For Some Reason I Love Talking About My Kinmems, I Don't Think It's Uncommon But It Just Makes Me Very

• For some reason i love talking about my kinmems, i don't think it's uncommon but it just makes me very happy.

• For that reason i'm always posting my kinmems on my kinsta but maybe i should post in here too?

• I think tumblr has more serious fictionkins and a lot less ""kin for fun"" people than instagram.. but i may be wrong, i haven't been here for a long time yet

• Anyway, here is my memory dump of the day!! As Chara, because i miss my family a lot T~T

• I remember that after being with the Dreemurrs for some time i became very close to my father, Asgore. We had tea together in his garden almost every day, mostly before dinner, when mom was preparing the food with Asriel, since he liked to help. Sometimes i would help him take care of some of the flowers, alone, because when I was with Asriel we ended up making a bigger mess than helping. That's why he would help Toriel instead. Asgore taught me a few things about basic plant care, I think I was a decent gardener. But nothing compares to the conversations we had. Usually it was Asriel who offered me the most emotional support, but my father always tried to guide me and find solutions to my problems, he gave me advice and in general made me feel less like a human freak. He mainly helped me with my violent behavior, as sometimes I would end up hurting Asriel unintentionally and felt guilty about it. I remember setting our tea table in the garden from time to time, I carried chairs, even though he insisted that I shouldn't do that. I really miss spending time with him.

CHARA MOODBOARD

With themes of missing the dreemurrs, and dark cottagecore

• it's time for me to talk about my kinmems, again .. this time about my emalf canon

• i've been in a emalf mental shift for a week now and i don't think it's going to end soon

• this memory is very simple, but i can't possibly put into words how much it means to me. and because of that, is not a surprise that adauchi is involved.

• there was one day when i was walking with adauchi through flame world, like we always did, nothing really special about it. but suddenly he stopped walking, and he looked at me and asked why i always walked behind him, not by his side, saying it was annoying.

• i told him that it was something i got used to, because in all the groups i had been, i was always left behind when i walked, since nobody wanted me walking by their side.

• hearing this he basically pulled me by the arm and forced me to walk beside him, without saying anything. when I automatically walked away, he pulled me again, and everytime that happened he would tell me to stay by his side.

• at that moment i realized that adauchi really cared about me, about my feelings.. and i also realized that i never felt left out when he was around, because he wanted me to feel included.

• thinking about this makes me .. happy .

At this point it feels like the kinnie/kinning community has grown way out of hand and our reach and become a completely different community to the otherkin/fictionkin/etc. community. Is attempting to spread the idea that "kinnies aren't a part of the alterhuman community" more productive than attempting to reach out to them, a much larger and scattered community, and try to get them to change the vocabulary they're using as it doesn't entirely fit the original definition?

Of course taking into account that "kinning" to them is "heavily relating to/roleplaying/cosplaying as" rather than simply identifying as.

hungry but like emotionally and for a life I’ve never lived idk

*You find a note, written in blue ink, tucked in your bag. *It’s from Toriel! *It reads: *Hello, my child! *You may be facing difficult times right now. That’s completely okay! It might be discouraging sometimes. However, it’s imperative that you stay determined! You have much to do yet! You have smiles to be had, yummy food to eat, and games to play! There are brighter days ahead! You are stronger than how you may feel right now. And remember: there is always someone who loves you. *Love, Mom