I Am Experiencing Actual Grief And Feel Like I'm Having An Insane Overreaction But No I Think It's Okay

I am experiencing actual grief and feel like I'm having an insane overreaction but no I think it's okay to feel this way right now when this show was so genuinely well crafted and featured a fresh and unique queer story about very nuanced and complex characters portrayed by extremely talented actors and actresses

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When watching the show, did the Cat King's behaviour towards Edwin make you uncomfortable?

• Yes, I think it was creepy/predatory

• No, I think his behaviour was fine

• No, but I do think his behaviour was a little creepy

• Yes, but I've since changed my mind on him

• Other

Just finished the first draft of what I think of as Chapter 9, out of what should be (I think) 16-17 chapters. (It'll be Chapter 10 when it's published, but the prologue chapter is very short.)

When I started this, I think I was guessing it would be about 7.5k, then I thought it would be about 15k. I'm now somewhere around 16.5k**, which I think might be longer than any piece I've written solo for anything. And I'm currently guessing it will end up somewhere in the range of 30k, which is super weird to think about, since that's longer than things I've done for group projects.

And this is where I remind myself that I first tried to speedrun writing the whole thing over Memorial Day weekend.

** counting only full chapter drafts and not snippets assigned to unfinished chapters

tonight, i mourn the loss of the first piece of media in over a decade that has moved me enough to write regular fanfiction for.

tomorrow, i continue writing fanfiction for it. because if they're not going to give these beautiful dead boys the care and attention they deserve, then i'm going to fucking do it