Ive Always Been A Loner. I Had Some Trouble Making Friends Growing Up But Was Overall Pretty Outgoing

I’ve always been a loner. I had some trouble making friends growing up but was overall pretty outgoing and could fake it with the best of them. I had a handful of people I called friends my entire life, but always I kept them at arms length. I knew I was different. i’ve always been a pervert, too. I dont even bother wondering why anymore or trying to figure out what made me this way, It doesn’t matter. I’ve always been this curious needy thing. I don’t have any hope for that changing.

It’s something I’ve come to accept, though it took some work especially in my existential teenage years. I use to struggle so with the shame of it all, I drowned in my own desire and resented myself for it. All my life I’d been a freak. There had been no escaping it or explaining it away, and those nights spent groveling in the shame of submission while trying to fight it off and hating myself for aching to be pushed toward the edge made me what I am now. Still a freak, but self aware and at peace with having some wires crossed.

As an adult I focus strongly on what I CAN control in life. In fact I try to control every aspect of my life, down to the smallest detail. Every calorie I consume is counted for, every minute of the day is scheduled with some chore or task. I keep my hair dyed and fixed, my makeup on daily, and my outfits specifically set aside the night before. I am efficient at keeping my home and body clean and tidy, keeping dinner on the table nightly and laundry upkept diligently. I’ve been reading more into these Bimbo rules and ideologies, and I’ve never felt more seen. I’ve also been reading up about Misogyny and the natural role of females in history and society, and I am now entirely sure of it. I am a traditional bimbo, a homemaker, I am anything my Man wants me to be. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. To be seen, to be controlled, to be craved so deeply, thought of constantly. I’ve always wanted to be kept pristine and on display but also of use by cooking dinners for Men but keeping my waist in check, by cleaning the house daily and my body daily always making sure I look my 100 percent best for Men. That is my purpose. To be a bimbo cumdump maid for Men.

I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been since I came to that realization and started living accordingly. I do my lashes and makeup daily, have a cleaning routine daily, am in a calorie deficit, and only consume bimbo/misogynist media! I am working on updating my wardrobe and trying hard to find links for good hypnosis!! I also read that drinking or smoking daily can help change your mindset and personality so I decided to become a drunk bimbo! It’s been fantastic. I get cute and drunk and do my little tasks around town like grocery shopping and getting coffee and all the Men are soo nice to me! It’s like they can sense it.

I work every day on being the bestest hottest drunk bimbo cumdump I can be!! I hope to further develop my new bimbo self and hope to update in the future!!

Comment if you enjoy this confession and if you have tips for me in this journey!💘

LMAO me. so fuckin true

Being called out 😭

Confession time...

Please re-blog this if it is okay to anonymously confess a fantasy to you.

I went for a jog today and took wine with me instead of water and I like, totally had a great time!! I wasn’t wearing a bra and my tank top was suuuper tight my nipples were on display the entire time! It was also a little chilly so they were xxxtra hard hehe and my shorts were so short the bottom of my ass cheeks were visible a little bit! I love being a Bimbo💘

freeuse fantasy 🥵🤤

my dream is to live in a completely freeuse society, every adult woman is freeuse. They can wear a collar that shows their hard limits but everything else is fair game. There'll be different coloured collars for différent types of sluts, red for no limits, green for soft use, white for breeding cows, stuff like that. Everybody uses the stop light system so in an emergency you can avoid being used. But isn't this system so great? I could be out shopping with my friends and since my friends are all pretty and thin and a group of men would stop to fuck them and we can't say no so we enjoy it but why would they fuck my fat ass when my friends are prettier? They can just use me to clean up afterwards and then use me as their urinal 💖 Imagine a whole day in this society..... I wake up to my roomate shoving his cock down my throat and suck him until he cums and then pisses down my throat, I make him breakfast and get ready to go to work, we cant wear underwear and I know I'll be stripped anyway so I just clean myself and put on makeup and a collar, high heels, and just a tiny little skirt for decoration. On the way, I get pushed onto my knees on the train and a man just slaps me around for fun until his stop comes and then another man makes me eat his wife's asshole while he slaps my cow tits for fun. I finally get to work and I'm strapped in a swing in a conference room with my entire body exposed for the hardworking men to come use me as stress relief in whatever way they want. The janitor comes to clean up and shoves the handle of his mop up my ass and laughs at me. Eventually I am released but I need to get groceries. The cab driver takes me to the store amd when we get there he climbs into the backseat and fucks me for hours until he's satisfied but I still have to pay the whole fare because that wasn't an exchange I'm beneath him and he's allowed to use me whenever he wants. At the grocery store I am forced to be strapped down at the entrance because their regular doormat was sick and they needed a last minute replacement so each time someone came in they wiped their boots off on my cunt, my fat sagging tummy, my cow tits, some even had me clean their shoes and feet with my tongue and wiped it all over my face. Eventually the store closes and I'm allowed to take my groceries and go home. When my roommate comes home I'm waiting for him by the door, on all fours with my ass and cunt presented to him and he spends the night taking out all his frustrations on me and eats the dinner I made for him. When I say I want to go to bed he slaps my face and tells me he's not done with me so just for fun he ties me to the bedposts spreadeagle and tapes a vibrator to my clit and leaves me there and at first I'm so happy for the attention but then I realised he inteneded to leave me there all night overstimulated and making a mess of my sheets but that doesn't matter because I exist for his pleasure 🥰💖