Its 4 Am And I Cant Sleep :(

its 4 am and I can’t sleep :(

idk guys but being pulled into simon's lap - your back to his chest - and having him rub you through your panties is hot but imagine him doing that in front of his buddies :(

said his pretty little wife loves being watched; said nothing makes you hornier than seeing how people react to you. and god, his friends' reactions are explosive.

they praise you like you are theirs too; calling you lovely and beautiful even in your desperation, crooning how perfect you look being manhandled and fingered by one of their own - simon is theirs as much as he is yours, after all.

it's exhilarating, toe-curling, and fuck. fuck. how can you not be addicted to this?

Nahh now all my 99 followers gonna see this 😈

RAINBOW ALBUMS!!

uhmmmm wanted to do the rainbow album trend so uhhhhhh im forcing my mutuals to do with with me teeheee….. TAG GAME TIME!!!!

basically, put pictures of your favorite albums that go accordingly to the color of the rainbow! red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, pink, white (or grey), and black :333

@nilpill @rigorwhoring @withonly-sweetheart @pupscunt @dollivication @cubedkennedy @gor3-hound @cigarett3wif3 @abadtzmaru @angelstargel @hopelessbren @lambpoet @vaaaaaiolet @mydarlingclaudia @lottiies & anyone that wants to join!

Okay but…something about simon coming to see you after your shift—

And you’re just working, having finished your shift and you see the brute enter in. All flat faced—except there was a huge difference. His lip busted & he was sporting a black eye. Scruffs all over his rugged features as elbows leaned on the counter, head lowered more than usual.

Simon brushes you off the first time you ask—not needing attention. Although secretly he likes when you worry about him. When you give that extra attention the way you wouldn’t with Johnny or Price. He wants you…but doesn’t want to have to need you.

Inward battle of his feelings.

He orders gruffly a whiskey—neat. Always. You dismiss his drinking and cigarette habits, something he picked up. Without asking, you make him it and he then turns to look at you—all beat up and rugged.

And then again, a few weeks later the brute of a man comes in again with a bruise on his cheek. This time you’ve had enough.

You drag him to sit him down & ice his cheek, scolding and hands on your hips. He’s slightly amused despite his fatigue, eyeing your frantic movements, expressions. Drinking it all in.

“Doll.” He’d say firmly, but gently.

Disrupting your thoughts you face him, glaring.

“I fought em’ off for ya. They keep swingin by your shift to harass ya.”

Your eyes widen.

“Can’t ave’ em hurting what a good lass ya’ are.” Simon said, peering up at you. He meant it. You could see it in the deep stare of his hooded eyes.

I just want to talk about the power of commenting on fics for a minute.

I have my main fandom, but when I read in other fandoms, I don't know many of the writers. So I usually just find fics by looking through the tag I want. And if it's a tag I'm really interested in, I'll read every fic in the tag. And if there's a fic I really liked in there, I'll start reading everything by that writer.

So what this means is I'm sometimes reading fics or writers that don't have tons of hits/kudos/comments on their fics, but I found them through some obscure tag I wanted to read. And so I'll get back some really incredibly sweet replies to my comments.

But then, something even more incredible started happening. I'd be reading WIPs by some of these writers and they'd literally start writing the rest of the fic for me. They started asking me what I hoped to see happen or if I had any requests. And when the fic was finished, one of them said the only reason they kept writing the fic was for me.

Sometimes there can be such a lovely connection between the writer and the reader just because you decided to leave a comment. And sometimes you as the commenting reader can become the lone reason why a fic makes its way into the world for all the other readers who come after you.

ur work 🙏🏻🙏🏻 is a godsend. thank you for ur service

hope this isn’t weird but I have been studying ur artwork religiously to understand ur art…like…ambient occlusion & how u use that. if yk wth im talking about.

religiously studying how u use halftones in ur art. bc i love grayscale art. and i can see ur values and and

this sounds like im falling in love—

I think I'm in love with you