As I Lay In This Ice Cold Bath, I Wanna Take The Time To Reflect. I Deserve This. Not Only To Burn Calories

As i lay in this ice cold bath, i wanna take the time to reflect. I deserve this. Not only to burn calories but to remind me of my place. beneath Men. any and all Men are above me. I am nothing but a stupid, pathetic, drunk and horny Bimbo who does anything Men say. And i really love it, honestly. I actually hate how much i love freezing in this cold water, eating less fhan 1000 cals a day and drinking gin daily because its the lowest cal alcohol i can find. I hate myself for how low i will sink for approval from Men online, for making cocks hard and cum. This water is legit freezing and im covered to my shoulders. The timer hasnt gone off yet. I have 6 mins and 20 sec left. Once the timer has gone off Ill edge my bimbo slit with my painfully long stupid nails until its time to prep dinner. Im in loveeee with this degenerate bimbo lifestyle. I adore being a gender traitor cumrag!! It isnt just about losing weight and being hot at tjis point. Its about keeping tjis feelimg snd obeying as much as i physically and mentally can. Erase me and build me from yoir fantasy. im jus a girl, after all 💘

Hit me upppp , whenever the liqour store opens ill ne on my way to get some drank!! lol and probably gonna wear a mesh shirt so mt tits are clearly visible!!

Amateur hour…stupid vulnerable hour… drunk and insanely horny hour…lol

Bimbo here… Im feeling the urge to be totally transparent. Im currently high off the feeling of submission (and several shots of Gin and a joint) Im ashamed to admit I have never felt more sated. I relapsed recently and while it filled me with guilt and shame and self loathing, I have discovered a level of arousal and drive I never even considered before. I have always been a desperate needy thing but never knew just what I needed. Well, never knew how to communicate it. Online is one thing, but on the phone in real time? In real life, even? That’s kinda scary but at the same time , electrifying.

“no you can’t eat yet “

One of the hottest things a man can say is "No." No, you don't have permission to drink caffeine.

No, you are not allowed to skip your workout today.

No, you can't cum this week month year.

It reminds me that he is in control. That my range of available actions depends on his permission and that getting his permission is a privilege - not a right. The constraint makes me feel so safe. A man who is strong enough to say "no" is a blessing.

Forever wishing this app still had live lol

i need other sites to go live on!!

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