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Philip Wolfhagen （Tasmanian, b.1963）

Signal no. 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 2023 oil on board 34 x 28 cm each via more

    ❝ It took me an unbearably long time to realise — one's worth is defined by one's CONVICTION; as well as the necessary STRENGTH to act on it. ❞  

❝ Still as nonchalant as ever, are we? — I suppose the war didn't phase you much. ❞  

❝ Aizen-taichō. . . ❞

❝ Aizen-taichō. . . ❞

𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄; 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑, yet to Momo, it felt as though the weight of a thousand boulders was resting on her small back. ❝ I— ❞ she began, the lump in her throat making it difficult for her to speak. ❝ I— don't think— that's a good idea, Ayame-san. ❞ The Lieutenant could barely mask the tremor in her voice, fidgeting her thumbs as a small, barely audible giggle left her voice. ❝ Hirako-taichō's gonna be mad at me if I make you sad. ❞ But that was a lie. Momo knew her Captain wasn't that kind of person.

You can talk to me whenever (cont'd from here!) || @fushichoumomo || Ayame & Momo

"…No I really don'." Despite being in the Fifth… even when Aizen was captain, she had no idea what Momo went through. "Ya do know ya've got my ear an' shoulder if ya need it, right?" The woman approached Momo from behind, a hand up to place gently on the other's shoulder.

𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓, 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍. So Taichō didn't find her out, that's a relief. 

❝ I'll be honest, it does get downright infuriating at times to pick up the mountains and mountains of paperwork you leave behind… ❞

❝ That said, ‘hate’ is a strong word. There are very FEW things I hate, Hirako-taichō, and you aren't one of those things. ❞  Momo felt quite proud of herself, dodging that question in a believable manner. She only hoped that Taichō would believe it.

Everything You Hate~ (cont'd from here) || @fushichoumomo || Shinji & Momo

"Y'know, lazy bastard tha' don' like t' do his work… an' shirks it." A lot. Actually he was going to do that soon as he had something to do in the world of the living that had nothing to do with being Captain of the Fifth… Because of course he did. He had plans to go out drinking with the Captain of the Third.

Though he was... noting the tone of her voice, "Sum'in up?"

❝ I am not a SINNER nor a SAINT — I am a woman, self-possessed. ❞

“ I am all the things you hate. ” (Shinji please leave Momo alone.... ah. Shinji @ Momo. I'm sorry)

❝ What do you mean, Hirako-taichō? ❞

Momo's voice had a certain EDGE to it. She didn't quite understand what prompted the Captain's question; did he speak of his failures in the War, or did he perhaps. . . No. No. This wasn't part of the plan. She'd always been careful, she'd—  

“ Your eyes have seen more death than life. ” (Aya @ momo... She's always open to vent to!)

𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑.  That voice; it belonged to Hirako-taichō's sister.  ❝ Oh, you have NO IDEA. ❞ 

For but a moment, the MASK that Momo Hinamori so carefully cultivated since the War, SLIPPED. Not that she'd notice it; for if she did, she never would have allowed Ayame-san to catch even a GLIMPSE of the horrors the Lieutenant had witnessed.  

Beast in Black Prompts

An assortment of prompts taken from various songs by the band Beast in Black. Adjust as necessary to fit pronoun and/or descriptor. In case of Multimuse, don't forget to specify which one/s. Reblog, please do not repost or add.

“ They fear the fire, and you're the spark. ”

“ Though it's a dark road, you know which way to go. ”

“ Die by the blade of the one you love to hate. ”

“ You can smash all the mirrors, but there's only one true escape. ”

“ When you touch me, I am where love is born. ”

“ How I long for the time when your lips would kiss mine, and the promise was still unbroken. ”

“ Your absence makes me weak. ”

“ If nothing brings you back, I'll roam through life in black. ”

“ Baby, tell me more of your lies. ”

“ I believe you even when I know it's a lie. ”

“ Bella Donna, you possess my restless heart. ”

“ Your love is everything my heart desires to feel. ”

“ Will we ever be the same again? ”

“ Love is a killer that never dies. ”

“ I wish you'd open your wings and take me inside. ”

“ If humans don't want me, why did they make me? ”

“ I'm dreaming of a past I may never had. ”

“ I'm a phantom of flesh and fantasy. ”

“ Come close and whisper my true name. ”

“ Touch me like no one's touched me before. ”

“ Love me even if it's going to make a crime. ”

“ I am all the things you hate. ”

“ You built a kingdom of hypocrisy, and then you dared to name it honesty. ”

“ You hide your guilt and act like a god damn saint. ”

“ Your twist the truth, but it's only gonna feed the flames. ”

“ I'm forced into a puzzle I can not fit. ”

“ We need a hero. ”

“ I am the whiplash, you are the thunder. ”

“ No room for maybes, we're partners in crime. ”

“ Unsheathe your claws, my lioness. ”

“ I seek no salvation, only retaliation. ”

“ All I wanna say is that they don't really care about us. ”

“ If you listen closely, it whispers to you. ”

“ Your time has come. ”

“ Your eyes have seen more death than life. ”

“ They will never own your burning heart. ”

“ Behold the cat and the mouse, now the game begins. ”

“ Something vicious and vile is taking shape. ”

“Anything’s possible if you’ve got enough nerve.”

— J.K. Rowling

Let’s play

What the Fuck is Up With That?

The rules of the game are simple: call out something you noticed about my muse—be it in a past RP, in their background description, or in a ramble post about them—and ask me to elaborate (i.e. gush) by asking “What the fuck is up with that?”

❛ the truth is more painful. ❜ ( but like — said in an evil , villainous way . )

𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐎 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃. Had she been found out. . .? No. That couldn't possibly be it. This QUINCY certainly was fond of trying to get under her skin, that's for sure.  The truth, huh…?` ❝ . . .And what is it to YOU, Quincy? ❞ she seethed, ❝ You and your comrades plucked out FLOWERS from their garden, only to STOMP on them mercilessly…❞

" gee, ya look tired. haven't been sleepin' well? "

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐏𝐔𝐙𝐙𝐋𝐄𝐃, with heavy, dark circles under her eyes, before sighing and shaking her head.  ❝ Can't hide anything from you, huh… Hirako-taichō…? ❞  Then, she flinched. ❝ Did you go to the barber yesterday? Your hair is short. ❞

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𝚅𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝚄𝚂 " 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 " 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂!

below is a list of starters from both sides of the conversation , with prompts geared toward scenes involving some sort of confrontation. prompts rage from friendly to not so friendly. please consider following for more prompts and please do not steal!

❛ i can't believe you hid this from me. ❜

❛ that's it. we need to talk about this. right here. right now. ❜

❛ don't see how we can get around talking about this anymore. ❜

❛ you can't just keep avoiding me! ❜

❛ i'm not leaving until we talk about this. ❜

❛ come on just . . . talk to me. ❜

❛ all this time . . . and it was all a lie? ❜

❛ i trusted you. ❜

❛ did you think i wasn't going to notice? ❜

❛ start talking. now. ❜

❛ when are you going to stop lying to me? ❜

❛ i just wanna talk. ❜

❛ can we talk about this? please? ❜

❛ i came to talk this out. ❜

❛ you and i can work this thing out. ❜

❛ enough lies. tell me the truth! ❜

❛ i just wanna know what happened. ❜

❛ you can tell me. ❜

❛ just . . . start from the beginning. ❜

❛ are we gonna talk about this like grownups? ❜

❛ can you just be an adult about this for once?! ❜

❛ i didn't think it was gonna be so hard to talk about it. ❜

❛ i don't wanna talk about it. ❜

❛ i said leave it alone! ❜

❛ it's not that simple. ❜

❛ can we just . . . not talk about this right now? ❜

❛ i didn't want to see you get hurt. ❜

❛ okay fine. you wanna talk about it? here it is , ❜

❛ i kinda hoped you would just ignore it. ❜

❛ okay , fine just . . promise you won't get mad. ❜

❛ i don't wanna lie to you. ❜

❛ i wish it were that simple. ❜

❛ we passed the talking stage a long time ago. ❜

❛ the truth is more painful. ❜

❛ the beginnings , still a little hazy. ❜

❛ stop saying i'm not taking this seriously! ❜

be honest... "whacha think'a the new style?" Shinji was motioning to a new hairstyle... he's gone and tied that up.

❝ . . . ❞ Momo took one look at her Captain… and shook her head.

❝ Taichō… ❞  she sighed.  ❝ Respectfully. . . I prefer your current style. Not because you look bad now or anything, but... I'd have trouble recognising you immediately otherwise. ❞

tagged by:  @biskael tagging:  @inmensapotentia, @opscurus, @hirak0s [shinji && ayame.]  EMOTIONS / FEELINGS:

001. restless anger.

002. unfathomable guilt.

003. the drive to protect.

004. loyalty.

005. passionate.

VOICE / GREETINGS / SPEECH PATTERNS :

001. momo sounds quite young and soft-spoken; she feels like she needs to raise her voice to be taken seriously, which is especially annoying for her as a lieutenant.

002. seeing that she's mostly on her guard these days, she often doesn't speak first unless it feels safe to do so or the situation is dire.

003. she mostly talks like a normal person would — except when she's angry. that's when all those poetry lessons by aizen come in handy: her language becomes flowery and somewhat formal, yet she still manages to come across as the attack dog she is.

COLOURS:

001. any variation of pink . has always been her favourite colour, always will be. [even though her reiatsu is red, let that sink in.]

002. scarlet red . the colour that signifies the departure of the “momo hinamori” everyone knew, and her vow to bring purgatory to her enemies. the colour of her evolved form [bankai etc.]

003. dark purple . her hair.

004. black . her uniform.

005. gold . her hairpin and bracelets. associated with fudo myo'o, or acala, one of the wisdom kings in buddhist mythology.

SCENTS:

001. peaches , her namesake.

002. vanilla , a woman's signature scent.

003. bright citrus , in memento of the ‘self’ that was lost in the war.

004. burning wood , in the heat of battle and its aftermath. a side-effect of using tobiume.

005. wisteria , signifying the fact she had to grow up quickly.

CLOTHING:

001. momo modified her standard shinigami uniform to include frills [a skirt instead of the hakama pants she wore in the past, and detached sleeves.]. she's taking care of her appearance when she didn't before — because before, she didn't take herself seriously nor think of herself as someone important.

002. furthermore, her new outfit closely resembles a traditional tengu ensemble; rmoderately-heeled geta, pompoms, you name it. [fitting, because when in bankai, she might as well be a tengu — she has wings.] 

003. a set of plum flowers on the side of her head. 

OBJECTS:

001. TOBIUME, her most precious zanpakutō. they may not see eye to eye sometimes, but they got each other's back.

002. a pair of golden bracelets and a feather-shaped hairpin. fudo myo'o is often depicted with a lotus on his head, and since momo is a phoenix… it is feathers spread out akin to a peacock's.

003. an agate talisman that her beloved granny gifted her after the war; consecrated to fudo myo'o himself, it represents protection from evil.

VICES / BAD HABITS: 

001. deep-seated anger issues . you see, momo is both brave and overwhelmed in times of adversity; when confronted with something that she doesn't necessarily have an answer to? she lashes out. when her cherished comrades [understandably] don't understand her decisions? she lashes out. her enemies will get under her skin, no matter how much she tries to conceal it. 

002. prone to overthinking . it's no secret to everyone around her that momo still thinks about those that have died in the war against the quincy; she did nothing, and yet she was among the living when her squad fought till their last and were less capable than her. and no matter how much she's reassured that it wasn't her fault — she doesn't believe it.

003. fear of failure . above all else, momo fears a situation that will leave her just as powerless as the war had left her. worse, that this time, tōshirō or granny might be dead because of her. the latter, at least, will have respite — tōshirō will go to HELL.

004. she's fucked up . she talks about the most morbid of things with an airy voice and a languid smile, and will even go as far as to say that aizen's betrayal [and stabbing] have made her stronger — that he is far more interesting now than when he was her captain.

BODY LANGUAGE:

001. very straight and upright when leading her subordinates into battle. momo, despite her small stature and meek voice, is still a gotei 13 lieutenant. 

002. though she does not realise it, her hands have a slight tremor, and the way she carries herself appears… tense. like she's always on alert. 

003. she's not much of a gesture person. when her hand is not on tobiume, she keeps her hands folded. 

004. cold, lifeless eyes [like aizen] and a languid smile when she is in the zone [read: when she is in the heat of battle.]

AESTHETICS:

001. the phoenix . momo hinamori is a woman that has died a total of three (3) times — metaphorically, of course, but still. one, when aizen shattered her whole world by revealing to her who he really is. two, the deaths of her comrades. and finally… when she became a deceiver herself. each of these deaths gave rise to the person that she is today.

002. a crimson bird's mask . both figuratively and literally [her hollow mask; verse-dependent].

003. a rope of kidō . it is said that the gods feared fudo myo'o because he could bind their transgressions and hurl them at them.

004. higanbana . known as lycoris radiata, this flower blooms at eternal partings, and guides to HELL.

SONGS:

001. angreifer // unlucky morpheus .

002. heavy is the crown // linkin park.

003. city of delusion // muse .

004. the walls // THE SIXTH LIE .

005. genshindou // autodidactic studios.

006. honkai world diva // mika kobayashi

━━ ❝ 𝐄𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐀 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐌 ❞                                             (deliver my soul from damnation) #𝟎𝟎. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐋.  —  a brand-new indie && semi-selective portrayal of 𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐎 / 雛森 桃 from BLEACH. heavily 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍-𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓; main verses: 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃-𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐖𝐀𝐑  &&  𝐍𝐎 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋. ocs / multiverses welcome.  — scintillated by 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈 (29 | she, her, hers).   |    𝟏𝟖+ only. read 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝 before interacting.   ❝ 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐔 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐔𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐔𝐌. ❞ ━━                                            (and from the hand of hell  my only one.) 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐎:  icon border |  promo image.   

a  𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 in:  driven to the brink of despair to 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 one's family; at the cost of 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅. when a new war threatens to 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑; when we uncover a 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 none would ever share willingly; to whom may we turn, when even the HEAVENS won't hear our cries…? 

𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴. . . ❛ 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒? ❜ 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐄𝐂𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯 𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓.

“Like most people, I suppose, l've lived almost entirely among delusions, and now I'm at the awkward stage of finding it out. I want another delusion to go on with.”

Virginia Woolf, Night and Day

send me "be honest..." with a question your muse has been dying to ask mine and they'll answer truthfully.

when shakespeare said hell is empty and all the devils are here

and when lord byron said venture to unmask man’s heart, and view the hell that’s there

and when sartre said hell is other people and when shelley said the devil is — what we are

━━❝ 𝐄𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐀 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐌 ❞ (deliver my soul from damnation)

#𝟎𝟎. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐋. a brand-new indie && semi-selective roleplay & writing blog for 𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐎 / 雛森 桃 from bleach. heavily 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍-𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓 due to the prevalence of headcanons and due to the muse's main verse being set during and after the 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃-𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐖𝐀𝐑. Other verses are welcome! 𝟏𝟖+ due to the heavy themes; flames weaved by 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈 (29), she / her / hers, with over 10+ years of writing experience.

please read the 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝 before sending a follow or interacting. ❝ 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐔 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐌 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐌. ❞ ━━ (and from the hand of hell my only soul.) ━━ 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓: cassiaslair for the icon border @suncarrds for the header image