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“Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive. Never surrender.”
— Tupac Shakur
God I wish I could be making out with a women right now. Oh well, too bad I’m the only person in the world
“Can one invent verbs? I want to tell you one: I sky you, so my wings extend so large to love you without measure.”
— Frida Kahlo
I know im talking intoa void but this is what i wanted no opinions no words just shouts and no one shouting back why r humans so mean so far gone and im holding myself up rn
Im scared im
Listening to kimya dawson rn shes so cool iwanna be like her i also wanna be a lawyer but i ahve stage fright i also want a love like kerry washington in scandal i made up a boyfriend named jack if he was real i wouldnt talk to him i want to cry in my moms arms i want to kiss my friends forehead goodnight iwish i wasnt so weird
Hey everypony have to come to the secret blog idk how tumblr works or if anyone will see my void messages but i struggle a lot with my weight im scared of become 20 thats not 12 thats not 13 or 15 thats 20 im grown im an adult and i feel it i experience it and in scared of it i don't even want it but i have to and better yet i have to come to the conclusion ill forever be alone because i cant along with anyone
I need more butch/femme friends. 😭
*seductively* would you.. be interested in doing a unfunny bit with me sometime.. just the two of us..
https://x.com/DabbleDoodles/status/1790906205453365475
like idk maybe this is just me but i'd genuinely rather throw my loose change into something that could possibly be but is very unlikely to be a scam and just be like "oh well" if it does actually turn out to be a scam than try to denounce every single palaestinian that just wants to live in safety. tripling down on that behaviour is just fucking embarrassing. "it's not racist to be skeptical of donations asks" that's true but saying that a group of brown people are all hustlers running a mass scam ring is undoubtedly extremely racist you fucking clowns.
Please please please, I’m begging people, start talking about indonesia occupied papua. Over the last 50 years Indonesia has killed over 500,000 native Papuans in their occupation of the west half of the island.
This is also a genocide that should be talked about. It needs to be addressed, but it’s ignored on the global stage.
Free Papua!
So I killed. So I maimed. So I destroyed one innocent life after another. Aren’t I a human being? Don’t I yearn and ache and shop? Don’t I deserve love and jewelry?
Joan Cusack as Debbie Jellinsky in Addams Family Values (1993)
god knew id be too powerful if I was socialized properly
I remember years ago when I was still in therapy I told my therapist that I felt bad asking my friends for help because a lot of them were also going through some bad stuff and she told me
“You know, sometimes people in crisis will enjoy helping. It can be a distraction from their own problems.”
And then the next week I reached out to a friend who was in the middle of going through something about what I was going through and my therapist was right. That friend jumped at the opportunity to help.
And I’ve realized since then that my own problems rarely have anything to do with my ability to help others with theirs unless I am literally having an attack of some kind at that moment. In fact, it is actually refreshing to work on other peoples problems with them sometimes. Listening to problems you’re not soaking in constantly and helping your friend is often something you just want to do because you care about them. And you don’t stop caring about people because you’re having a hard time right now.
So I guess sometimes inviting someone into your sinking ship does work actually.
Flower Teapots
chronically online butch x chronically online femme
by the way this is the procedure to get out of gaza
it costs 5k USD per adult and 2.5k USD per child
if you want to raise this money via GOFUNDME it has to be arranged by someone who is NOT living in Palestine because GFM does not release money to Palestine. GFM also verifies every detail so it has to be accurate so you need someone who is out of Palestine and also familiar with the bureaucracy.
once you raise the money one of your FIRST ORDER RELATIVES have to deposit this money IN CASH and IN PERSON at the Cairo offices of a company called hala. this person cannot be a Palestinian male under 40 because they are not allowed to be Egypt without a permit
once you pay the money you have to WAIT for your names to be published by Egyptian military at the Rafah crossing and the you have 24 hours to get out
it is a very long and convoluted process that is impossible for most Palestinians who do not have contacts in other counties. Please please donate to the GFMs you see floating around because they’ve been verified and this is only the first step in an arduous journey. Once in Cairo, Palestinians aren’t allowed to work so they need money for their support also.
DONATE TO GAZAFUNDS.COM
i hate when men aren’t covered in blood or smoking . whats the point then
occasionally i get a transphobic message along the lines of ‘your parents must be so dissapointed in you’ and like. sure i gotcha i am a weird looking guy with weird hobbies but in the context of my actual parents…. my father is an experimental theatre expert and critic and my mother spent her twenties and thirties working on feminist organic farms across the world. if i was interested in dissapointing in them i’d join the military, being a transsexual artist is barely offensive