This Might Be A Bit Of A Vent, Honestly (sorry If It Is, Feel Free To Scroll And/or Ignore, I Just Need

This might be a bit of a vent, honestly (sorry if it is, feel free to scroll and/or ignore, I just need to write about it somewhere)

This post might kinda sound like an end, but it's not! I'm going to continue posting my art here!

I've been feeling a lot more fearful lately. Like- as I'm getting more followers, the possibility of hate and stuff increases. And I can't really get this out of my head lately.

When I was about like- maaaybe 10 or something (not older than 12 for sure), my art got posted to a vk group/community, that laughs at "cringe art". I was mentioned and they even called me "fox not ok" (I've gona by Fox ok back then).

It wasn't over anything problematic, I think, just vent art and some other drawings. And I was sensitive to criticism before that too... Posting my art on the internet has been a bit more scary since that.

Like- what if people misunderstand something? What if I'm coming off as too weird? Communicating with people is scary.

On a bit more positive note:

But even after that, internet remains my only safe (debatably, but safer than anyone in real life at least) space. I am really thankful to everyone I've been friends with over the years. Even if some ended up hurting me at some points in some ways. People on various sites I used always tended to accept me for who I was (sure, I saw some hate directed towards furries and lgbtq+ members, even some calling to kill them, but nowhere close to how much of it is on tv and real life)

Thank you, my friends, kind strangers on the internet, and people who interact with my art. It means a lot to me. Thank you for every positive comment, every reblog, every compliment in my ask box, every like. It makes my days better.

Wasn't sure if I should post this here or not, but ehh- it's nothing bad, so why not.

Okay

Lizor but they're a plant

That is all go wild with this prompt lol

Not much to say about the first and third one, but the second? I decided to make like- some sort of plant parasite. Thats why the lizard looks so sick.

Below are a collection of my discord messages about this (I know that probably won't work, but this is fiction, so like- why not):

the parasitic one starts out as a seed sack. After it's eaten, it starts growing a bit more, causing discomfort to it's current host. If the creature is big enough, and it has enough nutrients to let the parasite grow to adulthood, it eventually starts absorbing and stops functions of various organs, which causes the creature to die. Through decomposed and soft flesh, it sprouts a flower, that then turns into a seed sack, a tasty treat!

If the creature isn't big enough, after the plant starts absorbing it's organs, it will become an easy target for larger predators, and it goes on the same as before.

A seed sack is something like a sporepuff, filled with popcorn plant-like seeds

Something a slugcat would likely eat! :3

Rain deer like sporepuffs, and a seed sack is similar to them...

Could be an explanation as to why rain deer are so stupid

You would not be a good mount, while your insides are eaten by a plant

Small centipedes aren't a big enough host, adult ones? Yea, they are big enough

if that awful things happen here we will bite them to shred for you,no worry alright!

Just plz keep be happy and have fun boing arts,you got it!

Ehh, it wasn't that bad. And I wouldn't really want anyone attacking people that may start stuff like this. I'm just a small artist, not someone worth attacking people for.

But I do understand what you mean- And it means a lot to me, that someone would like my art this much. (still, opinions about art aren't worth it, I think)

(for context, I talked about my art being posted on a "lol, look at these cringe young and beginner artists" type of group in vk (russian social network. I don't think I said it was in vk in the original post, because I forgot), when I was younger, in my last post, so getting more followers is kinda scary, because it may come with some hate)

Thank you for this ask, I will try to keep being happy and make more drawings.

(sorry for a few text posts today)

noooooooooo, my guy(((((((( Give them backk(((🥺

(their name is Starman and they are a shapeshifter :3 (and also my sona)

Also, was the rat infestation cleared out? I wanted to join them...

WOAH!!!!! TH THE THING!!!!!!!!

thank you mutual for gracing me with this delicious art

i love this lil star guy yuo got… kidnaps it…

I'm fine with that as long as you'll give me treats

WOAH!!!!! TH THE THING!!!!!!!!

thank you mutual for gracing me with this delicious art

i love this lil star guy yuo got… kidnaps it…