(deliver My Soul From Damnation)#. . A Brand-new Indie && Semi-selective Portrayal Of / From BLEACH.

━━ ❝ 𝐄𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐀 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐌 ❞                                             (deliver my soul from damnation) #𝟎𝟎. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐋.  —  a brand-new indie && semi-selective portrayal of 𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐎 / 雛森 桃 from BLEACH. heavily 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍-𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓; main verses: 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃-𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐖𝐀𝐑  &&  𝐍𝐎 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋. ocs / multiverses welcome.  — scintillated by 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈 (29 | she, her, hers).   |    𝟏𝟖+ only. read 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝 before interacting.   ❝ 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐔 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐔𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐔𝐌. ❞ ━━                                            (and from the hand of hell  my only one.) 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐎:  icon border |  promo image.   

a  𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 in:  driven to the brink of despair to 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 one's family; at the cost of 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅. when a new war threatens to 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑; when we uncover a 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 none would ever share willingly; to whom may we turn, when even the HEAVENS won't hear our cries…? 

❝ Still as nonchalant as ever, are we? — I suppose the war didn't phase you much. ❞  

❝ Aizen-taichō. . . ❞

tagged by:  @biskael tagging:  @inmensapotentia, @opscurus, @hirak0s [shinji && ayame.]  EMOTIONS / FEELINGS:

001. restless anger.

002. unfathomable guilt.

003. the drive to protect.

004. loyalty.

005. passionate.

VOICE / GREETINGS / SPEECH PATTERNS :

001. momo sounds quite young and soft-spoken; she feels like she needs to raise her voice to be taken seriously, which is especially annoying for her as a lieutenant.

002. seeing that she's mostly on her guard these days, she often doesn't speak first unless it feels safe to do so or the situation is dire.

003. she mostly talks like a normal person would — except when she's angry. that's when all those poetry lessons by aizen come in handy: her language becomes flowery and somewhat formal, yet she still manages to come across as the attack dog she is.

COLOURS:

001. any variation of pink . has always been her favourite colour, always will be. [even though her reiatsu is red, let that sink in.]

002. scarlet red . the colour that signifies the departure of the “momo hinamori” everyone knew, and her vow to bring purgatory to her enemies. the colour of her evolved form [bankai etc.]

003. dark purple . her hair.

004. black . her uniform.

005. gold . her hairpin and bracelets. associated with fudo myo'o, or acala, one of the wisdom kings in buddhist mythology.

SCENTS:

001. peaches , her namesake.

002. vanilla , a woman's signature scent.

003. bright citrus , in memento of the ‘self’ that was lost in the war.

004. burning wood , in the heat of battle and its aftermath. a side-effect of using tobiume.

005. wisteria , signifying the fact she had to grow up quickly.

CLOTHING:

001. momo modified her standard shinigami uniform to include frills [a skirt instead of the hakama pants she wore in the past, and detached sleeves.]. she's taking care of her appearance when she didn't before — because before, she didn't take herself seriously nor think of herself as someone important.

002. furthermore, her new outfit closely resembles a traditional tengu ensemble; rmoderately-heeled geta, pompoms, you name it. [fitting, because when in bankai, she might as well be a tengu — she has wings.] 

003. a set of plum flowers on the side of her head. 

OBJECTS:

001. TOBIUME, her most precious zanpakutō. they may not see eye to eye sometimes, but they got each other's back.

002. a pair of golden bracelets and a feather-shaped hairpin. fudo myo'o is often depicted with a lotus on his head, and since momo is a phoenix… it is feathers spread out akin to a peacock's.

003. an agate talisman that her beloved granny gifted her after the war; consecrated to fudo myo'o himself, it represents protection from evil.

VICES / BAD HABITS: 

001. deep-seated anger issues . you see, momo is both brave and overwhelmed in times of adversity; when confronted with something that she doesn't necessarily have an answer to? she lashes out. when her cherished comrades [understandably] don't understand her decisions? she lashes out. her enemies will get under her skin, no matter how much she tries to conceal it. 

002. prone to overthinking . it's no secret to everyone around her that momo still thinks about those that have died in the war against the quincy; she did nothing, and yet she was among the living when her squad fought till their last and were less capable than her. and no matter how much she's reassured that it wasn't her fault — she doesn't believe it.

003. fear of failure . above all else, momo fears a situation that will leave her just as powerless as the war had left her. worse, that this time, tōshirō or granny might be dead because of her. the latter, at least, will have respite — tōshirō will go to HELL.

004. she's fucked up . she talks about the most morbid of things with an airy voice and a languid smile, and will even go as far as to say that aizen's betrayal [and stabbing] have made her stronger — that he is far more interesting now than when he was her captain.

BODY LANGUAGE:

001. very straight and upright when leading her subordinates into battle. momo, despite her small stature and meek voice, is still a gotei 13 lieutenant. 

002. though she does not realise it, her hands have a slight tremor, and the way she carries herself appears… tense. like she's always on alert. 

003. she's not much of a gesture person. when her hand is not on tobiume, she keeps her hands folded. 

004. cold, lifeless eyes [like aizen] and a languid smile when she is in the zone [read: when she is in the heat of battle.]

AESTHETICS:

001. the phoenix . momo hinamori is a woman that has died a total of three (3) times — metaphorically, of course, but still. one, when aizen shattered her whole world by revealing to her who he really is. two, the deaths of her comrades. and finally… when she became a deceiver herself. each of these deaths gave rise to the person that she is today.

002. a crimson bird's mask . both figuratively and literally [her hollow mask; verse-dependent].

003. a rope of kidō . it is said that the gods feared fudo myo'o because he could bind their transgressions and hurl them at them.

004. higanbana . known as lycoris radiata, this flower blooms at eternal partings, and guides to HELL.

SONGS:

001. angreifer // unlucky morpheus .

002. heavy is the crown // linkin park.

003. city of delusion // muse .

004. the walls // THE SIXTH LIE .

005. genshindou // autodidactic studios.

006. honkai world diva // mika kobayashi

❝ I am not a SINNER nor a SAINT — I am a woman, self-possessed. ❞

𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓, 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍. So Taichō didn't find her out, that's a relief. 

❝ I'll be honest, it does get downright infuriating at times to pick up the mountains and mountains of paperwork you leave behind… ❞

❝ That said, ‘hate’ is a strong word. There are very FEW things I hate, Hirako-taichō, and you aren't one of those things. ❞  Momo felt quite proud of herself, dodging that question in a believable manner. She only hoped that Taichō would believe it.

Everything You Hate~ (cont'd from here) || @fushichoumomo || Shinji & Momo

"Y'know, lazy bastard tha' don' like t' do his work… an' shirks it." A lot. Actually he was going to do that soon as he had something to do in the world of the living that had nothing to do with being Captain of the Fifth… Because of course he did. He had plans to go out drinking with the Captain of the Third.

Though he was... noting the tone of her voice, "Sum'in up?"

“Anything’s possible if you’ve got enough nerve.”

— J.K. Rowling