The Magnus Archives Fandom Has Me Feeling . I Cant Quite Tell What It Is But I Think It Might Be Existential

the magnus archives fandom has me feeling ———. i cant quite tell what it is but i think it might be existential dread? or maybe emotional awakeness. i need to talk to people i think. paint sky blue or smth, i think the vasts got me feeling silly (derogatory/apathetic) and hollow like a china doll

me: ill colour this later. probably tomorrow since i want to get to bed earlier than usual tonight.

also me: HHHNHN YELLOW

(please ignore how much i messed up the eyes. i had a vision but in the way a cursed prophet had a vision.)

ahahajja Michael distortion my beloved

this is the first time ive drawn it. no idea if thisll stick but whatever. im gonna colour it later but i cant rn :((

hands are cut off bc im a coward but its fun to draw bc anatomy doesnt really matter anymore

I made a Which TMA Character are you uquiz with 60 results, so you can know with absolute certainty which one you are (link in the reblogs)

okaaayyy…. yom yom yommy!

helen richardson you are soooooooo sexy micheal shelly you are soooooooo sexy gerry keay you are soooooo sexy mike crew you are soooooo sexy agnes montague you are sooooooooo sexy jude perry you are soooooo sexy melanie king you are sooooooo sexy jon sims you are sooooooo sexy martin blackwood you are soooooooooo sexy anabelle cane you are sooooooo sexy elias bouchard… nikola orsinov you are soooooo sexy tim stoker you are sooooooo sexy breekon & hope ily basira hussain you are soooooooo sexy death dream guy you are soooo sexy georgie barker you are soooooo sexy jane prentiss you are sooooooo sexy sasha james you are sooooooo sexy not!sasha james you are sooooo sexy

i… have no explanation for this. 

i know near to nothing abt tma still bc im very much behind but this came to mind and i couldnt stop thinking about it until i drew it