A/n: This Fic Is Gender Neutral :D

a/n: this fic is gender neutral :D

without any further ado..

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˗ˏˋ late nights w jinsoul ´ˎ˗

ever since you moved you needed an escape

whether it was crying into your pillow at night, sleeping at all times, or drowning your feelings out with music

you were always just running away from something

your new method of escaping was sneaking out of your house at around 2 am and making your way to the small 24 hour convenience store by your house

you’ve done it about 4 times now

and everytime you came into the store

you were greeted by a friendly blonde girl with a nametag with the name “jinsoul” on it

you couldn’t help but converse with the girl while grabbing your items

usually a soda and a bag of chips

tonight it was nothing different

you walked into the door, a bell ringing behind you

jinsoul looked up from the magazine she was reading and waved at you

you smiled at her and walked over to the coolers

where you picked out the drink you always got

“so how was your day today?”

“hm... it was okay, nothing out of the ordinary. i just came down because i was craving chips”

“gotcha, gotcha.”

you nodded while picking up a bag of chips and making your way to the counter

after reaching the counter you took your wallet out and pulled out exactly $4.24, the total of both the chips and the soda

jinsoul put her head on her palm which was already rested on the counter

she took the money and put it into the register

“do you think i could ever see you outside of the store?”

you looked up at her and nodded, confused at what she was hinting at

“nice... y’know i saw a commercial for this one movie thats coming out, would you.. wanna go with me?”

you picked up your items and nodded at her

“sure, you can take my number and i can see when i’m free”

she smiled and took your number

then watched you walk out the door

you guys planned to see the movie that friday

and when that time came around

she was there early and sitting on a bench in the movie theater

but when you got there she complimented your shirt

bcs she was used to seeing you in your pajamas ofc

she stopped talking when the lights dimmed in the theatre

it was a scary movie

so she ended up flinching and holding onto her jacket which she was using as a blanket

she looked so relieved when the movie was over

when you guys were walking out of the theater

she asked if you wanted to see her again

and if you thought you had romantic feelings for her

“jinsoul.. i think i’ll need some time to figure that out. i think you’re cool. you let me vent to you, and i appreciate that. i just think i need to sort out some of my own issues before i put myself out there, y’know”

jinsoul took it really well

and she was really sweet about it

she said she’d wait for you

and give you all the time you needed

you walked her home

you guys ended up going on multiple late night walks

when jinsoul’s boss was gone

and you then realized

she gave you all the time you needed

you also realized she was the only thing you weren’t trying to run away from

and that you wanted to be there with her 24/7

fuck.

you had a crush on jinsoul.

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hope you enjoyed !! :) send a request if you’d like, i’m sort of on a writers block rn so it’d help if you sent one :) have a good day <33

~ with love, huangbae :)

Voices I Can’t Run Away From

❣Voices I Can’t Run Away From❣

First one for 2021! This request was so interesting to write guys. I really hope you enjoy it❤

❤ AU: DreamCatcher (Fem!) 8th Member

❤ Genre: Angst

❤ Word Count: 5.3k

❤ Song Suggestions: BOCA by DreamCatcher and Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park

❤ TW: Harassment, bullying, suicide especulation.

Day 1

Please make them shut up. Please.

I’m already way too far away, why do I still hear them? They only yell at me to get out of the band, there’s one too many people in there. The walls around me paint themselves in all the words that are written about me all over the internet, talentless, a nuisance, not enough. I already know that. But I was trying, I swear I was trying. 

Now nobody will have to see my face again, I promise. But please make them shut up.

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USE HEADPHONES

Please let's get some rest, I'm tired

Pairing: Kim Jungeun x (fem) reader

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Y/n walked towards the gate of their school, being greeted by her bestfriend Heejin with her girlfriend Hyunjin.

"Did you sleep well last night my Heekkie?" Hyunjin asked softly as she wrapped her right arm around her girlfriend's shoulder.

"Of course baby! Who wouldn't sleep well if you're in my dreams" Heejin answered as she clung cutely on Hyunjin's arm.

Y/n scoffed and gave a fake cough so the two can sense her presence. The couple darted their eyes towards Y/n and chuckled lightly.

"Oh... right Y/n hehe" Hyunjin scratched her neck and gave her friend a shoulder pat. "So how was your sleep?" Heejin asked and Y/n shrugged.

"I don't know, Lippie didn't text me back last night, but I understand maybe she's busy or something" Y/n answered and lowered her head.

"Still seeking for her attention aren't you?"

"Yeah... it's hard, but if she's kinda busy, of course I'll understand" Y/n said with a forced smile and walked towards their classroom, leaving the couple behind.

"That kid never really learns" Hyunjin mumbled to herself, but only receiving a shoulder smack from her girlfriend.

"Don't say those things Hyunjin. Let's give her a time first" Heejin said softly before following Y/n.

As Y/n got inside the classroom, she sat down on her chair and stared out the window beside her. She was sitting there silently but then she heard a familiar voice, Jungeun.

"Oh hi there baby" Jungeun said and sat beside her. "Hi" Y/n looked at her and plainly replied.

Jungeun furrowed her eyebrows at her reply. "Babe is there something wrong?" Jungeun asked as she held Y/n's hand firmly.

"Nope, everything is fine" Y/n said and looked away from her girlfriend.

"By the way, I have many group projects this week and I think I can't talk to you for some days, but I'll try my best to have a time with you baby" Jungeun explained and hugged the younger.

"You don't have to, I really understand" Y/n replied and broke the hug, spacing out at the window one more time before their teacher entered the class.

(Timeskip)

Mr. Park dismissed his class as Y/n packed her bag, exiting the classroom. She was walking down the halls when someone grabbed her arm.

"Wait, Y/n" Jungeun panted and leaned on the wall for support. Y/n stopped her track, staring at her.

"Let me walk you hom-"

"Oh you don't have to, you're gonna be busy right? I can manage" Jungeun's words were cut off and just gave a faint smile towards her, letting Y/n walk off.

It was 5:30pm, it was getting dark. Y/n was already infront of her apartment. She was about to insert the keys when she heard the bush rustling.

She was too tired to give a damn so just chose to shrug it, she was just going to lock the door but someone stopped her. It was Jungeun.

"What the-what are you doing here??"

"I uhh, just wanted to know if you got home safely, yeah that's it."

"So you just creepily followed me, huh?"

"Well....kinda"

Silence engulfed between the two and Y/n was the first one who brought up the mood. "Uhhh.. do you wanna come inside?" Y/n asked as Jungeun quickly refused. "Uhh no, it's alright" The older awkwardly chuckled at Y/n.

"If that's the case then.. I think you should go now, you still have many group projects right?"

And that's when Y/n's cold personality came. "Y/n, baby please understand" Jungeun suddenly said as Y/n could only grip rightly on the door knob.

"I do! I always do, I always understand you to the point that I don't realize that I am slowly hurting myself."

"That I'm slowly killing myself deep inside. Do you know what I don't understand unnie? It's why can't you find time for me, even just a little time."

"Y/n, if you think it's easy for me.. then no, it's not!"

"Then why? Tell me! You don't go to lunch with me anymore, you don't even text me goodmorning, or goodnight. All of those made me feel like I'm just a friend to you, like I'm just a stranger to you."

"So why not just end it if you think I'm a bother, if you think I'm a burden." Y/n bit her lips, trying her best not to cry.

"Y/n, please... Come on I'm sorry-"

"Why say sorry if you don't even mean it?" Jungeun tried to hug Y/n, but only ended up being refused to. She was crying, the both of them were crying. Jungeun felt scared, fear and sadness were slowly washing through her body.

"Jungeun, don't you know how much it hurts, how my heart clenches when you don't text me back? I always check on my phone to see if you messaged me or not, making me look like an idiot."

"It hurts me to see my own self silently breaking apart while you're sound asleep. All your promises are haunting me every night, Kim Jungeun!"

"Why, Why does it have to be you?!"

"Lip, I'm so tired, I'm tired of squeezing myself into you. I'm being selfish now aren't I? Seeking for your attention, but I get mad too! I get tired too!"

None of them talked until Jungeun went down on her knees, holding both of Y/n's shaky hands. Y/n tried to pull her to stand up, she can't take it when Jungeun is being like this.

"Get up, please get up unnie"

"No..... I'm so s-sorry Y/n"

"One last time, stop saying sorry to me. I'm tired if hearing it, just please get up and leave!"

Y/n shouted, making the older step back. She was tired of asking for love and care, she was just so exhausted.

If Jungeun really wanted to give her attention, then she should've done it, right? She should've done it instead of breaking her promise.

Seeking for someone's attention is hard, everyone knows it. She felt like it was too much, she didn't want to let her go, but she still wanted to hold on.

But why hold onto someone who wants to let go? Why hold onto someone who doesn't want to be with you, even for just a second?

"Let's end it Jungeun, I'm done. Now please leave, just leave now unnie!"

"Y/n... I'm sorry, I hope you'll forgive me. I love you so much my baby"

"I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight. Please let's get some rest, I'm tired."

Y/n closed the door and ran to her room, flopping on her bed and crying her heart out. It hurts her so much, and anyone would've felt the same.

You're here slowly breaking, wanting for your lover's attention and she's there having fun without you.

Jungeun felt her knees weaken, making her fall down onto the cold ground. Tears were constantly streaming down to her cheeks. She could just only breathe heavily as she slowly realizes everything.

And that's when she cried aloud, clenching on her chest tightly. Sorrow pierces her heart, making her think about how can she even do that to Y/n.

There were thoughts rushing into her mind...

'I guess I'm too late to realize how much it hurts to be ignored. Am I?'

'How much it hurts to finally say your last goodbye to someone you love, to someone who brought out the best of you. I'm really sorry my Y/n-ie.'

'I love you'

By Your Side

Request: So, I was thinking about the 13th member of Loona almost fighting another idol of a different group alongside Olivia or Hyunjin because the idol of the different group were saying horrible stuff about Cheorry who the 13th member is dating. If that’s okay? If not then please ignore it and I’ll send in a request with more fluff, if you want.

A/N: I love this so much that I’m lowkey mad I didn’t think of it myself. I hope you like it. I also really appreciate how kind you are in my asks and please feel free to request more in the future. Also I’m coming for a specific former Aoa member’s neck sooooo I apologize if anyone is a die hard fan of hers then oops. 💛

Pairing: Choerryx00 line Female!Reader

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Series: KPOP Girl Group: 이달의 소녀 (LOONA).

Pairing: Kim Hyunjin & Idol Female Reader.

Summary: If you told Y/N that a once-in-a-lifetime encounter with her favorite idol at a convenience store from way back in her trainee days would be stuck on the idol’s mind for years—she wouldn’t believe you. Well, until the said idol bumps into her again at a public setting and asks for her number infront of every news outlet there is.

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