Coywolfkin - Tumblr Posts
wolves playing with ice (on trail camera)
Interacting with other alterhuman/nonhuman/therian/etc is actually rewiring my brain. I am getting weirder. It is too late to stop it. Who wants to come roll in a patch of dirt with me, groom each other, and then fall asleep in my nest
I WAS TALKING TO MY MOM EARLIER AND SHE SAID
"we've always seen you as more a feral creature than a human child"
AGHHH I LOVE HER
fuck it. *turns into this and never turns back*
I want to run on all fours. To bound through fields and chase rabbits. But nothing my feeble human shaped body can do relieves that urge. Quads only reinforce the fact that this body was never made for that, they make me feel like this body is a punishment. Shaking hands bearing the all-too-heavy weight of my body can never compare to the paws agilely trudging over the plains in pursuit. I just want to run, to do what I was meant to do, to be who I was meant to be. But I can't, and it's my curse to forever mourn that loss.
I was watching the first episode of the new season of Sweet Tooth and just seeing the hybrids made me, I don't know, upset in a way? I never felt this way when I was watching the two other seasons when they came out, I just thought the hybrids were really neat. And thinking about it, it's probably because of my awakening as a alterhuman.
Seeing these 'half animal' characters makes me so sad because I know I'll never get to have that. That I'll be trapped in a human perceived body until I die. And that's not usually something I care about because I'm still human alongside being a dog, but these hybrids have the best of both worlds. They have everything I could ever want and never have.
I wish I was a hybrid.
Everything would be so much easier.
Grahhhhhh I should be allowed to tear into a freshly killed deer
Ripping the skin and fur back with my teeth and plunging my paws into the hot flesh
Tearing out chunk after chunk until my muzzle is dripping with the deer's warm blood
Testosterone AND prey drive/prey cravings is driving me crazy
I'm craving protein like an insane man
I WANT A STEAK OR A DEAD RABBIT OR A DEER OR SOMETHING PLS PLS PLS
Any other caninekin just like- sniff your friends???
I do it literally every time I'm hanging out with someone one-on-one (too many smells in group settings) because they all smell different and I have to know what they smell like !!!
Mutuals can I scent you 🥺
Sometimes I question my alterhumanity all together, "what if I'm just lying to myself about it all"
But then I'm folding laundry in my coyote tail and dog harness and I'm suddenly feeling the most euphoria I've felt all week
I love my Adam's Apple because it let's me snarl like a wild beast 🥰
AHHHHH
This looks perfect thank you sm!!! ^_^
Hi!!! I saw your doodle requests were open and they're super cute!! ^^
Could I maybe get one of a fluffy coywolf with more coyote leaning fur tones? I'd add examples but you have media off TwT
thamk you!! sorry about having media off, ive turned it on from now on! heres your fluffy coywolf! enjoy!!
why am I as a dog having period cramps
who did this
