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How do u make those headers for ur fics and the text? Itz adorable!
First of all thank you!! <3
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IN WHICH: you liked jay a lot, but your innocent crush soon spiraled into an obsession, blurring the line between fantasy and reality, as your thoughts twisted into something darker than you expected. GENRE: fluff, slightly dark (?). WARNING(S): obsession, stalking, mentions of accident, kissing, not proofread, lmk if I missed anything. WORD COUNT: 7.8k

LIKE THE FLOATING CLOUD â Changing schools wasnât on your wishlist, but here you were. It had been a long time since youâd recovered from the accident, and life had thrown you yet another curveballâstarting over in a new place. Just weeks ago, you'd woken up from a coma, expecting some form of respite from lifeâs relentless challenges. But the world doesnât pause, does it? You were thrust into yet another whirlwind, this time, school. New faces, new halls, and new pressures to bear.
The morning sunlight gleamed off the freshly polished windows of the sprawling campus, casting reflections that danced across the pavement. The building loomed before youâits modern glass façade glimmering in stark contrast to the worn, familiar bricks of your old school. You stopped for a moment, taking in its sheer size. âDamn,â you muttered under your breath, barely aware of the words slipping from your mouth. âThey have a better infrastructure than my previous school.â
Stepping inside, the scent of fresh paint and newly waxed floors hit you, a stark reminder of just how new everything was. The halls were alive with the buzz of students rushing to get to their first classes. Lockers slammed, sneakers squeaked against the tile floors, and the faint hum of conversation filled the air. You watched themâgroups of friends laughing, others buried in their phones or textbooks, weaving through the maze of hallways like theyâd been doing it forever.
It felt strange, seeing all this after months confined to the stillness of a hospital bed. A stark contrast to the sterile walls and cold, white lights you had grown so familiar with. The vibrant chaos of school was both overwhelming and comforting in a way. You stood there for a moment, just observing, soaking in the life youâd almost forgotten. The sight of students hurrying to their classes, backpacks bouncing against their shoulders, gave you a sense of normalcy. The halls were bright, lined with posters of school events, sports team victories, and upcoming dancesâeverything youâd missed out on for what felt like a lifetime.
You clutched the straps of your bag a little tighter, pulling it further up your shoulder, almost as if it would anchor you in this unfamiliar place. You could feel the faintest bit of nervous energy rising within you, the kind that makes your heart beat just a little faster. But you werenât going to let it overwhelm you. Not today.
As you passed by a few students gathered in the corridor, you could hear bits of their conversation. âDid you finish the homework for Mr. Park's class?â one asked, flipping through her notebook. The other girl nodded, her head buried in a thick textbook. You glanced at them, envy prickling the edges of your mind. They belonged here, and you⊠well, you were still finding your place.
âAlright,â you whispered to yourself, straightening up and taking a deep breath. âNew school, new start.â With one last glance at the crowded hallway, you made your way toward your first class, determined to make this day yours, no matter how alien everything felt.
HELLO, HELLO LIKE A PETAL â Not even a week into your new school, you saw him for the first timeâthe class president. You didnât know his name yet, but something about him drew your attention. He moved with quiet confidence, guiding students through their doubts with ease, his voice calm, yet commanding. His presence was magnetic, the way he gestured with his hands as he explained a complex problem, or the soft smile he gave when someone finally understood.
âDo you like him?â Semi, the girl sitting next to you, nudged your arm gently, her teasing grin barely concealed behind her hand. You rolled your eyes but couldnât fight the heat creeping up your neck. How could you like someone this early? It was ridiculous.
âIâve never even seen him before today,â you muttered, pretending to focus on the scribbles in your notebook, though the lines blurred together as your thoughts wandered. âI donât like him⊠not yet, at least.â You added a nervous chuckle, but your eyes refused to stray from him.
It wasnât until he glanced backâstraight at youâthat your heart betrayed you, hammering against your chest as if it had been caught in the act. He walked over, each step deliberate, his posture straight and assured. You could feel Semi's gaze burning into the side of your face, her amusement at your sudden silence barely restrained.
âYou havenât submitted your assignment yet,â he said, his tone polite but firm, snapping you out of your daze. His eyes were kind, though, like he didnât even notice the way your hands fumbled nervously with your pen as you nodded, barely able to form words.
âIâll, uh, get that to you⊠soon,â you stammered, mentally kicking yourself. Of course, a guy like him wouldnât even blink in your direction beyond official school matters. He was the class president, for crying out loudâprobably too busy managing a thousand other things to even notice you.
As he turned to walk away, Semi was quick to jump in with a teasing whisper, âGirl, youâre down bad.â She let out a soft snicker as you glared at her, your heart still racing from the brief encounter.
Your eyes followed him despite yourself, as if they couldnât tear away from the sight of himâhis tall figure moving with that same effortless grace. It was just a simple conversation, nothing more than a sentence or two exchanged. But it left a mark, one that you knew would linger. Something about him seemed like a beacon, and you werenât ready to look away.
âWell, thatâs one way to make an impression,â you murmured to yourself, sighing quietly. It was ridiculous how so little could feel like so much.
LIKE THE SPRING BREEZE â You were still new at school, trying to adjust to the routine, but at least you had made one friendâSemi. She was your lifeline in this sea of unfamiliar faces, and with her by your side, school didnât seem as daunting anymore. And then, there was Jay. Youâd finally learned his name, not that it had been hard. He was popular, almost too popular.
One search of his Instagram, and you were greeted with hundreds of likes and comments from not just your school but people outside as well. He had that effortless charm, the kind that made people gravitate toward him. Maybe that was why you were crushing on him so hardâor maybe it was the way his smile seemed to light up the hallway whenever he passed by.
You found yourself scrolling through his feed late at night, learning everything you could without actually knowing him. You knew when his birthday was, how he liked his coffee, and what his favorite band was. And today, you decided to make a move, something small but hopefully memorable. You bought him a pastry, a cute little cupcake from the bakery down the street, wrapped it in a box with a neat little bow, and headed straight for his locker before school started.
Standing in front of his locker, you took a deep breath, placing the box inside. The nerves were eating you alive, but you didnât want to back out now. Just as you turned around to leave, you froze. There he was. Jay, standing right behind you, his expression a mix of curiosity and confusion.
His voice broke the silence. âWhat are you doing?â He asked, his hand brushing against yours as he reached for the box. The contact sent a jolt up your spine, making your heart race even faster.
Your mouth went dry, but you managed to stammer out, âItâs your birthday, right? I, uh... got you these.â You held out the cupcake, your smile shaky as you tried to mask how flustered you were.
Jay blinked, glancing between you and the cupcake before offering a polite smile. âThanks, but... do I know you?â
The words hit harder than they should have. You felt your heart drop into your stomach, the awkwardness thick in the air. He didnât even know you? All this time, youâd been working up the courage to talk to him, and he didnât even recognize you. Ouch. You forced a smile, trying to save face, but the sting of embarrassment was hard to shake off.
âWeâre in the same class. Iâm the new student,â you muttered, your voice a little quieter, hoping this wouldnât be as humiliating as it felt.
Jayâs eyes widened slightly, realization dawning. âOh, right. I mustâve forgotten. Sorry about that.â He gave you another smile, the kind that was polite but distant. âThanks for this.â He held up the box, gave you a nod, and with that, he walked away, leaving you standing there with your pride in pieces.
You couldnât help the frustrated sigh that escaped your lips as you watched him go. âSuch a bastard,â you mumbled under your breath, though there wasnât any real anger behind it. Just exasperation. Despite the awkwardness, you still found yourself drawn to him. How could you not? The way he walked, the way his shoulders moved with an effortless swaggerâthere was something about him that just pulled you in.
But then again, you werenât the only one. Youâd seen the way other girls looked at him, the way theyâd flock to him like moths to a flame. You were just another admirer in a sea of them. And yet, here you were, feeling like this tiny interaction, awkward as it was, was something special. Maybe it was your first real conversation with him, but it was something.
LOVE RESEMBLES MISTY DREAMS â Love, for you, felt like one of those foggy dreams you have just before waking upâthe kind where everything is hazy, but you can still remember the emotions. It was no longer just a feeling but a reality you crafted for yourself. Everything was deliberate, including the way you âaccidentallyâ bumped into Jay in the hallways or âcoincidentallyâ ended up in places where he usually went after school. Some might call it stalking, but you thought of it as strategic planning. After all, you just wanted to talk to himâget to know him.
And then, one day, you got your golden opportunity. How? You joined the History Club. You absolutely loathed history. Memorizing dates, names, and ancient events was the last thing you wanted to do, but none of that mattered when Jay was the club leader. Youâd force yourself to endure it, just for a few moments with him.
Today was one of those long club meetings, the kind that dragged on forever as Jay led the discussion while you sat across the room, your eyes barely leaving him. The topic was something about ancient dynastiesâhonestly, you werenât paying attention. Instead, you had focused on making your notes look as neat and perfect as possible, hoping to catch his eye with the colorful highlighters and meticulous doodles. When you finished, you slid over to where he was sitting, your heart hammering in your chest.
âJay, how does this look?â you asked, handing over your notebook with a hopeful smile.
Jay barely glanced at the notes before his brows furrowed in confusion. âItâs... nice. But, um, you shouldnât have used so many highlighters. Itâs kinda hard to read with all the colors.â His tone was polite, but it still stung a little. Semi, who was sitting beside you, covered her mouth to hide her laughter, shaking her head as she continued working on her own notes.
âOh... okay.â You tried not to let your disappointment show, but it was hard. Your enthusiasm had deflated like a balloon, and the frown tugging at your lips was a clear giveaway. Trying to keep your cool, you casually pulled out a small, wrapped box from your bag and slid it toward him, as if this were a completely normal thing to do.
Semiâs eyes widened, her shock evident. She was always amused by how bold you were when it came to Jay, but thisâthis was a new level. Jay blinked in confusion, his gaze flickering between you and the box now in front of him.
âWhatâs this for?â he asked, a small crease forming on his forehead. He picked up the box, turning it over in his hands as if trying to figure out why youâd given it to him.
You swallowed nervously. âI, uh, made some cookies for you.â
There. You said it. No going back now. You could practically hear Semi holding back her laugh, but you didnât dare look at her. Your eyes were glued to Jay, waiting for his reaction. He stared at the box for a moment, looking almost... awkward. His smile was tight, as if he didnât quite know how to handle the situation.
âOh... thanks,â he said, his voice uncertain, like he was trying to be nice but wasnât sure how to accept this gesture. He shifted his weight, glancing around the room as if searching for an escape route, and that small gesture hit you harder than you expected.
Your heart sank. The realization washed over you like a cold waveâhe wasnât interested. He probably had girls giving him gifts all the time, and you were just another admirer in the crowd. The worst part? He was too polite to brush you off outright, which only made you feel worse. The room began to clear out, and soon, it was just the two of you left, the silence hanging heavy between you.
You fiddled with the edge of your notebook, finally breaking the quiet with a question you dreaded asking but couldnât keep inside any longer. âDo I... do I annoy you?â
Jayâs head snapped up at your words, his eyes wide with surprise. âWhat? No! Of course not.â
But you could tell from the way his smile didnât reach his eyes that he wasnât telling the whole truth. He was trying to be kind, but his discomfort was impossible to ignore. You forced a smile, but the hurt still crept into your voice.
âItâs fine,â you muttered, waving it off as if it didnât matter. As if your heart wasnât breaking a little.
Jay hesitated, his fingers tightening around the box of cookies you had given him. He looked almost guilty now, as if he knew how much his reaction had affected you. Without saying anything, he opened the box and took one of the heart-shaped cookies, biting into it quietly. You watched as he chewed slowly, his gaze drifting to the floor.
The silence that followed felt heavy, awkward, and filled with all the unsaid things that lingered in the air between you. It wasnât much, but seeing him eat the cookies you madeâeven though you knew they werenât going to change anythingâwas enough to make you feel a small flicker of hope again, even if just for a moment.
I LIKE THE SCENT OF TODAY â As if life had its own twisted way of pulling strings, you eventually grew closer to Jayâor at least, thatâs what you told yourself. Bonding over history wasnât something you ever anticipated, but somehow, there you were. It had been five months. Five months of stolen glances, hushed conversations, and countless moments where you felt your heart skip a beat just from being near him.
Five months of wondering why Jay didnât push you away. Despite knowing your feelings, he had never told you to stop. Sure, you had followed him home once or twiceâokay, maybe more than once. But the strange thing was, he noticed. He noticed and he never did anything to stop you. Instead, he fed your one-sided affection with smiles that lingered a bit too long and conversations that bordered on intimate. It confused you. Sometimes you wondered why he acted as if he was leading you on, yet at other times, it felt like he was just being kind out of some sort of obligation.
You remembered one afternoon clearly. It was just the two of you in the History Club room. The other members had gone out for a break, and the quiet settled between you like a soft, suffocating blanket. Jay was engrossed in some text about ancient civilizations, flipping through the pages with a look of calm concentration. You, on the other hand, couldnât focus. Your eyes kept drifting toward him, your mind racing with the questions you had been holding in for weeks.
âJay? Stop talking about historical monuments,â you muttered softly, breaking the silence. Youâd lost track of how long heâd been going on about some ancient ruin. Normally, youâd let him talkâit was one of the things you liked about him. But today was different. There was something bubbling inside you, a feeling that couldnât be ignored any longer.
Jay blinked, startled by your interruption. He looked up from his book, his dark eyes meeting yours with a curious glint. âOh?â he asked, his voice tinged with confusion. He set the book aside, leaning back in his chair, and raised an eyebrow. âThen, what do you want to talk about?â
Before you could respond, he casually reached out, gripping the arm of your chair and pulling it closer to his. The sudden movement caught you off guard, and now your knees almost brushed his. You felt a blush creeping up your neck, your heart fluttering in your chest as you looked down, avoiding his gaze.
But you had to ask. You had to know. Swallowing your nerves, you looked back up at him, eyes searching his for some kind of answer. âJay? Why are you doing this?â
He frowned, clearly not understanding what you meant. âDoing what?â he asked, his tone casual, but you could tell he was puzzled. His gaze flickered to the small, wrapped gift boxes and notes that littered his deskâtokens of affection from his admirers, yourself included. You watched his eyes settle on the trinkets, as if they might hold the answer.
You followed his gaze, feeling a knot of frustration tightening in your chest. âAccepting my gifts, I mean⊠and talking to me,â you clarified, your voice quieter now, but firm. You hated the way your heart felt heavy, as if you were bracing for a truth you didnât want to hear. âWhy do you talk to me like this? Why do you make me feel like thereâs something between us?â
Jay seemed taken aback by your bluntness. He glanced back at you, a small, almost imperceptible sigh escaping his lips as he looked away again, his fingers tracing the edge of the nearest gift box. âOh, that⊠they were nice,â he muttered after a moment, his tone flat.
Nice? That was it? You felt the sting of his words, the casual way he dismissed what meant so much to you. âThatâs the only reason?â you asked, frowning as you leaned back slightly, feeling the weight of disappointment settle in.
âYeah.â His response came without hesitation, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Your frustration simmered, but more than that, there was a growing ache in your chest. How could he be so oblivious? You stood up, pushing your chair back with a scrape that echoed through the empty room. âJay, donât you think someone might not give this kind of stuff to just a friend?â You didnât care if you sounded angry nowâhell, you were angry. Angry, hurt, and confused.
Jay met your gaze, his expression unreadable. He didnât flinch. âI know.â
You blinked, your frown deepening. âYou know?â The words felt like a punch, your hands balling into fists at your sides. âThen why are you leading me on?â
Jay lowered his head, his hair falling slightly over his eyes as he let out another sigh. His voice was quieter when he spoke, tinged with something that almost sounded like regret. âI know that you like me,â he admitted. âBut⊠I donât think I want to love anyone anytime soon.â
You froze, the air between you thick with unsaid words. The way he said it was like a door closingâa gentle but firm rejection. He wasnât even trying to keep you there, to stop you from walking out. He just sat there, looking down, his hands resting on the table as if he didnât know what to do with them.
Your heart squeezed painfully in your chest, but then curiosity took over. âWhy not?â you asked, stepping closer. The hurt was still there, but now there was something elseâan ache to understand. âWhy donât you want to love someone?â
Jay looked up, his eyes meeting yours for just a moment before they darted away again. He hesitated, his voice barely above a whisper when he finally spoke. âIâm afraid of loving someone⊠and getting hurt.â
His words hung in the air, and for a moment, you didnât know what to say. There was a vulnerability in his tone that made you hesitate, but you pushed that aside. Instead, you took a deep breath, letting the silence stretch for a moment before you stepped even closer, a sudden idea forming in your mind.
âThenâŠâ You paused, feeling the weight of your words. âHow about you date me until graduation? And once the spring comes, weâll part ways.â You smiled softly, the sadness lingering behind it as you met his eyes again. âLove me only until this spring.â
Jayâs eyes widened slightly, surprised by your proposal. You could see the conflict in his gaze, the way he wanted to say no but hesitated. He looked down at the pile of gifts again, his fingers brushing the edge of one of the boxes before he finally sighed, shaking his head softly.
âI donât think thatâs a good idea,â he murmured, his voice unsure.
You bit your lip, stepping even closer. âOh, câmon! Please?â You knew how desperate you sounded, how much like a lovestruck fool you mustâve appeared. But you didnât care. You couldnât let this chance slip awayânot when you were this close.
Jay looked up at you, really looked at you this time. His eyes searched yours for something, and after a long pause, he let out a resigned sigh. âFine,â he muttered, his voice soft but clear. âIâll love you⊠only until this spring.â
And as he spoke, he gazed at you, his expression unreadable as his eyes flickered to the gifts on his deskâreminders of the fleeting nature of the affection people offered him. You couldnât help but wonder if, just maybe, this was the start of something that could last longer than a single season.
LOVE ME ONLY âTIL THIS SPRING â Spring had barely begun to unfurl its vibrant colors, but you already felt the weight of an unspoken clock ticking down. Two months remained until graduation, and with it, the end of your deal with Jayâno strings, no lasting attachments, just a fleeting experience of dating. But for you, it was never just that. You had been attached long before this "spring romance" ever started, yet here you were, clinging to his arm like a lifeline, trying to savor each moment despite the cold reality of an expiration date.
Walking down the crowded hallway, your grip on his arm tightened. The judgmental glances from other students followed you both, sharp and filled with disdain, as though they couldn't understand why Jay, the untouchable, mysterious boy, was with you. You knew the looks wellâthey stung, but they didnât surprise you. This whole thing was supposed to be temporary, just a silly experiment. Yet, the knot in your chest told a different story. You were already in too deep.
Jay, on the other hand, remained indifferent. His usual stoic expression hadn't changed much since the two of you began this strange arrangement. He didn't stop you from holding his hand, from clinging to his arm, but he didnât make any gestures that suggested anything deeper. He had agreed to thisâdating until spring, no more, no lessâbut you couldnât help but wonder: Was this all just a façade?
âDonât you dare hurt her.â Semi, your friend, shot Jay a warning glance as the two of you passed by her near the lockers. The sharpness in her voice cut through the haze of your thoughts, bringing you back to reality. You almost winced at her words, remembering how youâd bragged about dating Jay. What would she say if she knew this was all temporary?
Jay glanced down at you, sensing your discomfort, and squeezed your hand gently. It was a small gesture, but one that momentarily eased your embarrassment. For a second, you allowed yourself to imagine that this wasnât just for show, that maybeâjust maybeâhe felt something too.
The walk home after school was quiet, as usual. Jay walked beside you, his hands in his pockets, while you clutched your bag, the silence between you growing heavier with each step. Even though you had been dating for a month, it was nothing like the relationships youâd imagined. There were no sweet goodnight texts, no surprise visits, no real affection beyond holding hands. He never let you into his worldâinto his home or his heart.
Finally, when you reached the school gates, you couldnât hold it in any longer. The words spilled out before you could stop them.
âJay...â You called his name softly, biting your lip, your hand clutching your bag tighter.
He turned to you, his expression unreadable. âMm?â was all he hummed in response, his voice low and casual.
You felt your heart race, unsure if you were being too bold or foolish, but you pressed on. âCan you kiss me?â The words came out rushed, your face heating up instantly. You almost couldnât believe what youâd just said. âI meanâI'm your girlfriend, right... So, can you kiss me? A peck is fine too.â
Jay froze, blinking in surprise. His eyes widened slightly as if he hadnât expected such a request from you. âHuh?â He coughed, nearly choking on his breath, clearly caught off guard by your sudden boldness. The corner of his lips twitched as though he wasnât sure if he should laugh or be serious.
You immediately regretted it, feeling your face burn even more. The silence that followed felt agonizing. You could practically hear your own heart pounding in your chest. âNevermind,â you mumbled, waving it off as you turned away, your shoulders slumping in defeat. Why did I say that? Embarrassment flooded through you, and you started to walk ahead, putting distance between the two of you.
But then, before you could take more than two steps, you felt a sudden tug on your wrist. Jay had grabbed you from behind, his hand firm yet gentle as he pulled you back toward him. You barely had time to turn around before he was thereâhis lips crashing onto yours.
The kiss was sudden, forceful, and filled with an intensity you hadnât anticipated. His lips were soft, warm against yours, but there was something almost desperate in the way he kissed you, as if he was letting out something he had been holding back for too long. You were momentarily stunned, eyes wide in shock, but your body responded instinctively, your hands coming up to gently hold onto his shirt for support.
Jay's other hand slid to the back of your neck, his touch delicate but firm, pulling you closer as though he needed to feel your presence, to make the moment real. The world around you seemed to blur, the whispers of students, the hum of cars in the distanceâall of it faded as the kiss deepened. You could feel your heartbeat hammering in your chest, but it wasnât just because of the kissâit was the realization that, in this brief moment, something shifted. This wasnât the kiss of someone merely fulfilling a temporary deal.
After what felt like an eternity, Jay slowly pulled back, his breath warm against your lips. He gazed down at you, his usual calm demeanor replaced by something softer, more vulnerable. His hand lingered on your wrist for a second longer, as if he wasnât quite ready to let go.
âI... I didnât expect that,â you breathed out, still dazed from the kiss, your cheeks flushed as you stared up at him.
Jay didnât say anything for a moment, his eyes searching yours, as if debating whether to speak or to leave things unsaid. Finally, he muttered, âYou asked for it.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head. âI didnât think youâd actually do it.â
He shrugged, his lips quirking up in a faint smile, though it didnât quite reach his eyes. âMaybe I wanted to.â His voice was low, almost as if he hadnât meant for you to hear it.
For a moment, you stood there, staring at each other, the weight of the unspoken emotions between you heavy in the air. Maybe this spring wasnât just a fleeting experience. Maybe, just maybe, something real was growing between the two of you. But neither of you dared to say it aloud.
THE DAY THE LILAC FLOWERS FALL â The weekend sun shone brightly, casting a golden hue over the bustling streets as you wandered aimlessly with Semi by your side. It was a rare day of freedom, a chance to escape from the chaos of school and simply relax. Laughter filled the air as the two of you shared stories and jokes, weaving through the crowd in search of the next spot to explore.
But then, everything shifted in an instant.
Distracted by Semi's teasing, you hadnât noticed the tall figure walking toward you until it was too late. Your shoulder brushed against his, and before you knew it, the man was glaring down at you with a look that sent a shiver down your spine. âSorry,â you muttered quickly, lowering your head in hopes that your apology would be enough to diffuse the situation.
It wasnât.
âGirls like you always do this.â His voice was a low, menacing growl, filled with disdain. His eyes narrowed dangerously as he suddenly reached out, grabbing your wrists with a force that made you wince. The sudden, painful grip startled you, your breath catching in your throat as fear surged through your veins.
Semi, ever the protective friend, immediately rushed forward. âHey, let go of her!â she demanded, her voice firm despite the obvious tension. But even she hesitated slightly, clearly aware of how much stronger the guy was.
You struggled against his hold, trying to pull away, but his grip only tightened, making you feel more trapped with each passing second. Panic set in, and just as you were about to call out for help, a blur of movement caught your eye.
A sharp, powerful punch connected with the manâs face, and the sound echoed in your ears, causing everyone around to freeze. You gasped as you realized who had thrown the punchâJay.
Your eyes widened as you watched in stunned silence. Jay had appeared out of nowhere, and now, he was standing protectively in front of you, his fists clenched and his expression dark, far more intense than youâd ever seen before. The guy stumbled back, groaning in pain, but Jay wasnât done. He lunged forward, landing another punch, and then another, each hit more brutal than the last.
âJay, stop!â you cried out, rushing toward him, your heart pounding wildly in your chest. You had never seen him like this before, this fierce and angry. He was relentless, and the guy, now bleeding and terrified, tried to shield himself, but Jay didnât let up.
You reached out, grabbing onto Jayâs arm from behind, desperately trying to pull him away. âJay, please!â you pleaded, your voice shaky. âThatâs enough. PleaseâŠâ
At your touch, Jay finally froze. His body stiffened as if suddenly aware of what he had done. The guy on the receiving end of his punches scrambled to his feet and fled, not daring to look back, his face bloodied and bruised. You stood there, still gripping Jayâs arm, your breath shaky as you tried to process what had just happened.
Before you could say anything else, Jay turned toward you. In an instant, his arms wrapped around you, pulling you into his chest. The suddenness of it made your heart skip a beat. His embrace was tight, protective, almost as if he was trying to shield you from the world. One of his hands gently stroked your hair, his touch surprisingly tender considering the fury that had consumed him moments before.
âYou couldâve gotten hurt,â he muttered, his voice low and filled with concern as he buried his face into your hair, breathing deeply as if needing to calm himself down.
You stood there in his arms, completely speechless. This wasnât the Jay you were used toâthe distant, indifferent guy who rarely showed emotion. This was different. The way he held you, the way he had rushed to your side without hesitation⊠it felt real, it felt genuine. For the first time, he felt like a real boyfriend, and the warmth that spread through you at that realization was almost overwhelming.
Your heart pounded in your chest, and you couldnât help but smile as you wrapped your arms around him in return, hugging him tightly. His scent, the warmth of his body pressed against yours, the steady rhythm of his heartbeatâit all made you feel safe, like nothing in the world could hurt you as long as he was there. You wanted to stay in that moment forever.
But then, of course, Semi broke the silence with a loud, exaggerated cough. You could hear the barely-contained giggles bubbling up in her throat, and when you looked over, she was smirking, clearly enjoying the display of "live romance" that had unfolded before her eyes.
You felt a rush of embarrassment flood through you, your cheeks heating up as you quickly pulled away from Jayâs embrace, though part of you didnât really want to let go. Jay cleared his throat, awkwardly scratching the back of his neck as he glanced between you and Semi.
âUmâŠâ you started, but you werenât even sure what to say. How could you even begin to explain all of this?
Semi, however, wasnât going to let you off that easily. She raised an eyebrow, her lips curving into a mischievous grin. âWell, that was⊠something,â she teased, folding her arms across her chest. âDidnât know Jay had it in him to be a knight in shining armor.â
Jay rolled his eyes, though there was a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âI wasnât trying to be anything,â he muttered under his breath, but his hand found its way to yours again, fingers intertwining with yours in a gesture that felt so natural, it made your heart flutter.
âYou definitely looked the part,â Semi added, winking at you. âSeriously though, you okay? That guy was a creep.â
You nodded, still a little shaken but grateful. âYeah, Iâm fine. Thanks to Jay.â You glanced up at him, unable to hide the soft smile on your face. He looked down at you, his expression unreadable for a moment before he gave your hand a gentle squeeze.
âGood,â he said quietly, his eyes lingering on you for just a second longer. There was something in his gaze, something unspoken that made you wonder if this moment had changed things between you twoâif maybe, just maybe, this wasnât just for show anymore.
CLIMAX OF OUR WHITE SPRING DAYS â Graduation day had arrived like a ticking clock you couldnât silence. The weight of finality pressed down on you, making it hard to breathe. You stood in the sea of students, watching the world pass by in slow motion as the sun bathed everything in warm light, but inside, you felt cold.
Your fingers fidgeted with the edge of your gown as you glanced over at himâJayâstanding with his friends, laughing about something that seemed distant and unreachable. The end of your three-month dating experiment loomed over you like a dark cloud. It wasnât just the end of school. It was the end of him, of being close to him, even if it was just pretend.
âGo talk to him.â Semiâs voice broke through the haze as she nudged you, her eyes filled with that encouraging spark she always had. But you didnât move. How could you? You werenât his girlfriend anymore, not even in the superficial way you'd been for these past few months.
You had no right to approach him.
Your chest tightened as you tried to steady your breath, but your eyes betrayed you, drifting back to him once more. The laughter, the movement, the noiseâit all blurred, dimming around the edges until it seemed like everyone was fading away, disappearing like smoke in the wind. And then there was just him.
Only him.
The background turned white, stark and empty. The vividness of the graduation, the bright colors of everyoneâs robes and caps, the cheerful chaosâall of it vanished, leaving you standing in this surreal silence.
Jay stood alone now, the only one left in this strange world that suddenly felt more dream than reality. He started walking toward you, every step deliberate, but there was something differentâsomething ethereal.
You blinked, unsure of what you were seeing. There was a faint shimmer behind him, something soft and luminous, like wings. Wings? You blinked again, and there they were, delicate and translucent, fluttering gently with each step he took. His face was calm, serene, almost unrecognizable from the boy you'd dated. He was... otherworldly.
Your heart pounded in your chest, confusion twisting through you. âWhatâŠ?â you muttered to yourself, trying to make sense of it, but nothing made sense anymore.
Jay stopped in front of you, his gaze soft and yet so intense, locking onto yours with an emotion you couldnât place. Slowly, as if afraid he might shatter the moment, he reached up and grazed his fingers across your cheek, his touch light as a feather.
âYou need to wake up now,â he whispered, his voice deeper, gentler than you'd ever heard before. âItâs been too long since youâve been in the dark.â
His words cut through you, leaving you more confused than ever. Wake up? What did that mean? What darkness was he talking about?
You flinched at his touch, stepping back as your breath hitched. âWhat are you saying?â The tremor in your voice betrayed your panic. You looked around, desperate to find something familiar, something to cling to. But all you could see was the white, stretching endlessly around you. You couldnât make sense of anything. Nothing was real.
Your hands flew to your head as a sudden pain pulsed in your temples. Flashes of light blinked before your eyesâimages you couldnât fully grasp, memories or maybe dreams, flashing too fast for you to catch. You dropped to your knees, the weight of it all crashing down on you, confusion and frustration mixing until you couldnât breathe.
âI donâtââ Your voice cracked as you clawed at the air, scratching your head as if trying to tear away the confusion. âWhatâs happening?â
The ground felt soft beneath you, like clouds, but the pressure in your chest grew tighter, heavier, as if the world itself was closing in.
Jay knelt down beside you, his movements slow and calm, his eyes filled with something deep, something almost tender. He reached for you again, but you flinched, not wanting to feel the foreignness of his touch.
âShhh,â he whispered softly, his voice like a lullaby, as his hand hovered over your head. He didn't push. He simply waited, his presence both grounding and terrifying at once. You wanted to push him away, to demand answers, but at the same time, a strange comfort wrapped around you, like a blanket in the middle of a storm.
The world flickered around you, the white light growing brighter, almost blinding.
Jay leaned closer, his face inches from yours. âItâs time to say goodnight,â he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. Before you could protest, before you could even think, he pressed a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead, his lips gentle and reassuring.
And then, just as quickly as he had appeared, the world around you shifted. The soft white light began to darken, curling at the edges, growing darker and darker until it swallowed everything whole. The last thing you felt was Jayâs warmth before it, too, faded into the blackness. You were alone.
Your breath hitched, and you closed your eyes as the darkness wrapped around you like a heavy blanket, pulling you under.
THE END OF LILAC SPRING â The world felt like it was spinning, even though you were lying still. Blinding light from the overhead lamp above your hospital bed seeped into your barely-open eyes, burning your retinas. The persistent beep of a heart monitor echoed in the room, in time with the erratic pounding of your heart. But the voice that broke through it allâ Semi's voiceâwas frantic, pulling you back to the surface.
âWake up! Wake up!â
Your eyelids fluttered open fully, only to meet the concerned face of your best friend, Semi. Her hands hovered just above your blanket-covered arms, as if afraid to touch you. Her wide eyes, framed by disheveled strands of hair, looked both relieved and shaken. This wasnât the Semi youâd known for years. There was something different about herâsomething less familiar, almost like she was a stranger. And that strange feeling twisted in your chest like a knife.
You blinked, trying to adjust to the light, to the sudden rush of sensations hitting you all at onceâthe smell of antiseptic, the sound of footsteps outside the door, the faint chatter of doctors and nurses.
But none of that mattered. Where was Jay?
âW-whereâs Jay?â you gasped out, sitting up too quickly, causing a sharp tug on the tubes attached to your arms. You barely registered the IV drip dangling beside you or the oxygen clip on your finger. Your mind was racing, your heart thundering against your ribcage as you searched the sterile, white room. He had to be here. He always was.
Semi blinked, her brows knitting together in confusion. âJay?â she echoed, her voice hesitant as she sat down on the chair beside your hospital bed, shifting uncomfortably. You could see the confusion written all over her face, like she was trying to solve a puzzle but missing the pieces.
Your heart lurched. Why wasnât she answering? Why wasnât he here?
âJay!â you nearly shouted this time, the panic rising in your throat, making your voice crack. âThe class leader! He was in the history club tooâhe was my boyfriend!â Your words tumbled out, desperate, almost pleading with her to remember.
But Semiâs expression only grew more puzzled, her lips parting slightly as if trying to find the right words. She didnât know him.
âThereâs no Jay,â she said, her voice flat, her eyes searching yours as if waiting for a reaction. âWhat are you even talking about? Youâve been in a coma for almost a year, and the first thing you ask about is some guy?â
Her words hit you like a punch to the gut. No Jay? No Jay?! You stared at her, wide-eyed, the room tilting dangerously around you. Your breath caught in your throat, and you glanced around again, your head pounding as if your brain couldnât process what she was saying. You could barely hear the doctors' voices outside, your parentsâ relieved murmurs from the corner of the room.
âIâI donât understand.â Your voice trembled, and your fingers clutched the thin hospital blanket in a white-knuckled grip. How could Jay not exist? How could she not know him when every single day had been filled with him? âWe were together, Semi. He was real. He was real!â
But Semi wasnât budging. She leaned back, crossing her arms, frustration flickering in her eyes. âYou were in a car accident. Do you remember that?â she asked, her voice softening slightly, though there was still a hint of disbelief. âA car crash. Blood everywhere. Thatâs why youâve been in a coma.â Her voice dropped to a whisper as her eyes flickered to the tubes attached to your body. âThatâs why youâre here.â
Your body went cold. A coma? Blood? The words bounced around in your head, but they didnât stick. Your hands trembled as they reached for the bedâs railing, trying to anchor yourself. You could still feel Jayâs presence, still remember his smile, his touch, the way heâd whispered goodnight to you... before everything went dark.
A cold shiver ran down your spine, and your throat tightened as you managed to ask, âW-what date is it?â
âSeptember 20, 2024,â Semi replied, her voice barely audible, but it hit you like a tidal wave. September.
Your eyes widened as the pieces began to fall apart in your mind, crumbling like ash in your hands. The school year, the three months with Jay, the springânone of it had been real. None of it.
Tears welled up in your eyes as the weight of it all settled in your chest like a boulder, pressing down, squeezing the air from your lungs. A quiet tear slipped down your cheek, and you quickly wiped it away, turning to look out the window as if the outside world could give you some semblance of reality.
Beyond the glass, the sky was painted in soft shades of pink and orange, the setting sun casting a warm glow over everything. Lilac flowers fluttered from a nearby tree, caught in the gentle breeze. They swirled in the air, delicate and fleeting, just like the memories of Jay.
You watched them fall, your heart aching with a bittersweet pang. Was it all just a dream? Had Jay been nothing more than a figment of your comatose mind, created to fill the emptiness while you lay in the dark? The thought was unbearable, but the more you tried to hold onto him, the more he slipped awayâlike the lilac petals, fading from your reach.
But somewhere deep inside, beneath the confusion and pain, a small part of you hopedâhoped that he was real. That maybe, somewhere, in some other world, Jay existed, waiting with that final page of your story. And though you couldnât be sure, you held onto that hope, because the goodbyeâhis goodnightâhad been too sweet, too tender to be nothing at all.
With trembling hands, you let the last tear fall, watching as the petals danced in the wind, disappearing into the horizon. Even if it was just a dream, you wished for one more chapterâone more part in the story that had been left unfinished.

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GET WELL SOON , P.SH !

ïč đ ïč ă ââââ I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT, BUT I WANNA MAKE IT BETTER!
PAIRING: racer ! sunghoon Ă orphan ! afab reader.
SYNOPSIS: Youâve always considered yourself a good personâkind, forgiving, and patient. But Sunghoon tested every bit of that. One reckless, drunken drive was all it took for him to flip your life upside down, leaving you temporarily confined to a wheelchair. The inconvenience was more than just physical; it was a wound to your pride and independence. Sunghoon, however, refused to walk away from his mistake. Guilt-ridden and determined to make amends, he became a constant presence in your lifeâcovering your medical bills, offering you emotional support, and sticking around even when you wished he wouldnât.
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FEAT: WONYOUNG from IVE, JAY from ENHYPEN, HANNI from NEWJEANS, + some ocs
MENTIONS OF CRIME & ACCIDENT, OVERALL FLUFF & CRACK !
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AS YOU LAY IN THE HOSPITAL BED, the sterile scent of antiseptic in the air, your gaze drifted to the bouquet of white roses on the table beside you. A scoff slipped from your lips before you could stop it, a bitter reminder of why you were even here.
This was all his fault. Park Sunghoon.
For a second, you tried to maintain your calm, the nice person part of you struggling to hold on, but that guyâhe tested all of it.
âThrow them away, please?â you asked, your voice clipped as you turned to the nurse adjusting your IV.
Before she could respond, an infuriatingly familiar voice cut through the room, smooth yet utterly exasperating. âYou don't like white?â
You didnât even need to look to know it was him. The sudden rush of irritation heated your cheeks as you whipped your head towards the door. And there he was. Park Sunghoon. Strolling in casually, hands tucked into the pockets of his expensive designer coat, as if he hadnât ruined your entire week.
âYeah, I donât,â you shot back, your glare burning through him. The forced smile on your face was saccharine, dripping with the very clear message that he was definitely not welcome.
He raised an eyebrow, unfazed. Of course, he had the audacity to smirkâlike always. "Sadly," he drawled, clearly enjoying himself, âyou gotta keep them.â
Without invitation, he sauntered over to the side of your bed, his presence filling the room, as if his wealth and arrogance alone could smother the oxygen. You watched him with narrowed eyes, arms crossed over your chest in defiance.
âJust leave me alone, you rich jerk,â you spat, unable to hold back the venom in your tone. Your fists clenched beneath the thin hospital sheets, a reminder that you couldnât even storm out of here like you wanted to. You were stuckâand it was all because of him.
His face faltered for a split second, the cockiness slipping ever so slightly as your words hit him. But like clockwork, he masked it, that composed, arrogant look sliding back into place.
It shouldâve been satisfying to see the momentary flash of guilt cross his features, but it wasnât enough. Not when your life had been flipped upside down, not when you were confined to this bed because of his mistake.
BUT HOW DID ALL OF THIS HAPPEN?
WellâŠ
FLASHBACK!
Your eyes were stinging from the tears, and you clumsily wiped them away with the back of your hand. You werenât exactly drunkâmaybe two shots deep after an agonizingly stressful dayâbut it was enough to make your head spin. Why did it all have to be so sad?
Sniffling, you stumbled down the empty street, your shoes scuffing the pavement as you sobbed quietly into the night. The darkness felt overwhelming, like it was swallowing you whole, and even though your tears blurred your vision, you knew where you were headingâor at least you thought you did.
It wasnât until you heard the loud, abrupt honk of a motorbike that you even realized you were standing in the middle of the street. You barely had time to turn your head towards the blinding lights beforeâBAM!
The impact wasnât as hard as it couldâve been, but it was enough. The bike, thankfully, had slowed down, but not nearly enough to stop it from hitting you. Pain shot through your leg as you collapsed onto the cold, hard ground, the breath knocked out of your lungs.
You groaned loudly, clutching your leg, wincing at the sharp sting that radiated through your body. Meanwhile, the rider, who had also fallen, was busy steadying himself, dusting off his helmet as if he wasnât the reason your entire life had just flashed before your eyes.
âTHE HELL?!â you screamed, your voice cracking as you tried to shift your weight but immediately regretted it. The sharp pain in your leg intensified, forcing you back down onto the concrete. You gritted your teeth, tears stinging your eyes once again as you glared up at him.
The guy finally looked your way, lifting his visor to reveal his face. "Maâam, are you okay?" he asked, his voice eerily calm, as if he hadnât just crashed his motorcycle into you. Like it was some minor inconvenience to him.
Your blood boiled. âOkay???" you spat out, your voice a mix of disbelief and fury. "Iâm literally bleeding! Are you dumb?!â
The guy blinked, clearly taken aback by your outburst, but remained calm. Too calm. âAlright, alright, just calm down,â he muttered, crouching down next to you, but that only made you angrier.
"Calm down?â you snapped, clenching your fists as the pain and the frustration built up inside of you. âSay that when youâre the one lying here, bleeding out!"
He flinched at your words but didnât reply. Instead, he reached into his pocket, fumbling for his phone to call an ambulance. Meanwhile, you were still seething, glancing down at your leg where the blood was now slowly trickling down your thigh, staining your jeans. The sight of it made you dizzy, your head swimming with pain and exhaustion.
You could barely keep your eyes open, but you still had enough energy to notice himâfreaking fixing his bike. He had the nerve to set it upright on its stand, making sure it was okay before coming back to check on you.
"If you even think about making this a hit and run," you rasped, your voice hoarse from both pain and anger, âIâll haunt your entire family line.â
The guy stopped, visibly gulping as he knelt down beside you once again, clearly panicking now. "No, no, thatâs notâlook, the ambulance is coming, okay? Just⊠try to stay with me.â
Your vision blurred, your breath coming in shallow gasps as the world began to tilt. The last thing you remembered before everything went black was him leaning over, actually cleaning the blood off your thigh with his sleeve, his face a mask of panic and guilt. You didnât know what was worseâthe excruciating pain or the fact that you now hated him with every fiber of your being. Park Sunghoon.
And just like that, you passed out, your hatred for him searing into the darkness of your mind as you slipped into unconsciousness.
AND WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED AFTER THAT?
You may wonder, but well...
Turns out, the guyâPark Sunghoonâwas not just any calm, overly collected motorcyclist whoâd crashed into you that night. No, he was the son of a wealthy man, one of those who didnât have to face consequences because money speaks louder than the truth. And apparently, money really does talk, especially when youâre up against a system rigged to work in favor of the rich.
Even though Sunghoon had confessed to being at faultâhad told the police it was his mistakeâthe tests showed otherwise. Your blood test, which revealed traces of alcohol, was enough to tip the scales in his favor. You werenât even drunk, for heaven's sakeâtwo shots hardly countedâbut that didnât matter. The system had already labeled you as the reckless one. Your claims of innocence? Brushed off, like dust from his expensive jacket.
It was humiliating. The police barely questioned Sunghoon. His parents swooped in like hawks, ensuring their precious son wouldnât be held accountable for such a trivial incident, and just like that, there was no investigation, no justice. Just a quick sweep under the rug, and you were left to fester in your anger, helpless against the machine that protected people like him.
Being an orphan only made things worse. You had no guardian, no family to back you up or fight for you. Your best friend, Wonyoung, was the only one who came to your side. She tried covering your hospital billsâshe had offered, insisted evenâbut you couldnât let her. She needed the money more than you did, and you werenât about to burden her with your mess. But you couldn't deny her when she showed up every day with packed lunches, smuggling in home-cooked meals like they were contraband.
On one particular afternoon, you sat in the hospital bed, poking at the warm rice she had lovingly packed in a small bento box. Wonyoung sat across from you, her eyes burning with the same hatred you felt. She stabbed at her own food, her anger simmering with every bite.
âI still canât believe him,â she muttered, barely able to contain her frustration. âHow does he get to walk away from this like itâs nothing?â
You let out a humorless chuckle, shaking your head as you swallowed a bite of food. âBecause heâs rich. Rich guys donât face consequences, apparently.â
She nodded, her lips pressed into a thin line. âI hate him. I hate him so much.â
You sighed, your gaze falling to your bandaged leg. It throbbed, a constant reminder of everything that had happened. âJoin the club,â you muttered. âHe hasnât even tried to take responsibility. Not once.â
Wonyoung scoffed, glancing over at the sterile hospital room, the fluorescent lights casting a harsh glow over everything. âHow does he sleep at night? Like, seriously?â
You thought about that too. How did Park Sunghoon sleep at night? Probably on some ridiculously expensive mattress in his mansion, far away from the mess heâd left you in. You clenched your fists around the edge of your blanket, biting back the urge to cry. Not again. You were so tired of crying, of feeling powerless, of being at the mercy of someone elseâs mistakes.
AND AS THE DAYS PASSED, the gnawing anxiety of being kicked out of the hospital clung to you like a dark cloud. Let's be honestâyou had no money. The minute the hospital caught wind of that, you were sure theyâd toss you out on the curb without a second thought. It wasnât like you had any guardian to bail you out, no family waiting in the wings to cover the mounting costs. You were an orphanâalone, except for your best friend Wonyoung, who had already done more than she needed to.
Sitting up slightly in your bed, you glanced at the nurse as she came in to check your vitals. She seemed niceâtoo niceâand it was exactly that thread of hope you grasped at as you hesitantly asked, âSo... when do I pay the hospital bill?â
You knew the question was pointless, knew the answer would sink like lead in your gut, but you had to ask. Maybe, just maybe, a miracle would happen.
The nurse adjusted the IV drip, giving you a small smile as she jotted something down on her clipboard. âSomeone already paid for you.â
Your jaw didnât dropânot even a littleâbecause letâs be honest, you knew who had covered it. Sunghoonâs parents. Of course they did. Anything to wipe their sonâs record clean, to make sure no trace of this incident marred the reputation of their precious heir. Rich people.
âRight.â You muttered, sinking back into the pillows, staring at the plain white ceiling. It was always the same. Pay, forget, move on. No justice, just convenient cover-ups.
The nurse, oblivious to the tension building inside you, walked out of the room. You sighed heavily, closing your eyes, hopingâprayingâthat it wasnât Sunghoon or one of his parents waiting for you outside. But your luck? Yeah, it never worked in your favor.
âEnjoying your stay here?â His voice was as smooth as silk, and when you opened your eyes, there he was, Park Sunghoon, standing in the doorway with that charming smile of his. It was the kind of smile that could have melted heartsânot yours, though. Not now, not when he was the reason you were lying here, stuck in this bed, smelling nothing but disinfectant and medicine.
âYeah, itâs great,â you bit out, rolling your eyes. âA dream vacation. Smell of medicine, broken bones, IV dripsâjust paradise.â
Sunghoon chuckled softly, like he wasnât standing in front of you after nearly ruining your life. You could have thrown the flower pot sitting by your bed at himâwould have if the nurse hadnât spoken up at that exact moment.
âShe has a fracture in her leg and some soft tissue damage, but with rehabilitation, she should recover in twelve to eighteen weeks,â the nurse said, looking at Sunghoon like he actually cared about your prognosis.
âAlright. I get it,â he muttered, nodding as if he was taking mental notes, and you wondered why. Why was he still here? Why did he even care? He had already done his job, hadnât he? Paid the bills, covered the messâso why was he still hanging around?
The nurse excused herself, flashing what you swore was a knowing smile before she left the room. âOkay, then, enjoy your time with your girlfriend,â she said as she slipped out the door.
Girlfriend?! You nearly choked on your own breath. Girlfriend?? Really?! Your eyes shot to Sunghoon, demanding an explanation as you sat up straighter, the hospital blanket clenched in your fists.
âExplain,â you hissed, glaring at him with all the hatred you could muster. Your leg ached with the movement, but you ignored it, your whole body brimming with frustration.
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. âWell... my dad wouldnât let me get involved after the accident. But I wanted to take responsibility, and the only way I could stay connected to this without the media getting involved was to pretend you were my girlfriend. That way, it looks like Iâm just... you know, paying your bills because I care.â
âBecause you care?â You scoffed, your voice dripping with venom. âAs expected. Rich people like you donât actually careâyou just want to clean up the mess and move on. Get the media off your back. Donât worry about me though, Sunghoon. Just stay away from me, because if you keep hanging around, I swear, I will go insane.â
You grabbed the flower pot with one hand, aiming it directly at his face. Your knuckles whitened from the grip, the tension boiling over.
âWhoa, whoa!â Sunghoon raised his hands defensively, stepping back with a sheepish smile that only infuriated you more. âCalm down. Iâm going, Iâm going.â
He slipped out of the room with a smile that seemed too nonchalant, like none of this was serious to him. He disappeared into the hallway, leaving you to stew in your anger.
You let out a long string of curses under your breath, tossing the flower pot back onto the bedside table with a huff. Your head fell back against the pillow, and you closed your eyes, groaning in frustration.
Why did this guy have to be so infuriating? Every time you thought about him, your blood boiled, and now you were stuck in this mess with him as the person supposedly âtaking careâ of you. What a joke.
You clutched the blanket tighter, trying to shake off the overwhelming mix of emotionsâanger, frustration, and the suffocating feeling of helplessness.
THE NEXT DAY?
SUNGHOON WAS BACK AGAIN.
You groaned inwardly, watching him from the corner of your eye as he quietly settled into the chair beside your hospital bed. He didn't speak, just sat there, his eyes glued to you. What the hell was his deal? You were already too tired to deal with the fact that this guy, who had already caused enough trouble in your life, was now making himself a permanent fixture in your hospital room.
âCan you just go away?â you murmured, voice low and raspy, refusing to look at him directly. It was irritating enough that he was hereâyou didnât want to give him the satisfaction of eye contact.
He shifted in his seat, leaning forward slightly as if he were genuinely invested in whatever non-existent conversation you were about to have. âI just... I just wanted to apologize,â he started, his tone softer than you expected. âLook, I never wanted this to happen. I didnât mean for you to get hurt, didnât want you to get this fractureââ
âDonât bother me with your false apologies,â you cut him off, your voice sharp as your eyes narrowed in on him. There was no way you were going to sit here and let him play the nice guy when he was the reason you were stuck in this bed. As far as you were concerned, his words were as hollow as his concern.
Sunghoon flinched at your dismissal, but his face quickly returned to that neutral, unreadable expression he always wore. Without missing a beat, he pulled out a small, elegant container from his side, opened it up, and began arranging a steaming bowl of ramen. The fragrant aroma hit your nose almost instantlyârich broth, a soft-boiled egg on the side, and a hint of spice. His personal chefâs touch, no doubt. How typical.
âHere.â He pushed the bowl towards you, chopsticks in hand, offering it like it was some grand gesture of peace.
You stared at it, the smell tempting your empty stomach. But hell no were you going to eat anything he gave you. Not after everything. It felt like taking pity food, and you werenât about to give him the satisfaction of thinking heâd done something nice.
âI donât want to eat this,â you refused coldly, crossing your arms over your chest and turning your head away as if the sight of it disgusted you.
Sunghoon blinked, clearly taken aback by your blunt rejection. The chopsticks hovered mid-air, the ramen dangling precariously off the ends. âThen... what are you gonna eat?â His tone wasnât mocking, just confusedâlike he couldnât fathom why anyone would refuse gourmet ramen made by a personal chef.
You bit back a sigh, feeling the frustration bubbling under your skin. âThe hospital food,â you replied flatly, knowing full well you had no intention of eating it. Who in their right mind actually wanted hospital food? But you werenât going to let him win. Even if it meant enduring that tasteless mush, you would.
âSuit yourself.â He shrugged, completely unfazed, and with the same calm indifference, he took a bite of the ramen himself. Leaning back in his chair, he made himself comfortable, savoring each bite like he had all the time in the world. The room was suddenly filled with the sound of his quiet chewing, and your irritation spiked.
âWhat the hell?â you muttered, glaring at him as he continued to eat in silence.
He glanced at you, the corner of his lips twitching as if he found this whole situation amusing. âYou said you didnât want it. So, Iâm eating it.â His tone was maddeningly casual, as if the fact that you were lying there in a hospital bed while he enjoyed a meal meant absolutely nothing to him.
âIââ You started, but your words stuck in your throat. Was he doing this on purpose? You glared at him, eyes narrowing, your frustration palpable. Without thinking, you grabbed the nearest pillow and hurled it at him with all the strength you could muster.
It hit him square in the chest, the force of it barely making him flinch, but it was enough to get his attention.
âJust eat somewhere else!â you snapped, your voice raising a bit louder than you intended. âNot near me. Youâre making me feel nauseous,â you added, feigning an exaggerated gag as you pressed your hand to your stomach, though in truth, your frustration was more mental than physical.
Sunghoon paused, chopsticks halfway to his mouth, his gaze flickering over to you. For a split second, you saw something in his eyesâsomething like amusement, or maybe even disbelief. But then, just as quickly, it was gone, replaced by his usual blank, indifferent expression.
âAlright, alright,â he muttered, pushing his chair back a few inches as if to placate you. He continued eating though, leaning further back, seemingly unbothered by your outburst.
You watched him in silence, your hands clenching the hospital blanket in frustration. How could someone be so infuriating? Every fiber of your being screamed to tell him off, to shout at him for being so... so... indifferent.
But deep down, you knew you couldnât push him too far. As much as you hated it, this guy and his filthy rich family were the ones footing your hospital bills. Without them, youâd be in deep trouble, maybe even kicked out by now. You needed to be civilâjust civil enoughâto keep this uncomfortable arrangement going. But that didnât mean you had to like it.
As Sunghoon continued eating, you couldnât stop your mind from wandering. Your job. What the hell were you supposed to tell your workplace? They were going to fire you for taking such a long break, werenât they? You were already behind on rent, behind on everything. And now, because of him, you were going to lose the only shred of stability you had left.
You glanced at him again, annoyance bubbling up inside you. This was all his fault.
Every second he stayed here, pretending to be remorseful, pretending to careâit only fueled your hatred more.
After finishing up his food, Sunghoon finally stood up from the chair, and for a blissful second, you thought he was about to leave. Peace, at last.
But no. You watched in dismay as he turned toward the door, only to return moments later with another steaming bowl of foodâsomething undoubtedly made by his annoyingly talented personal chef again. Your stomach growled involuntarily at the sight of it, but you werenât about to give him the satisfaction of knowing you wanted it.
Just as you were about to shoot him a glare, the nurse caring for you entered the room, pushing a small tray cart with the dreaded hospital food on it. Great. She offered a brief, polite smile as she placed the tray on your bedside table. The food looked even worse todayâif that was even possibleâbland and unappetizing, the kind of meal that probably hadnât seen salt or seasoning in years.
âHere you go, sweetie. Make sure you eat something,â the nurse said warmly before quickly leaving the room, clearly unaware of the ongoing battle of wills between you and Sunghoon.
As soon as the door clicked shut, you looked over at him. He was watching you, his elbow lazily perched on the arm of the chair, his hand supporting his chin. A slow, amused smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. That damn smirk. The one that made you want to throw something at himâif it werenât for your fractured leg keeping you bedridden.
âThank you,â you muttered halfheartedly, reluctantly picking up the plastic spoon that came with the hospital food. You took a bite of the mushy, tasteless concoction, and immediately regretted it. It was like eating wet cardboard. You fought hard not to gag, your throat tightening as the flavorless blob slid down.
Sunghoon chuckled quietly from across the room, his eyes never leaving you. âI thought you wanted hospital food?â he teased, leaning forward just a little as if to get a better look at your suffering.
You made a face, a sickened grimace pulling at your lips as soon as the nurse was out of sight. The taste was vile. And worse yet, Sunghoon seemed to be thoroughly enjoying watching you struggle.
âWell?â he asked, raising an eyebrow, his smirk widening. He knew you didnât want the hospital food. He knew, and that only seemed to make this entire situation even more entertaining for him.
Your pride was the only thing stopping you from throwing the tray out the window and devouring the meal he brought, but your body was betraying you. Your stomach growled again, loud enough for Sunghoon to hear. He chuckled, clearly amused by your stubbornness.
Before you could protest, he moved closer, balancing the bowl of ramen on his knee as he picked up his chopsticks. With an exaggerated nonchalance, he twirled some noodles around the chopsticks and brought them to your lips.
âHere,â he said, voice soft but teasing. âJust try it.â
You stared at the chopsticks hovering in front of you, your resolve weakening. The savory scent of the ramen was intoxicating, and before you knew it, your body betrayed you once again. You leaned forward and took a bite, unable to resist the warm, perfectly seasoned noodles. The difference in taste was almost enough to make you groan in relief.
Sunghoonâs smirk deepened as he watched you chew, his eyes glinting with amusement. âThatâs a good girl,â he murmured, the words rolling off his tongue with a teasing lilt.
Your eyes snapped up to meet his, and you glared at him through a mouthful of ramen. âDonât call me that,â you muttered, voice muffled as you chewed.
âWhy not?â He tilted his head slightly, his lips quirking up in playful curiosity. âYou donât like being called a good girl?â
âItâs cringe,â you replied shortly, swallowing the bite. âJust... feed me, dude.â
He raised an eyebrow at the casual âdudeâ and let out a soft snort of laughter. âDonât âdudeâ me,â he shot back, his tone playfully offended. He twirled more noodles around the chopsticks and held them up for you again.
You glared at him but leaned in for another bite, chewing slowly, savoring the flavor. Dammit, the ramen was good. Stupid rich kids and their personal chefs.
âWhy canât you be nice to me for just one second?â he asked, his voice light but with an edge of genuine curiosity.
You scoffed, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. âMaybe because you literally got my leg fractured.â
He let out a low sigh, his face softening as he leaned back in the chair, one hand resting lazily on his thigh while the other still held the chopsticks. âThat was a mistake.â
âA mistake that cost me my life,â you shot back, your voice laced with bitter sarcasm. You gestured to your leg, propped up awkwardly with a cast. âI canât work. Iâm stuck here. All because of you.â
He winced slightly, but it was brief, his calm expression returning just as quickly. âYeah, but Iâm paying for your bills and feeding you gourmet food. I think that counts for something.â
âOh, wow. Thanks. I guess Iâm supposed to be grateful that youâre throwing your money at the problem you caused,â you said, sarcasm dripping from every word.
He leaned in again, closer this time, his face just inches from yours as he held up the chopsticks with a piece of soft-boiled egg. âYou need protein to recover,â he said with mock seriousness, as if that somehow excused everything.
You gave him a long, unimpressed stare but opened your mouth reluctantly, letting him feed you the egg. It was delicious, of course.
Your bickering continued, the tension between you palpableâpart frustration, part something you didnât want to examine too closely. As much as you hated to admit it, there was something almost... comfortable in this strange back-and-forth. Even if he was insufferable. Even if he had ruined your life. There was something about the way he teased you, the way he looked at you with that annoying smirk, that was... unsettling in a way you couldnât quite describe.
âNext time,â you muttered between bites, âjust donât call me a good girl.â
Sunghoon grinned, eyes glinting with amusement. âWeâll see.â
A WEEK HAD PASSED,
AND SOMEHOW, THIS GUY,
PARK SUNGHOONâ
Had become an inescapable shadow in your life. He was always around, lingering like a ghost in the corner of your hospital room, and frankly, it was getting on your nerves. Youâd half expected him to get bored and move on, but no, he was persistent. Today was no exception, as he casually strolled in, dressed far too well for someone who supposedly had nothing better to do.
As if the universe wanted to test you even more, you suddenly realized you needed to use the bathroom. Perfect. With a fractured leg and several other annoying injuries, it wasnât exactly a simple task to just get up and go.
Your eyes flickered over to Sunghoon, who, as usual, was making himself comfortable in the chair beside your bed, scrolling through his phone like he had all the time in the world. How does he not have work? you wondered. But then again, he was rich. He probably was the bossâno one to yell at him for skipping out.
An idea popped into your head, one so devious it made you almost grin. If you were stuck in this hell because of him, then he was going to suffer for it, too.
âI need to use the washroom,â you said, your voice dripping with forced sweetness. You shot him a smile so sugary it could give someone a cavity.
He looked up from his phone, raising a single eyebrow, his expression both confused and slightly suspicious. âAnd why are you telling me this?â His tone was casual, but you could tell he was wondering what you were up to.
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes. Did he really not get it?
âWell,â you said, shrugging your shoulders nonchalantly, âbecause youâre going to help me get there.â
Sunghoonâs face twisted into an expression of disbelief, the confusion deepening as he stared at you. His brows furrowed, and he glanced from you to your cast, clearly trying to make sense of the situation. âCanât you just call the nurse?â he asked, his voice filled with exasperation.
You shrugged again, acting as though the answer was obvious. âThe nurse is probably busy with other patients. Youâre here, so... help me.â
For a moment, Sunghoon just stared at you, realizing that this was your revengeâyour small, petty way of getting back at him. You could see the gears turning in his head as he weighed his options, but ultimately, he sighed, knowing full well this was his fault. He couldnât say no. Not this time.
He stood up from his chair, slipping his phone into his pocket, and walked over to you. âFine,â he grumbled under his breath, though there was a subtle trace of amusement in his voice. âLetâs get this over with.â
You smirked, raising your arms toward him in a silent, exaggerated demand for help. He gave you a lookâone that said he knew exactly what you were doingâbut he bent down anyway, carefully placing his arm around your back to help you sit up.
His movements were surprisingly gentle as he shifted you, mindful of your injuries. For a moment, you almost forgot you were supposed to hate him, but the memory of your fractured leg came rushing back as you awkwardly stood, balancing on your good leg while he held you up.
âYouâve done this before, right?â you teased, leaning a bit more heavily on him than necessary.
He rolled his eyes but didnât answer, his grip tightening around your waist as he helped you off the bed. âJust donât fall on me,â he muttered, his voice laced with mild frustration.
You let out a small, fake gasp. âAre you afraid of a little contact, Sunghoon?â you asked, your tone dripping with mock innocence.
His jaw clenched slightly, but he ignored your jab, shifting his weight to better support you as he guided you toward the bathroom. âGosh, why canât you just call the nurse like a normal person?â he groaned, sounding far more exasperated now that he was actually having to deal with you.
âBecause,â you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, âthis is your fault. You got me into this mess, and now you get to deal with it.â
He sighed again, clearly trying his hardest not to snap back at you. You could practically hear the patience draining out of him as he helped you into the bathroom, your body leaning heavily on his arm as you hobbled on one leg. His other hand hovered near your cast, careful not to jostle it.
Once you were inside the small bathroom, he slowly backed out, giving you space but not before shooting you a deadpan look. âYou good?â
You smirked, biting back a laugh. âIâll let you know when Iâm done.â
Sunghoon closed the door behind him with a soft click, but not before calling through the wood, âJust yell when youâre finished, Your Highness.â
Leaning against the bathroom sink, you couldnât help but smile in satisfaction. Revenge tasted sweet, even if it was petty. You knew Sunghoon didnât want to be here, playing nurse, but it felt good to trouble himâjust a little.
You took your time, prolonging your stay in the bathroom for as long as possible, savoring the knowledge that Sunghoon was waiting outside. Maybe it was childish, but it made you feel a bit better, if only for a moment.
As you lingered in the bathroom, relishing in your small, mischievous victory, Sunghoon's voice rang out from the other side of the door, his tone laced with irritation.
âYou done?â he called out, his voice slightly muffled through the door.
You smirked, leaning your head back against the cool tile of the bathroom wall, debating whether to prolong this little game. But fate, it seemed, had other plans for you. In your attempt to stand up properly, your balance wavered. Your injured leg buckled slightly, causing you to slip, creating a loud thud that echoed off the walls.
âOh God?! Did you break your leg again?â Sunghoonâs voice immediately shifted from annoyance to a surprising edge of concern. You could hear the door handle jiggle as he attempted to open it.
In a panic, you yelled back before he could barge in. âDonât even try! I havenât pulled my pants up!â Your voice wobbled between panic and embarrassment, heat rising to your cheeks despite yourself.
There was a brief pause, followed by a mixture of relief and exasperation in his tone. âSeriously?â
You could practically feel his embarrassment from behind the door as he rubbed the back of his neck, caught between wanting to help and this awkward situation. âThen pull them up!â he said, as though that solved everything. The sheer audacity of his tone made your eye twitch.
âListen, boy,â you snapped, your voice dripping with sarcasm and frustration. âIf I could pull them up, donât you think Iâd be able to walk out? Iâm literally stuck on the floor. And itâs disgusting down here!â
His groan was audible through the door, no doubt paired with him running a hand over his face in disbelief. âAre you serious right now?â he muttered, more to himself than to you.
The back-and-forth bickering continued for what felt like forever, with you calling out orders and him grumbling on the other side of the door. After what seemed like an eternity, you finally gave up trying to maintain any shred of dignity in this situation.
âOkay, I pulled them up! Now, help me get out of here,â you finally yelled, exhausted from the struggle.
Sunghoon let out a deep, exaggerated sigh of relief, one that almost made you want to smack him if it werenât for your current predicament. âPhew, finally.â You could practically hear him rolling his eyes.
The door opened, and Sunghoon stepped inside with a mix of irritation and amusement. He bent down to help you, slipping his arm around your waist once more, lifting you up with practiced ease. You let out a small huff as he guided your weight against him, his warm hand steadying you as your body adjusted to standing again.
Without another word, you wobbled toward the sink, more than ready to return to the bed, but you couldnât just ignore the fact that your hands were still dirty. Sunghoon kept his arm around you as you leaned over the sink to wash your hands, his eyes narrowing as he observed what you were doing.
"You..." he started, trailing off, his eyes slowly widening in horror. âYou havenât washed your hands yet, have you?â
You glanced up at him through the mirror, raising an eyebrow. âObviously not. I fell, genius,â you muttered, as though this was the most obvious thing in the world.
Sunghoonâs face instantly paled, his eyes darting from his hands to yours, his expression shifting from shock to absolute disgust. He immediately let go of you, stepping back like youâd just told him you had the plague.
âYou did NOT just touch me with unwashed hands,â he said, his voice a mix of horror and disgust as he dramatically recoiled. His hand hovered in the air, shaking slightly, before he rushed to the other side of the sink, furiously scrubbing his hands with soap, as though he were trying to rid himself of every possible germ.
Watching him panic was somehow immensely satisfying, a smug grin curling your lips as you watched him suffer in disgust. âEww, eww, eww!â he muttered to himself as he scrubbed, his face twisted in revulsion.
âServes you right,â you quipped, leaning back against the wall, watching him frantically rinse his hands as though his life depended on it.
âYouâre disgusting,â he shot back, glaring at you through the mirror, but the corner of his mouth twitched as though he were trying hard not to smile.
"Donât act like I planned to fall, Sunghoon,â you retorted, crossing your arms as you continued to lean on him for support, your smirk never faltering. âBut seeing you in painâthis... disgustâI gotta admit, it feels kinda good.â
He shot you a look, half exasperated and half amused, running a hand through his hair. âYouâre something else,â he muttered, shaking his head as he helped you back toward the bed.
As much as you wanted to hate him, there was something oddly... endearing about his reaction. The tension between the two of you simmered beneath the surface, a strange mix of frustration, amusement, and something else you refused to acknowledge.
âI know,â you said, smirking as you let him help you lie down on the bed again. âIâm the best kind of trouble.â
Sunghoon scoffed, rolling his eyes, but there was a flicker of something in his gazeâsomething that made the air between you shift. For a moment, the banter fell silent, replaced by an unspoken tension. You both looked away at the same time, the quiet hum of the hospital room filling the space where your words had been.
It wasnât hatred, not anymoreânot exactly. It was something far more complicated than that.
AGAIN,
The next week went by in a haze of frustration, playful revenge, and shared irritations. What had started as your deep-seated hatred for Sunghoon for causing your fractured leg evolved into something less easy to define. It became a bizarre game of you tormenting him with every small inconvenience, while he reluctantly dealt with the trouble, almost as if he believed he deserved it. You had no idea why he kept coming back, why he hadn't just left you to the hospital staffâyet here he was. Every day. Helping you.
And today? Today, you were bored out of your mind, sick of the sterile walls of your hospital room and the bland hospital gown clinging uncomfortably to your skin. The thought of sitting in that stiff bed for another minute was unbearable. Naturally, you decided Sunghoon should suffer the consequences of your boredom too. After all, he was the reason you were here in the first place.
âTake me out for a walk,â youâd said earlier, putting on your best guilt-trip face. âItâs the weekend, you have time. Iâve been stuck here for days.â
Sunghoon, standing at the foot of your bed with an exasperated sigh, had rubbed his temples as if debating whether to throw you into the wheelchair himself or just walk out. But he didn't. With a reluctant grunt and a muttered âFine, whatever,â he agreed, grabbing the wheelchair from the corner and helping you into it.
Now, as he pushed you down the hospital hallway, your eyes gleamed with mischief. Your fractured leg was propped up awkwardly, wrapped in thick layers of bandages, and your body was still healing, but you were reveling in making him work for it.
"The garden!" you demanded, pointing outside through the glass doors like a queen giving orders to her servant.
Sunghoon, visibly tired from both the physical effort and the mental strain of dealing with you, gave a long-suffering sigh. âYou enjoy this,â he muttered, his voice barely hiding the annoyance beneath. It wasnât a question. He knew you were having way too much fun making his life difficult.
You didnât answer him. Instead, you leaned back in the wheelchair with a smug grin, watching the trees and flowers of the hospital garden come into view. The warm sunlight kissed your skin, a far cry from the cold hospital walls. This, oddly enough, felt freeing. And it was even better knowing Sunghoon was stuck with you through it. He owed you, after all.
As you rolled along the gardenâs paths, you caught sight of something from the corner of your eyeâflashes. The unmistakable click of cameras. Paparazzi.
Your smile widened. You remembered the lies Sunghoon had told the nurseâhow he had casually, with that infuriating confidence, claimed you were his girlfriend to save face. He was wealthy, privileged, and undoubtedly terrified of the media catching wind of the real storyâthat he was the one who crashed into you and got you in this mess.
A WICKED IDEA BLOOMED IN YOUR MIND.
Without warning, you let out a loud, exaggerated sob, your shoulders shaking dramatically as you hid your face in your hands. The sound echoed across the garden, loud enough that even the photographers several feet away perked up, their lenses immediately focusing on you.
Sunghoon immediately froze, halting the wheelchair in confusion. âWhat are you doing?â he asked, his brow furrowing as he moved to your side, kneeling down beside you. His eyes darted around, realizing the attention you were drawing.
But you didnât stop. You cried even louder, your voice cracking as you spoke, âItâs because of you! You ruined me! You ruined my life!â Your words were over the top, a dramatic sob story for the cameras.
Sunghoonâs eyes went wide with panic, his expression a mix of horror and disbelief as the realization hit him like a ton of bricks. He glanced over at the paparazzi, whose cameras were now flashing like crazy, capturing every tear, every quiver of your voice. âYouâre kidding, right?â His voice was low, trying to keep his cool but clearly rattled.
You shot him a look through tear-filled eyes that could have won you an Oscar for Best Actress. âI canât believe you did this to me,â you sobbed again, clutching your leg for dramatic effect. âAll because you werenât paying attention!â
He leaned in closer, his voice barely above a whisper as he desperately tried to contain the situation. âPlease, donât do this,â he pleaded, his eyes darting nervously between you and the flashing cameras.
But you werenât done. Oh no. You were just getting started. âI shouldâve never trusted you!â you wailed, loud enough for the photographers to pick up every word.
Sunghoonâs jaw clenched, panic flooding his features as the paparazzi moved closer, their cameras capturing every second of your breakdown. He looked desperate, and it was almost... satisfying. Watching him squirm under the weight of his own lies felt like sweet revenge.
You were just about to spill the whole truthâabout how heâd been the one to hit you with his motorbike, how heâd been pretending you were his girlfriend to save his reputationâwhen Sunghoon, clearly sensing what you were about to do, suddenly placed his hand firmly over your mouth, silencing you in an instant.
Your eyes widened in shock as his palm pressed against your lips. Without saying a word, he grabbed the wheelchair handles with his other hand and started pushing you back toward the hospital entrance, ignoring the flurry of camera flashes now going wild as the paparazzi captured the scene.
You muffled against his hand, glaring at him furiously as he practically ran down the hospital pathway, steering you out of sight from the media frenzy.
He didnât stop until you were back inside the hospital, away from prying eyes. When he finally removed his hand from your mouth, you gasped, shooting him a withering glare.
âWhat the hell, Sunghoon?!â you yelled, still breathless from the intensity of it all.
He turned to face you, his expression a mixture of frustration and something you couldnât quite place. âWhat the hell? Are you insane?! You were going to ruin me out there!â
âI should ruin you!â you shot back, crossing your arms as best as you could in the wheelchair. âYou deserve it!â
His face softened for just a split second, a flicker of something unreadable passing through his eyes. âYeah, maybe I do,â he muttered, running a hand through his hair. âBut donât think for a second Iâm going to let you drag me down that easily.â
You stared at him, caught off guard by the sudden tension between youâsomething beyond the irritation, beyond the bickering. Something you werenât quite ready to acknowledge.
He turned away, gripping the wheelchair handles once more as he moved you back toward your room in silence. And as much as you hated him, you couldnât help but feel something else too.
As Sunghoon pushed your wheelchair back into the hospital, you couldnât help but notice the other patients scattered throughout the halls. Most were older, their faces worn with the kind of wisdom you only get from enduring the passage of time. You saw them glance your way, eyes lighting up with admiration, clearly assuming that you and Sunghoon were some kind of tragic but loving couple, destined to overcome hardship together.
Ha. As if.
There wasnât a drop of love here. The very thought made you internally cringe. If only they knew the truthâthat Sunghoon was the reason you were in this wheelchair in the first place. That this whole âboyfriend-girlfriendâ facade was just a cover-up for his recklessness. But, no. To them, he was probably some knight in shining armor, dutifully pushing his beloved around the hospital.
You caught a glimpse of an elderly woman giving you a soft smile, and you had to suppress the urge to roll your eyes. This wasnât a fairytale romanceâit was a mess. A tangled, ridiculous mess.
Sunghoon finally maneuvered you back into your hospital room, the wheels of the chair squeaking as he parked it beside your bed. He bent down, his fingers curling around the handles of the wheelchair as if ready to help you out. For a brief second, you could see the faint lines of stress etched into his face, the way his jaw was clenched just a little too tightly.
Before he could do anything, though, his phone buzzed. He glanced down at the screen, eyebrows knitting together in a frown. He hesitated, clearly debating whether or not to answer, but eventually muttered, âIâll just take this real quick.â
He stepped away, answering the call with a curt, âYeah?â His voice was low, tense. As the conversation unfolded, you heard snippets of his replies: âI know better,â and âIâm an adult,â followed by a string of sighs. You couldnât hear the other person on the line, but you could guess. It was probably one of his parents, likely lecturing him for spending so much time around you. After all, why would the rich, polished Sunghoon waste his precious time with some girl heâd accidentally injured?
But the truth was, Sunghoon couldnât just up and leave you. Oh no. The media was already onto you both, snapping pictures every time you were in public together. If he suddenly disappeared now, theyâd think he was the kind of guy who bailed on his girlfriend just because she got injured. His reputation would plummet faster than youâd hit the ground earlier.
Still, was it the truth? That Sunghoon didnât want to be around you?
The reality was more complicated. You couldnât even imagine calling him a friend, let alone anything more. This was a weird, temporary arrangementânothing else.
âIâll be back,â Sunghoon muttered under his breath, still distracted by his phone. Without a second glance in your direction, he hurried out of the room, his footsteps echoing down the hallway as he disappeared.
Wait. What?
You blinked, staring at the empty space where he had been just moments ago. Did he seriously just walk out without helping you get back into bed? Your mouth fell open in disbelief.
âAre you kidding me?â you whispered to the empty room.
You waited, expecting him to come back any minute now, to walk in with that same frustrated expression and a sarcastic apology on his lips. Five minutes passed. Then ten. Fifteen. Nothing.
An entire hour dragged by, and stillâno Sunghoon. The nurse was nowhere to be found either, probably off on her rounds, leaving you completely and utterly alone.
The frustration boiled inside you. There was no way you were going to stay trapped in this wheelchair any longer. It wasnât comfortable, and the bedâdespite being stiff and unwelcomingâlooked like heaven compared to the cold seat you were stuck in.
Taking a deep breath, you decided to do it yourself.
Carefully, you placed your hands on the armrests, trying to hoist yourself up. Your fractured leg protested immediately, the dull ache turning into a sharp pain, but you ignored it. You couldnât afford to fall, not now. You just had to get onto the bed.
One step. Then another.
You winced as your good leg took the brunt of your weight, wobbling unsteadily. It was like trying to walk a tightrope while holding a stack of plates. Your body swayed, arms trembling as you gripped the bed frame for support. Almost there. You could feel the edge of the mattress pressing against your fingertips.
And thenâyour foot slipped.
With a sickening thud, you fell face-first into the mattress, your body collapsing awkwardly against the bed frame. Pain shot through your leg as you let out a sharp gasp.
âDamn it!â you cursed under your breath, your voice muffled by the bedspread. âSunghoon, this is all your fault!â
You lay there for a moment, too stunned and too furious to move. How could he just leave you like that? The idiot was probably off taking some important call while you were stuck in this miserable situation. Your hatred for him simmered again, bubbling to the surface like boiling water ready to spill over.
With a groan, you tried to push yourself up, your muscles straining as you fought to get into a proper position on the bed. Your face burned with embarrassment and anger. All you could think about was how Sunghoon was going to get an earful whenâifâhe ever came back.
But, despite the frustration, there was something else gnawing at the edges of your thoughts. Something you didnât want to acknowledge. Something about the way his expression had softened just before he left, like he wasnât entirely indifferent to you. Like there was something there, beneath all the sarcastic quips and exasperated sighs.
No. You shook your head, refusing to entertain the idea. This wasnât some clichĂ© hospital romance where the guy who ruined your life suddenly became your savior. Sunghoon wasnât some misunderstood prince charming. He was just... Sunghoon. Annoying, frustrating, and absolutely the last person you wanted to deal with.
Still, as you lay there, face buried in the hospital bed, you couldnât help but feel that gnawing frustration twisting into something else. Something far more complicated.
THE NEXT DAY PASSED IN A HAZE.
And the day after that.
And another day.
Each one crawled by, dragging itself through hours that felt like days. But Sunghoon didnât return. Not a text, not a call, not even a shadow of his presence outside your hospital room. You didnât want to admit it, but his absence gnawed at you. Was he sick? Had something happened? Why the hell were you even wondering about it?
You shouldnât care.
You didnât care.
In fact, you should be overjoyed if he had caught some miserable flu. Orâbetter yetâif he had gotten into trouble of his own for once. Youâd be happy. Relieved, even.
Right?
Except, you werenât. Something unsettling tugged at the back of your mind. Maybe it was guilt, maybe it was the fact that he hadnât said a word before disappearing. But the more you tried to push the thought away, the more it latched onto you.
And then the door to your hospital room creaked open, a slow twist of the knob announcing a presence you hadnât expected.
In walked a woman.
Her aura screamed wealth, a kind of quiet, effortless opulence that you recognized instantlyâthe tailored coat, the way her silk scarf draped perfectly over her shoulders, and most notably, her glasses. You had never seen anyone wear glasses that looked like they cost more than your entire hospital stay.
She didnât spare you much of a glance at first, too busy taking off her glasses with a dismissive flick of her wrist. But as soon as her eyes met yours, you felt the air shift. Her gaze was sharp, calculating, and instantly made you sit up straighter in bed, pressing your back against the headboard.
Was this Sunghoonâs mother?
The question popped into your mind, but the answer came without you having to ask. Her next words confirmed everything.
âSo, youâre that girl,â she said, her voice clipped as her eyes flickered over you. It wasnât even a question, more of a statement. You were that girlâthe one her son had dragged into this mess. You shifted uncomfortably under her gaze, but somehow managed to muster some sarcasm.
âYeah, the girl your son fractured the leg of,â you shot back, the words leaving your mouth with a little too much venom. But, realizing this was probably not the time for jokes, you cleared your throat.
The woman didnât look amused. Instead, she merely hummed, clearly not interested in exchanging pleasantries.
âIâm here to talk,â she said flatly, ignoring your tone entirely. Her eyes, sharp as ever, stayed fixed on you, not even bothering with an introduction. You could hear some faint commotion outside the room, likely the nurses eavesdropping, curious about the sudden appearance of such an elegant woman.
âOkayâŠâ you replied, scratching the back of your neck nervously, your mind already racing. What could she possibly want?
Without a hint of hesitation, Sunghoonâs mother stepped closer to your bed, pulling something out of her bagâa cheque. She laid it on your blanket-covered lap with a kind of quiet authority that made it clear this wasnât a negotiation.
âTake this,â she said, her voice calm but firm. âAnd leave my son.â
You blinked, staring at the cheque in disbelief. Was this really happening? It felt like a scene ripped straight out of a cheesy drama. Your mouth opened to respond, but before you could, she continued, her tone icy and business-like.
âIf the media says anything, tell them the two of you broke up because of something you did.â
The words hit you like a slap. So this was it, huh? A payoff. A quick exit plan for the inconvenience you had become. Without thinking, you picked up the cheque. Shamelessly, even. You werenât going to pretend like you werenât curious. Your eyes widened slightly as you glanced at the amount.
It was a lot.
Enough to cover an expensive surgery. Heck, enough to completely change your lifeâyour face, your identity. Maybe even start fresh. Your heart raced for a moment, but then a sneaky idea popped into your head. Maybe you could push this a little further.
âI canât take this,â you muttered, putting on your best âreluctantâ act. You hoped it came off as genuine, like you were too noble to accept a bribe. You glanced up at her from under your lashes, waiting to see her reaction.
For a split second, her eyes narrowed, and thenâwithout a wordâshe reached into her bag again, pulling out another cheque. This one was double the amount of the first.
Your internal grin nearly split your face in two.
âIâll take it,â you replied immediately, the words leaving your mouth faster than you could process them. You grabbed the second cheque, abandoning any pretense of hesitation. This was too good to pass up. Who cared about Sunghoon? You werenât even his girlfriend. You didnât owe him anything, and this was way too much money to let go.
Sunghoonâs mother arched a brow, a small smirk curling at the corner of her lips. âYouâre smart,â she said, her voice dripping with a patronizing kind of approval. Before you could even react, she patted your head like you were some kind of obedient puppy. The gesture made your skin crawl, but you forced yourself to stay still, biting back the urge to snap at her.
With that, she turned and strode out of the room, her heels clicking against the tiled floor in a rhythm that oozed confidence and control. You watched her leave, the door closing with a soft click behind her.
For a moment, the room was silent, save for the distant chatter outside the door. You glanced down at the cheques in your hands, the weight of them sinking in.
You couldnât help but laugh under your breath. This was it. After years of living in that godforsaken orphanage, of scraping by, of enduring the endless bullyingâyou were finally getting a break.
Who knew a fractured leg could be this profitable? If this was what came from one little accident, maybe getting hit again wouldnât be the worst thing in the world.
At least you knew one thing for sure: money beats boys. Every time.
YOU EXPECTED TO NEVER SEE SUNGHOON EVER AGAIN. In fact, you had made peace with itâor, at least, you thought you had. But that didnât stop the daily ritual that had developed between you, Wonyoung, and Hanni.
They sat on either side of your hospital bed, a swirl of indignation and venom, bitching relentlessly about the guy who had caused all of thisâSunghoon.
At least you had your friends. They were here, taking time out of their lives to be by your side, and if that wasnât love, you didnât know what was. Wonyoung sat perched on the edge of the hospital bed, her legs crossed with effortless grace, while Hanni lounged at the foot of your bed, absently stroking your hair like you were a cat. They had barely paused for breath since theyâd walked into the room, diving headfirst into their favorite topic: how much they despised Sunghoon.
"I mean, the guy just fractures your leg and disappears without so much as a note?" Wonyoung scoffed, her voice dripping with disbelief as she flung her arms in the air like she wanted to strangle him. She shot you a look that said how could you have possibly put up with this idiot?
âAnd letâs not forget,â Hanni added, leaning forward conspiratorially as if Sunghoon might somehow hear them through the walls, âheâs probably just out there living his little rich boy life while youâre stuck in here, waiting for your leg to heal.â
She shook her head in disgust, fingers still lightly grazing your scalp. âRich bastards are always like this,â she muttered under her breath, giving you a soft pat like she was reassuring you that you werenât alone in your suffering.
You could feel a smirk tugging at the corner of your lips, watching the two of them fuel each otherâs fire. Neither of them had actually met Sunghoon, but they hated him with the burning passion of a thousand suns, and honestly, it was kind of hilarious to watch.
âI know, right? Like, how dare he?â Wonyoung continued, practically vibrating with indignation. âDoes he think just because heâs rich and pretty, he can just act like that and not have any consequences?â
Her eyes narrowed, lips pulling into a thin line, as she mimicked slapping someone in the air. âIf I ever see him, I swear to god Iâm going to knock some sense into that stupid, spoiledââ
âOh, please,â Hanni interrupted with a snort. âIf you ever saw him, you'd probably get distracted by how disgustingly handsome he is and forget all about punching him.â
Wonyoung blinked at her, feigning innocence. âMe? Never. Iâm immune to pretty boys.â
âSure.â Hanni teased, rolling her eyes. âTell that to your last crush.â
You couldnât help but laugh softly at their bickering, the sound surprising you. It was strange how comforting their presence was, even though all they seemed to do was rip into Sunghoon. Not that you minded, of course. They were rightâhe deserved it. Completely.
âŠRight?
You listened as they went back and forth, each taking turns trashing him for his ghosting act. The more they bitched, the more venomous their words became, but somewhere deep down, you couldnât help but feel a small, annoying tug of⊠something else.
Sure, you hated Sunghoon. You absolutely detested him. He had caused this whole mess, fractured your leg, and then vanished into thin air without so much as a âSorry, hope youâre doing okay.â The guy didnât even have the decency to send flowers. Who does that?
But⊠still. A part of youâa very, very tiny partâmissed him. Even though he was infuriating. Even though heâd probably caused you more stress than anyone else in your life. You couldnât shake the strange pang of absence, the way the hospital room felt oddly emptier without him awkwardly hovering around like your personal nurse. Maybe it was the fact that, for a few fleeting moments, youâd been able to annoy the hell out of him and enjoy watching him fumble over basic hospital tasks. There was a twisted kind of satisfaction in making a guy like himâa spoiled, oblivious rich boyâtake care of you.
But more than that, you missed having someone to direct your frustration at. As much as you enjoyed watching Wonyoung and Hanni tear him to shreds on your behalf, it wasnât quite the same.
âSeriously, though,â Hanni said, dragging you out of your thoughts, âI bet heâs out at some fancy restaurant right now, eating caviar or whatever rich people eat, without a single thought about you.â
Wonyoung huffed, leaning back on her elbows. âProbably. You know, I bet heâs never even eaten instant ramen. Can you imagine?â
You snorted. âYeah, because the moment he tastes anything less than five-star cuisine, his delicate palate might collapse.â
Wonyoung laughed, but then her expression grew more serious. âItâs just messed up, though. He leaves you here to rot, and for what? Did he even like you?â
You shrugged, trying to keep your tone light. âWho knows? I think I was just a⊠distraction for him.â
âThatâs even worse,â Hanni said, crossing her arms. âHonestly, you shouldâve asked for more when his mom came by with that cheque. They owe you a hell of a lot more than just money after all this.â
Wonyoungâs eyes widened. âWait, his mom came here? And gave you money?â
âOh, right. I forgot to mention that part,â you said, suppressing a grin as you leaned back against your pillow. âYeah, his mom basically bribed me to stay away from him. Two cheques, actually.â
Hanniâs jaw dropped. âYouâre kidding.â
âWish I was,â you replied, the grin breaking free. âApparently, I was such a nuisance that she wanted to pay me off to disappear from Sunghoonâs life for good.â
Wonyoung let out a low whistle. âDamn. You shouldâve held out for a third cheque.â
âHonestly,â Hanni added, shaking her head in disbelief. âRich people are something else.â
You laughed, a bit more genuinely this time, as they continued to bitch about Sunghoon and his high-society family. But despite the humor and the camaraderie, there was still that nagging feeling. That tiny, irritating itch in the back of your mind.
You didnât miss himânot exactly. But maybe, just maybe, you missed the chaos that came with him. And, unfortunately, chaos had a way of finding its way back.
You just didnât know it yet.
âWoah, I didnât expect you to bad bitch about me the second I disappear,â came a familiar voice from the doorway, smooth and dripping with sarcasm. You didnât even have to turn your head to know who it was. The all-too-familiar dramatic hurt expression was already imprinted in your mindâthe same one Sunghoon wore whenever he wanted to be the center of attention, which was, frankly, all the time.
You snapped your head in his direction, and there he wasâleaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed as if he hadn't just walked in unannounced, with that smug smirk plastered on his ridiculously perfect face. His brows were raised in mock disbelief, his lips twisted into an amused pout, as if he'd caught you red-handed in the act of a crime. How dare you talk about me when Iâm not here? his expression screamed. But it wasnât just that. No. Sunghoon looked⊠annoyingly good.
The worst part? He knew it.
Hanni and Wonyoung, who had been enthusiastically leading the charge in your anti-Sunghoon crusade just moments ago, froze mid-rant, their jaws practically hitting the floor. The air thickened with awkward tension, the kind that made your stomach do a weird flip. You glanced at your friends, fully expecting them to keep up the bitching. Surely, they wouldnât back down nowânot after all the trash-talking theyâd just unleashed on his name, right? But when you turned to look at them, all you saw were wide eyes and flushed cheeks.
Wait a minute. Were they⊠shy?
Hanni was the first to break. Her voice, usually sharp and unfiltered, faltered as she stared at Sunghoon like he had descended from the heavens. âWere we talking about him?â she whispered under her breath, as if you hadnât just spent the last ten minutes cursing his existence. She blinked, clearly taken aback by his presence. So handsome, soâ you could practically hear her thoughts scrambling for coherence.
Wonyoung, on the other hand, was shamelessly gawking. Gone was the fire-breathing dragon ready to rip Sunghoon to shreds. Instead, she was wide-eyed, as if sheâd never seen a human so beautiful in her life. âUhâŠâ She trailed off, her brain short-circuiting under his gaze. So much for being immune to pretty boys.
You huffed, rolling your eyes at their sudden change of demeanor. Traitors.
Before you could say anything, Sunghoon took a leisurely step into the room, his presence practically swallowing the space whole. âYour mom told me to stay away from you,â you muttered under your breath, glaring at him in the hopes that it would somehow send him running for the hills. As if mentioning his mother would magically undo his annoying existence. âAnd by the way,â you added, âIâm not giving that money back. No way.â
Sunghoonâs smirk only widened, the infuriating bastard. âWell, yeah,â he said nonchalantly, as if discussing the weather, âshe told you to stay away from me, but Iâm still allowed to stay close to you. Youâre not the one initiating this.â He shrugged, as if his logic was sound and you were the one being difficult.
You stared at him, dumbfounded. What? You actually had to tilt your head back to process that nonsense. Was he serious? You blinked, glanced up at the ceiling as if the answer to his ridiculous statement might be written up there, and then back at him.
He wasnât joking.
You were about to retortâabout to remind him just how absurd that soundedâwhen you glanced at your two supposed best friends, expecting them to jump in and tear him a new one. But instead, they were still sitting there, suddenly very preoccupied with⊠being shy? Their gazes darted anywhere but at Sunghoon, as if he was some untouchable, otherworldly figure they couldnât dare criticize anymore.
You scoffed under your breath. Unbelievable.
âWellâŠâ You tried to gather your thoughts, but before you could finish, Hanni shifted beside youâby accident, of courseâand her elbow brushed against your injured leg. Pain shot through your body, and you winced, sucking in a sharp breath. âOw!â
Immediately, Sunghoon was at your side, crossing the room in a flash, his expression now serious as he kneeled beside you, his hands hovering over your injured leg. âAre you okay? Let me see.â
Your instinct was to push him awayâto tell him to back off and leave you alone. The last thing you needed was him fussing over you like he actually cared. But you were injured, and Sunghoon had the upper handâliterally. His fingers gently pressed against your leg, checking to see if you were in pain, and despite your best efforts, you couldnât stop him. You tried to shove him off, but he was stronger, and your body wasnât exactly in fighting shape.
âStopââ you muttered, but your voice was weak. And, truthfully, despite how much you hated him, you let him check because⊠well, he was good at it. Annoyingly good.
Hanni, meanwhile, had the audacity to mutter under her breath, âShouldâve brought popcorn. This is hella interesting.â She shot you a guilty look, clearly aware that sheâd caused the whole thing by bumping into your leg, but that didnât stop her from thoroughly enjoying the drama unfolding right before her eyes.
Wonyoung, who had somehow recovered from her stunned silence, leaned back and muttered, âRight.â She was watching the whole scene play out like she was stuck in the middle of some romantic comedy, her eyes darting between you and Sunghoon like she was waiting for the inevitable kiss scene.
âWerenât you two on the #hatehim team?â you hissed, glaring at both of them as Sunghoon finally pulled back, satisfied that your leg wasnât worse off than before.
Wonyoung blinked innocently, already gathering her things. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âYeah,â Hanni added with a shrug, standing up and brushing imaginary dust off her jeans. âWeâre just, uh⊠neutral parties.â
Before you could even comprehend what was happening, they both stood, gathered their bags, and exchanged quick looks like they had just silently agreed on something. In unison, they made their way to the door, Wonyoung gesturing for Hanni to follow her like they were in some secret mission.
âWaitâare you leaving?!â you called after them, your voice laced with disbelief.
Hanni flashed you an apologetic smile, but her feet didnât stop moving. âWeâll see you later! Good luck!â
With that, the two of them excused themselves, slipping out of the room like nothing had happened, leaving you alone with Sunghoon. You blinked after them, incredulous. They had changed their minds way too fast. How the hell did that even happen? Just ten minutes ago, they had been ripping Sunghoon apart, and now? Now they were acting like he was some kind of romantic hero who had fallen from the stars to sweep you off your feet.
You sighed, sinking back against your pillow.
But even as you stared at the door, trying to figure out how your two best friends had suddenly betrayed you, the nagging worry crept back into your mind. The cheques. You couldnât help but glance at Sunghoon out of the corner of your eye, wondering if he would tell his mom about this little reunion. You would kill him if the money got taken back.
And just like that, Sunghoon was once again at the center of your frustrationsâalways, always causing trouble.
THE FACT THAT THE SUNGHOON â the only son of Park Corporationâhad re-entered your life wasnât exactly a secret, nor did it stay hidden from the one person who mattered most: his mother. There was no way sheâd let this slide. And just as you predicted, not long after Sunghoon's unexpected return, his mother showed up at your hospital room door once again, this time with backup.
And by backup, you meant Sunghoon's older cousin brother, Jay. A man whose only crime, as far as you could tell, was being related to the Park family. If Sunghoon was infuriating, Jay seemed like heâd rather be anywhere else but here. His discomfort radiated off him like a bad cologneâtoo strong, and kind of pitiful. His eyes darted nervously around the room, like he was scared to make eye contact with you. Honestly, you werenât even sure if he knew why he was there.
Mrs. Park nudged him sharply, her manicured nails digging into his arm. âTell her,â she hissed, clearly fed up with his lack of initiative.
Jay, however, looked more like he was preparing for a high school speech than an intimidating favor-demanding confrontation. He rubbed the back of his neck, looked down at his palm, probably reciting some mental script he had prepared on the way here, and cleared his throat awkwardly.
âUh⊠soâŠâ
You raised an eyebrow. Was this really happening? The Park Corporation sent this guy? This was their best shot at trying to intimidate you? First, Sunghoon barges into your life like a hurricane, and now his cousin shows up, looking like heâs one deep breath away from fainting. Honestly, you felt bad for Mrs. Park. How did she expect these two to run a massive conglomerate? You stifled a laugh, pity almost bubbling up in your chest.
Before Jay could stumble through another word, though, the door burst open, and in walked the person you least wanted to see. Of course. Of course Sunghoon had perfect timing. He always seemed to show up when things were about to get interesting, like some messed-up alarm system that detected whenever you were about to make some extra cash off his familyâs dramatics. You barely blinked before he was standing there, arms crossed, leaning against the doorframe as if he hadnât just barged in.
âJay,â Sunghoon muttered, his tone heavy with disappointment, âYou too?â
Jay immediately straightened up, as if trying to salvage what little pride he had left. âYour mom asked me to. Trust me, I didnât want to do this.â He stepped back, throwing his hands up as though he were surrendering to the inevitable.
Sunghoonâs mother, however, had zero patience for this nonsense. She let out a dramatic sigh, pressing a hand to her temple as if dealing with two grown men acting like toddlers was giving her a migraine. âWhat else could I do when my son is wasting his time on this?â She waved a hand in your direction, as though you were an unpleasant distraction from Sunghoonâs otherwise charmed life. Her voice dripped with irritation, as though you were personally responsible for ruining her perfectly laid plans.
You paused mid-bite, glancing at her with an amused smirk. She had brought her sonâs cousin to what? Scare you? Threaten you into backing off? You leaned back against the pillows on your hospital bed, casually spearing another piece of the expensive meal Sunghoon had brought you earlier. A luxurious spread, by the way. How thoughtful. You chewed slowly, savoring both the food and the unfolding chaos in front of you. It was like watching a soap opera, but better, because it was real. And because you were the center of it.
Sunghoon ran a hand through his hair, visibly annoyed by his motherâs theatrics. âThis again? Seriously, Mom?â His gaze flickered toward Jay, who was doing his best to blend into the wallpaper. âYou got Jay involved in this?â
âHe didnât have a choice,â Mrs. Park snapped, crossing her arms over her chest. She stood in the middle of the room, clearly expecting to command the entire situation with her presence alone. âI canât just stand by while you throw away your future onââ She glanced at you with disdain, the kind only a Park could muster. âThis girl.â
You snorted, taking another bite of food. âThis girl is sitting right here, you know.â
Sunghoonâs eyes flicked to you, briefly softening in what might have been sympathyâor maybe annoyance. Hard to tell. Either way, he turned back to his mother, exasperation bleeding into his voice. âIâm not âthrowing awayâ anything. Youâre making a big deal out of nothing.â
His mother wasnât having it. âYouâve been running around for days, ignoring your responsibilities for this⊠this situation!â She gestured dramatically toward you as if you were some scandalous tabloid headline.
You set down your fork and raised an eyebrow. âItâs cute that you think you can still control him.â
Sunghoon gave you a look that screamed youâre not helping.
Mrs. Park glared at her son, then at you, her lips pressing into a thin line. âThis isnât about control,â she said icily, her voice sharp enough to cut glass. âItâs about ensuring you donât ruin your life over some impulsive decision.â
Jay, meanwhile, looked like he wanted to melt into the floor. He kept glancing between the three of you, clearly regretting every single decision that led him here. He took a step back, slowly edging toward the door, clearly hoping no one would notice him escaping.
âOh, no you donât,â you said, your voice teasing but firm, âYouâre part of this mess now, Jay.â
His eyes widened in mild panic. âIâI donâtââ
But before he could defend himself, Sunghoonâs mother cut in, âJay, tell her.â She prodded him again, practically pushing him into the spotlight.
Jay rubbed the back of his neck, eyes darting around the room like he was looking for an exit. âUh, look, I⊠I donât really want to do this, butâŠâ He paused, throwing an apologetic look your way, âCan you just⊠maybe think about backing off? Just⊠consider it? For me?â His voice was pleading, clearly not cut out for this whole intimidation thing.
Sunghoon groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose as if this entire situation was giving him a migraine. âThis is ridiculous.â
âIs it?â His mother snapped. âYouâre wasting your time. There are other priorities for someone in your position.â
Sunghoonâs patience was clearly wearing thin, his jaw tightening as he responded. âYou keep saying that. But youâre not listening to me.â
You couldnât help but laugh, low and quiet, as you continued to enjoy the spectacle. The three of themâSunghoon, his mom, and Jayâbickering like some dysfunctional family sitcom, while you sat back, fully immersed in your gourmet meal.
âThis is better than TV,â you muttered to yourself, watching as they tried to one-up each other.
Mrs. Park shot you a death glare, but you just smiled back innocently, because really, what was she going to do? Take your meal away?
Sunghoonâs gaze flicked toward you again, and for a moment, there was a hint of something softer in his expression. Frustration, maybe. Or something that bordered on concern. He opened his mouth to say something, but Jay, finally finding his courage, jumped in again.
âYou know,â Jay said, sounding more desperate than threatening, âthis would all be easier if we just⊠moved on. You know?â
Sunghoon raised an eyebrow, looking unimpressed. âEasier for who?â
Jay hesitated, clearly realizing he was in over his head. His shoulders slumped, clearly realizing that he wasnât getting out of this aliveâfiguratively, at least. His eyes darted back and forth between you and Sunghoon, probably weighing whether it was safer to keep talking or to just bolt. He ended up choosing the safer route: silence.
Sunghoon, on the other hand, was far from done. His gaze sharpened as he turned toward his mother, who was glaring at him with the ferocity only a woman scorned by her own son could muster.
âIâm serious, Mom,â Sunghoon said, voice tense but controlled. âYou canât keep barging into my life like this. Itâs not going to work.â
Mrs. Park scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping her lips. âI barged into your life? Are you kidding me, Sunghoon? Youâre the one who keeps throwing everything away for⊠for her,â she spat, pointing an accusing finger in your direction.
You almost choked on your food but managed to swallow it down, raising your hands in mock surrender. âWhoa, hey. Donât drag me into this. Iâm just eating.â
Sunghoonâs gaze flicked back to you for a moment, his expression softening. It was brief, but there was something almost apologetic in his eyes before he looked back at his mother.
âWhatever you think is going on here, itâs not what you think,â Sunghoon said, his voice taut with frustration. âIâm not âthrowing anything away.ââ
Mrs. Parkâs jaw tightened, her nostrils flaring as she crossed her arms over her chest. âYouâre wasting your time, Sunghoon. You should be focusing on the company, your future, not this⊠whatever this is.â
She waved a dismissive hand in your direction, and you couldnât help but laugh at the absurdity of it all. You werenât exactly a fan of being treated like some pesky side project Sunghoon needed to get rid of, but the whole situation was too ridiculous to take seriously.
âSo, what,â you said, leaning back in your bed, eyes flicking between the three of them, âYouâre all here toâwhat? Threaten me? Make me back off? Because I gotta be honest, this isnât working.â You gestured toward Jay, who looked like he wanted the floor to swallow him whole, and Mrs. Park, who was glaring daggers at you.
Sunghoonâs mother took a step forward, her eyes narrowing dangerously. âIâm not here to play games with you, girl. Iâm here to ensure my sonâs future. Youâre nothing but a distraction.â
âOuch,â you muttered, feigning hurt. âYou really know how to make someone feel special.â
Sunghoon rolled his eyes, running a hand through his hair, clearly exasperated with the whole ordeal. âMom, youâre not helping. Just⊠stop, okay?â
âHelping?â Mrs. Park echoed incredulously, as though the very idea was laughable. âYou think Iâm not helping by trying to save your future from her?â
You were starting to get a little irritated, even if the whole situation was more laughable than threatening. âLook, I donât know what fantasy land youâre living in, but Sunghoon is the one who came to me. Not the other way around. If youâre so worried about his future, maybe start with him.â
Sunghoon gave you a look that said please stop fanning the flames, but you were past caring at this point. Youâd had enough of this woman coming into your life and treating you like you were some common gold-digger. She didnât know the half of it.
His mother, however, seemed immune to reason. She shot her son a glare. âYouâre throwing your life away, Sunghoon. I raised you better than this.â
And finally, something in Sunghoon snapped. His usually calm demeanor cracked as he stepped forward, his voice low and sharp. âNo, what you did was control my entire life. And guess what? Iâm done. Iâm not a kid anymore, and I donât need you micromanaging every decision I make.â
His motherâs eyes widened in shock, clearly not expecting this outburst. Even Jay looked taken aback, his mouth opening slightly in surprise.
You raised an eyebrow, leaning back and crossing your arms over your chest. This was getting good.
âSunghoonââ
âNo, Mom. Stop,â Sunghoon cut her off, his voice unwavering. âYouâre not doing this because you care about me. Youâre doing this because you care about your image. About the companyâs image.â
His mother recoiled as though sheâd been slapped, her perfectly manicured nails curling into fists at her sides. âHow dare youââ
âHow dare I?â Sunghoon laughed bitterly. âYouâve been treating me like a business deal my whole life, Mom. This isnât about me. Itâs about you.â
The room fell silent, the tension so thick you could practically feel it pressing down on your chest. Sunghoonâs mother stood frozen in place, her face a mixture of fury and shock.
Jay, sensing the growing hostility, started inching toward the door again, but before he could make his grand escape, Mrs. Park turned to him, her voice cutting through the silence like a blade. âJay, weâre leaving.â
Jay practically tripped over his own feet in his eagerness to comply. He glanced at you brieflyâan apologetic look that almost said sorry for the dramaâbefore scurrying out of the room behind his aunt.
Mrs. Park paused in the doorway, turning to throw one last glare in your direction. âThis isnât over.â
You raised an eyebrow, nonchalantly taking another bite of your meal. âLooking forward to round two.â
She glared, and with a sharp turn, she stormed out, slamming the door behind her. The sound echoed through the room, leaving behind a silence that felt heavier than the bickering that had just taken place.
For a moment, neither you nor Sunghoon spoke. He stood there, still reeling from the argument, his jaw clenched, shoulders tense. You swallowed the last bite of your meal, wiping your mouth with a napkin as you glanced up at him.
âWell,â you said, breaking the silence with a wry smile, âthat was fun.â
Sunghoon didnât respond at first, his eyes focused on the floor, as if trying to gather his thoughts. Finally, he let out a heavy sigh, running a hand through his hair again. âIâm sorry,â he muttered, his voice low.
You tilted your head, watching him carefully. âFor what?â
âFor all of⊠this,â he said, gesturing vaguely toward the door where his mother and cousin had exited. âI didnât think it would get this bad.â
You shrugged, leaning back against the pillows. âIâm used to it. Your momâs not exactly my biggest fan.â
âThatâs putting it mildly,â Sunghoon muttered, the corner of his mouth twitching into a small, humorless smile.
A beat of silence passed between you, the tension slowly dissolving now that the storm had passed. But there was still something unspoken lingering in the air, something that felt heavier than the drama with his mother.
You glanced up at him, meeting his eyes. âSo⊠what now?â
Sunghoon hesitated, his gaze softening as he looked at you. For the first time, there was no sarcasm, no playful banter. Just the weight of everything unsaid between the two of you.
âI donât know,â he admitted quietly, his voice raw. âBut I do know one thing.â
You raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue.
âIâm not going anywhere,â he said, his tone firm, his eyes locked on yours. âNo matter what she says. No matter what anyone says.â
Your heart skipped a beat at the intensity in his voice, but you kept your expression neutral, not wanting to give anything away. âThat sounds like a lot of trouble for nothing.â
Sunghoon stood by the edge of your hospital bed, arms crossed over his chest, his tall frame casting a long shadow over the room as the dim light from the ceiling flickered slightly. His gaze was a mix of disbelief and frustration, but there was an edge of something softer, something unreadable, as if he wasnât quite sure whether to laugh or get defensive at your latest jab.
"Anyways, aren't you the heir?" You muttered, the words slipping out casually as you fiddled with the blanket, your tone attempting to sound neutral. But deep down, you knew exactly what you were doing. Trying to reason with Mrs. Parkâdespite her endless insultsâwasnât out of some newfound respect for her. No, this was a survival tactic. Sunghoon might equal trouble, but his mother? She was the gateway to all those fat cheques. You knew better than to entirely burn that bridge, even if it was hanging by a thread.
Sunghoon raised a brow at you, clearly not expecting the sudden change in direction. "You think she's worried about me?" he scoffed, almost incredulous.
You shrugged nonchalantly, refusing to meet his gaze for too long. "I just think⊠maybe she's concerned about your future," you muttered, your words laced with an attempt to seem logical, though your true motive lay elsewhere. You tugged the hospital blanket tighter around your legs, which still ached from the accident. A small price to pay for someone like him smashing into you.
He leaned against the wall, his stance casual but his expression anything but. "Future?" Sunghoon repeated, almost bitterly. He huffed before muttering under his breath, "I'm a racer."
You nearly choked on your own breath at that. A racer. The very notion of it was absurd, especially given how he ended up here with you in the hospital in the first place.
"No wonder she's worried." The words slipped out before you could stop them, your voice barely audible, but loud enough for him to catch. You glanced at him through the corner of your eye, noticing how his expression morphed from mild irritation to downright disbelief.
âWhat do you mean, âno wonder sheâs worriedâ?â He demanded, straightening up, arms uncrossing as he took a step closer to you, like youâd just accused him of being some criminal mastermind.
You didnât even try to stifle the small smirk tugging at the corners of your lips. "Come on, Sunghoon. Letâs be real for a second. You're not exactly... the best driver." You gestured lazily towards your leg, which was propped up in a cast. âEven on a motorbike, you managed to get my leg broken.â
He let out a deep sigh, frustration evident in the way he rolled his eyes, muttering, âShut up,â under his breath, though the edges of his lips twitched upwards for a second. He hated that you had a point. But there was no real venom in his words, just mild annoyance, the kind that came from knowing someone had you cornered.
He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, his gaze drifting from you to the small bouquet of flowers on the side table, then back to you. His posture screamed discomfort, as if he wasnât used to being in such close proximity to his own vulnerability. After a long pause, he finally asked the question youâd been dodging for a while now, his voice dipping into something almost concerned. âBut why were you drunk, though? I mean, they found alcohol in your tests that day."
Your breath hitched for a moment, but you quickly waved it off, eyes flicking away to avoid his gaze. "I just had a bad day, okay?" The words came out a little too quickly, a little too defensive, and you knew it wasnât the full story. But the last thing you wanted was to dive into your own mess, especially not with him.
Sunghoon didnât push further, his gaze softening slightly, but he wasn't one to leave a conversation dangling for too long. âWhy were you speeding, though?â You shot back, raising an eyebrow in return. If he was going to dig into your mess, you had every right to poke at his.
The corner of his mouth twitched nervously as he chuckled, his usual bravado faltering for a split second. You knew something was up. Sunghoon never got nervous. Not like this.
"Well..." he started, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly, his eyes darting away from you, unable to maintain eye contact for too long.
âWell?" You pressed, folding your arms across your chest as you waited for whatever ridiculous excuse he had to offer.
Sunghoon let out a small, almost embarrassed laugh. "My dad saw me riding," he muttered. "So I was kinda in a hurry."
For a second, you just stared at him, blinking in disbelief. "Thatâs it?" you asked, your voice tinged with disbelief. "Your dad saw you riding, and that made you speed? You didn't even bother to stop when you crashed into me?â
He fidgeted slightly, clearly uncomfortable under your scrutinizing gaze, but he shrugged helplessly. "I didnât see you, okay? I was too busy trying to avoid him."
You couldn't help but roll your eyes, sinking back into your pillows with a sigh. âThat's it? And here I thought you were doing drug deals or something.â
The sarcasm in your voice was unmistakable, though you couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculous this whole situation had turned out to be. For someone who was supposedly the heir to a powerful corporation, Sunghoon had a way of complicating the most straightforward situations.
He blinked at you in disbelief, the tips of his ears turning red. "What? Drug dealing? Really?" he muttered, crossing his arms again as he leaned against the bed frame, clearly not impressed by your comment. But his reaction only made you grin wider.
You shrugged, a smirk tugging at your lips. âI mean, with how secretive youâve been acting, who could blame me for assuming the worst?â
Sunghoon huffed, shaking his head in mild exasperation, though the ghost of a smile lingered on his face. "Trust me, my life is complicated enough without any of that.â
âComplicated, huh?â you echoed, your gaze drifting toward him. His posture had relaxed slightly, but there was still an air of frustration hanging between the two of you. You could tell there was more to the story, more that he wasnât saying.
But you werenât one to push, not when you had your own secrets buried deep.
You let the conversation die down after that, the room filled with a quiet sort of tension that wasnât entirely uncomfortable. Sunghoon stayed by your side, despite everything, leaning against the frame of your bed as his eyes softened, watching you finish your meal with quiet focus. And for a moment, the tension between you eased, like the storm had passed, leaving behind a fragile calm.
But even in the silence, you couldnât help but notice the small gesturesâthe way his fingers absentmindedly drummed against the bedpost, the way his gaze lingered a little too long on you when he thought you werenât paying attention. There was something between you two, a line that neither of you wanted to cross, yet both kept flirting with.
And for the first time, the thought of it didn't scare you.
THE NEXT MORNING,
Sunlight filtered through the blinds, casting a soft glow across the sterile white walls of the hospital room. The monotonous hum of the machines, the occasional beep from the heart monitor, and the muted footsteps of nurses outside became the background symphony of your stay. You blinked your eyes open slowly, your body stiff from yet another restless night, and as your vision adjusted, the familiar dull ache in your leg grounded you back into the reality youâd been living for the past few days.
BUT TODAY, SOMETHING WAS DIFFERENT.
As you shifted slightly, careful not to agitate the cast on your leg, your gaze fell to the chair beside your bed. There he wasâPark Sunghoon, slouched in the chair with his head resting against the armrest, his mouth slightly parted as soft, steady breaths escaped his lips. His long legs were sprawled out in front of him, one arm draped lazily across his stomach while the other rested close to yours, mere inches from the side of your bed. The sight was enough to make your breath hitch.
Heâd stayed. Again.
For days, he had made this hospital room his second home, despite the biting remarks and the cold distance that had defined your relationship thus far. As if it was some kind of duty he couldnât escape, some obligation he had to fulfill for the sake of his reputation or his family. At least, thatâs what you convinced yourself. Thereâs no way he actually cares.
Still, you couldnât help but wonder, especially in moments like this, when his face was stripped of its usual bravado, his guard completely down. He looked⊠peaceful. Innocent, even.
âIf I didnât know you were doing this for your reputation,â you murmured softly, barely above a whisper, âI wouldâve thought you loved me.â
The words hung in the air, heavy and laced with something unspoken, something you werenât quite ready to confront. You didnât mean for him to hear itâhe was asleep, after allâbut there was a strange comfort in voicing the thought aloud, even if only to yourself.
You found yourself leaning a little closer, the distance between your bed and the chair barely enough to separate you two. Your fingers moved almost of their own accord, hesitating at first, before gently tracing the sharp line of his jaw. His skin was warm under your touch, soft despite the cold exterior he often portrayed. Your heart gave a nervous flutter as your finger ghosted over the delicate curve of his cheek, down to the bridge of his nose, and finally stopping at his lips.
Your breath caught as you stared at themâsoft, slightly parted, and so close. There was something about this moment that felt dangerously intimate, a line you werenât sure you should be crossing. But before you could pull away, his fingers wrapped around your wrist, warm and firm, halting your retreat.
Your heart stilled, the world suddenly reduced to the quiet space between the two of you. Sunghoon's eyes fluttered open slowly, his lashes casting faint shadows across his cheeks. He blinked once, twice, before his sleepy gaze focused on you, still hazy with the remnants of sleep. His grip on your wrist tightened ever so slightly, but not enough to hurtâjust enough to keep you from escaping.
âWhat are you doing?â he asked, his voice low and raspy from sleep, the kind of voice that sent shivers down your spine. His words hung in the air, thick with confusion but also curiosity, as if he wasnât entirely sure whether to be offended or amused.
Your mind scrambled for an explanation, anything to diffuse the tension suddenly filling the room. "There was a mosquito," you blurted out, your voice barely steady, attempting to sound casual as you tugged on your wrist, but he didnât let go.
His brow arched in suspicion, though there was a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "A mosquito⊠on my lips?â he questioned, the incredulity in his tone barely masked by amusement. He pushed himself up from the chair, his hand still holding yours, and in a fluid motion, he was leaning over the side of the bed, closerâmuch closerâthan he had any right to be.
The proximity was suffocating. You could feel his breath fan across your face, warm and steady, each exhale sending a fresh wave of heat across your skin. His dark eyes, still half-lidded with sleep, were locked onto yours, and for a split second, you forgot how to breathe. The space between you was so small, so intimate, you could practically hear the rapid beat of your own heart pounding in your ears.
Your face flushed crimson, the heat crawling up your neck as if youâd been caught doing something far worse than tracing his face. You swallowed hard, every nerve in your body suddenly on high alert, every muscle tensing under his intense gaze. "There⊠was something in my eye," you stammered, quickly averting your gaze as you finally pulled your hand away from his grip, your fingers trembling slightly as they found refuge behind your palms. You could feel the burn of embarrassment creeping up, your hands covering your face as if that could somehow hide the fact that you were blushing furiously.
Sunghoon, on the other hand, seemed entirely unfazed by your flustered state. He stood there for a moment longer, watching you with a mix of amusement and something deeper, something unreadable. He straightened up, stretching his arms above his head lazily, as if the moment that just passed was nothing more than a casual conversation.
But you knew better. There was something unspoken between you two, something that neither of you were ready to admit, but it lingered in the air, thick and undeniable.
"Something in your eye, huh?" he murmured, a teasing lilt to his voice as he glanced down at you, his lips curving into a small, knowing smile. He reached out, brushing a stray lock of hair from your forehead with a casual familiarity that sent another wave of heat rushing to your cheeks.
You peeked through your fingers, still hiding most of your face as you mumbled, "Shut up."
He chuckled softly, the sound low and warm, and for a moment, the tension in the air eased, replaced by something lighter, something teasing but⊠comfortable.
But even as he turned away, walking towards the window to stretch his legs, the ghost of his touch still lingered on your skin, and you couldnât shake the feeling that maybeâjust maybeâthere was more to Sunghoonâs presence by your side than just reputation.
The clock on the wall ticked steadily as the midday sun spilled golden light into the hospital room, brightening the sterile white space that had become your temporary home. You sat on the edge of the bed, the nurseâs soft, encouraging voice still echoing in your ears after she had just removed your cast. The air felt electric with anticipation; you could finally walk again!
Sunghoon hovered by your side, his expression a mix of curiosity and concern, his brows furrowing slightly as he studied you. âAre you ready for this?â he asked, a teasing lilt in his voice, but the seriousness behind it was unmistakable. You nodded enthusiastically, your heart racing with excitement. It felt like a monumental momentâlike the first step of many to reclaiming your independence.
With the adrenaline coursing through you, you stood up, a determined grin stretching across your face. But as you took your first step, everything shifted dramatically. Your foot wobbled, and before you knew it, you were tumbling forward, hitting the floor with a thud that echoed around the room.
âUgh!â you groaned, your cheeks burning with embarrassment as you lay there, staring up at the fluorescent lights.
Sunghoon rushed forward, worry etched across his features, but before he could say anything, Wonyoung and Hanni burst into laughter, their giggles ringing like chimes through the room.
âOh my god! Did you really just fall?â Hanni wheezed, nearly doubling over as she struggled to regain her composure.
âLooks like someone needs a little more practice!â Wonyoung added, her laughter infectious as she bent down to help you up, her hands extending towards you.
You couldnât help but laugh a little at yourself as they pulled you back to your feet. âThanks, guys,â you mumbled, trying to hide your flushed cheeks.
As they waved goodbye, still chuckling, Sunghoon remained behind, a bemused expression on his face. âThat was quite the entrance,â he said, crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned against the wall, a playful glint in his eye.
âShut up,â you retorted, trying to brush off your embarrassment as you plopped back onto the bed, sulking a little. âIâm still getting used to this.â
âCome on, you canât let a little tumble discourage you!â Sunghoon grinned, stepping closer with a theatrical flourish. âI, Park Sunghoon, will be your walking coach! Letâs do this!â He mimicked a sports announcer, waving his arms as if hyping up a crowd. âAnd by the end of this session, you will be the champion of walking!â
You rolled your eyes, suppressing a smile. âI donât need a coach. I just need to not fall again.â
âToo late for that! Youâve already set the bar pretty low,â he teased, a playful smirk dancing across his lips. He leaned in closer, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âBut donât worry; Iâll help you reach new heights, or at least keep you from faceplanting again.â
With that, he extended his hand towards you, a gesture of encouragement. You hesitated for a moment, your heart fluttering as you met his gaze, but the absurdity of the situation was too much to resist. Taking a deep breath, you grasped his hand, feeling the warmth of his skin against yours.
âOkay, Mr. Walking Coach. Show me the way,â you said, trying to sound more confident than you felt.
He positioned himself next to you, his grip firm yet gentle. âFirst lesson: Keep your center of gravity low. Think like a ninja! Light on your feet!â
You couldnât help but snort at his ridiculousness, the tension of your earlier fall dissipating as you stood next to him. âNinja? Really? You think Iâm going to be stealthy when I can barely stand?â
âExactly! Youâre going to be a stealthy ninja who, like a graceful gazelle, glides across the floor!â he exclaimed, his arms gesturing dramatically as he took a step back to give you space.
With his comedic antics distracting you from your nerves, you took a tentative step forward, wobbling a bit but managing to keep your balance. âSee? Look at me! Iâm practically a gazelle!â you proclaimed with mock bravado, your voice tinged with sarcasm.
âGorgeous! Absolutely majestic!â Sunghoon exclaimed, feigning applause as you took another step. âBut you know, a gazelle might want to avoid falling on its face. You should really work on that.â
You shot him a glare, but a smile broke through your facade. âYouâre such an idiot.â
âThatâs why Iâm here!â he laughed, inching closer again, still holding your hand to steady you. âNow, letâs go for round two. This time, no falling!â
With a deep breath, you focused on your balance, your heart racing not just from the thrill of standing but from the way his warm hand felt enveloping yours. You took another step, then another, Sunghoonâs encouraging words ringing in your ears, his steady presence anchoring you.
But with every shaky movement, reality set in. You were acutely aware of the gulf between the two of youâthe wealth and expectations that surrounded his life, the disparity that loomed like a shadow over this moment of laughter and lightness. He was an heir, bound for greatness, while you felt like a mere accident in his world.
âJust a few more steps,â he encouraged, a slight frown creasing his forehead as he sensed your hesitation. âYouâre doing great!â
With his support, you managed to make a few shaky strides, laughter bubbling up with each unsteady movement. âMaybe Iâll actually be able to walk out of here after all,â you joked, feeling lighter with each step.
âSee? I told you! Youâre going to be my ninja walking prodigy!â he laughed, his eyes bright with excitement.
But as the moment drew on, a bittersweet realization sank in. Once you were well enough to leave, his part in your story would fade into the background like a forgotten dream. You could already picture itâa world where he resumed his life, his responsibilities, leaving you behind like a chapter closed.
Yet here you were, the two of you intertwined in this moment, laughing and learning how to walk again, and for a fleeting second, you wished it could last just a little bit longer.
THE DAY HAD FINALLY COME,
THE ONE YOU DREADED MORE THAN ANYTHING.
Weeks had passed, and despite all the mental notes you made to remind yourself that this was temporary, you couldnât shake the attachment youâd developed to Sunghoon. Maybe it was the routine, maybe it was the fact that he had been there every step of the way while you healed, or maybe, it was something else entirelyâsomething more dangerous.
You watched from a distance as Sunghoon handled your final hospital bill. The cold sterility of the hospital didnât bother you as much as the thought of walking out of it without him by your side. He paid the fees like he had promised from the start, his sleek credit card effortlessly handling the expenses that you knew would have financially crippled you otherwise.
You tried to convince yourself that this attachment, this gnawing feeling of loss before he even left, was simply because you had spent too much time with him. After all, you practically lived together for months. But even telling yourself that over and over again didnât stop the sting behind your eyes, the prickling of tears that threatened to spill.
You took a deep breath and wiped them away quickly, just as you saw him walking towards you, his tall figure cutting through the hospital corridor with ease. His face was calm as usual, though his eyes held a quietness that made your chest tighten. You forced a smile, the same one you always gave him, but this time, it carried a weight of sadness you couldnât shake.
At least Mrs. Park wasnât here. You couldnât imagine how much worse youâd feel with her scrutinizing every little move, every interaction, like she was tallying it up in some invisible ledger. But in this quiet space, where it was just you and Sunghoon, you started to believe that maybe⊠just maybe, he was worth more than the money she flaunted, more than the reputation you helped him protect.
He smiled back at you, but even that felt distant, as if the finality of this moment weighed on him too. His hand rested casually on your shoulder, the same way it had for the past few weeks, a gesture of familiarity that was once just for show in front of others, but now⊠now it felt different.
As you walked out of the hospital together, the flashing of cameras and the swarm of paparazzi waiting outside hit you like a tidal wave. They were here, of course they were. The media had been all over thisâyour fake relationship, the story of his girlfriend who nursed him back to health after an accident. None of them knew the truth. None of them knew that the only reason you were here was because of a fractured leg caused by that same accident. It had all been to protect him from public backlash, to clean up his image, to shield him from the criticism that would have followed.
But now, as his hand lingered on your shoulder longer than necessary, as he guided you through the crowd, you couldnât help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, it wasnât fake at all. Not anymore.
The car ride back was filled with a silence that felt almost suffocating. You stared out of the window, watching the city blur by, your heart heavy with the realization that this was it. Your leg had healed, the bills were paid, and now Sunghoon was going to disappear from your life just as quickly as he had entered it.
You sighed, the sadness in your chest growing. This was it. The end of whatever this was, of whatever you had convinced yourself wasnât real.
The car came to a stop at a quiet street, far from the prying eyes of the paparazzi. It wasnât your home, not reallyâjust the rented apartment you could barely afford. But it was where you were headed, and it was the place where Sunghoon would say goodbye.
You couldnât stop the sigh that escaped your lips, filled with an aching sadness that even you couldnât fully comprehend. It felt almost comedic, like the setup for some bad joke. The rich boy, the poor girl, the fake relationshipâthey always ended like this, right?
âYou seem to not enjoy getting better,â Sunghoonâs voice broke the silence, his words light, almost teasing, but you could hear the undercurrent of something more.
You let out a short, bitter laugh, not even bothering to hide your emotions anymore. What was the point? âHow could I enjoy it when it meant you would go away?â The words slipped out, raw and unfiltered, before you had a chance to stop them.
He didnât respond right away. Instead, his hands tightened slightly on the steering wheel, his knuckles whitening as he pulled the car over to the side of the road. The soft hum of the engine faded into the background as he turned to face you, his expression unreadable. His eyes searched yours, as if trying to understand the weight of your words.
And then, in one swift movement, he leaned in closer, his breath warm against your ear. âIâll always be there,â he whispered, his voice low, sending a shiver down your spine. âWherever you are, in bad shape or sick, Iâll be there.â
âWhy?â You barely recognized your own voice, so soft, so vulnerable, as if you were afraid of the answer.
His lips were so close now, his breath fanning across your skin, the space between you shrinking to almost nothing. He paused, giving you a chance to pull away, but when you didnât, when you stayed frozen in place, his lips brushed against yours. It was barely a kiss, just the softest touch, like a promise not yet fully spoken.
He pulled back just enough to whisper against your lips, âEven when you get sick, Iâll be there. Waiting for you⊠to get well soon.â
His words were like a balm to your aching heart, but also a dagger to the fear youâd been holding inside. You felt a wave of emotions crash over youârelief, confusion, frustration, but above all, hope.
And just like that, everything between you shifted.

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hi i was just wondering if youâre 17 or 18?? two of your accounts have different ages
Hi! Iâm currently 17, and Iâm sorry for the confusion. The account youâre referring to isnât actually handled by me anymore. I stopped writing fluff there, and any previous posts written by me were deleted. All the works on that account are written by my older sister, whoâs also really talented and loves writingâsheâs an â06 liner, so that might explain the age difference! I think she just forgot to update the âabout meâ section. Hope that clears things up, and sorry again for the mix-up!