Pretending I Dont Want To Snap At Peoples Throats Whrn I Get Angry .heart Emoji

pretending I dont want to snap at peoples throats whrn I get angry .heart emoji

me and my mutuals going out for a little walk

stimming isn't enough i need to howl n bark n wag my tail n roll over n jump around

HAPPY WORLD RAT DAY!!!

Aw yay!!! We're both physical dogs!! :DD

so i’ve seen a lot of posts talking about being “physically nonhuman” and i don’t really understand what that means? /gen

like i have never felt like a human, and spent my whole childhood feeling deeply sad because i couldn’t live my life as a dog. i remember constantly staring at my hands and curling my fingers up to make them look like paws because it felt like i wasn’t supposed to have human hands. i also used to study the ways that dogs moved and everything that dogs did, and i would do quads but it made me really upset most of the time because my legs didn’t match the way i wanted to move. i don’t feel connected to any aspect of humanity, i don’t like to communicate like them (which i don’t even have the ability to do that anyway), i don’t feel like a human at all, it feels like there is nothing human about me other than my reflection. the only time i remember what my physical self looks like is when i look in a mirror, otherwise i envision myself as a dog. but i feel like even my human form looks a bit like a dog, so i’m not too upset about it lol :3 it makes me deeply uncomfortable to try to act like a human, to the point that i feel like i just can’t do it anymore. is this being physically nonhuman or is this something else? maybe just psychological nonhumanity? idk aghgh i’m sorry if i sound foolish🙈