble for an excuse. It was frustrating because you were usually quick to figure out a solution. Hanma looked at you with raised eyebrows, then after a few seconds burst out in a raspy laugh.
“Jesus kid! Fuck fine go! I have never met a criminal who was too shy to change in front of someone else. You're fucking weird!” Hanma berates you and you sigh in relief. He could think whatever he wanted as long as he didn’t find out what you were hiding.
You were pleasantly surprised as you looked in the mirror. You were also glad you had paid a bit more for the binder, it hid your chest perfectly, which was a difficult task. The pants were a bit big so your wide waist was still disguised as well. You frowned at your hair. You were not ready to cut it off. You decided to pull it up into a bun and it worked well enough.
A loud knock interrupted your assessment. “What the hell are you doing in there? Stop jerking off and let’s go!” The deep voice rang out and you inhaled a sharp breath. You were used to all the vulgar talk, it became background noise. But knowing that your whole night will most likely consist of it made you want to throw up.
You pull open the door and Hanma pauses for a second. His eyes look to the ground as he tosses you a suit jacket. You were not sure what that was about but you put on the last item of clothing. “You look more presentable now. So come on.” He mumbles and you follow him out. “I’ll drive this time.” You shrug and mentally prepare yourself.
You begrudgingly order a drink as you sat at the bar with the rest of the Tenjiku crew minus their fearless and deranged leader. This was really your first time hanging around all of them. Hanma was the only one you dealt with consistently. Hanma often reminded you that he was your handler so if you fucked up he got the blame for it from the rest of the executives.
“The famous driver!” A sing-songy voice interrupts your inner panic as you are surrounded by such powerful people. You glance up and are greeted by a large scarred smile. A beautiful woman and man hung off his arm like decor.
“Sanzu what the fuck are you even doing here? This is for executives and up.” Hanma hands you another glass, his palm patting your head. You look up with a scowl.
“Where there is a party you will find me!” Sanzu’s eyes observe you as you awkwardly stand between them. “So I guess executives can bring pets with them?” You mentally groan as they stare each other down. You daydream for a second on how at this very moment you would be relaxing at home with a pile of snacks.
“Hanma relax. Sanzu always brings candy.” Another executive walks up with his hands outstretched. Sanzu grins happily as he digs into his pocket and removes a pill placing it in the open palm.
“Rindou, you're too soft on him.” Hanma complains with a growl. You watch as the man now known as Rindou places the pill in his mouth and swallows. Hanma must have noticed because he is suddenly way too close. “You want one kid? Might loosen your tight ass up a bit.” A shiver travels down your spine, as he whispered in your ear. Your eyes widen and you nod.
“Nnnoo! I’m ok.” You manage to say, causing all the men to laugh in amusement at your reaction. You take a deep sip of whiskey to compensate for the embarrassment.
“This little punk is who you are always hyping up?” Rindou smirks as he follows the pill with a shot. You look to the ground feeling completely out of place.
“Hey cut him some slack. He does his best work behind the wheel. I just thought he deserved a reward.” Hanma shakes you lightly and you grumble. “A chance to chill with us. I don’t know, maybe some pussy will help him to relax a bit.” You watch as Hanma and Rindou chuckle.
You secretly roll your eyes and look back over to the pink haired man in front of you. Sanzu studies you and it makes you very uncomfortable. He gives off a carefree vibe but you could tell he was not all there. “Can I have another glass?” You ask, wanting to hurry this night along.
“Of course kid!” Hanma leads you back to the bar. You glance over your shoulder watching Rindou say something to Sanzu whose eyes never left you, a sinister smirk on his face. Goosebumps form on your arm and you look away.
“Thanks…” you mutter as the bartender slides another glass your way. You quickly drink down the alcohol and Hanma pats your shoulder.
“At least you can hold your liquor!” Hanma grins as you motion for another. “Look, you're doing really well. You have become someone I trust not to fuck shit up. I really do want you to enjoy tonight.” Hanma says as you take the new glass and follow him to sit in a more secluded area.
You listen but the warmth of the alcohol was starting to run its course. “I appreciate your calm demeanor. Hell I’m the opposite so in a way I envy that about you.” Hanma grins as you nod along. “Man of few words.” You take a sip and lean on your hand as he continues to talk.
“Tonight is also about introducing you to the executives and the four heavenly kings. Once they accept you then you will be unstoppable. Trust me. I’m looking out for you kid.” Hanma lowers his voice not to allow the other members to hear your conversation.
You take in what he was telling you. You realize you had proven yourself to him and that was the true reason he had invited you out tonight. “I respect you Hanma. I have come to understand how you are. But I don’t know any of the other execs. I honestly have no interest in power. I just want to be able to drive.” You knew the higher up you went the more risky it became.
“Kid!!! I get it! I really do!” Hanma leans back on the bench. “This is a huge opportunity.” You frown as he tries to convince you the risk was worth it. Hanma recognizes your hesitation and sighs. “Let’s just enjoy tonight. We can discuss business later.” You take another sip and nod.
“Hey…” Another unfamiliar face walks over to you both. “Y/N right?” He looked similar to Rindou but his personality was much more laid back.
“Yeah.” You answer, still observing him catiously. Hanma groans at your distrust.
“He needs a lap dance asap!” Hanma calls out and your eyes widen in panic. “Ran, get one of your best girls!” The man who had just invaded your space claps his hands and smiles.
Ran motions for you to follow him and you bite your lower lip. “Don’t worry! I’ll make sure your taken really good care of.” You look back at Hanma for help but he was pushing you to go. You glare at him one last time as Ran takes you to a back room.
A high end couch set against the wall with end table. “Go on, get comfortable!” Ran says and you take a seat but it’s anything but cozy. Even more so by the fact Ran decides to sit beside you. “I am very impressed by what you have accomplished for us. The fact that you look so innocent in person is useful.”
You try your best to keep your composure. You knew who this man was now that Hanma had mentioned his name. “I am Ran Haitana. I introduce myself with my first name since I don’t want to be confused for my brother who is beyond unprofessional. I am…”
You look down to the ground and find yourself blurting out, “One of the four heavenly kings.” Ran laughs and you look up and see him grinning.
“Precisely.” Ran mutters with a newfound interest. “So you do know how we are organized. If I went by Hanma’s judgement alone I assumed you were only intelligent when it came to a get away. But that is not the case is it?”
You made a mistake. “I just stay to myself. Which leaves me time to observe.” You don’t want to seem too useful to these men. You just wanted to remain as invisible as possible. The way Ran was studying you right now made you believe you might have fumbled. It didn’t help that you were currently a bit fuzzy due to the whiskey from earlier.
Just as Ran was about to speak, the door to the small room opens and a beautiful woman enters with a sweet smile. “Ran!” Her cheerful voice broke up the tension. She quickly dashes forward as Ran stands and gives him a tight hug. “Who is this little cutie?”
“A very valuable member. He is a bit nervous. Could you loosen him up for me sweetheart?” Ran lifts her chin and she smiles brightly as she nods. “That’s my good girl.” Ran rubs her cheek and I turn away at the intimacy. “Come join us when she is done with you y/n!”
“O-okay.” You say and Ran holds in a chuckle as he walks away. You turn your focus on the woman who is now staring down at you, avoiding eye contact. “Look I’m ok really. I just don’t like going out.” You try to reason with her. If she came in here to do what you thought then she would easily figure out that you're not what they think.
“You're so precious!” The gorgeous woman steals Ran’s move and lifts your chin to make you look into her auburn eyes. “Such a pretty face.” She licks her lower lip. You try to sit back but she takes this as an invitation to straddle you. Her light scent invades your nose and you can’t help but take a breath. She places her arms up your neck as you turn your head away.
“Please…” you beg which causes her to make an excited noise. “Mmm.” A small moan escapes your lips as her manicured nails run into the base of your scalp. You feel her begin to move her hips into your own. Your eyes widen in panic. You take hold of her hips to stop her movements.
“Shhh…” she whispers into your ear and shivers travels down your spine as she kisses your neck. You had accomplished too much to be discovered this way. “It’s ok.” Her breath tickles against your skin. The strength you did have was weakened by your drunken state. You freeze up when she leans back and begins unbuttoning your shirt, her eyes low. You grip her wrist out of sheer trepidation.
The woman stops but giggles thinking that this was merely bashfulness. “If you're worried about cameras daddy don’t be. There aren’t any in this room. Let me take care of you.” She pulls away from your grasp and before you knew it your shirt was untucked. “So adorable.” Her amber eyes take in your flushed cheeks.
“You don’t understand…” you say but one of her hands was already up your shirt the other rubbing your crotch. “Damn it…” you knew it was over the moment she sat up with a raised eyebrow.
“Excuse me, I should have said mommy.” The woman does not look startled. She wore an expression of curiosity.
This was the end. Based on how she interacted with Ran you knew she was close to him. After all this time and this was how you would be discovered. “Hey y/n right?” The woman calls out to you and you nod trying not to show how your world was crashing down around you. “I get it.”
You look at her as she gets off your lap and sits beside you. “I worked so hard.” You hear how shaky your voice was. She takes hold of your hand and squeezes gently.
“I know and that is why your secret will be safe with me.” You were not expecting this. “Don’t look at me so shocked!” The woman giggles and you find that you can’t help but smile. “It’s tough out here for us ladies. We do what we have to. Like I said, I get it. My real name is Cole.”
You were not sure what had overcome you but you turned and hugged her tightly. “Thank you Cole!” She laughs loudly and pats your head. “Thank you so much.” You felt as if you could trust her words.
“Y/N please. I actually think you're amazing. I’ve heard them talk about you.” A strange look appears on her face and you frown. “You must think I’m pathetic and vile.” You recognize the shame that has overcome her stunning features.
“What?” You say and shake her shoulders. It was your turn to comfort your new accomplis. “Look at me.” She slowly turns and you smile a genuine smile, it’s been so long since you had. “We do what we have to. I would never judge you. Based on the fact you didn’t run out of here and immediately expose me shows me how strong of a character you possess.”
“You my dear are an angel.” She grins and takes hold of your hand once again. “It’s going to be difficult since they have seemed to have taken notice of you. Just know you are free to visit me anytime.”
“You have no idea how much this means to me.” You mutter then the woman sits up. “What is it?”
“They think I am well, you know.” A sudden blush forms on her cheek and you find it endearing.
“You are looking out for me so I will do the same for you.” You assure her, “I will let them think you turned my world upside down.” Another deep laugh escapes her full lips. She suddenly bops your nose and winks.
“I mean I could still do that.” She teases and you nervously look away. “God damn it, you're so cute!”
“Pff you're cute!” You say as a defense mechanism as she stands and offers you a hand. You take it and she starts messing with your clothes. She leaves one button undone and tucks part of your shirt back in.
“There!” You look down and see that your outfit is a bit disheveled and give her a thumbs up. “I think that will be convincing enough.” She loops your arm in hers and begins to walk to the door.
When you both emerge from the other side Hanma and Ran were talking. They both look up with knowing eyes as they hear you exit. “This man right here Ran..” Cole winks at you once again as she runs her nails down your arm, “A diamond in the rough I tell you.” She slides her thumb across your lower lip seductively.
“You're making me so jealous.” Ran teasingly pouts, she kisses your cheek, whispers for you to trust her and saunters over to sit in his lap. Hanma looks at you with a devilish expression as you sit beside him, abruptly shaking your shoulders. You groan in annoyance.
“Y/N…” Ran addresses his tone more series. “Our boss has a meet up soon. I personally don’t trust it. This is why I had Hanma bring you tonight. If shit goes south I need you to be able to get him out fast.”
This was a huge opportunity that was being presented. Again in the back of your mind you wanted to refuse. “You will never want for anything again kid.” Hanma per usual recognized your weary and suspicious demeanor.
“What do you think doll?” Ran holds Cole’s waist, his hands sprawling across her thighs. “Does he have what it takes?” You wanted to tell her that she was more than what she believed herself to be. You knew seeing how Ran waited for her response that he took heed to her words. She was just as powerful as any man in this room, you wanted to make sure she knew that. You could only portray your thoughts with a sly glance her way. She caught on and smirked as she nuzzled into Ran’s neck.
“Baby he is beyond capable.” Her voice was like a hypnotizing melody as she purred into his ear. Hanma nudges my side and I push him. Ran makes a satisfied sound as she nibbles his earlobe.
“Well then all that’s left is for you to accept the job.” Ran turns back to you, his gaze more intense as he waits for your response.
“I’ll do it.” You say confidently and Hanma cheers beside you. “But I’m taking this idiot beside me in case I need some muscle. Fair?” Hanma growls at your insult and you nudge him this time.
Ran laughs and agrees to your terms. The conversation comes to an end as he tightly squeezed Cole’s upper thigh. “Well now that business is through let us get back to indulging in a bit of pleasure. What do you say lovely?”
“Ran…” Cole says amused by his desperate touch. “Such a naughty thing.” She looks over at you. “It was really nice getting to know you and that pretty little face.” She stands up and Ran follows behind.
“Hell yeah! Let’s get a few more rounds then I’ll take you back!” Hanma sounds more excited about what just happened than you felt. You shrug and head to the bar once again. Now that one of the heavenly kings was somewhat on your side you felt more at ease. More willing to let go of the wall you had built up.
“Fix your shirt!” You look down and laugh which takes Hanma by surprise. You adjust your clothes back in place and feel him sneaking glances in your direction as you order more drinks.
Hanma’s POV
Y/N was currently taking a shot with Rindou. This was the most social I had ever seen him. I felt a bit bad getting him even more mixed up in Tenjiku business. He was beyond talented when it came to handling a vehicle. I couldn’t just look past the kids' talent.
“Kid!! You about ready?” I shouted and laughed at the state he was in. He grumbles as he makes his way back over.
“I mean you dragged me out here. We could (hic up) stay if you want.” I had to steady him as he fell forward. His long hair had started to fall down into his face. His eyes had begun to glaze over and his cheeks were flushed due to his intoxicated state. He was really pretty… the thought entered my mind and I shook my head. I took hold of his shoulder aggressively and he whined. My chest felt tight when I heard it.
“I don’t think you could handle it.” I laughed trying to distract myself from this strange feeling. “Come on time to take you home!” Just as I was about to help him walk out, Sanzu intervened.
“Hanma! When did you become such a prude! Stay! Y/N won’t you spend some time with me?” Sanzu’s voice held a tone of seduction that I did not appreciate. A strange rage started to emerge from the surface.
“He is mine! Back off Sanzu…” I growled and Y/N giggled. “What’s so funny?” I ask, annoyed. Y/N looks up with a smirk and I let go pushing away from him. “Fuck it if you want to stay fucking stay. But you better be ready when I call you.”
“No Hanma! I’m sorry! I’m ready!” Y/N still looks way too amused for my liking but I feel myself calming down. I go to steady him once again and Y/N waves stupidly at everyone as we leave. I had sobered up after a while so I easily opened the door and set him into the passenger seat.
I get into the car and begin to pull out of the parking lot. I try my best to focus on the road. “It’s like you were jealous back there!” The dumb kid says giggling. I clench my jaw, not sure why the statement pissed me off so much.
“I am your handler, dumbass. I have to look out for you.” I say trying to also convince myself. I had never been attracted to men before but everytime I look over at him I want to touch him. What the hell is wrong with me? The rest of the drive was quiet.
I pull into his driveway and once again help him out of the car. “Thank you handler!” Y/N says with sarcasm and I sigh. “Ooo my keys are in my front pocket!” I lean over and try not to let the closeness of our bodies bother me. I reach into his front pocket quickly and then nervously fumble with the lock. “Hanma! I thought I was the drunk one!” Y/N laughs and I lose a bit of control.
I push open the door and slam it closed. I also in the process push him against the frame blocking him in with my body. My hand easily reaches around his throat. “Kid I joke with you but you will show me respect. I am an executive after all.”
“Hanma…” His voice was a bit raspy and his eyes rolled back from my hold on his neck. My cock twitched from the image. I pressed my fingers harder cutting off his air flow and groaned when he moaned breathlessly. Shit… shit… shit… “Please…” Y/N gasped for breath, his nails digging into my forearm. “I’m sorry…”
I step back and run my fingers through my hair in an attempt to regain my composure. “Your home. Get some rest and I will see you tomorrow.” I push past him in a rush not wanting to confront these desires I had just experienced. Y/N gives me a confused glance but nods. “God you do have a pretty face…” I grumble as I practically run out the door.