Unrequited Love

Unrequited love

And it's all fun and games/'Till somebody falls in love/But you already bought a ticket/And there's no turning back now

We all have seen fanfictions about toxic relationships with the TR boys. But what if it was a bit different? Reversed? Instead of you chasing them, it’s them chasing you. No matter how toxic you are.

18y/o(Haitani Ran/Smiley/Haitani Rindoux gn!reader)

Toxic!reader, a bit suggestive in Ran’s part?idk one night stands are mentioned.

Haitani Ran

Ran had always been cocky and had an inflated ego. But who could blame him? With his good and unique looks, tall height, lean, but muscular body figure, he was a love interest for most. Girls were crushing on him and his younger brother.

But that’s all it was. Crushes. He never gave a chance to anyone, deeming himself way too good for the lowlifes chasing after him. One night stands were the usual for him. Getting anyone he wants with just a few pick up lines and flirty looks. And he was completely fine with all of that. Why should you stress over a relationship, when you can have a one night stand whenever and then move on with your life as if nothing happened.

But that quickly changed, when a new student strutted their way into his school. Your head held high, a huge smirk adorning your face. (L/N) (Y/N) was a sight to behold. You looked like fine art, that everyone enjoyed to look at, but were too afraid to touch. It was obvious. One look at you and they could see it in your eyes. You were out of everyone’s league.

After just a few months, (L/N) (Y/N) was given the title of the school’s biggest heartbreaker. But the students still tried, hoping that they somehow have caught the attention of the beauty known as you.

Ran had to agree. You were breathtaking. But it was after his brother had been rejected by you, that he decided to try asking you out by himself. Used to getting whatever he wanted, he walked up to you and gave you a cocky smile, and a wink. But instead of being greeted with a smile, or a shy wave, he got greeted by a glare and a scoff.

“Not interested, Haitani.” Was all you said before turning around and walking away, leaving Ran standing in the middle of the hall alone and confused.

Ran had never felt rejection in his life. He always got anything and everything he wanted. And that’s all it took for him to completely fall for you. After that, he kept running after you, even after you pushed him away, warning him you’re not interested in a relationship.

And when you finally started flirting back with him, he felt as if he was in heaven. Walking like a dog on a leash after you. Even when his brother warned him, that the school’s heartbreaker was leading him on, he didn’t care. Loving the small bits of attention he got from you.

It was when (L/N) (Y/N) got bored of him and found another plaything to lead on, he finally got back into his senses and realised what was actually going on.

That was the first time Haitani Ran realised what a heartbreak felt like.

Smiley/Kawata Nahoya

His friends warned him. They saw all of the red flags from the start. Hearing stories about the infamous (L/N) (Y/N) and how they used whoever they thought was interesting, until they got bored.

But Nahoya never once listened to them. Thinking he knew you better than anyone else. It was him dating you after all. Not his friends. They didn’t know about the intimate moments you two had. The cuddles, long kisses, dancing in the kitchen of the Kawata household while cooking a meal for the both of you.

Of course, there were moments when he saw some toxicity in your actions, dismissing it with a “we all are a bit toxic.”. Even after you said you needed a break from him, after a small argument. Even after you threw around comments that one day you’ll leave him. He just didn’t care.

“Have you heard the quote ‘all red flags look like regular flags when you’re wearing rose coloured glasses’?” His brother asked him one day.

“No.” Nahoya answered and turned his back to Angry.

Their friends were supposed to come over soon, after hearing the news from his brother through a text message. Nahoya caught you kissing another person and all you did was throw him a small smile. After he broke up with you, you just shrugged your shoulders and walked away, not even trying to explain anything. You didn’t beg for forgiveness, or even apologise.

“Guess you should’ve listened to your friends.” Was all you said, before walking away.

Nahoya knew that he won’t forget you. You were his first true love. And he knew that one day, he’ll come crawling back to you, begging for your attention. You were unforgettable. And he had hope that one day, you’ll love him as much as he loves you.

Haitani Rindou

His brother shook his head, looking at his frowning younger brother. You two were fighting again. He could tell with his older brother senses. He tried to make Rindou break up with you, but he couldn’t. He wouldn’t.

It was a matter of time when you would do that yourself. Because they both knew you will. The charming smile you gave to anyone who looked your way, your flirty manners and an outgoing personality, clashed with Rindou’s. He disliked the fact that you were flirting with other men and women. But you always angrily shifted the blame on him.

Saying things like ‘oh you don’t trust me?’ ‘I thought you knew that I could never cheat on you!’ ‘I might flirt with others, but at the end of the day, I’m still dating you, right? I’ll always come back to you. Or did you forget already?’

He knew you were toxic. He knew that from the start. The way you held yourself higher than anyone else. Judging anyone crossing your way and then sending them a fake smile and a wink. He saw the way your personality shifted when you finally got bored of using someone. The way you would snap your fingers and snarl at the person, saying mean comments about them and how boring they are.

Rindou knew, that one day you will be doing that to him. But for now, he was hoping that you’ll change. For him, preferably.

He took the phone out of his pocket and wrote a quick message, before sending it out to you.

“I’m sorry. It’s my fault. Can we meet up? I miss you.”

Forget me

Shinichiro finally realises his feelings for you, but it’s too late.

(Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader x Akashi Takeomi)

Drabble? Kind of? Around 700 words.

Angst from Shinichiro’s side of story, fluff from Takeomi’s

Falling in love with Sano Shinichiro was easy. It felt like a cold blast of wind in the middle of an extremely hot summer. It was refreshing at first. You didn’t think too much of it. Shinichiro was an easy guy. Falling for every girl who even looked at him for a second. But for some reason, it was always someone else. And never you.

You thought you made it obvious. Throwing hints at him, that you indeed felt some romantic feelings towards him. Giving him Valentines day gifts, always giving him your full attention whenever he spoke, always smiling when he’s around. You even asked him out on a date and he agreed. You got your hopes up, but at the end of the day you realised he thought that this was just a friendly date. To just spend time alone, since you were “forced” to spend time with his other three friends Benkei, Takeomi and Wakasa.

Loving Sano Shinichiro felt like a form of self destruction. It was bittersweet. Always seeing how he tried his best to get the attention of girls that weren’t interested in him at all. It hurt. He got rejected time after time and he always came back to you with the biggest frown on his face. He would spend nights at your room crying, asking you what’s wrong with him and why does this keep happening to him. But you couldn’t do anything about your own feelings. You just hugged him and whispered encouraging words, trying to comfort him while your own heart was breaking.

Falling out of love with Sano Shinichiro was hard. The bone crushing hugs he always gave you, the way he said your name with so much joy, the way that he tried to make sure you never felt left out and always tried to cheer you up, even if it meant that he’ll have to make a fool out of himself, didn’t make it easier.

Slowly, but surely, you fell out of love with your best friend. You no longer cried yourself to sleep, or felt depressed. You started to enjoy the company of Shinichiro’s, and now your, friends. You especially enjoyed the company of Akashi Takeomi.

Falling in love with Akashi Takeomi felt right. It felt like it was just meant to be. The way he always looked around whenever someone mentioned your name, hoping that you’re somewhere near. You thought you were insane, but your other friends noticed that as well. It made your heart flutter. He knew your orders from your favourite restaurants or cafes and whenever you felt sad, he would show up to your house with your favourite food and drinks. Takeomi would only show his soft side to you.

Loving Akashi Takeomi felt like a fairytale. Romantic dates, dances and kisses in the rain, him always taking care of you, holding you close whenever you two were behind close doors, playing with your hair as you fell asleep laying on him, kissing the crown of your head. You took care of him as well, always patching him up, making sure he ate, drank water and got enough sleep. His kisses, short or long, were always full of love. And the soft looks he gave you, always made you blush.

Falling out of love with Akashi Takeomi didn’t even feel like an option.

Sano Shinichiro felt like beating himself up. How dumb was he? Once you left his grasp, he realised his emotions towards you. He wanted fo be selfish. He wanted you to leave Takeomi and come back to him. But he saw how happy you two were and couldn’t bring himself to do anything.

After all.. It’s his fault for letting you go.

Boys Will Be Bugs

1.5k words

The first generation of Black Dragon meet an artist!reader at school and slowly become friends.

Platonic!Wakasa, Benkei, Akashi x gn!reader and slightly romantic Shinichiro x reader

I don’t really like this (I don’t like this at all) but I already wrote it so I decided to just post it lol

Pt 2 BEE BOY

Pt 3 (last part) MY FAVOURITE BUG

Shinichiro sighs and looks around, searching for an empty classroom. Letting his friends meet him at his school was already a mistake, since the principal isn’t very friendly towards people from other schools. If anyone snitches to the principal, he’s dead. His grandfather won’t let him live this down and on top of that he’ll get detention. Wakasa, Benkei and Akashi surely make other’s heads turn towards them, because of their scary aura. The fact that they’re well known delinquents doesn’t make it any better. Shinichiro glances through a little window on a door and the classroom seems empty. They walk into it and he let’s out a sigh, feeling relieved.

The guys sit down on a few chairs that were in the classroom and start talking about gang business. Though the eldest Sano’s joy was short lived. The classroom door opens and you walk in, holding your tote bag full of art supplies. With earphones on and deep in thought you don’t notice the three scary looking delinquents and their stressed leader staring at you. You put down the bag and turn around to walk towards your unfinished painting that was left in the classroom. That’s when you notice the four guys that look so out of place, it was funny. Your lips part a bit and you raise your eyebrows out of surprise.

“Uhh.. Can I help you?” You clear your throat. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you guys in the art club before. Or are you new?”

Shinichiro quickly stands up, blush covering his whole face. He was embarrassed, but also feeling shy, because he just saw the most beautiful person ever. How are you even real?

“Oh.. Sorry. I thought this club was over already and we really needed an empty classroom.” He explains, hoping you won’t turn around and walk to the principals office to snitch on him. You let out a hum.

“The art club should start in like ten or fifteen minutes.” You notice his face drop. “But the sewing club just ended twenty minutes ago and no one should be in the classroom by now.”

“Is the classroom unlocked?” Akashi asks, looking at you. The look he gave you made shivers run down your spine, but you shook it off quickly.

“Oh right.. I can give you the key. And once you guys are done with whatever, you can just bring it back to me. I can trust you, yeah?” Shinichiro quickly nods. “Okay so, when you come here to give me back the key, if I’m not the one to open the door, just tell them that you need to talk to (L/N) (Y/N).” You grab the classroom key from your bag and give it to Sano.

“How come you have your own key?” He asks.

“I go to the sewing club and most of the time I’m the last one to leave. Sometimes even hours later..” you blush a bit. “So they just gave me a key, so I can stay for however long I want.”

They say a quick thanks and leave the art club. But that wasn’t the last time they saw you. For a month straight, every Tuesday, they would walk into the classroom before art club started and you would give them the key. You even considered to make them one of their own, but quickly crossed out that thought. It wasn’t your place to do that. The teacher and principal trusted you, and you didn’t want to loose the trust.

But one day, the sewing club lasted way longer than expected. You were all alone in the art club classroom and they walked in, a bit slumped.

“Here’s your key.” Wakasa dropped it on your table. “The club isn’t over and they should be there for a few more hours.”

The guys almost walked out of the class, but before they could, you lowered the music you were listening to and let out a sigh.

“You could stay here y’know that right?” The paintbrush you were holding, was dipped into water. “I’m listening to music with earphones on. I won’t hear whatever you all are talking about. Plus I put all of my attention to painting, so no need to worry. It’ll be like I’m not even here.”

And they did stay that day. And the next week. And the next.. Slowly, but surely you all became friends. They would bring you snacks and would tell you to take a break from painting, since you would stay in one place for hours. You got to know them and they got to know you. Though when painting you would still put on your earphones and listen to whatever was playing from your playlist, as loud as possible.(sometimes they would talk so loud, you would still hear them, no matter how loud the song was. But your full attention was on painting, so you wouldn’t know exactly what they were talking about, just a few snippets here and there).

One day they walked into the classroom and it seemed like nothing was out of the ordinary. Except for Shinichiro’s hair. He ditched the hair gel. You thought it looked better that way. You were having an art block and couldn’t paint anything and on top of that, you forgot your headphones. They didn’t mind if you heard what they were talking about. Shinichiro even stood up and did a few fighting moves (they looked more like dance moves, but you didn’t want to ruin his mood by saying that) while talking about the latest fight they were in. An idea crossed your mind and you went straight to work.

A week later they barged into the classroom, and found you drinking coffee, while looking at a huge painting you were working on. That day you didn’t forget your headphones and were once again listening to music. They gave you whatever snacks they packed for you and sat down to talk. Your presence was calming for them. They had no need to come back to that classroom (Wakasa, Akashi and Benkei especially. They didn’t even go to this school. By the looks of it, they showed up to your school more than theirs), but they did. It felt cozy. They even changed up their schedule and came to that classroom after art club was over, knowing that you’ll stay there for a few more hours.

But that day you left earlier than usually. You left them the classroom key and a big envelope. They opened it as soon as you left and found portraits of them. Every single portrait had a different bug drawn on it. There was a butterfly flying around Wakasa, a bee on Sano’s nose, a dragonfly sitting on Akashi’s shoulder and a grasshopper on Benkei’s head. They furrow their brows and look at each other’s drawings. As they turn them around to see if there’s anything there, they notice handwritten notes.

“Sano Shinichiro, bees are not designed to be able to fly. I read it somewhere on a newspaper and it NEVER left my mind. But they really wanted to fly and adapted so they could. Can you imagine that?? How cool. Bees also symbolise hard work and dedication. You remind me of a bee. You work so hard for others. (I also didn’t think you’re “designed” to be a gang leader, but it seems like all is going well. I’m happy for you.) But like a bee, you need to sometimes stop and look at the pretty flowers (they suck the nectar, but I don’t think I want to see you trying to suck nectar from flowers). By that I mean, stop and look around. Life is great. Spend some time with yourself, or just go do something fun! You overwork yourself.”

“Wakasa Imaushi. Butterflies are not only beautiful, but also have mystery and symbolism. They are a metaphor representing transformation, change, hope and life. I know it was hard for you to change your ways and drop your own gang. But maybe it was time for a change? I notice how happy the guys make you. You just try not to show it, huh? Your “I’m too cool to give a fuck” face doesn’t work on me. Butterflies also remind us that life is short. So live your life to the fullest. You’re a cool dude.”

“Akashi Takeomi. To a warrior, a dragonfly tattoo represents agility, power, speed, victory, and courage. You remind me of a warrior. You’re this big scary guy (you’re not actually THAT scary..) and most people fear you. You have this strong aura around you. (You remind me of the God of war Ares. But better, because you’re a very nice guy. Thank you for always buying me drinks! I never thought I’d like that brand, because they seemed too sweet for my liking, but now I’m hooked.) Dragonflies encourage people to get rid of their doubts and live life to the fullest. You remind me of a dragonfly for some reason.”

“Arashi Keizo. Grasshoppers are interesting bugs. Their carefree life is a reminder to enjoy the pleasures of life. (I hope you’re enjoying your life, I think you’re a really great and friendly guy. Thank you for the snacks, you somehow always bring my favourite snacks?? Wizard.) Having the grasshopper as your spirit animal means that you have a lovely personality and people tend to enjoy your company. (I enjoy your company. And the other’s as well. Thank you, Sano, Akashi and Wakasa for always keeping me company. I now realise how lonely it was without you here.)”

Shinichiro starts to blush and realises you just screwed him over. The small crush he had on you, just turned into a way bigger one. They all smile and share the little notes they got with the portraits. And as they were trying to put the drawings back into the envelope, so they could safely bring them back home, they notice something written on it too.

BOYS WILL BE BUGS

Why is making a masterlist such a hard task. I started one over a month ago and I still can’t force myself to finish it 😐

tysm for the black dragons content ily 💘

Thank you for reading it!!<33 ilyt! I don’t think I did them any justice with that fic, but I will write about them more 100%. They deserve more attention and I hope Ken Wakui will give more backstories about the first generation of Black Dragon. If anyone wants to request anything to do with Black Dragon’s first generation, please do!! I’ll gladly write about them, after I finish writing the other requests

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