First Meeting In The Museum

First meeting in the museum

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1am oc ramblings

Laura is a nihilist, but not really in a smarter-than-thou manner; rather someone who has seen the worst of people and has been hurt so deeply it almost broke her.

Now, she doesn’t want redemption in any way, shape, or form. She sees herself as an irredeemable creature that is beyond salvation, one that’s nothing more than a corpse walking, and disregards any attempts made at her because she just says she deserves it and that’s that. She hurts people because now she’s the one in control. She embraces her own evil, comforting herself that she’s not what they wanted to make her; she’s better, and way, way worse.

She hides behind this facade of wickedness, that she’s the one to blame now, while also blaming everyone at the same time. Because if she doesn’t, nothing would mean anything. None of her suffering or the suffering she’s caused would mean anything.

She boasts about her evil deeds to fervent herself as a monster, because she is most scared of the possibility that she could fix herself. That there’s still something inside her, and that she would actually have to face what she’s done, what she went through. While she knows what harm she’s caused, has seen it in every single one of her victims’ eyes, knows what they felt, the fear, the hatred, she doesn’t want to face why she’s done it.

She doesn’t want to explore herself. If she just plunges deeper, she can brush all her suffering off as something deserved, something that isn’t more complex than punishment. If she just plunges deeper, she has control over what will happen to her. She decides what will happen to her.

She doesn’t want to heal, she’s scared to, because the unknown is terrifying, and she forgot what it’s like not to bleed.

Stop it, get some help-

I like it so much (not) when people draw Integra or any other dark-skinned character with white skin, and when they are pointed out to it, they start calling it bullying. (:

Wow, it turns out I also can draw-

I have so many of these bitches that I don't have enough energy to realize them all-

BUT at the moment I'm working on a group of characters who are servants/workers of the Hellsing Mansion. And of course these bastards are fucked up. But now I would like to single out one particular OC who at the moment has particularly sunk into my soul. And I want to note right away that Laura partially pushed me to create it. Because werekins are cool-

Many of us have heard the statement that hares are cowards. People perceive them as cute, furry creatures who are afraid of every rustle. However, this is far from the truth. Hares can be quite aggressive if you try to show aggression to them, and they have a set of sharp incisors, claws and strong hind legs, which they are not afraid to use if necessary. And about hind legs, by the way, it is worth talking separately, because they are able to break the bones of the aggressor and cause serious damage, and in some cases even kill if the skull was fractured. In addition, they can show aggression even to their own species: fighting for territory, breeding partner or food… Name reason, and most likely among a number of reasons for the conflicts of hares among themselves there will be one. And this is not to mention fact that in non-threatening season these bastards can eat carrion to replenish balance of nutrients in their body.

From the above, we can conclude that hares are far from cowards. They simply know the seriousness of their position as the main source of food for predators and try once again not to get into trouble, but this does not mean that they will not try to give selection in case of anything.

However… What if hares were at a different stage of the food chain? What if they were significantly larger? What if they had a power similar to predators' power? Power of super-predators…

Aaand so we come to main topic of our discussion: my babygirl Ester!

Ester is a werehare hare. And I'll tell you there: even other werekins don't like these creatures. Possessing superhuman abilities and powers, their belligerence borders on recklessness. They are insanely stubborn and terribly bloodthirsty. They will chase their prey until they overtake and turn it into bloody mincemeat. And when I talk about mincemeat, I mean mincemeat: as a rule, their only remains is cereal, consisting of ground meat, skin and bones. And, unlike their animal "relatives", if they're in danger, they will not try to hide or run. They will attack aggressor head-on, and they will not stop until they die or until a bloody mess remains of the enemy. And Ester, although raised in human society, still shows similar habits towards those who threaten safety of Hellsing and Integra in particular.

When creating her design, I generally started a lot from the appearance of real hares: her facial expression and eyes should convey a similar vibe. Like, look at these assholes, they're scary as fuck.

Story of her appearance in mansion is extremely funny shit, however, I think I'll save it for another time. Thank you for your attention, I really wanted to share my girl with someone- :D

What’s your favorite Hellsing OC from other creators?

Honestly ? A LOT of them.

But my faves have to be Zemi by @corvidcrybaby , Bryn by @valentinebride , Briar by @nuclearforest (who I’ve drawn for a commission!!), anything by @merumely , and Sabine the wolf hoe by @rotten-hearts-sharp-teeth

If I’ve forgotten you I apologize I am not very bright.

Also use this to promote your OC(s) !!! Reblog this shit with your characters I wanna see em !!!