I Should Be Happy. I Get To Wake Up And Live Life. But, Im Not. I Lost Someone, Not By Choice, And I

I should be happy. I get to wake up and live life. But, I’m not. I lost someone, not by choice, and I grieve the loss no matter how lucky I am to be alive.

How strange it is to feel so alien in a place that was once home.

For those who seek enlightenment. Know that if you aren’t willing to accept and face darknesses. You’ll never truly be enlightened.

Over 4,000 miles apart and I woke up knowing something was not right. 888 days later and it still hurts that you are gone.

It gets really tiring hearing people talk about doing something they could easily do, but continually choose not to. Stop complaining about other people’s failures when you’re not even trying yourself.