Happiness Will Come To You.

Happiness Will Come To You.

fucking stop making this destiel MEME - A FUCKING MEME - with announcement of liam`s passing it`s fucking tasteless, it`s disgusting come on now, everything has time and place - and now it`s clearly not the right time people are grieving the loss of the important part of their childhood and teenage years and it`s so crushing please be mindful

1d has been one of the most important and integral parts of my teenage years and life in general. no matter what I've always knew that I could come back to their music and be surrounded by this safety net that protected me from all the bad and negative things and my cruel thoughts. 10 years ago their voices helped me with my grief and allowed me to run away from painful reality that I didn't want to get accustomed to. and now trying to listen to their songs is so so so painful. now I'm grieving for one of these voices that I would recognise even when I'm 80. I'm grieving for this voice and I can't wrap my head around it. and I don't know when I'll get used to it. like what do you mean, what do you mean he is gone, how can it be, he can't be gone, it's not right.

liam was a troubled soul and I was so disappointed in his recent actions. and he fucking deserved better, he deserved to get better, he deserved to learn from his awful mistakes, take accountability and grow, he deserved that help. he deserved it, the people who he wronged deserved it. we grew up with this guy, we knew him and that's why it was so painful and disappointing watching him do this crap, when we rooted for him to do better, when we wanted him to succeed against the odds. and now he doesn't have this opportunity, now he can't do it - and it's so unbelievably devastating.

with every moment it's sinking into me that he is gone and it doesn't feel right, it's strange and I don't want to accept this reality. it's so hard and strange to grief for the person, that voice in songs that once helped you overcoming it.

rest in peace, liam.

sometimes you just need to put on repeat the mortician`s daughter and yearn and yearn and yearn and yearn-

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anyone else born a saint but like,,, with every sin you still wanna be holy? or is it just me and that guy from black veil brides