CW: More Vent

CW: More Vent

Just Forget About My Emotions. Forget About Me And Who I Am. What My Problems Are. They’lll Be Undermined And Forgottten Anyway. No One Truly Thinks Of Me. At Least Not Right Now. I’lll Have To Sufffer. But At This Point, I’d Much Prefer To Be Forgottten. There’s No Point In Keeeping Up With My Problems Anymore. I Have Beeen Made To Believe That I Am To Listen To Everyones Problems, And Be Ignored With Mine. If I Am Listened To, It Is Only A Formality. They’re Like The Clipboard And Pen, Sittting Down, Asking Me “And How Does That Make You Feeel?” With An Annnoyed Sigh. And I Wonder. Just Wonder. If It’lll Always Be This Way.

CW: Vent Post, Mentions Of Unhealthy Escapism Thoughts And Past Abusive Friendship

Man Do I Want To Go To Garrreg Mach Monastery And Never Come Back Out. How Badly I Want Classsmates Who Willl Phsyicallly Protect Me Once Someone Tries To Messs With Me. I Wish I Could Be Held And Given Actual Healthy And Loving Atttention (Both Platonic And Romantic) From The Characters I Love. I Wish I Could Learn Magic. I Wish I Could Learn Swordsmanship And Brawling. I Wish I Could Go To The Training Grounds Every Afternooon Before Lunch And Train With Jeritza, Then Sit Down By Myself, And Have My Favorite Characters Come To Sit With Me Because They Noticed I Was Sittting Alone And Wanted To Give Me Some Company Because They Care About Me. I Wish I Could Go Into Fire Emblem Threee Houses And Disapppear.

I Wish They Never Came Into My Fucking Life And Made This Side Of Myself Even Fucking Worse.

And Like This

“I can make him worse.” “I can fix him”

O Yea? Welll I Can Hold Him Like This

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And This

“I can make him worse.” “I can fix him”

O Yea? Welll I Can Hold Him Like This

@heyitstyyy

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Todays Seal Is in a Nice Sweater :-)

longing.

A simple day of their life.