Made A Remake Of An Old Drawing From A Few Years Ago And Im Really Proud Of It And There Will Be A Speedpaint

made a Remake of an old drawing from a few years ago and im really proud of it and there will be a speedpaint out in a few days

old version

I feel like I need to say this because alot of people are noticing my new skekmal drawing

If tumblr still allowed NSFW then that drawing would have been different version of what you are seeing

You're welcome

I'm so stressed out with everything right now

Getting my driver's license,school, dyslexia classes, time with friends,the constant fear of my mom dropping dead at any moment I wake up in fear of my mom still laying in bed dead whenever I wake up

I don't know what to do anymore

I have tried everything to keep me sane

Writing down every meeting,events or classes down in my calendar I have tried taking care of myself with keeping up with my skincare routine and talking a shower every second day I have tried drawing more things I like

I can't take it

I don't even know if I have the mental capacity to go to therapy (it's a specific place were you can go without paying or booking beforehand and you can even be anonymous)

I'm so beaten down

My mother aren't helping either with her being angry at me for canceling frisks and dyslexia lessons yesterday which is understandable but I just couldn't take it that day

I don't know what to do

I need help

Anyone or anything I don't normally do this because of how private this is

Like I can vent about shit and be sad and stuff But this is a cry for some sort of guidance

I've pretty much copied this thread from my Twitter

I don't know why but the lack of people who know me personally on those 2 platforms is a form of security

Regardless of how stupid that sounds

Because I know how mentally straining it can be to pretty much be your friend/s therapist

My friends can help me so much but it's not their responsibility to keep me happy

i tried something new and wanted to use kirby as a guinea pig while not the best i learned alot about shading

i remaked one of my first drawings of my fursona that i did 2 years ago ive grown so much and so has the design

old version here

You deserve more attention y'know.

thank you!

im actually really happy how im going right now! and i am gradeful for everyone that follows me <3

OwO