
writes fanfiction, posts artwork, likes pop-punk/rock music โ ๏ธTRIGGER WARNINGโ ๏ธ: GORE AND NSFW don't click if sensitive; (Fandoms that I write for: (mostly Lookism), HxH, Creepypasta, Deathnote) Daniel Park simp :)I do music, art, and writing
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I Had This Very Sad Idea..can We Have A Reader Who Has Like This Terminal Illness And They Don't Really
I had this very sad idea..can we have a reader who has like this terminal illness and they don't really have much time to live yk? Like maybe 6 or 5 months. So they try to hide it from their partner but fail to. How do u think lookism characters would react to this?
Lookism Cast x Gender Neutral Reader (Angst)

๐/๐: ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ข๐๐๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ (๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฅ) ๐๐๐ง๐ซ๐: ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ (๐ก๐๐๐ฏ๐ฒ) ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ/๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ . ๐๐ฑ๐ญ๐ซ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐: ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐-๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐, ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐ (๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ญ ๐๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฏ๐ :)

It might not be obvious that he's a sweetheart at times but he's the complete opposite of it. He's so loyal to you. When your symptoms started to show up, he's always there to take care of you. He even left his work behind to make sure you're eating and sleeping well.
But sadly life is no fairy tale as your sickness started to get worse. You decided to set up a schedule for your check-up alone as you don't want to bother him with his duties. You thought that it's just a severe headache or your body being simply tired and needed pills to ease the pain. But your world shattered into pieces when your doctor finally revealed the results that you have a terminal disease. Everyone in your position will panic as the promises, goals in life, and dreams that you made to yourself, to your family, to your friends, and most especially to him may come to an end. As panicked as you are, of course you didn't announced this big news to them as you don't want them to feel distressed at your situation.
Yet your loved ones and him noticed your sudden change of energy. The change of your face and body that was once energetic and productive seemed to have changed for the worse. Eyes hollow, your daily routine changed as you started to stay in your bed for longer hours, and you sometimes eating less. He's really worried at you but you just brushed it off saying that you're fine, lying to them as you want to keep the burden to yourself. There would be times that you would accidentally lash out your stress and anger about yourself to him, which makes him surprised and confused about why you are acting like this. "Y/N Can you just let me-" "WILL YOU LEAVE ME ALONE FOR A MOMENT?! YOU KEPT BOTHERING ME WITH SIMPLE THINGS THAT I CAN DO FOR MYSELF." you replied in a bold tone as you can almost see him tearing up at your sudden aggression. "What? Love, w-why are you acting like this?". he muttered, his face scrunched feeling like a hindrance yet you want him to feel the exact opposite, you trying to force yourself not to burst down crying with him right now. Well, what's the point of living when you only have years or probably just months left? Is the only answer you can think about yet you have lost courage to say it in front of him as you don't want him to become more puzzled as he is with your recent behavior.
But it didn't took long for him to finally know your secret. Since your place has turned into a mess like your life and health, he insisted to help you out in cleaning your apartment/bed room. Just as he's wiping off the dust in the shelf and drawers, he saw your medical tests some of the x-rays, medical bills, and receipts of the pills that you have to take to reduce the chance of your illness getting worse and lengthen your chance of surviving. His mind would pause to think for seconds as he finally realized what's happening and what's your situation. Is this why you're acting distant to him? To your family and to your friends? Is this why he's not seeing you happy and energetic like you supposed to be? What about your plans with him? Most especially, what about your health? Your physical and mental wellness?
He'll try to approach you softly since he doesn't want to overwhelm you despite him having a mental crisis and being emotional about why you didn't open up about it. "Babe, what's this?" he confronted you while showing the medical papers making you dropped the dishes on the sink that you are washing. "HEY-W-Where did you find that?" you stuttered, you rubbing your hands and arms on your apron and rushed to him while he examines your medical sheets. "Love, be honest with me. I-Is this why you're acting different?" he asked as you can see his mouth turn into a frown, his eyebrows scrunching in distress while his orbs turn red as tears fall down his cheeks. "Well.. I... I tried to speak up about it but... I'm scared that you'll worry too much and work harder just for the bills. I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to..." you sobbed as he drops the papers on the floor, him hugging and comforting you as he realized that you're scared to leave him and leave everyone who became dear to you.
After that confrontation, you'll start to open up to him about what you're going through. You explaining that you only had few years to live and you'll be considered lucky if you lasted longer. Hearing this from you shatters his heart like fragile glass. Listening to this is enough for him to spiral into a pit of depression when he realizes that he can only spend some remaining years with the love of his life. He wanted you to stay with him longer. He wants to see you reach your own dreams and he wants to have a family with you in the near future. But this obstacle is challenging your relationship right now, but that doesn't mean that he'll quickly give up. He'll make sure that you'll live and cherish your life longer.
He'll make sure that he'll attend with you with every check-ups that you're scheduled in. He'll even prepare you healthy snacks even when he's not so confident about his cooking skills, make sure that you're taking your medications in the right time, and he'll cuddle with you in bed. And there would be lots of times that you'll have soft talks with him about the things that you missed doing with him like going out on dates even when it's not your anniversary or even if there's no special occasion. But you remained to be thankful for being gifted that you have a partner like him who remained patient and understanding about your situation. You may not notice that he's trying to force back his tears again as he doesn't want to make you upset when you talk about your thoughts. Your pain is even killing him more, mentally and emotionally.
When you started staying in the hospital when you're condition is starting to get worse, he started to staying and spending more time with you. He even abandons his work/studies at times which makes you genuinely worried that he may get sued for leaving his responsibilities behind. But he doesn't care anymore if he needs to leave you alone in the hospital room. But he's also stressed about how he's going to pay the medical bills if he doesn't get up and work. Luckily, his family and his friends are considerate enough to help him out in taking good care of you. It takes a while for the both of you to adjust with your new lifestyle, but you're really glad to spend more time with them as they'll even surprise you in your birthdays!
And when he's starting to feel stressed out about your bills and your remaining time left, he'll unexpectedly burst into tears no matter what time or place he's in. As much as you don't want him to see him like this, his eyes would water down when he's beside you on the bed while kissing your hand a bunch of times. Him making eye-contact with your exhausted ones just triggers that familiar yet different kind of anxiety that he's feeling this past few days. His cries would be silent, but remember that the ones who tears up silently are the ones with the most worries, troubles, and burdens that's in their shoulders. "Don't leave me, you promised." he muttered while leaning on your lap while you pat and soothe his hair. "I won't. I promised to fight back right?" you whispered while he sobs even more, his tears staining the sheets yet you don't care about the mess as you try to comfort him even though you know that there's a possibility that the time may come for you no matter how hard you fought. "Love you... love you so and very much..." he would repeat to make you know that you're not alone in this battle. "I love you more darling." cooing him as you leaned closer to kiss his head to calm him down.
His friends and your family would notice his depressed state as he opens up about his fears of losing you, the person who made him love himself and to be open with new people. His friends would share a tear with him as they feel empathy, the feeling of loosing their special someone in the hands of a deadly disease. They would give him a few encouraging and soft pats on his back and shoulders to ease himself up. But no matter what methods of comfort they tried to lift up his spirits, his monsters would eat him wholly as the darkness would linger in his mind.
He's the type to cuddle with you on the hospital bed despite him being hesitant that you'll feel squished when he sleeps beside you. But if you insist to, his wish is to make you happy and content so he'll gently place himself beside you. And he'll sing you a lullaby or your favorite song if you asked to. He'll get nervous when you asked him to as he's afraid that him singing when you drift of to sleep maybe your final goodbye to him. "Silly, I'm not going away. I just wanna hear your voice, please?" you begged as he chuckles while kissing your head leisurely. "Okay. I'll sing for you."
โคท ๐๐๐ง๐ข๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค, ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ , ๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐จ (๐๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐), ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค, ๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐๐๐ง๐ , ๐๐๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐ก๐๐, ๐๐ข๐ก๐๐ง & ๐๐ข๐๐๐จ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ค, ๐๐ข๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ค, ๐๐ข๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค, ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ข๐ฆ, ๐๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฆ๐๐ง, ๐๐ข๐ง๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง, ๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ฆ, ๐๐ฎ๐ง ๐๐๐ซ๐ค (๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ), ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐จ (๐๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง๐), ๐๐จ๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐๐จ๐ง๐ , ๐๐๐ฉ๐ซ๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ฆ, ๐๐จ๐จ๐ฃ๐ข๐ง, ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ง๐ , ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐จ๐ค, ๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐๐จ๐ฅ (๐๐จ. ๐) ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ (๐๐), ๐๐จ๐ฆ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ฆ (๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ), ๐๐ฎ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฒ๐๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ก๐๐ข, ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐๐จ๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ก๐ง, ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐จ ๐๐, ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ข

A/N: I want it to make it short but powerful. (Literally sobbing rn while writing this I remember my grandma who passed away years ago and I didn't even gave her a proper goodbye). But ty for requesting.
๐๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ฒ @๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฃ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐-๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐๐. ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐๐ฒ!

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Chubby Daniel: would you date me if I was skinny?
Y/N: bro i'd fuck you now
can i get danny x reader with number 6 pls?
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โ ๐ฐ/๐: hello there. my first daniel work, i'm exited!! feel free to let me know what you think of it.
โ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: 350

The sigh of Daniel opens a big grin to your face. For a while now, he's not been going to school, and you were worried sick. You felt helpless not knowing if he was okay.
"Danny!" You call him from the school's gate.
He quickly spots you, waving his hand.
"Hi." He mouths.
You can't help the warm feeling in your tummy when he walks towards you. You grow more impatient by the second, so you start to run in his direction.
Daniel looks confused, but you don't give him time to think, pressing your body against his roughly, tangling him with your arms. He puts his arms around you, too, returning the hug.
"I missed you." He says. And you swear he's smiling.
"I missed you, too." You finally take your head off his chest โ and stop sniffing his shirt โ to look up at him. Hands locked together around him.
And there it is. That heavenly smile.
Damn, you really missed it.
Really missed him.
You suddenly shift off your daydream. "Are you okay?" You ask, recalling his absence. "Is everything okay?"
"Yes." He expresses with a smile. "Don't worry."
"Okay, but you'll tell me if there's anything I can do to help you, right?"
"Yes." Daniel nods truthfully.
He squeezes your body to his chest, bringing his hand to the back of your head, Daniel uses it to rest your face on his shoulder.
You close your eyes and the people around you disappear. For a moment, it's just you two, consuming one another.
But then the school bell rings and the moment is gone. Although his arms lay still on your body, you shift under it, trying to roll off of the hug.
The two of you should probably head to class.
"Noโฆ" He pouts. "Um, iโ I just wanna hold you like this for a bit longer if that's okay."
Heat runs to your cheeks and you're glad he can't see your face. Your mouth is partly open and your face holds a soft frown.
He really got you bad, you think. But you couldn't care less if you looked stupid to anyone for simply loving him.
"Yeah, um." You clean your throat. "That's okay."

ยฉ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ข๐ข๐ฎ 2023
Reader and Daniel before a date โค๏ธ
His knee brushes yours as he bounces it; And heโs staring at the flowers heโs brought you from across your kitchen table, smiling to himself. Heโs busied with replaying the event of his fingers brushing against yours as you received them; in his mind, on repeat, in his own little world even as he moves to sit right next to you.
Youโre mindlessly running your fingers over the petals as you cut each stem, insisting you find a place for them before you two began your โofficialโ date.
And, heโs just started talking about his day; telling you all the mundane things of the like, conspiring with his friends and the daily call to his mother. Itโs sweet, a little break for the two of you and away from the hustle and bustle just outside your apartment door. A moment of reprieve.
OMGGGG I LOVE THIS ONEEE (Daniel is such a sweetheart)
Hii! Could we have a fluff and maybe smut? a scenario where the reader feels insecure of their body and the way they look and after hearing this daniel is shocked and tries to find a way to make the reader not insecure about themselves. Also if your not interested in this request I understand also have a nice day!! โก
It's been long. Don't know what I did there. Hope you like it Anon. I'm not sure if I lived up to your expectations. You too have a nice day Anon โก
I'LL KISS YOUR WAIST AND EASE YOUR MIND
โ Daniel Park x Female Reader


My Darling, When I Look Through Your Eyes, All I See Is Love.

*โ .โ โง SYNOPSIS : When some perverts with fragile ego make comments on you, Daniel makes you realise just how beautiful you are.
*โ .โ โง WARNINGS & TAGS : Body insecurity, hip dabs, catcalling, perverts, hurt/comfort, kissing, 1.3k words.
*โ .โ โง โ NAVIGATION // LOOKISM MASTERLIST
DO NOT PRESS [KEEP READING] IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE.

The TV plays in the living room, providing some background noise. You stand in the middle of the bedroom, in front of the full length mirror, your eyes inspecting every inch of your body. You were wearing nothing but undergarments so all the flaws were even more prominent.
Every scar, every stretch mark, every curve pierced your eyes. Body insecurity is something you have struggled with for a long time. It was so bad that mirrors became your worst enemy. You found comfort in baggy clothes. It took you years to finally accept yourself, to love yourself the way you are.
But even now sometimes you can't help but let those unpleasant thoughts take over your mind just like today. You woke up in the morning with a happy and light heart, waiting eagerly for the date Daniel had promised you. You dressed up in the cutest pair of outfit you owned before leaving for the date but it didn't turn out the way you expected it to be.
You turned up in the mall before Daniel could. While waiting for him in a cafe you encountered the disaster that ruined your happy mood and day. Three guys came and slumped down on the chairs rather rudely.
The beside you, wrapped one arm around your shoulder rather rudely, "All alone babe? Why don't you join us."
"Yeah, we can have some fun together." Another one added.
You jerked his hand off of your shoulder, giving them an irritated stare, "Leave me alone."
"Wow, feisty. I already like her." The guy across from you bit his lips, his lustful eyes running over your body. It creeped you out.
"My boyfriend will be here any time now. If he sees you perverts here disturbing me then he will beat the shit out of you."
Thankfully you were sitting down otherwise your legs would have long given up. Even in an open place these people dare to harass girls, you could only be scared of what they do when no one's around.
"O my god! I'm so scared, where is your big strong boyfriend who will beat us?"
The third one who's been silent all this time acted scared before they burst out in laughter. But soon their laughter came to a stop when a hand clasped on the shoulder of the guy, who was beside you.
A monotonous voice cut the tension, "He is here, right behind you."
You jumped up, making the chair creech, and stood by Daniel's side, "Danny, thank god you are here."
Those three jumped up too and you could see all the colours draining from their faces. Daniel had gained quite a reputation of being a gangster after all the unintentional feud with actual gangsters like workers, god dog and hostel. You guessed they too probably knew about Daniel and how dangerous he could be.
"What were you saying earlier? Come again?" Daniel threw them a murderous glare.
Seeing him, they all started stuttering and giving half formed excuses before scattering off. But you heard one of them saying, "Who will risk their life for a potato like that?"
The other two agreed, "She's not even pretty. Even ajummas look better than her."
"What did you say?" Daniel ran towards them but you held him back by his hand.
Those few words that held no importance to them, managed to fill you up with insecurity. Daniel could sense that your mood was down. For the rest of the date you kept up a font of happiness over your face but Daniel could see right through your facade.
He himself had gone through whirlpools of insecurities before coming to J-High. He knew how you felt, constantly looking down on your body. After the movie ended that you were so excited about but ultimately couldn't enjoy, you requested Daniel to go home.
At the door you asked Daniel if he would like to come in but you desperately prayed in your head that he would decline. To your demise, Daniel took on the offer. He told you to freshen up while he ordered for take out. You took a good half an hour to change, you didn't want to show this ugly side of yours to Daniel. Unknown to the fact that Daniel loved each and every aspect of you.
Daniel stood, leaning on the door frame, his heart hurt when he saw your eyes filling with resentment for your body. Your hands fell lifelessly by your sides and that's when Daniel broke. He came up behind you, making you finch with his sudden appearance.
His scared palm rested on your hips, right on the dips, "What are you doing here? I'm getting bored."
"D-Daniel, I-Iโฆ.." Your eyes glanced at him in the mirror before averting down, anywhere. You felt too ashamed.
Daniel was a great guy. Kind, nice, caring, good looking, a little bad on academics but he was the greatest guy you knew. He deserved better, at least better than you. Someone who's equally good, smart and beautiful. Why was Daniel even paying you any mind?
Daniel buried his head in your neck, "Did you know I love your hip dips?"
His words shocked you, this was the first time he told you, "What?"
Daniel peeked at you through the reflective mirror, humming, "They give me just the right place to hold you and pull you in my arms."
His actions followed his words and you were pulled into his warm chest. His palm left your hips and travelled up to your stomach, laying flat in it and applying gentle pressure on it.
"I love your tummy where I can rest my head and forget everything. Do you know what else I love about you?"
One hand travels upwards, over your breasts before wrapping around your neck in a gentle hold. His lips hovered over your ear, warm exhale brushing over it.
"I love your neck where I bury my head and forget all my problems." He bit your earlobe and spoke with it stuck between his teeths, "Why don't I show just what else I love about you?"
"Daniโ"
You yelped as he turned you abruptly and wrapped a hand around your waist, pressing you completely against him. He tilted your chin and raised it up towards his descending ones.
"I love when your lips are pressed against mine." He mumbled before pressing his lips onto yours in a soft yet passionate kiss.
For a moment your mind went blank and your hand shot up to his chest to push him away but only stayed there comfortably. Daniel cupped the side of your face, tilting his head to the side for better access. You were almost breathless when he broke the kiss. You looked him in the eye for the first time in the day. What you saw in his eyes shocked you. Love, trust, adoration and lastly, the lust filled gaze.
"I love that your body reacts so sensitively with every touch of mine." Daniel bent his head down into the crook of your neck.
He placed open mouth kisses all over your neck, drawing moans out of you. Your hands glided up his chest and intertwined in his hair. You mind whirled with questions. The love, the passion, the list he bore for you was overwhelming but also assuring. That's right Daniel loved you. He always praised your kind nature. He always noticed every little thing you did for him. He would never lie.
You had nothing to be insecure about. You may not have fitted in those guy's beauty standards but you didn't need to. They may prefer a skinny girl, curvy or chubby but that has nothing to do with you. You will not mould yourself into something that you were not.
You were beautiful. To Daniel, to your friends and most importantly to yourself.

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