LAVENDER REVERIE LIVIN IN MY MEMORY OH IM REMEMBERIN THINGS FEEL A FEELIN FINDIN ME ARCADE TOKEN ECSTASY

LAVENDER REVERIE LIVIN’ IN MY MEMORY OH IM REMEMBERIN THINGS FEEL A FEELIN FINDIN ME ARCADE TOKEN ECSTASY READING ME YOUR POETRY EIGHTY WORDS ON HOW TO BREATHE IM RUNNIN RUNNIN MAPLE STREET MATCHA TEA LIVIN FOR THE MEMORY OH IM FORGETTING THINGS FEEL A FEELIN FLEEIN ME ARCHETYPE I GOTTA LEAVE THRIVIN IN THE IN-BETWEEN TEACH ME HOW HOWTO BREATHE IM RUNNIN RUNNIN RUNNIN. so don’t run too fast or you’ll fall, ain’t nothin ever hurt that never mattered at all

— therapist’s wet dream, amelia day

i want to learn how to play chess and play it well, i want to pull my piano out and feel that tune i’ve had on loop, i want libraries and late night reading, i want to make silly anagrams that are so outrageously specific and dramatic and stupid, i want chai latte, i want rum and crime novels, i want to learn and consume and never be bored again a day in this life.

genuinely though, im at least halfway through (i think i decided 72 to compare with other research), and I'm not even hungry yet?? which is a little bit concerning?? although!! the brain fog is gone. seriously. i'm a little fuzzy now, but i think that's because my heart is playing up atm, but the typical all-around brain fog is gone?!?!?!

because i can read and understand journal articles, i somehow think i’m qualified to take on board the evidence and ideas presented as factual, despite only being verisimilar or inconsequential

so glad i don’t have binge(the streaming app), i would be currently binge watching the entirety of adventure time from the beginning

Yes I dog ear the corners of my books, No I don't care when the pages of my books come out, I appreciate the signs of wear and tear, I like it when they look like they've been read and absorbed, like they've really influenced me, I like it when they look like they belong in a museum, yes we exist.

because i can read and understand journal articles, i somehow think i’m qualified to take on board the evidence and ideas presented as factual, despite only being verisimilar or inconsequential