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I’m obsessed with Dropout.

Help a Black trans couple stay afloat this month:

making a new post to ebeg for my wife and i's survival expenses! my wife and i r a disabled Black trans couple living in texas and we are both currently out of work due to our disabilities (though my wifes been hauling ass to try and get work, and as the weather slowly starts to cool where i am i have begun applying as well). our phone bill ($100) is due 9/23, and im out of several safe foods, namely the meal supplement drinks i rely on to keep me from getting hospitalized due to malnutrition. it costs $30 for two weeks worth of shakes, nevermind the other things i need. contributions via my main links (leave a leaf emoji in payment note) are appreciated; i also still have a list of things i need to purchase/replace if folks want to help that way. my wife and i also have a few shared links where folks can offer recurring support!

(P.S. please dont tag this with anything unless for accessibility purposes!! it is literally a non action to do this one thing i am asking. complaining in the notes or in my askbox will result in a block. thanks for understanding!)

I would apologize for this but there’s nothing to apologize for unless you are @netflix 🤷

POST CANCELLED I FOUND THEM

Somebody shoot me I lost my earbuds and my usual yap partner for my walk home is at home...... (/nsrs I'll literally be okay)

Somebody shoot me I lost my earbuds and my usual yap partner for my walk home is at home...... (/nsrs I'll literally be okay)

I have always been a touch of a Captain Hook defender, but Descendants Captain Hook makes it so much easier.

I’m not even talking about Joshua Colley’s (incredible) performance either. The little I read of the books (until the way Jay was described made me uncomfortable and I closed the book never to touch it again) makes him out to be not that bad of guy. I mean, in his first appearance in the book he literally sticks his head in the waiting jaws of a predator just to make Evie laugh. Putting himself in harms way just to bring joy to a child.

And Harry’s idolization of his father leaves me to hope that James Hook was at least a better parent than the likes of Cruella and Maleficent. In my heart he’s much more leaning into the likes of Dr. Facilier whose daughter chose the Isle over losing him because she felt loved by her father.

And maybe I’m wrong there; maybe the books or animated series (which I’m not very familiar with) make him out to be some monster but. I’d like to imagine there’s so sort of gentleness to him, that maybe Harry idolizes him not due to some need to be a perfect villain but because unlike Mal and Carlos who were pressured through violence to be like their parents, Harry was shown love and what gentleness the Isle could afford.

My three different moods

Boys when the classic literature starts to taste vaguely like their actual experiences.

someone take the monster energy and classic literature away from me I'm getting too deranged

Brothers Karamazov is an amazing psychological exploration of character because it showcases three terrible yet very common mental illnesses: the saviour complex (Alyosha), the superiority complex (Ivan) and being an extrovert (Dmitri) 😔

Hi my name is Alyosha Fyodorovich Karamazov and I have long brown hair reaching to my shoulders and healthy red cheeks like two red apples and a lot of people tell me I look like the elder Zosima (AN: if you don't know who that is get da h*ll out of here!). I'm not related to Saint Alexei but I wish I was because he's a major ****ing hottie. I'm a youth of religious bent but my appearance is bursting with health. I have ruddy red cheeks. I'm also a lover of mankind, and I go to a monastery in Russia where I'm an assistant to my favorite elder (I'm 19). I'm a novice (in case you couldn't tell) and I wear mostly a cassock

Sad ghosts get a little bit translucent

the most comphet thing that charles does in episode 5 isn’t even when he’s like “nah they’re just mates” or him projecting onto hunter and brad because they’re manly men and he wants them to be Good Guys bla bla bla none of that.

no, the most comphet thing in this episode is that charles rowland, light of my life, owner of my heart, saw these two scruffy scrappy stinky burly fuckboy jocks and then looked at himself, this genderfuck punk twink with the prettiest most delicate features i’ve ever seen and eyeliner and earrings and bisexual ass jacket, and edwin payne, the most clockable homosexual that has ever lived or died, the quintessential twink, with his stupid little gay bowtie and gloves and fancy jacket and button up shirt and little gay posh voice and the cunty feminine way he walks and gestures and edwardian vocabulary and syntax and everything about him and said, “they’re just like us, right edwin?” babygirl you are so delusional.

rip hunter and brad you would’ve loved being involved in both edwin’s and charles’s hate crimes </3

i think it's interesting that edwin attracts lonely people.

-the cat king has seemingly never had a real substantial relationship. he lives his lives playing tricks and games, not actual connections

-monty literally only ever spoken to one (1) other person, and that's his fucked up mother familiar mommy situationship that he needs, like, so much therapy to unpack

-simon, maybe the only other gay kid in this boarding school, completely isolated from his peers by virtue of his identity and society and shame

-niko, who has been hiding in her room, avoiding other people for months out of grief and something larger (the inherent unavoidable devastation of growing up alone)

-and, of course, charles. charles, who died alone. charles, one of the only non white kids at that boarding school. charles, who's dad didn't love him and who's mom didn't say anything. charles, who flirts with every girl he meets. charles, who would follow him to the end of the earth but won't ever talk about his feelings because he's brills, mate, aces. charles, who spent his entire life alone and now won't spend a minute of his afterlife alone

i dunno. i think it's interesting. edwin, who we know is lonely, attracts other lonely people.

and, not to overstep my bounds as a silly little person on tumblr, but i think it's interesting that the show has attracted a lot of lonely people, too. and i think there's a lot of reasons for that. the target demographic is teenagers & young adults, a notoriously lonely group. the show features a lot of minority characters, which will attract minority audience members, and often people who are a part of a minority feel lonely and different from the people around them. the show is about friendship and found family, and i think that attracts a lot of lonely people. shit, i'm lonely, and i was drawn to this show. yes, for the incredible music and acting and cinematography, but also because the themes are so fundamentally resonant and raw.

and THAT is why dead boy detectives is an important show. because it is a show for the lonely and the grieving and the lost. AND it is a show for the hopeful and the learning and the coping. it is a show for people who have their shit together, and people with no shit together, and people who don't even know their shit is spilt all over the floor. this show MATTERS because it speaks to the fundamental devastation in human existence AND it finds the beauty to celebrate. it says, yes, loss is horrible and life altering, and you will be okay. yes this will be awful but you will carry on. and that is SO important. do you understand how important that is?? because everyone, everyone goes through loss and change and hardships. everyone. it is a show for lonely people! and we're all fucking lonely, aren't we? isn't part of the human condition just being lonely??

dead boy detectives is a show for people wronged by men. it is a show for people coated in grief. for people who are dealing with their sexuality late in life. for people with fucked up parental relationships. for people who date as a distraction. for people who are doing great and just like a silly little ghost show! for people not doing great but trying their best anyway. most of all, it is a show for lonely people.

just. FUCK! this show MATTERS! this show MEANS SOMETHING to SO many people!! including me!!! it matters to ME!!!! and i will continue yapping about it, even if it's just into the void!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think a better ending and message of The Umbrella Academy should have been that Five doesn't tell the others what he learns in the subway and about breaking the timeline, but instead he simply lives with his family, endlessly saving and trying to save the world. To live despite how dark it is and how hopeless it is.

To live in spite of hardship. To live and spit in the face of how hard and bleak it is.

To say, 'I lived' in spite of it all.

That should have been the message at the end.

Juno Steel and The “That’s Life” PMV.

characters belong to @thepenumbrapodcast , art belongs to me, & if you’d like to support this project on other platforms, you can find it on my TikTok @/mysweetheart.whereareu , and my Instagram @/pilledddcute . more Junoverse PMVs to come. ❤️

jim defroque

I didn’t spend a lot of time or effort on this one, mostly did it absent minded while watching tv 🫠

i think it would be funny if they had social media access

new name

fags what do i do when i have a crush on someone. Do i just suffer ??

EEEEEEEK!!

HIS ASS IS NOT LISTENING 😭😭😭😭

I love Reginald consistently calling Viktor “my boy”

Diversity win! Your unbelievably abusive father respects your gender identity