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Reflect
Outline: When all the leads dried up, Ellie is forced to accept the heart wrenching reality that sheâs never gonna see you again. Until two years and half later, the unexpected happens. People donât come back from the dead so, How did you?
Word Count: 5.4k+
Warnings: Tlou au + Angst + Mentions of grief + Flashbacks (Ellie and the reader are both 19 in the flashback) + fluff + Self deprecation + Mention of canon game violence + Mention of PTSD + Brief mention of Anxiety + Slander of Ellie wearing jeans to sleep (bc who tf đ) + Ellie slandering old people? + Mention of stalking + Description of fighting + Mention of weapons + death + Mention of blood + Depression + panic attack (I think thatâs it, comment if I missed any!)
Chapter 1 -> Next Chapter
Years two afterâŠ
The calamityâŠ
âHappy birthday, baby.â
Ellie says softly as she places down the flower gently on a tombstone that has engraved âIn loving memory of, Y/N Y/LNâ. Sheâs kneeled beside your grave talking to you about her recent events as if you could still hear her. Ellie always tried to visit you as much as possible but since she worked up the courage to go out and try to live her life again. Maria helped her get a job working at the nursery, two months ago. So she couldnât visit you often.
But today she had a day off so she decided to spend it with you. It had been two years since that dreadful day. Your parents donât blame her for their daughter's death. She most certainly feels like she should be. She lives with the regret of not being able to save you.
Ellie promised Joel not to stay until closing hours anymore since last time she did, the poor girl got a cold. She looks up at the sun as it sets and realizes she had to be back by now. She stands up looking down at your grave, âI have to get going before Joel freaks out.â She lets out a shaky sigh,âI love you Y/n.â she says, stepping back, shedding a couple tears before walking out the cemetery.
Turning the corner and walking down the street, she recognizes the street sheâs on. Reading the familiar sign âMableâs Nurseryâ, that was the name of the establishment where she got her job, thanks to Maria. Looking down from the sign to the entrance, Ellie could see a blonde haired woman locking up the shop whom she could immediately recognize. It was Jessica, her coworker that always flirted with her when she had the chance but Ellie always denied her advances by changing the subject quickly. Jessica never seemed to take a hint.
Ellie never saw anyone after your death, she couldnât, she wouldnât. Even after all these years, you were her everything. You had her heart and even now six feet under, you had her heart. Wait why was Jesscia calling out to her, âEllie! Hey!â Jessica says, walking over to her with a big smile. Ellie snaps out of her thoughts and looks at Jessica âhey.â Ellie says. âYou walking home? Can I walk with you?â Jessica asks. âYeah, sure.â simply says Ellie.
Beginning the walk down the street, Jessica strikes up a conversation, âYou know I saw you the other day, drawing in that journal of yours.â she says. Ellie canât help but to smile, âyeah, I do a little drawing here and there.â she says. âThatâs cute, maybe you should draw me?â Jessica suggests with a sweet tone of voice. âI could be your muse.â She begins to giggle but Ellie doesnât hear it.
Because suddenly everything feels like itâs going in slow motion. The sound of Jessicaâs voice fades out, only able to hear the sound of her heart pounding out of her chest.
Simply because of one word;
Muse
Two years ago..
A week before the calamityâŠ
Ellie is laying on her stomach with her sketchbook in hand, scrutinizing you while she draws your sleeping figure beside her. The soft string lights in Ellie's room illuminate and hit your body faultlessly. She always loved drawing you, in your most serene moments. You were her muse, and she your artist. Contently sketching the curves of your waist to your hips when she hears you stirring and groaning lightly indicating you were in your stages of waking up. She shuts her sketchbook sitting up and placing it on her nightstand as you open your eyes.
âHeyâ you say lightly as Ellie returns to her laying down position on her side now, facing you. A small smile appears on Ellie's face as she looks at you with nothing but adoration in her eyes. âHiâ she says softly, moving a strand of hair behind your ear that had fallen out of place and in front of your face. A smile appears on your face before asking Ellie, âWhat were you drawing?â Ellie felt her face heat up in embarrassment and just stared at your face taking a second to respond.
âwell..uhmâ you..â she says flustered, she watches as you smile with a little chuckle leaving your lips. âNo way, show me!â you say, sitting up. Ellie doing the same while extending one arm over, grabbing her sketchbook from the nightstand once again. âAlright then.â she says, switching her position now laying on her stomach once more. Flipping through the pages, you see doodles after doodles, until she stops at the last page. itâs you sleeping, Ellie looking up at you nervous of your reaction. She knew you didnât care that she drew you in such nonchalant positions.
Even so when showing these said drawings, she always felt a giddy feeling. She couldnât help but to feel confident when you had the biggest flushed smile on your face. âWowâŠâ you trail off, admiring the work in front of you. âThis is beautiful, Ellie.â you say, looking at Ellie with a tint of rosy red in your cheeks. Ellie nervously laughs, grabbing the book from your grasp and settling it to the side.
âThank the beautiful model who helped create the pieceâ she says, sitting up and giving you a light kiss on the lips. Watching your face heat up, you kiss her back smiling nervously. âYouâre so cheesy, babe.â you banter, causing Ellie to chuckle as looking down at her palm then at you with a smirk. âYou love it.â she says.
PresentâŠ
Ellie couldnât stand to be around Jessica for another minute so she made some bullshit excuse and practically ran home. In the abyss of Ellieâs room, she stares at that same artwork. The moonlight illuminates through Ellieâs sheer curtains and down on the drawing. She doesnât realize sheâs crying until she sees a teardrop fall beside the drawing. What she'd do just to have another moment with you.
Staring at the details of it, she wishes sheâd captured more details on your face. Her fingers lightly graze over the surface, smiling to herself. Sighing as she flips the page to another drawing of you. It's a full body length drawing. She stares at the nonchalant pose you were in then your outfit. She smiles, flipping to another page. Then thatâs where her smile faltered.
Staring at the drawing, she realizes thatâs the same outfit you were wearing the day before you died. Tears are blurring her vision as she pushes the sketchbook aside immediately. Trying to stop herself from thinking about your body when you found. Charred and unrecognizable.
They barely confirm it was you with what little technology Jackson had. When they asked your parents to try and confirm it was you. They knew it was you.
That was the day that changed Ellieâs life around forever. First, she felt anger towards herself then the people who ambushed you guys. She felt immense resentment towards them, hell she even wanted to track down those motherfuckers who killed you and do worse to them. But she couldnât, her injuries didnât allow her to.
She thinks about that day a lot even now, what she couldâve done. Her thoughts were consuming her; Shouldâve been more awareâŠShouldâve immediately felt something was off from the get-goâŠWhy were you fast enough? Why were you so stupid? and yet she felt like she deserved it. She didnât save you. So why even bother trying to defend herself.
She doesnât even remember how her room turned the way it did. Books and little knick knacks she picked up over the years now on the floor. Her lamp now shattered on the floor beside her. Sheâs now laying in the middle of it all on the floor curled into a ball, sobbing loudly. If she could time travel back in time, she wouldâve never signed the both of you up for that job.
Two years agoâŠ
The day before the calamityâŠ
Ellie remembers that day vividly, how could she not?
Ellieâs eyes snap open at the sound of her alarm clock going off. With a groan, she extends her arm over, turning off the alarm and looking at the time reading â6:00â. âToo early for this shit man..â she mumbles out. She feels movement beside her and an arm slinking around her waist and body heat pressed lightly against her back. âMorning, babe.â you say lightly against the crook of her neck, resting your head. A smile forms on Ellieâs face. âMorning, sleepyhead.â she responds back.
You sigh, once you see Ellie laying down once again inviting you into her arms. You gracefully accept, resting your head on her chest, blinking slowly. âYou ready for today?â you ask, feeling Ellie playing with your hair. âYeah, you?â You take a second to respond, admiring the beauty of the winter morning before saying, âYeah, just nervous.â Ellie looks down at you, âYeah I am too but whatever happens weâre a team, we got this.â
Now why were you nervous? Iâll tell you. Today was the day you, Ellie, and three other members were gonna set out to clear a power plant since the old one finally had broken down. Jackson had lost power for weeks and was being backed up being generators but that canât hold forever causing maria to be in a frenzy to fix this as soon as possible.
So thatâs where your crew came in, A patrol group recently found a power plant and told Maria about it. It was northwest of Jackson, a few miles out. The problem was that infected had found its way inside, taking over the area. So she set out an announcement asking if anyone would volunteer to help clear out the area. And Ellie had heard word about this, signed the two of you up with of course with your acknowledgement and consent. A couple infected, no biggie, Ellie thought. Nothing you both couldnât handle. You both have done multiple jobs before.
It took weeks for Maria to get a stable group of people. Since some decided to back out or were needed somewhere in the community. But she eventually did get a set stone group, a group of four people including you and Ellie. Maria had a meeting with you all about setting the date when youâd be all leaving.
And that day was today, thatâs why you were so nervous. Maybe youâd be alive if Ellie took account of that emotion more seriously.
Getting out of bed, especially with you in her bed, was so hard but you were persistent about getting to ânot be lateâ.
Maybe Ellie shouldâve asked for a kiss or 5 more minutes before you both set out. The last time sheâd have you in her bed.
Ellie watches you get up, feeling sad without your warmth beside her. âCmon Ellie, get up we need to get ready.â Ellie sighs, getting up as well. âFine, fine I'm up.â she says. Walking over to her desk, grabbing and putting her jacket on then grabbing her pistol checking the bullets. She can hear a chuckle behind her. âSeriously canât believe you slept in jeansâ you banter, causing Ellie to huff. âWhat? They were comfortable.â she protests, looking at you as you grab your pistol and also checking the ammo.
Her protest makes you laugh, âRight.â you joke lightheartedly. Ellie shakes her head softly, âYou just donât get it.â she says, sounding defensive in a playful manner. âAlright then, you can tell me about that when we get back but right we have to get going.â you say with a smile while putting your gear in your backpack. Ellie rolls her eyes,âAlright letâs get going then.â she says, walking towards the door while adjusting the straps of her backpack onto her shoulder. Holding the door for you and following behind once youâre out.
The serene scenery of Jackson, soft reserved voices huddled around a small bonfire to keep warm from the winter breeze. Walking into the main street of Jackson, people are selling or trading for goods. Seeing children playing and laughing while shedding down a small mound of snow, some smaller ones walking into school with their parents, The ending of the street forces you two to turn left and you both walk the pathway to the entrance of the stables.
Once at the entrance the stableman, Frederick greets the two of you. âMorning girls, your horses are ready for youâ he says, giving Ellie the leash to her horse, Shimmer. Petting her gently while you grab your horse, Sal. âAlright, thanks Fred.â you say, walking out of the stable ahead to the entrance of Jackson. Waiting there are the two other members of your group, Natalie and Travis. Along with them is Jesse, âAhh! look who finally decided to show up.â Jesse jokes lightheartedly.
âYeah, yeah, yeah.â Ellie says as she grabs her rifle given to her by Jesse, sliding the compartment, checking the amount of ammo she has before sliding back. You smile while doing the same. Jesse laughs before telling the guards to open the large gate. âAll right, youâll be safe and if you run into anything you canât handle, you come back.â Jesse says, looking at you all. Getting the message, you all get on your horse, setting off to your long trip.
The sun was setting and You, Ellie, Travis, and Natalie are stopped by a tree. You guys decided to give the horses a break and also check the map. Totally not because you were lost. Holding out the map, Ellie and Travis argue over what your current position is. âDude weâre right here.â she argues, pointing to an area on the map. Travis rolls his eyes, shaking his head, âNo weâre right here.â Travis protests. While they were fighting like little kids over candy, you and Natalie were finishing tying up the horses.
Natalie looks back at Ellie and Travis bickering at each other and laughs. Causing you to look at her smiling and nudging her, âStop, they might hear you.â you say, holding back laughter of your own. Natalie smiles at you, shaking her head. âI swear, they've been at it for five minutes now, I'm positive both of them are wrong.â Natalie says, looking back at them once again. âIma go see if i can help them.â She begins to walk away and you decide to join.
Walking over to Ellie and Travis, theyâre still bickering over where your position is before Natalie interrupts, âLadies, ladies, calm down what seems to be the problem.â she holds back a smile as Ellie and Travis stop, looking back at her both with unamused looks. You canât help but to chuckle slightly, as Ellie huffs, âWell Travis here thinks weâre here when I know thatâs not where weâre at. Weâre not near a damn waterfall.â Travis rolls his eyes, âI know what iâm talking aboââ âNo you doââ Ellie interrupts.
âAlright, alright, god such a headacheâ Natalie interrupts, walking over to the map thatâs laid out on a tree stump. She is quiet and focused, her finger slowly retracting from where the last position marked to now. âThere.â she points to a location a few off from Ellie said position. âAh I told youâ Ellie starts with a smirk growing on her face and Travis is about to start before you stop them. âEnough, both of you were wrong and Natalie wasn't, so stop arguingâ you say.
Ellie huffs and mumbled something under her breath as you all get back on your horses to trek off. Now why did Travis and Ellie argue over the position you guys were in? Maria mentioned a mansion a few miles off the main route to take shelter. Since this trip in particular was gonna be a 3 day trip. On the way to the mansion, Travis puts his hand aligning to the sun causing Ellie to turn and watch with curiosity.
âWhat are you doing?â Ellie asks, watching him mouthed something under his breath. When heâs done, he glances at Ellie. âChecking the amount of sunlight, we have left.â he says. Ellieâs face morphs from a curious expression to an intrigued one, âHoly shit, really?â Travis nods, âYeah, my father taught me how to do it.â âI can teach you if you want.â Ellie smiles, nodding, âFuck yeah, that would be cool.â
The whole way to the mansion, Travis taught her the same method his father taught. Turning into a path reveals the mansion ahead. You all are more than relieved to have arrived. Tying up the horses in the garage, you all rush up upstairs to scoop out the area to make sure it's clear. Once confirming it is, everything begins settling in. âAlright, whoâs hungry?â Travis starts, looking at everything, settling down their bags on the couch. âFucking starving.â Ellie starts, causing Travis to chuckle. âAlright come help in the kitchen and you two can relax.â
Ellie looks back at you with a smile before walking away with Travis, disappearing in the kitchen. When she walks in, Travis is already preparing the pan. âSo what are we making?â Ellie asks, rolling up her sleeves. âWhatever we got from the pantry packed by Mrs. Green.â He says, walking to the bag of goods. Ellie smiles, âYeah letâs hope she didnât just pack old people food like raisins or oatmeal.â she quips. Travis chuckles, brings cans of food.
âYouâre an asshole, you know that?â he banters, setting the can goods down onto the counter. Ellie chuckles, shrugging, âNot my fault sheâs like eighty years old.â âDude sheâs fifty-seven.â he laughs. âWhatever man, letâs get started on this.â Ellie says, smiling. They begin to make the meal and half way done, they hear footsteps coming into the kitchen. Itâs you and Natalie, Ellie turns around to look at you, creating a big grin on her. âHey, what do you have in your hand?â Ellie asks, pointing at the box in your hands.
You walk into the kitchen with a big smile on your face along with Natalie. âMonopolyâ you answer, placing the board game on the counter. It catches Travisâs attention, âNo way, you actually found one?â He wipes his hands clean, picking up the box. âYup.â Natalie responds, walking over to the stove asking Travis what heâs making. As Ellie examines , âRemember when I had one, babe?â Ellie recollects, looking at you. You immediately smile at the reminder, âYeah I do remember, only got to play a few times before you lost it.â you giggle causing Ellie to chuckle and shake her head. âYeah, I do remember,â she says softly.
âAlright.â Travis says slightly loudly interrupting your little moment with Ellie. The interruption caused Ellie to turn her head to travis. âHow long until the food is ready?â Travis glances back, âIn 5 minutesâ he responds before turning his head to the stove. Ellie simply hums in response, âWe should play this game afterwardsâ âYeah we shouldâ âYes!â âIâm down.â Everyone agrees. Ellie smiles, walking with the board game in hand and placing it on the coffee table.
Once she walks back in, Travis announces dinner is ready and everyone begins to take their portion and begins walking towards the dining table. Sitting at dinner, everyone is talking and joking around and having a great time. Once done the games finally, a few rounds into the board game, Ellie sits out aim one of the games, grabbing her sketchbook.
She felt inspired to draw, draw her muse of course. You sat focused on the game as she would occasionally look up from her sketch to glance at your features. Sketching you in her mind space. Once she was done, she put her sketchbook. When she did, Travis spoke, âAlright, this was fun but we get some rest.â he suggests, âYeah we do have to get up pretty early tomorrow.â Natalie says. With that you all begin to settle down for bedtime.
While Ellie just set her sleeping bag down on the floor by the fireplace since you all decided itâd be best to stick together then apart. Shutting off the lights, everyone gets into their respective sleeping bags. Laying down, Ellie looks at you with a small smile on her face. You back at her, the moonlight illuminates her face beautifully. âNight, baby.â Ellie says quietly. âNight, elsâ you say.
Morning of calamityâŠ
She doesnât know what woke her up but she does, rubbing her eyes. She sits and looks around the room, all her crew members are asleep peacefully in their sleeping bags but youâre nowhere in sight. She gets out of her sleeping bag and carefully steps over everyone. She walks upstairs thinking youâre just in the bathroom. She wanted to make sure thatâs where you were so once at the top of the stairs, stopping when something caught her eye.
One of the bedroom doors were open when last night Ellie and Travis made sure everything was secured. She specifically remembers checking every bedroom then shutting the door behind her. So why was it open? She cautiously walked towards the door, opening and peering inside before inside. The room was excruciatingly cold and the suspect of why it was, the window was open. She didnât leave it open.
She became immediately aware of her surroundings, glancing around the room before shutting the window. What she didnât check was the closet. As Ellie was walking towards the open window, the closet door opened. She closed the window before immediately freezing in place when she felt a gun pressed against her head. She felt her heart rate through the roof as she heard a low, menacing feminine voice behind her speak, âDonât make a sound or everyone including that little girlfriend of yours will die.â
Ellie felt her heart drop, Girlfriend? They were watching us? Ellieâs thoughts are racing but she canât do anything stupid or itâll for sure end in death. No, she had to be smart about this. âAlright, Alright, letâs not do anything stupid, okay?â Ellie says in a low tone of voice. She could hear the woman behind her look out a raspy chuckle, âThatâs more like itââ but she interrupted when she heard a scream. âShit.â The woman hisses out, becoming distracted but Ellie takes the chance and quickly turns around grabbing her wrist, pointing it up.
Shots are fired but the bullets hit the ceiling, Ellie and the woman wrestle for the gun. Grabbing the barrel of the gun and twisting the gun, hearing the womanâs fingers crack as she yells out in pain. Ellie immediately rips the weapon from the attacker's hand, kicking her to the ground before pointing the gun in her direction. With the woman on the floor disarmed, she begs Ellie not to shoot, holding her hands out in front of her.
Without a hesitation, she fires two bullets into the womanâs skull watching fall lifeless on the ground. She huffs, looking down at the woman before looking up, hearing more screams. Ellie wastes no time running out to see a man stabbing you in the shoulder as you scream out in pain. Ellie sees the scene and is enraged, running towards the man, pulling him off of you and onto the ground. Wasting no time and shooting a bullet into his skull.
Ellie stares at the man before hearing your whimpers of pain. Turning to you, she kneels down immediately. âShit baby, Just add pressure to it.â she says, looking at you. âGo hide in the bathroom, okay. I'll come back for you.â You nod as Ellie helps you stand up. âWho the fuck are these people?â you say startled. Ellie leads you to the bathroom. âI donât know, okay just stay in here. I have to check on Travis and Natalie, okay?â Ellie says, opening the door for you. âOkay.â you say, holding your shoulder, wincing in pain. Ellie shuts the door.
Running toward the railing, she sees an injured Travis on the floor, holding his abdomen while crawling backwards weakly. While Natalie is getting hit in the face with the butt of a baseball bat. This causes her to fall down onto a drawer then on the ground, knocking a lantern over. It shatters on impact, starting a fire when the man towers over Natalie ready to strike once more until Bang, Bang, Click, Click.
The sound of Ellieâs gun last shot being fired into the manâs back. Causing him to fall in front of Natalie, throwing the empty gun. Running downstairs, she immediately rushes towards everyoneâs gear. âNatalie, get Travis outta here and to the horses, okay?â Ellie says, giving Natalie her and Travisâs bag. âI found y/n but sheâs injured, Iâll have to help her.â Natalie nods, âOkay, just be quick.â
Ellie watches Natalie putting her bag on, holding Travisâs in her hand and walking over to Travis. Ellie stands up, âLemme help you.â she says, walking to the kitchen where the basement door is adjacent to. âOkay.â Natalie says, helping Travis up and supporting his weight. Natalie and Travis are close behind and as Ellie is just about to open, the door bursts open, making Ellie tumble back. Ellie catches her via the counter behind her, immediately dodging an attack from the man.
She falls to the ground yelling at Natalie âGo! Iâll deal with this asshole!â getting up immediately and dodging another strike from the man. Natalie complies, rushing downstairs with Travis while Ellie grabs her gun, but the man disarms her. Hitting her with the gun, Ellie falls back but gets up, panting. She makes her way upstairs.
The fire has already spread to the upper floor, destroying the house. Itâs causing her to cough like shit, the air is suffocating her. Her lungs becoming irritated, it doesn't stop Ellie. At the top of the stairs, she grabs the empty pistol from earlier, throwing it at the man. The man grunts in pain, stunned for a little while. But Ellie doesnât wait around, rushing the bathroom, calling out for you. âY/n, open the door!â She yells, banging on the door. When it opens, youâre met with Ellie's agitated face as she's coughing. âWe have to go, the house is burning down.â With a nod from you, Ellie grabs your hand and rushes you into a bedroom and locks the door once sheâs in.
The bedroom hasnât been touched by the fire yet. Ellie looks around the room. Her sight lands on a window, narrow but enough to fit the both of you. Ellie takes you to the entrance of the window, letting go of your hand to pull the window up but itâs welded. âFuck, fuck, hold on lemme find something to break this shit.â she says, frantically looking for something to break the window with. Until you stop her, âUse the lamp!â Ellie watches your hand point at the lamp. She nods, grabbing the lamp before walking back to the window. Banging can be heard from the door. Ellie is running out of time.
With one swift, fatal blow the window shattered, Ellie immediately drops the lamp on the ground. Looking at you, âOkay baby, lemme go first so i can help you get out quicker, okay?â Ellie says and with a nod of approval, she immediately crawls out with ease. Once outside on the roof, she balances herself by grabbing the windowsill calling out for you, âCmon baby, I got you.â she says, looking at the door, itâs almost broken through. Ellieâs heart is racing, she has to get you outta of here.
âOkay!â you say frantically, rushing to the window and grabbing Ellie's hand as you try crawling through the window but with an injured shoulder, itâs proving difficult. You groan out in pain, but Ellie doesnât give you a break. âCmon baby, youâre almost there.â she encourages. Youâre almost out of the window, Ellie has a smile on her face until she sees a hand grabbing your injured shoulder as you yell in pain.
Her smile immediately falters, fear is coursing through veins as sheâs playing a cruel game of tug oâ war to save you. Sheâs pulling, screaming, âIâve got you, donât let go!â The man behind has a significant advantage over you while Ellie grips is sliding. She leans her weight back pulling you, desperately trying to save you. Itâs not enough, the man grabs your other shoulder before successfully pulling you back in the house.
When this happens, Ellie tumbles back and falls off the roof. The last thing Ellie ever sees of you again is you screaming for her while pulled into the burning mansion before she hits her head, going unconscious.
The sounds of familiar voices slowly faded in but werenât helping the pain in her head. With a groan, she lifts her hand to her head, rubbing her forehead gently as if she could soothe the pain. Opening her eyes, she winces to the sight of the lamp lighting hitting her sensitive eyes. She looks around the room, confused about where she is. Until she sees Joel sleeping on a leather chair in the corner of the room.
âJoel?â She says weakly. Joelâs eyes immediately shoot open and before Ellie can blink, Joel is by her side, stroking her head gently. âHey kiddo.â he says, he looks tired. âRelax, youâre back in Jackson.â Ellie gulps, her throat feeling drying, âWhere, why am this bed? Whereââ She trails off, her mind is fuzzy. Sheâs trying to recollect what happened but one thing or rather one person came to ease her mind, you. She felt her body run cold and Joel could see it, ââWhere's y/n?â she finished her response, sounding more frantic.
Joelâs expression morphs into a uncomforting one for Ellie. âYouâve been in a 2 day coma and for y/nââ he trails off sighing, before responding, ââEllie iâm sorry but they found her remains in the aftermath.â âWhat, no, no!â Ellie immediately sits up, not believing it. âNo you have toââ she trails off because suddenly she canât breathe. Her heart is pounding out of her chest. Every breath she tries to take, she feels her windpipe is tightening.
âBreathe Ellie, breatheâ Joel encourages, âItâs okay.â It wasnât okay, god knows it wasn't. Ellie spent the next months in blur, all her days felt one long one. When she was discharged from the infirmary of Jackson, she wanted to go out and track down those people who killed you. But she could, the nurse said her body still needed healing for another few weeks. So when she did get better, she knew there was no point in trying to look for your killers. She had to accept the fact that sheâd never see your beautiful face again.
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Months latersâŠ
Ellie was finally living her life again, most days she felt guilty for even doing that. With the support of others around her, she pulled through those moments of guilt. It didnât mean she didnât love you any less or found the shared memories you two had any invaluable, no. But she couldnât live in darkness forever. Life went on so she tried to as well.
In the passing months, Ellie took better care of herself. She still had her job at the nursery but after a while of working there, she quit. She eventually moved back into going on patrols. Natalie and Travis had been her main courage to actually go through with this decision. It took trials and errors to get the hang of patrol after not doing it for so long.
One day, sheâs coming back from patrol with Natalie. Settling off of her horse, Natalie says her goodbyes before walking off to meet up with Travis. When Ellie hears commotion behind her as sheâs grabbing her gear off of Shimmer. Turning around to see what was happening. She sees another patrol rushing in on their horses with new arrivals on the back of their horses.
Ellie immediately rushes over to get a better view on whatâs happening when she freezes, her face trying pale like she saw a ghost, because she did. When the horses came to a stop, people came rushing in to help the new arrivals off the horses. They all looked famished and some were wounded. But one of them stuck out from the rest of them.
Ellie stares at this woman as theyâre helping her off the horse. Sheâs skinny and frail looking, her hair looked like itâd been cut off into a fucked up pixie cut. but Ellie recognized that face. Her throat felt suddenly dry, her heart was racing and pounding out of her chest.
âY/n?â She finally grasped out.
a/n; DUN DUN DUNNNNN LMAOOO (IM SO UNFUNNY SORRY đ) ANYWAYS HIIII AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK!!?!:$::$3$3$ I actually wrote my first fic?!?!??! IN MY WRITING ERA?! Younger me would be so so PROUD! Iâm genuinely so proud of myself for doing this. This was a very big step out of my comfort zone. I never intended when i first got this app to write but here I am!!! First off I would love to thank these three lovely people; @dyk3ang3l for listening to my long ass rants of the ideas i had for this chapter. I genuinely love you and thank you for actually listening to me because seriously idk how you donât find me annoying đ. Especially would love to thank @elliesprettygirl for proofreading this for me THANK YOU THANK YOU. You were so funny and fun to talk to through out this journey of writing this chapter. So thank you and I love you as well đ€. And lastly @cinnamonmilf thank you so much for taking time out of your day to help me and give me pointers, Youâre truly a sweetheart for that and I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I truly appreciate all of you guys, iâm not big on emotions but thank you. Seriously this chapter wouldnât have been finished without the help and the encouragement from the three of you. So with that out the way, Iâd like to thank you as the reader. I genuinely appreciate you taking the time of your day to read truly means everything to me. Please please give your feedback on what you thought about this chapter!! And if you like what you see MAKE SURE TO HIT THAT FOLLOW BUTTON SO YOU NEVER MISS ANOTHER BANGER FROM ME đ„đ„đ„đŻđŻ
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You kind of sound like Ellie wait..
donât say this to me⊠i really donât hear it but thank you that is like the best compliment i couldâve gotten đ
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