I Did Not Understand Why Solitude Felt Unbearable

i did not understand why solitude felt unbearable

and why “fun” could not permanently settle

turbulent emotions

~Clarity & Connection by yung pueblo

You've had a long list of lovers, But none of them matter to you except me I've had a long list of lovers, But none of them matter to me except you :)

last night I cried like anything (almost breathless) thought I'm having side line depression symptoms, my pillow cover was almost drenched but then I woke up this morning and guess what? ❤️‍🩹Periods❤️‍🩹

If only people can also be treated the same way.

Got this one secondhand book from library and the feeling that it has already been loved by someone so much so now it's my responsibility to love it equally

"If you smile too much you'll get laugh lines!!!!!" what a horrible curse, to be afraid of having happiness permanently placed onto your body

“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939