I Did Not Understand Why Solitude Felt Unbearable

i did not understand why solitude felt unbearable

and why “fun” could not permanently settle

turbulent emotions

~Clarity & Connection by yung pueblo

If only people can also be treated the same way.

Got this one secondhand book from library and the feeling that it has already been loved by someone so much so now it's my responsibility to love it equally

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

for far too long i was unaware that the only way for life to improve, for my relationships to feel rich, and for my mind to finally experience ease was for me to explore and embrace the anxious unknown that dwelled within

~Yung Pueblo, Clarity & Connection ♡

please don’t be mean to me i will literally be on my deathbed replaying it in my head asking myself why i’m such a unique annoyance to society

Virginia Woolf, Night and Day/Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath/C.J. Hauser, The Crane Wife: A Memoir in Essays/ Richard Siken, War of the Foxes