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I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry

(Maybe promises really are meant to be broken)

Pairing: Son Hyejoo x (fem) reader

[October 13, 2020] ~Present~

Y/n pulled her knees up to her chest and clutched her legs tightly. Tears that she had done so well to hold back and never let see the light of day finally started to slowly fall down her cheeks.

So many thoughts raced through her head clouding over everything. All the rational thoughts were hidden with her problems and worries.

"Hyejoo... Am I-I not enough for y-you?" And that's when Y/n sobbed harder and harder until she was clearly out of breath.

Y/n looked over at Hyejoo's phone one more time as it buzzed, and wouldn’t stop. Her heart felt like it was gonna break as she saw the contact name. '나의 공주 채원' (My Princess Chaewon)

There were flashbacks flooding in her mind. Warm tears escaping from her precious eyes. Her breath hitched as she read the contact name. Her right hand was clutching on her chest tightly, trying to bear the pain she was feeling.

[February 20, 2016] ~Flashback~

"Hyejoo?"

"Yeah? Is there something wrong babe?"

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Uhmm. Sure"

"Will you stay by my side? Will you promise me? I'm scared that you'll shatter away and leave me alone"

"Y/n, you know I won't ever do that right?"

"Will you stop time if this moment passes by? Love will you?"

Hyejoo could only sigh and smile warmly at Y/n. She held Y/n's face and pulled her into a passionate kiss. Of course she won't ever do that to Y/n. Or will she?

"I promise not to leave and hurt you my Y/n. That's a promise I'll never ever break. I love you baby"

"And that's a promise I'll always hold onto"

[October 13, 2020] ~Present~

'That was a good lie back there Hyejoo. How can you even do this to me?'

Y/n was there inside her room, quietly crying her heart out, laying back on the cold wall. Her breaths were unstable, unable to breathe properly. It's just too much for her fragile heart.

Maybe... Maybe it's about time for her to let go.

She tried her best reaching for the doorknob, trying to stand up straight. She went towards the kitchen where Hyejoo is, slamming the phone hardly onto their countertop.

Y/n looked up to her with red puffy eyes. Hyejoo was confused-no, she was beyond confused. She tried to hold Y/n, but only ended up being pushed.

"Hyejoo, please get out. Let's end this please, just go, I'm done.. It's too m-much please get o-out"

"Wha-Y/n why? What do you mean?"

Y/n couldn't talk, she tried not to cry, but miserably failed. Can you blame her? She loves Hyejoo more than anything else, more than anyone else, and even more than herself.

Y/n held up the phone with shaky hands, showing all the messages and calls from Chaewon. Hyejoo's heartbeat fastened, she swallowed the lump in her throat and tried to speak up.

"Y/n, let's talk about this please. Let's not just end it like this. Please-"

"No Hyejoo! I said it's too much, you think I don't know? The way you look at her, the way you talk to her, and both of your smiles were twice as wide as ours! Yeah sure, call me stupid for being a fool. But I'm not that dumb not to notice, Hyejoo!"

"Baby... gosh I-I'm so so sorry..." There were tears that managed to escape Hyejoo's eyes. All along, she didn't know she was hurting Y/n, to the point where Y/n is already the first one to give up.

"You cheated on m-me Son Hyejoo! You made a promise right? You said you'll never break it, but you did. Tell me w-why.."

"Baby I-I'm sorry, I fell out of love.. I'm sorry baby-"

"Don't call me that... We're done, get out now. I am begging you! Please get out!"

That's it, Y/n looks like she was about to pass out, what about the promise now? Well yeah, maybe promises really are meant to be broken.

Hyejoo was crying hard, lot of tears were streaming down their cheeks. She was mad at herself for hurting the person who loved her the most.

"Can I hug and kiss you for the last time? Just this time for now, Y/n.. Please, let m-me"

Y/n could only nod at her, and with that Hyejoo did not waste time, nor second to hug her tightly. She held Y/n in her arms, almost not wanting to let her go. That's when Y/n started squirming in the hug.

Hyejoo hugged her tighter "Y/n, stop. Please let me do this for the last time." And she did stop, there were sobs and wails coming from the both of them.

Y/n let go of the hug as Hyejoo initiated their last kiss. It was soft but sorrowful, neither if them wanted to let go, but they need to. Maybe they weren't really made for each other.

Hyejoo gave a small smile, leaving a light peck on Y/n's forehead. She looked at her for the last time before turning the doorknob, leaving the house. As soon as the door shuts, Y/n cries loudly, making Hyejoo hear it from the outside.

Sure, Hyejoo was so guilty for hurting and cheating on Y/n, but she needs to face the consequences of what she did. Her heart clenched just by hearing her past-lover cry. What can she do? It's too late now, right?

With a shaky breath, followed by a loud sigh...

"I'm sorry Y/n, for breaking that promise. I love you so much, again.. I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry"

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(y'all it's my first time writing angst, sorry if it's not that good, have a good night everyone! stay safe)

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Airports, And Convenience Stores.

Series: KPOP Girl Group: 이달의 소녀 (LOONA).

Pairing: Kim Hyunjin & Idol Female Reader.

Summary: If you told Y/N that a once-in-a-lifetime encounter with her favorite idol at a convenience store from way back in her trainee days would be stuck on the idol’s mind for years—she wouldn’t believe you. Well, until the said idol bumps into her again at a public setting and asks for her number infront of every news outlet there is.

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a/n: this fic is gender neutral :D

without any further ado..

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˗ˏˋ late nights w jinsoul ´ˎ˗

ever since you moved you needed an escape

whether it was crying into your pillow at night, sleeping at all times, or drowning your feelings out with music

you were always just running away from something

your new method of escaping was sneaking out of your house at around 2 am and making your way to the small 24 hour convenience store by your house

you’ve done it about 4 times now

and everytime you came into the store

you were greeted by a friendly blonde girl with a nametag with the name “jinsoul” on it

you couldn’t help but converse with the girl while grabbing your items

usually a soda and a bag of chips

tonight it was nothing different

you walked into the door, a bell ringing behind you

jinsoul looked up from the magazine she was reading and waved at you

you smiled at her and walked over to the coolers

where you picked out the drink you always got

“so how was your day today?”

“hm... it was okay, nothing out of the ordinary. i just came down because i was craving chips”

“gotcha, gotcha.”

you nodded while picking up a bag of chips and making your way to the counter

after reaching the counter you took your wallet out and pulled out exactly $4.24, the total of both the chips and the soda

jinsoul put her head on her palm which was already rested on the counter

she took the money and put it into the register

“do you think i could ever see you outside of the store?”

you looked up at her and nodded, confused at what she was hinting at

“nice... y’know i saw a commercial for this one movie thats coming out, would you.. wanna go with me?”

you picked up your items and nodded at her

“sure, you can take my number and i can see when i’m free”

she smiled and took your number

then watched you walk out the door

you guys planned to see the movie that friday

and when that time came around

she was there early and sitting on a bench in the movie theater

but when you got there she complimented your shirt

bcs she was used to seeing you in your pajamas ofc

she stopped talking when the lights dimmed in the theatre

it was a scary movie

so she ended up flinching and holding onto her jacket which she was using as a blanket

she looked so relieved when the movie was over

when you guys were walking out of the theater

she asked if you wanted to see her again

and if you thought you had romantic feelings for her

“jinsoul.. i think i’ll need some time to figure that out. i think you’re cool. you let me vent to you, and i appreciate that. i just think i need to sort out some of my own issues before i put myself out there, y’know”

jinsoul took it really well

and she was really sweet about it

she said she’d wait for you

and give you all the time you needed

you walked her home

you guys ended up going on multiple late night walks

when jinsoul’s boss was gone

and you then realized

she gave you all the time you needed

you also realized she was the only thing you weren’t trying to run away from

and that you wanted to be there with her 24/7

fuck.

you had a crush on jinsoul.

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hope you enjoyed !! :) send a request if you’d like, i’m sort of on a writers block rn so it’d help if you sent one :) have a good day <33

~ with love, huangbae :)

“i mean, you are kind of short”

“stop it!”

you two have been going on for about an hour, and it all started because you had to help yeojin grab a box of cereal from one of the highest shelves, after she refused to use a stool or a chair.

it really wasn’t a surprise that your friend was the shortest and cutest girl you’ve ever met, but it was very funny to remind her how taller you were, especially if compared to her small frame.

“you… selfish person” she muttered under her breath, so quietly that you almost didn’t hear it, and you literally snorted and started laughing.

“how am i selfish?”

“stealing all that height that could have been mine”

“think about this though, you are the best size for people to hug” and that being said, you hugged her basically tackling her to the ground, at which she started whining and complaining for you to get off her.

she was indeed the cutest.

18. Teasing kisses where one person blows air into the other’s mouth and runs away [with choerry].

"you know what would be nice right now?"

"what?" you replied without turning around, while diligently applying your lipgloss in front of the mirror.

"if you could stay here with me and cuddle together" choerry said crossing her arms; her response making you switch your eyes from your own lips to look at her through the mirror.

she was sitting on her bed, watching you as you got ready in the room of loona's dorm that she shared with hyejoo, who at that moment was in the living room.

"you know i can't, right?" you explained, closing your lipgloss and placing it in your purse, now focusing your attention on some rebellious strands of hair, "i have to go to the most boring family party ever and you have practice in less than ten minutes" you finished, finally turning around and walking in your girlfriend's direction to stop in front of her, who was still sitting down.

"aaaaaw" she whined, grabbing your hands and looking up at you, resting her head against your stomach, the action making you smile warmly, "just a kiss, then?" she insisted, facing you again, flashing you her puppy eyes and pouting while making her bottom lip tremble. you had to look away and exhale in order to resist and not give in.

"alright" you suddently said, an idea popping in your head, "but close your eyes first".

she bounced on the bed out of excitement and clapped her hands, before doing as you ordered, puckering her lips out. you squished her cheeks in between your hands, causing her lips to part ever so slightly and bent down to reach her.

however, you just blew some cold air in her mouth, making her eyes widen to look at you in shock and betrayal, watching you as you ran away. too surprised to chase after you, she just yelled "you owe me so many kisses after you come back!" before falling back on her bed and sighing loudly.

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Kim Lip (Loona) - Blossom

Request: “hello!! can i get a kim lip scenario where her female crush lives in a one-room apartment? Since Jungeun is really talkative, they would find themselves talking about the most stupid things at the start (like “have you noticed how much the sun shines?” or things like that) but then the conversation shifts in some serious arguments, like the fact that her crush really likes her back. Thats…a strage request but I hope that thats ok…? thank you so much,,,,💖”

Word Count: 1,542 Words

Warnings: Nothing nsfw ahead :)

A/N: i feel like i went off the request a little.. but I hope this is okay!! 💕

- C

You had finally made it to college after the years of stress that was your high school experience. You were one to stay out of people’s way, with just a few close friends that had gotten you through your schooling so far, and you’d planned to go through college the same way.

You made it to the college the weekend before, saying the hard goodbyes to your family and friends from your hometown. You were excited for the challenge ahead, and you felt ready to start this next chapter of your life.

You were moving into a small one-room apartment, along with your new roommate. It wasn’t much, but it was all you could afford, along with paying for college, books, food… The list goes on.

You could barely see over the box in your arms, which was filled with little knick-knacks you had brought with you. You pushed through the door, finding it was already unlocked, but you ended up pushing a little too hard, falling straight through onto the wooden floorboards in your new room.

You hit the floor with a thump and you groaned, getting surprised when two hands helped you up, followed by a giggle that sent a blush spreading across your face.

“Hey, are you alright?” The owner of the hands asked, still laughing at you a bit. You stood up, leaving your box on the ground for the time being.

“Oh yeah, well I’ve been better.. But thanks for helping me up.” You replied, finally looking up at the girl who you had been talking to. Your breath hitched a bit as you took her in, she was absolutely stunning. Her face has gone red as you realised you had been staring at her for longer than you should have been. You smiled at her lightly, picking up your box and asking her where you should put it.

“Is it okay if I take the bed on the right? I put my stuff there already. If you want that one though, I’ll totally move!” She said brightly, the previous awkwardness forgotten about completely.

You took the bed on the left, not minding which one you took at all. After quite a few trips up and down the elevator, grabbing your suitcases of clothes and books, getting ready for the couple of years ahead of you. After you had unpacked, you sat down, letting out a loud sigh.

“Tired huh? I’m Kim Lip, by the way. Well, you can call me Jungeun.” She said, sitting on her bed opposite yours.

“Yeah, just a little, and I’m Y/N.” You replied, moving a strand of your hair behind your ear in slight nervousness. It ended up on a long conversation, from classes, schedules, family, and any other topic you could think about, that led to you two heading out for dinner together that night.

“Where do you want to go?” Jungeun asked you, turning to look at you as you continued walking. You didn’t mind of course, and you ended up going to a diner that was nearby. You wolfed down your chips and burger, making Jungeun laugh at your antics.

“Wow, you really are hungry, we should’ve come earlier!” She said, covering her face as she laughed, the corners of her eyes creasing up.

“Sorry, I haven’t eaten today!” You replied, laughing right along with her. You found you had a lot in common, with little awkwardness between you. Jungeun filled up any empty silences that ever happened between you.

You headed back to your dorm room that night, neither of you knew anyone else at the college, and had no plans that night, ending up in you both watching a movie together. You fell asleep well that night, Jungeun drifting off well soon after.

-

The first month of college went pretty well for both you and Jungeun. You hadn’t branched out too much, always relying on Jungeun to be at home to entertain you. She was more of a social butterfly, making quite a few new friends, but she always regarded you as her best friend, no matter who she encountered.

It was another night at home for you, Jungeun was also home tonight. You sat on your bed, looking up at the ceiling, daydreaming about little things.

“Penny for your thoughts?” A voice beside you said, snapping you out of your reverie. You looked over at Jungeun, who was sitting cross-legged on her bed, staring at you thoughtfully.

“Just daydreaming. How about you?” You replied, turning to face her, crossing your own legs to mirror her.

“Just thinking about the blossom trees outside. They’re so pretty in the summer, yet completely bare out of season. How can something so beautiful change so quickly?” She said, a ghost of a smile on her lips as she saw your confused face. You shook your head, grinning at her.

“What goes through your head, honestly Jungeun?” You replied, looking at her. She simply shrugged, looking right back at you.

“I guess I understand. They’re right outside our window, and it’s strange to look outside and not see the pink flowers in the morning before class.” You said after a minute of silence. Jungeun nodded, glad you understood what she was getting at.

Your friendship was filled with a lot of conversations like this, talking about everything and nothing all at once. The blossom trees caught your eye more than ever after that night, you felt as if you had never taken them in properly before, and that Jungeun had opened your eyes to a new kind of beauty that you had failed to appreciate every day.

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You realised you had caught feelings for her after a couple of weeks, but you were unsure as to if she felt the same. You wanted things to stay the same, too scared to confess in case you ruined the friendship with a confession. However, it all changed one day.

“Hey Y/N, I’ll be home late tonight, I’m going on a date,” Jungeun said, walking out of the bathroom. You looked up at her, your jaw falling open at how beautiful she looked. It almost distracted you from the jealousy in your veins.

“Date? With who?” You said quickly, standing up to face her.

“With some guy from my class, it doesn’t matter.” She said, turning away from you and grabbing her back.

“Yes, Jungeun, it does matter. Why are you going on a date?” You said, not realising how you sounded at that moment.

“Why are you making this such a big deal? You know what? Never mind. I’m gonna be late.” She said, pushing past you and going out the door, slamming it hard behind her. You realised how stupid you sounded then, and started figuring out how to apologise to Jungeun.

It was 11pm by the time Jungeun returned, and you looked up to see her mascara running down her face. You ran towards her, hugging her as her shoulders racked with each sob. You didn’t want to know what happened until she was ready to tell you. You just wanted to know how you could help.

Jungeun slept in your bed that night, cuddling up to you. The date hadn’t gone well at all, the guy had been a complete dick to her. At around 2am, Jungeun woke you up.

“Y/N, we need to talk.” She said, her eyes still half closed from sleep.

“Ah, okay. Shoot.” You said, sitting up to look at the sleepy girl sitting beside you.

“What was all that earlier?” She said, staring you down slightly. You didn’t want to reply, but you knew she was owed an explanation for your behaviour.

“Listen Jungeun, I really like you. I got all weird earlier because I was jealous, I wanted to be the one you were going on a date with.” You replied, looking down at your hands that had been resting in your lap. The silence that followed made you nervous, too scared to make any eye contact with her.

“Y/N, why didn’t you tell me, goddamnit?” Jungeun said. Her tone took you by surprise, and you finally looked at her, a smile spread right across her face. She couldn’t help but laugh at your confused look, taking your hands in hers.

“I like you too. Does that make it clearer?” She said, her head cocking to the side with a little grin on her face. You nodded your head, still shocked at this new information.

“You’re so cute, you idiot.” She said finally. You smiled at her then, leaning your head as she leaned towards you, capturing her lips with your own. You could taste the remainder of the strawberry flavoured lip gloss she had worn earlier, relishing the taste.

-

Dating Jungeun was a wild experience, and you ended up with a lot more friends than you ever had before. Jungeun often told you that she had seen you opening up a lot more, comparing you to the blossom trees that bloomed outside your shared window in summer.

That window where you sat most evenings, talking about stupid things that you wouldn’t remember the morning after, sharing kisses, telling stories. You wouldn’t trade that experience for the world.

things you said while we were driving

pairing kim jungeun x gender neutral reader

summary things you said while we were driving

genre & theme fluff

warnings none

requested [❌]

“We should really get another car,” Jungeun says.

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lia: why are you posing? there aren't any cameras here

chaeryeong: google earth is always taking pictures

USE HEADPHONES

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Loona reaction to their s/o falling asleep while waiting for them

A/N: Happy Yves Day!!

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Giddily you shifted on the couch while a wide smile was playing on your lips. Finally, your girlfriend would come back home again. Loona had been in LA for the KCON and although your girlfriend had only been away for a week, you missed her endlessly.

But a glance on the watch stifled your excitement a bit. It was only 6 pm and your girlfriend wouldn’t land for another 5 hours. It was unlikely that she would arrive in the apartment before midnight. You sighed and tried to distract yourself by watching some TV.

However, time just didn’t go by.

You skipped from one drama to the other and there were still hours left until you could wrap your arms around your girlfriend. This was pure torture. Eventually you ended up watching some boring documentary, because you couldn’t stand seeing all those happy couples in the dramas. But the monotone voice of the narrator wasn’t really helping the tiredness that was slowly making your eyelids heavier. No matter how many snacks you stuffed in your mouth, the results of your exhausting day couldn’t just be swallowed and forgotten.

10 pm. 11 pm. 12 pm. The hand of the clock passed the long-awaited mark, but the apartment stayed silent and empty. Something must have held them up at the airport. Disappointed you laid down on the couch and closed your eyes; just for a second. You wanted to be in your right mind when your girlfriend came home. Therefore, you just needed to rest your eyelids for a bit.

Closing your eyes felt like the strains of the day washed off your body and you sighed in relief. Your breathing immediately fell into a slow and steady rhythm causing all the noises in the room to fade into the background. Soon you were greeted by your girlfriend’s beautiful smile, only that it was just in your dreams…

ViVi

Kahei quickly hurried up the hallway. She had jut wanted to finally come home to you, but her members had been “starving”, so they stopped at a restaurant to get some food. In the meantime, it was already 1 am; now she wouldn’t let anything come between you and her though. After three more steps, she finally reached your door and let herself in with the key you had given her.

Kahei tried to be as quiet as possible. You had told her about your tight schedule lately. Therefore, she wasn’t sure whether you were still awake or not. Secretly she was hoping that you weren’t. Of course, she couldn’t wait to finally hold you in her arms again, but you needed your sleep and she could still greet you in the morning.

On her tiptoes, she walked into the living room and when she saw you laying on the couch, her heart made a flip inside her chest. A wide smile spread on her face and she immediately left her suitcase behind to get next to you. Carefully she sat down on the edge of the couch and looked at your face in awe. She had missed you so much. Not being able to suppress her urge to finally touch you again, she softly stroked your cheek and outlined your face with her fingertips.

You didn’t notice any of this, but Kahei didn’t mind. You were finally by her side again. That was all that mattered. She watched you a little longer before getting a blanket and tugging you in. She really couldn’t wait for tomorrow morning when she could pepper your face with kisses.

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23. A kiss that tastes of the food/dessert they are eating [with heejin].

➢ 💌; fluff

you were allowed to stay in the same room that heejin and chuu were filming a vlive in to celebrate their birthdays with fans. you never joined heejin in her work-related activities, as to not distract her too much, but this time you couldn’t hold back; you would never lose a chance to watch her cook. and struggle. mostly struggle.

that’s how you found yourself sitting quietly on a chair in the corner of the room, occasionally leaving some comments under the live, watching amused as your girlfriend would slightly smile and quickly glance at you from her spot.

as fun as she was to tease, you often got stuck looking at her pretty face or at her long dark hair that kept getting in the way while she was trying to cook. and, oh, the way her deep voice was making you feel, every word she spoke felt like heaven to your ears.

you quietly giggled, getting shushed by one of the staff members, when she tried to flip her brownies onto a plate but the whole thing fell apart. after getting scolded, you continued watching the two girls as silently as possible, trying not to get kicked out.

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you were lowkey dozing off, when heejin and chuu loudly said goodbye to their fans, ending the live and involuntarily bringing you back to reality.

your girlfriend straight up ran in your direction as soon as the phone they used to film was turned off, her skirt bouncing at her every step and hair flowing around.

"were you making fun of me? I saw you!" she whined, pointing at you with one hand while the other rested on her hip.

"I wasn't" you denied, "we both know how good you are at cooking, I would never make fun of you" you teasingly continued, earning a punch on your arm, making you laugh.

"anyway, I'd really like to try your brownies" you said after a while, batting your eyelashes at her. spreading your legs from your sitting position, you pulled heejin in between them. "oh now you want to try my cooking?!" she exclaimed in disbelief, still offended by your previous words.

"sure I'll go get it, I guess" she then added after seeing you pouting, rolling her eyes and turning around to go get the leftovers, until you blocked her by grabbing her arm and pulled her down so that she was at the same level as you. before she could protest, your lips landed on hers, staying still for a few seconds until you finally pulled away.

she looked at you with wide eyes and blushed cheeks, her arm still held in place by your firm grip. licking your lips to taste the chocolate she had eaten before, you pretended to think about what to say.

"yep, it tastes sweet"

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group: itzy

pairing: lia x fem!reader

genre: fluff

contents: established relationship, lia and the reader are dumb af. [2/33]

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synopsis: Lia asks for help when she locks herself out of her apartment, so what happens when you lock yourself out of your apartment too?

a/n: this one sucks lmao

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“How can you lock yourself out of your own apartment?”

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Helloo, it's me again. Your writings are awesome and I jsut can't seem to get enough. Can I please request a scenario where Loona's Jinsoul has a crush on reader and during her rehearsal with her group, Loona members just literally exposes her.

Jinsoul x Reader

Big fat crush

It's been a little less than a month since you met Jinsoul. You met her thanks to mutual friends and since that day you've seen each other two or three times on casual hangouts already. She was a nice friend, always caring and kind, someone that actually listens when you talk; it was nice having her around.

Today she invited you at her rehearsal since it was your meeting day of the week. She had things to do but didn't want to give up your Thursday's encounters. So here you were arriving at the concert place in the middle of the afternoon, feeling a little nervous if you had to be honest.

Meeting the eleven members and close friends of Jinsoul was quite stressful but you weren't too worried, after all you could be pretty social when you had to.

Anyway you didn't expect her members to be that friendly. When you arrived you sent a text to Jinsoul asking her to come get you because you didn't want to face her members alone but they all came greeting you, eager to know you.

"Hey, Y/N how are you?"

You blinked a few times before answering to Haseul that you were fine, quite shocked that she knew your full name. Of course Jinsoul must have been talking to her members about you since they live together but you didn't expect them to remember or even pay attention to what she was saying.

All of them introduced themselves one by one and you could now put faces on the stories Jinsoul told you.

"So are you guys ready for your concert ?"

You chuckled when Yeojin answered that she was born ready, receiving light taps from her older members.

"I'm pretty sure we're going to do well but you know, there's always some pressure."

You nooded at the very logical answer coming from Choerry.

Soon enough the girls had to go do sounds checks letting you alone with Jinsoul that had already did hers.

"Hey.."

"Are you really going to act shy now that your members are not with us anymore ?"

You laughed at Jinsoul shy behaviour and crazy eyebrows expressions before giving her a hug. You smiled at her once you stepped back, not noticing the way her cheeks turned red at your proximity.

Well maybe you didn't notice but Hyejoo was fast to point it out when she came back from sound check.

"Why are you blushing like a teenage girl ? You look like Gowon when I..."

"..When she gives me food !"

Gowon was fast to cut her secret girlfriend off sending her a terrific look. But of course Kim Lip had to step in with her perverted mind right at this moment. You truthfully didn't even have time to register the first segment.

" That's how people call it nowadays ? Wait ! Did I miss Jinsoul great finally ?! Oh chuu, you could have call me seriously guys.."

You tried to search for Jinsoul's eyes but she kept avoiding to make eye contact with you, making you unsure on what to believe or not.

"Did you call me ? Why are you disappointed ? Oh no don't tell me we miss Jinsoul's confession ? Was it great ? Did she kneel down to ask Y/N to be her girlfriend like in romantic movies ?" Chuu asked without breathing between each question.

Sooyoung approached, encircling her girlfriend's shoulder with one arm and listening carefully to what she was saying before presenting her fist to bump to Jinsoul.

"Well done bro."

"Oh no we missed it I told you we didn't have time to make out !"

Heejin's and Haseul's voices were heard respectively talking to Hyunjin and Vivi who exchanged a look before shrugging. You would have let out a chuckle if you weren't so lost at this moment. You tried to reach out to Jinsoul but she walked away before you could.

"Did we say something wrong ?"

You kept your eyes on Jinsoul's figure while answering Heejin's question.

"She didn't ask me out or confess yet, she was just blushing."

The members exchanged terrified looks, feeling guilty for the way they messed up. In sync they started saying all the good things they could about Jinsoul.

"She's always smiling so big when you text her, seriously it seems like her cheeks are about to rip off sometimes."

"She really loves you, she can't stop talking about you to the point where we practically know all about you."

"It's been days that she's been harassing us to have date ideas. I'm so sorry."

"Yesterday she repeated her confession speech so much that all of us know it by heart like poetry now."

They were all talking at the same time letting you hear only half of the informations.

Suddenly no one was speaking, curious about why you didn't bulge or say anything, your eyes still on Jinsoul. Vivi talked for the first time.

"Y/N, why are you not looking surprised by what we said ? You already knew didn't you ?"

"I figure it out a while ago. Jinsoul isn't exactly the best at hiding things and to be honest if she wasn't planning on confessing I would have been the one to do it anyway."

The girls were so happy to hear that you felt the same way about Jinsoul than what Jinsoul felt for you. They started squealing like crazy, getting Jinsoul's attention back to you. You noticed how even though she was kind of sulking she was looking out for you when she mumbled : "Are you okay ?".

You decided that it was time since her confession had been sabotaged, you had to do it. You nooded before mumbling an "I love you" almost imperceptible on your lips.

You saw how Jinsoul's eyebrows frown, not sure that she understood it right. You didn't have time for more charades so you walked to her.

"What did you say ? I didn't get it."

"Nevermind. Would you go on a date with me ?"

Jinsoul's blinked a few times before looking at you with arched brows. Asking you if you were serious.

"Thursday, 6pm ?"

The smile that took place on her face was the brightest you ever saw.

"I'd love that."

"Yeah I kind of guess."

She chuckled at your joke even though she was still a little angry at her members for being so bad at secrets.

However you spent your day looking at the girls rehearsal before Jinsoul led you to your car since you couldn't attend the concert.

Before you entered your car she hugged you tight, inhaling your scent to get courage before the show.

"What did you mumble first ?"

You chuckled at how she was trying to get what she wanted in exchange of a hug. You broke the hug and got in your car but before driving off you repeated it in the safe place of your car where she could only try to guess.

Heyy, thank youuu. Here is your request, hope you like it, don't forget to give feedback. I had fun writing crackheads loona exposing Jinsoul thanks 😂 and well you already know you can request again whenever you want. -Ael

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Idol: Loona

Request: Yes

Anon: about the loona 13th member request how about having them (loona) doing a group vlive with the new member and the fans start shipping them ? btw is this a request because even i can’t tell.lol. \^.^/ p.s. i’m writing the on android so i can’t add emoji so i’m just typing “lol” lol…

Author’s note: It looks like it’s still a request so don’t worry nonnie. I wasn’t sure if you meant a scenario or reaction so if you were hoping for something else, feel free to tell me

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Idol: Loona

Warning: bullying, physical abuse

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Please let's get some rest, I'm tired

Pairing: Kim Jungeun x (fem) reader

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Y/n walked towards the gate of their school, being greeted by her bestfriend Heejin with her girlfriend Hyunjin.

"Did you sleep well last night my Heekkie?" Hyunjin asked softly as she wrapped her right arm around her girlfriend's shoulder.

"Of course baby! Who wouldn't sleep well if you're in my dreams" Heejin answered as she clung cutely on Hyunjin's arm.

Y/n scoffed and gave a fake cough so the two can sense her presence. The couple darted their eyes towards Y/n and chuckled lightly.

"Oh... right Y/n hehe" Hyunjin scratched her neck and gave her friend a shoulder pat. "So how was your sleep?" Heejin asked and Y/n shrugged.

"I don't know, Lippie didn't text me back last night, but I understand maybe she's busy or something" Y/n answered and lowered her head.

"Still seeking for her attention aren't you?"

"Yeah... it's hard, but if she's kinda busy, of course I'll understand" Y/n said with a forced smile and walked towards their classroom, leaving the couple behind.

"That kid never really learns" Hyunjin mumbled to herself, but only receiving a shoulder smack from her girlfriend.

"Don't say those things Hyunjin. Let's give her a time first" Heejin said softly before following Y/n.

As Y/n got inside the classroom, she sat down on her chair and stared out the window beside her. She was sitting there silently but then she heard a familiar voice, Jungeun.

"Oh hi there baby" Jungeun said and sat beside her. "Hi" Y/n looked at her and plainly replied.

Jungeun furrowed her eyebrows at her reply. "Babe is there something wrong?" Jungeun asked as she held Y/n's hand firmly.

"Nope, everything is fine" Y/n said and looked away from her girlfriend.

"By the way, I have many group projects this week and I think I can't talk to you for some days, but I'll try my best to have a time with you baby" Jungeun explained and hugged the younger.

"You don't have to, I really understand" Y/n replied and broke the hug, spacing out at the window one more time before their teacher entered the class.

(Timeskip)

Mr. Park dismissed his class as Y/n packed her bag, exiting the classroom. She was walking down the halls when someone grabbed her arm.

"Wait, Y/n" Jungeun panted and leaned on the wall for support. Y/n stopped her track, staring at her.

"Let me walk you hom-"

"Oh you don't have to, you're gonna be busy right? I can manage" Jungeun's words were cut off and just gave a faint smile towards her, letting Y/n walk off.

It was 5:30pm, it was getting dark. Y/n was already infront of her apartment. She was about to insert the keys when she heard the bush rustling.

She was too tired to give a damn so just chose to shrug it, she was just going to lock the door but someone stopped her. It was Jungeun.

"What the-what are you doing here??"

"I uhh, just wanted to know if you got home safely, yeah that's it."

"So you just creepily followed me, huh?"

"Well....kinda"

Silence engulfed between the two and Y/n was the first one who brought up the mood. "Uhhh.. do you wanna come inside?" Y/n asked as Jungeun quickly refused. "Uhh no, it's alright" The older awkwardly chuckled at Y/n.

"If that's the case then.. I think you should go now, you still have many group projects right?"

And that's when Y/n's cold personality came. "Y/n, baby please understand" Jungeun suddenly said as Y/n could only grip rightly on the door knob.

"I do! I always do, I always understand you to the point that I don't realize that I am slowly hurting myself."

"That I'm slowly killing myself deep inside. Do you know what I don't understand unnie? It's why can't you find time for me, even just a little time."

"Y/n, if you think it's easy for me.. then no, it's not!"

"Then why? Tell me! You don't go to lunch with me anymore, you don't even text me goodmorning, or goodnight. All of those made me feel like I'm just a friend to you, like I'm just a stranger to you."

"So why not just end it if you think I'm a bother, if you think I'm a burden." Y/n bit her lips, trying her best not to cry.

"Y/n, please... Come on I'm sorry-"

"Why say sorry if you don't even mean it?" Jungeun tried to hug Y/n, but only ended up being refused to. She was crying, the both of them were crying. Jungeun felt scared, fear and sadness were slowly washing through her body.

"Jungeun, don't you know how much it hurts, how my heart clenches when you don't text me back? I always check on my phone to see if you messaged me or not, making me look like an idiot."

"It hurts me to see my own self silently breaking apart while you're sound asleep. All your promises are haunting me every night, Kim Jungeun!"

"Why, Why does it have to be you?!"

"Lip, I'm so tired, I'm tired of squeezing myself into you. I'm being selfish now aren't I? Seeking for your attention, but I get mad too! I get tired too!"

None of them talked until Jungeun went down on her knees, holding both of Y/n's shaky hands. Y/n tried to pull her to stand up, she can't take it when Jungeun is being like this.

"Get up, please get up unnie"

"No..... I'm so s-sorry Y/n"

"One last time, stop saying sorry to me. I'm tired if hearing it, just please get up and leave!"

Y/n shouted, making the older step back. She was tired of asking for love and care, she was just so exhausted.

If Jungeun really wanted to give her attention, then she should've done it, right? She should've done it instead of breaking her promise.

Seeking for someone's attention is hard, everyone knows it. She felt like it was too much, she didn't want to let her go, but she still wanted to hold on.

But why hold onto someone who wants to let go? Why hold onto someone who doesn't want to be with you, even for just a second?

"Let's end it Jungeun, I'm done. Now please leave, just leave now unnie!"

"Y/n... I'm sorry, I hope you'll forgive me. I love you so much my baby"

"I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight. Please let's get some rest, I'm tired."

Y/n closed the door and ran to her room, flopping on her bed and crying her heart out. It hurts her so much, and anyone would've felt the same.

You're here slowly breaking, wanting for your lover's attention and she's there having fun without you.

Jungeun felt her knees weaken, making her fall down onto the cold ground. Tears were constantly streaming down to her cheeks. She could just only breathe heavily as she slowly realizes everything.

And that's when she cried aloud, clenching on her chest tightly. Sorrow pierces her heart, making her think about how can she even do that to Y/n.

There were thoughts rushing into her mind...

'I guess I'm too late to realize how much it hurts to be ignored. Am I?'

'How much it hurts to finally say your last goodbye to someone you love, to someone who brought out the best of you. I'm really sorry my Y/n-ie.'

'I love you'

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Request: So, I was thinking about the 13th member of Loona almost fighting another idol of a different group alongside Olivia or Hyunjin because the idol of the different group were saying horrible stuff about Cheorry who the 13th member is dating. If that’s okay? If not then please ignore it and I’ll send in a request with more fluff, if you want.

A/N: I love this so much that I’m lowkey mad I didn’t think of it myself. I hope you like it. I also really appreciate how kind you are in my asks and please feel free to request more in the future. Also I’m coming for a specific former Aoa member’s neck sooooo I apologize if anyone is a die hard fan of hers then oops. 💛

Pairing: Choerryx00 line Female!Reader

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Voices I Can’t Run Away From

❣Voices I Can’t Run Away From❣

First one for 2021! This request was so interesting to write guys. I really hope you enjoy it❤

❤ AU: DreamCatcher (Fem!) 8th Member

❤ Genre: Angst

❤ Word Count: 5.3k

❤ Song Suggestions: BOCA by DreamCatcher and Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park

❤ TW: Harassment, bullying, suicide especulation.

Day 1

Please make them shut up. Please.

I’m already way too far away, why do I still hear them? They only yell at me to get out of the band, there’s one too many people in there. The walls around me paint themselves in all the words that are written about me all over the internet, talentless, a nuisance, not enough. I already know that. But I was trying, I swear I was trying. 

Now nobody will have to see my face again, I promise. But please make them shut up.

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Special Halloween; How would Loona act if they were in a haunted house

HeeJin: HeeJin wouldn’t be that scared. Everytime something scares her she would just leave a short scream and then laugh at herself for being scared of things that aren’t real

HyunJin: HyunJin would loudly scream everytime that something scares her and probably would hide behind someone, but when the other girls look at her she goes like: “What? I wasn’t scared at all! That could never scare me, please girls”

HaSeul: HaSeul would probably the type of person who when it’s scared hugs others to protect them (especially YeoJin or ViVi), after that she would yell at the actor/actress who scared her to ‘stop it’

YeoJin: We all know that she would be yelling the whole time, nearly crying and hiding behind HaSeul. When some character doesn’t scare her she laughs at them but then something else scares her and she goes back to the scary baby that she would be

ViVi: She would scream in mute. She would only cover her face and close her eyes when she’s scared and maybe grab tight someone’s arm *cough cough* haseul’s *cough cough*, when they go out she would be like: ‘I liked it so much! Let’s try it again!’

Kim Lip: ‘Don’t worry JinSoul, I’ll protect you from every monster that we find’, but everytime she gets scared, she runs away and forgets about the others. When the girls call her a coward she says: ‘Well, I didn’t do it because I was a coward, but someone has to survive, right?’, and laughs

JinSoul: ‘WAIT KIM LIP DON’T LET ME HERE TO DIE’, she would yell after Kim Lip runs away. She would stay in the place petrified, without even breathing. ‘Come on move JinSoul, we don’t have all day to wait for you!’, would scream at her YeoJin from behind, scared as hell. The girls would have to push her to keep moving until Kim Lip comes back from her runaway.

Choerry: Every time some actor/actress try to scare her, she laughs happily and tells them that ‘they’re super scary and should keep doing their thing’. When they’re out she’s loudly saying that ‘it has been amazing’, clapping and smiling

Yves: She would probably don’t care about the scary characters. She would probably care more about the girls’ screams and find them annoying. She would probably scare Chuu and YeoJin and then laugh at them, but also would try to calm Chuu if she hugs her scared. ‘Come on girls, we have to keep going it isn’t that horrible’

Chuu: She would be laughing instead of screaming even if she’s scared as hell. A witch appears? She laughs loudly. A scary little kid appears? She laughs loudly, even though she probably wouldn’t get to see almost anything because of the laugh she would have her eyes closed all the time. 

Go Won: Probably behind Olivia all the way. Everytime she gets scared, she yells a little ‘aaaa’ with her crunchy voice and then keep going laughing a bit. ‘Omg that ghost right there looks like it is going to do ‘bbong bbong drr drr’ to us’

Olivia Hye: Like the gamer she is, she would try to make plans, ‘Okay, but we should go this way instead of this way’. She also as a reflex action, would try to hit the actors/actresses when they scare her. ‘I’M SO SORRY I DIDN’T MEAN IT’, while laughing

Instructor: Welcome to salsa class! Who’s ready to learn how to dance?

Siyeon, hiding a bag of tortilla chips: There has been a misunderstanding.

Gahyeon, crying: STOP! PUT ME DOWN PLEASE!

Dami, trying to put her on the christmas tree: THE STAR. GOES. ON. TOP

26. Brushing a kiss along the shell of the other person’s ear [with haseul].

you really wanted to relieve your girlfriend's stress, especially after noticing the way she was coming back home from practice more and more tired each day. that's why as soon as she entered your shared apartment, complaining about what she described as the worst day ever, you didn't hesitate to run upstairs to prapare a warm bath for her and started making dinner after forcing her to relax in the bathtub for as long as she needed.

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sitting on the couch after all the food was ready, you saw haseul entering the living room with one of your t-shirts covering her small body, hair wet and a warm smile on her face.

"do you feel better?" you asked when she sat comfortably in between your legs, her back pressed against your chest, her eyes fluttering closed as you began rubbing small circles on her tummy from beneath her shirt.

she hummed in response, re-opening her eyes when you grabbed the towel she had in her hands and gently put it on her head, smiling at the way she quietly giggled when you accidentally coverd her eyes with it.

you started drying her hair in a slow circular motion, feeling her melting into your touch.

"won't the food get cold?" she asked in a breathy tone as you discarded the towel and began peppering kisses on her shoulder, murmuring a "no" in between, wrapping your arms around her waist and keeping her in place.

you moved her still damp hair behind her cute folded ear, one of your favorite and cutest parts of her body, brushing your lips against it, sliding down to softly bite on her earlobe, at which she flinched and turned around to give you a warning look.

"what?" you asked with a chuckle, faking innocence, as she turned completely around to face you, now sitting on her knees.

"quit biting my ears" she replied in a whisper, looking down.

you grabbed her hands and pulled her back against your chest, "they're so unique and adorable, i love them" you said, following your words by caressing her ears; "especially this one" you finished, pinching her folded one, making her blush and look at you in disbelief as you got up before she could protest.

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