I Honestly Dont Know How The App Works BUT I Really Like Writing And Its Been A While Ive Been Into Itzy

I honestly don’t know how the app works BUT I really like writing and it’s been a while Ive been into Itzy so I decided to come on here and start writing about them (I’m planning things on wattpad as well)

So idk how requests work😍☝️

But ig u just like answer on my post or smt right? It mustn’t be that complicated (I hope)

So yeah you can request anything related to Itzy, if possible be specific about what you want, also Im more comfortable writing x readers/scenarios (or imagines wtv you call them) than actual ships but I don’t mind them either

Request anything really (unless it’s illegal pls) smut and angst are fine (ofc fluff too) and please like mentioned, it’s important to be specific because I tend to make fluffy endings when I write angst but ik people like to suffer SOO

Have a great day/nigh and remember to take care of yourselves lovelies <33

Enlighten the unknown through the night

[Olivia Hye - Loona]

late night confession scenario (fluff)

-slight angst tendencies (one sided love)

Requested ? : Yes !

Word count : 3,8k

Warnings :

slight hints to insecurities, lack of self confidence and mentions of stress

Reminder that this is just a work of fiction, I do not know the idol personally, this is my perception of how I think they would react in that sort of situation

Summary : A shared friendship with Hyejoo, an unsatisfied one where you both want more yet are unsure about how to proceed. The unknown awaiting for you surely can be intimidating, how will one of you get over it and change things ?

Enjoy :)

All credits for the writing goes to me !

You and Hyejoo's relationship was nothing out of ordinary, just simple friends reunited by that same passionate way to dance. You both had always assumed the other would always see you as a member of the same group, nothing more than that. That's how things had been going for a while, of course you were somewhat close to each other because of the context, living with someone without interacting with them would be nearly impossible, however your relationship was pretty much limited to those few conversations and rare late-night talks when the others were asleep

It's not that you hated each other or didn't get along well, it was quite the contrary actually, your own members often mistaken you for a couple by the way you looked at each other sometimes without realizing, as if you subconsciously felt attracted to the other’s presence.

You would get lost in her eyes, not even on purpose but naturally your attention was drawn at her. Often lost in thoughts but thoughts you found hard to describe. Pretty warm thoughts, stubborn thoughts refusing to get out of your head, thoughts that would follow you at night, thoughts you found yourself dreaming about, probably more often than they should, they were constantly on your mind

She was constantly on your mind

Her, known world wild as Olivia Hye, familiarly known as Hyejoo and to you she was..,

You didn't even know actually

She was pretty reserved, mostly staying around Chaewon and other members of yyxy. Even if you were part of the same unit as her, you always felt like she had little to no interest in a deeper friendship between the two of you which led to a lot of inner questioning about how she felt about you. Did you ever cross her mind? What kind of thoughts would follow afterwards inside of her head then? Were you a nuisance to her? After all you were a younger member and so the older members tend to give you more attention, as if you needed to be protected. Well, all of them except Hyejoo of course, she didn't seem to dislike you but then again, you weren’t sure of that at all. You both felt like strangers yet close at the same time, simple members but your chemistry went it came to dance was indescribable

Then what made the other members seeing you like that, like both of you were in a relationship. Was it because of the glances she would take at you during practice? You couldn't count all the times it happened but to you it had always appeared almost as a threat in case you would make mistakes. Hyejoo was extremely talented, it's not that you weren't, most people complimented your skills more than once actually, however that didn't stop you from thinking you weren't good enough as a member from time to time

Still, that alone wouldn't be enough to justify all the teasing you lived through daily. You wondered if it wasn't because of that one time, a long while ago, back then you were even shyer but had accepted to play that stupid game of truth or dare. It was known this game could easily have bad tendencies if you weren’t protecting yourself beforehand, and so you had promised yourself to not do anything that would result in you getting hurt.

Thing is, that day, events took a different from what you were expecting, something you had never imagined happening

That something was the beginning of a strange period, where you could feel your cheeks heat up randomly when she was passing by, sometimes finding yourself unable to sleep because you knew she was around, countless time spent scolding yourself for not being careful enough and most importantly, your feelings were becoming clearer as time went by, those events had only pushed yourself further in a helpless love story

Originally, you had accepted to play just to make your friends happy, after all, what could be so bad about a few rounds of a little game. Maybe it could get a bit embarrassing, but nothing here would really matter right? And after all, it wasn’t real, it was just a game, nothing more

A real game, but with real effects which you had sort of forgotten the possibility of

So, when Jinsoul dared Olivia Hye to kiss you, you firstly thought nothing of it, she was a friend and that could’ve been the end of the story, just a kiss and no one would bother talking about it again, an unmeaningful detail in one’s life

However, things didn’t go as planed

Maybe it was just you who wasn’t experienced enough and mistook her behavior for unsaid feeling but for a short while, as she came closer to you, put her hands on your cheeks and pressed her lips against yours, you could not only feel your heart melt, but an overwhelming sensation took over you. You felt as if you had accomplished what was needed to be done, it felt so right

You had actual hope

And when she pulled away, sitting down in front of you just like previously, the game continued like it was supposed to, but your mind didn’t follow. You were shocked, you had barely moved, still trying to process what had just happened. The night went on and you pretended to be having fun with the others when in reality, you only had one thing in mind,,

Her

Sadly, time went by, and you remained with no answers

Since that day, you felt even more scared to talk to Hyejoo, she wasn’t mean nor that intimidating usually, but approaching her felt like an already failed mission. You often wondered how would things have gone if you had been courageous enough to ask her out, simply, you felt yourself giving up

If only you knew

Everyone knew, from the members to some close managers and even other employees from the company because of how obvious it was

Hyejoo cared about you

She didn’t tend to show much affection to people, no matter how close they could possibly be to her, no one seemed to know how to break the barrier she set around herself, no one knew yet you managed to do it without even realizing. She was surprised at first too, how did she let her guard down? Hye didn’t like talking about such cheesy things, but since you seemed like you weren’t going to leave her mind anytime soon, she saw herself asking for her members’ help. She couldn’t help but to feel embarrassed, and yet she couldn’t get enough of that new sensation, you made her feel warm, the simple sight of you made her melt, her heart unbelievably beating fast when you passed by, little things that could seem meaningless alone, however when you put them all together, it was becoming obvious

Adding to that those sudden urges to pull you closer to her when you were both alone, or when she found herself being even quieter than usual around you, which you mistook as something negative when in reality, she just loved hearing you ramble, she could get lost in your eyes and the world seemed to disappear, leaving the both of you together, eyes locked with each other and yet not a word was able to come out of her mouth. As much as she didn’t want to admit it, wanting to keep that independent and confident image, she was scared for things to go wrong

And so, she was forced to tell someone, hiding her love becoming heavier as each day passed, the members weren’t so surprised, as much as she did well at playing the detached role in front of you, they surprised the glances she took at you as well as her hand sneaking up around you without even realizing, as if it was pure instinct. The eleven girls were happy to see their member willing to open up more to them, they kept encouraging her to get closer to you, but with that came a lot of teasing which you were pretty much oblivious to, thinking it was just a stupid joke to get on Hye’s nerves. When it was truly deeper than that, she was in total adoration when it came to you

Everyone knew, except yourself

Hyejoo had fallen for you

And little did everyone else know, you had fallen for her as well

So, what could possibly be stopping the both of you?

The unknown

After all, it was hard for you to tell how she felt towards you, and you couldn’t even think about the possibility of her being stuck in the same position as you. Opposites by personality yet similar in behavior, you were both unsure what to do next, what if things would be ruined from now? Not knowing what’s ahead of you is an indescribable feeling, exciting yet frighting, and still without knowing, you shared a bound that even yourselves couldn’t explain

You were both scared of the unknown, of changing things, it’s not easy to change your little habits, life is so much easier when hiding from your worries instead of facing what’s bothering you. Love was so new to both of you, with that came so much more questions and trouble, were you actually ready for that? Moving forward blindly, having no idea to what will come next, completely clueless

However, Hyejoo started to feel impatient, she wasn’t used to the sensation of losing, she was a fighter, and a winner, she had to win over you somehow, no matter how big the challenge in front of her would be, she would put the effort required to successfully achieve what she needed to. Was it really different this time? It couldn’t be that complicated right?

Still, she did feel nervous, and once again she had to turn towards her members who suggested to start with small steps, just showing herself as kind and caring towards you would be perfect, enough to show a side of hers that didn’t come off as cold or mean. The last thing she wanted was for you to feel hated by her, promising herself to put as much efforts as it would take to win over you

Loona’s next comeback was near, all of you had been practicing like crazy, no matter how sweaty you would end up being, everything had to go as planned and as the youngest, you were terribly frightened by the idea of making a mistake and ruining a stage. And so, you practiced even harder than usually, so much that stress was becoming unbearable

Today was another day like the others, or so you thought. You and the girls had been practicing since early morning and after long hours, waiting for that specific moment, you were finally allowed to come back to the dorm. Yet you felt like you were slacking off too much, you were incredibly stressed, and you had no idea how to deal with it today. While you were busy picking up your thoughts, not paying attention to your surroundings, she was observing you, sensing something was off

She came right behind you, pulling you in a hug as a cozy feeling embraced your body. A little surprised, you felt your cheeks burn up a little, for some reasons, the one and only, Hyejoo, had become much clingier in the past few days, especially towards you. It went from gently holding your hand from time to time to hugging you whenever she had the chance. She wouldn’t say much though, not very expressive yet her gestures meant the world to you. However, you didn’t want to get your hopes up just to feel disappointed again and so you just brushed it off, blaming it on the potential stress she could be going through because of the near comeback. You didn’t want to think about her being potentially interested in you, not wanting to live through a heartbreak especially as such an important time in your career. Though today you felt so tired that you just gave in, letting her sweet yet very discreet scent bring you to heaven, your worries flying away, replaced by a little smile drawn on your face and the desire to stay like this forever

With still her arms wrapped around your body, she picked up your stuff while she already had hers and dragged you towards the dorm. Once outside, she let go of you just to hold your hand, a barely visible blush on her cheeks as you admired her face, quietly enjoying your walk with her as if it was your last. It felt great to not be completely stressing over the comeback for once, this moment was perfect, just the two of you walking in silence with a ton of thoughts in head but no words to express them, the warmth of the sun fondling your face and that cute grin of yours drawn on it. Your heart was surprisingly not beating so fast, you did still feel nervous around her of course, it was natural, especially your hands were touching, a sensation you had been craving from the start, yet you felt comfortable around her. The contact of her hand with yours made you feel reassured, it was her way of cheering you up, without a word coming from her mouth, her eyes seemed to say, “it’ll be fine”. Hyejoo wanted to make you feel safe and little did she know, it was working,

You didn’t even realize time passing, too busy losing yourself in her eyes and when you came at the front door of the dorm, you felt a little bit of disappointment, not wanting to let go of her. You both walked inside and to your surprise, she still held your hand, dragging you to your shared dorm with the other yyxy members that were nowhere to be found, probably off somewhere eating all together or shopping as they loved to do. Not that you didn’t love them, but you were grateful for feeling tired this time, without that, Hyejoo probably wouldn’t have brought you with her and that moment you shared just a few minutes ago that seemed to come right from your dreams would never have happened

As you entered the room, she let go of your hand to put your stuff in a corner of the room as you climbed up on your bed, feeling the accumulated fatigue in your body taking over. Yet you hadn’t said a word, so right before driving off to sleep, you wanted to thank her properly for accompanying you

-Hyejoo unnie? You said her name, barely audible from how exhausted you were

- Hm? You good? she turned around as she was about to leave

- Thank you for today, and yeah, I’m okay, I think I’ll just sleep

And with that she nodded, slightly smiling at you before heading outside of the room, while you laid down, burying yourself under the covers, wanting to recreate the warmth you felt when she was there with no success. Glimpses of what happened today kept replaying in your mind until you doze off, now sleeping soundly

Time went by and you found yourself being pulled out of your nap by a hand resting on your back and a quiet voice calling your name

-Y/n-ah?

You then recognized whose voice it was, it was her, once again

You slowly opened your eyes, expecting the room to be filled with light but strangely you were surrounded by darkness, barely able to see her face. As your eyes adjusted themselves, you realized you must’ve been sleeping for a while since you could hear the others downstairs meaning they were finally back

-mmh unnie what time is it? what’s up? You asked before yawning

-it’s around 9:30pm, we wanted to let you sleep. She said, chuckling at your cute expression

-ah.. and is there something you want? You questioned, still confused from being suddenly woken up

She cleared her throat, as if there was something wrong

-I wanted to know if you were down to come practice with me

At first you felt a bit worried, had you done a mistake? After all it’s true that you were particularly slow today due to the lack of sleep. You obviously couldn’t decline, no matter your state, you wanted her to see you at your best, so you accepted, and with that she pulled you out of bed, dragging you downstairs after picking up 2 bottles of water for you to share

As you walked downstairs, she had an arm around your waist and you couldn’t help but think about how touchy she had become in the past few days, the mere possibility that your feelings weren’t only one-way made you slightly shiver. She, however, seemed perfectly calm as on the inside was ecstatic since you had accepted to accompany her

While you were about to leave, you heard your members whisper as they looked at the both of you in awe, you could barely hear what they were saying but since some were a little bit more excited, they accidentally raised their voice and you could distinguish between the inaudible words; “Y/n”, “couple”, “Hyejoo”, “whipped”. The sudden realization that they were teasing you once again made your face flushed and you rushed outside, saving yourself from embarrassment

Hyejoo chose to ignore them and express her annoyance by a loud sigh before joining you and dragging you in the studio’s direction. Once more you were both silent, not knowing what to tell each other yet it wasn’t awkward, it was far from it, it felt a bit nervous and clumsy from the unknown that awaited in front of you, not knowing who should make a move first, but it was warm, just like a home

Once you were back to the practice room, she put on the music after insisting on watching you dance which made you sweat a little. You were determined to make her impressed despite being completely exhausted from all the previous practices. As the music started, you felt yourself becoming a little confident and you nailed the dance while avoiding looking at the side from where she was admiring you

As soon as you were finished, she went towards you, impressed by your skills

-Not bad kid, she said, making your heart explode with joy from being the first time she genuinely complimented you

And you don’t know why but you suddenly felt a rush of adrenaline, probably due to the excitement you felt by her presence, and you happily jumped in her arms. You then immediately regretted but it was too late already, and to your astonishment, as surprised as she was, she didn’t want to miss her chance. She hugged you tighter, your head pressed against her chest. You had never been that close to her; you could feel your whole face flushing a bit

You had finally done it, you had stepped in the complete unknown of her persona, it could’ve gone wrong, but you still did it and everything was fine, maybe there was no reasons to worry after all

-Y/n-ah, can I be honest with you? She spoke after a few minutes of silence

-Yes of course! Is there something wrong? You asked, feeling a bit tensed

-No, actually, I… really like those moments between us… I wish you would be my girlfriend; she mumbled the last part, yet you managed to hear

You felt your heart pounding loudly in your chest as you looked up to her, a spark in your eyes

-w-wait really? You mentally cursed yourself for stuttering, you felt so nervous

-I mean... yeah, she answered, unsure of what would happen next

Yes, she had technically already stepped out of her comfort zone and had been walking towards an unknown future but this time she had done the bigger step, she had finally admitted her feelings,

-well then, I will! you bluntly said

-w-wait what? it was her turn to be shocked

-I like you Hyejoo, I’ve loved you for so long

You both stared at each other before she asked

-can I kiss you then…?

To which you nodded, and she didn’t hesitate to initiate the kiss, one of her hands resting on your cheek as she pulled your face closer to hers, connecting your lips. To the contact of her mouth on yours, you felt as if a ton of butterflies were in your stomach, it was like a dream come true, what you had wished for during months was finally happening

She finally pulled away, leaving you breathless as she leaned it to press her lips against yours again, she just couldn’t get enough, and you were more than happy to fulfill what the girl you had loved for so long desired

It’s during that night that everything became clear, the fears and worried concerning her and a potential loss of your friendship were now gone. There was no more unknown, completely enlighten by anything but negative stuff. You stayed like that for a while before confessing how you had been feeling and everything you had been through for a while before that day. Finally, you understood Hyejoo’s behavior, she was simply too shy to ask you out but since today you had made a move towards her, she couldn’t help but completely melt and accidentally confess to you, even admitting that this practice was just an excuse. All those nights spent unable to sleep and those overwhelming worries were now in the past, they had all happened for a reason, making you prepared enough to form a couple with her

You both finally returned to the dorm as all the others stared at you two in awe, cheering when Hyejoo kissed your cheek just to get you to react in front of them. While they asked a bunch of questions, you both sat down, your head resting on her shoulder. She started answering them, not wanting to give many details, after all she was still a bit shy about it, not very open on the subject for now. She was glad that after all that time, she could claim you as hers. The 11 other girls congratulated the both of you after a lot of teasing which was expected from them, they were proud to see you grow up happier, promising themselves to protect your newborn relationship at all costs

And you slowly doze off again while Hyejoo held you close, planting soft kisses on the crown of your head.  Though for the first time in who knows who long, you felt satisfied, accomplished even,

it was your turn to have a happy ending now

The end <3

Forgotten (Yuna x reader) preview

School Au

Angst + (possibly) hurt/comfort <3

(Possibly of) Eventual fluff

This is a reminder that just like the Karina preview, this isn’t the actual story, this is just a preview of the actual oneshot im planning to write, hope you’ll enjoy <333

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She was everything, you were nothing,,

everyone knew her, she was popular, she was known by many, she was loved, she was confident, she was herself and most importantly, she was the one you loved

And then there was you, not a loner but not a shiny kind of person, a part of you was pretty outgoing actually, that was how you two had met. You had become friends easily and were inseparable, or that’s what you thought

The other part of you, well, was anxious, and made you reserved. If that wasn’t complicated enough you had people making fun of you, which Yuna didn’t seem to notice much and you stubbornly refused to bother her with your worries. You were ready to follow her and go with her no matter what, even if deep down you didn’t feel like it

At first you thought it was admiration, just a strong friendship right, but soon enough you had to face reality, all those times where your heart was beating like crazy around her and how sweaty you became when she simply hugged you, you were in love, and scared

Scared of course that she wouldn’t feel the same, and it was probably the case, after all, who would be interested in someone like you, was what you told yourself countless times.

You trusted her a lot, and you felt happy around her, but slowly you realized that maybe, your place wasn’t there. She was often out with her more popular friends, despite being invited, you just felt alone most of the time, on the side, barely talked to

And with time you grew up, she did too, she was insanely beautiful while you were maturing, and as much as it hurt you, you came to the conclusion that you should give up, which you did

Tired of running after her and feeling like a constant loser, even if you were still close, you didn’t even feel like yourself and it disgusted you, while her, well she was Yuna, always making new friends

You felt like you were slowly being erased from her life, and while the past you would’ve tried your hardest to come back to her, you were tired of trying and just let it happen

After all you still had your own life to live

You didn’t want to suffer anymore, especially when it came to a foolish little crush

Even if it was more than that

Everything that you had bottled up was still inside of you,

like a bomb,

tic tac tic tac

it could explode at any moment now, you weren’t sure if you would be able to control it in front of everyone

Between your family issues, the people that made fun of you and that empty feeling that led you to being miserable, you were done

Done of feeling alone, done of failing despite your trying your hardest, done feeling sad everytime your eyes met hers, done being left aside, done being the second choice, done being forgotten

Tears forming in your eyes

Incapable of saying anything

You wanted to disappear

Maybe she realized too late

Had she forgotten ?

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Omfg that's alot of exams for 1 month😭 i hope you do well!! Don't forget to take care of yourself okayy?? Get proper rest once in awhile.

Btw i want to talk to you too but I'm to shy to message to youdjdhdhdhdh

Ahh hello ! Yeah it's a lot tbh I've done my first one today and I'm pretty sure I did well but then again we never know with those sneaky ass questions (sometimes you lose points out of nowhere argh😭)

And since tomorrow I have to run the cross country for pe (which I will probably fail) then yeah I'll go probably sleep earlier, though I wanted to write something so idk

And hey it's alright ! You don't have to be shy, I wouldn't judge anyone over that, I feel you tbh, I'm pretty much like that with other blogs ! Though if you want, you can just reveal yourself and I can message you first :)

Or you can give yourself an anon name and whenever you'll be in my inbox, I'll know it's you and if it's more comfortable for you to interact like that then it's perfectly fine <3

I hope you all had a great day/night lovelies, take care of yourselves :)

Hi hi hi!! I have a request, can you make a long fluffy bulletpoint fanfic, where it's a soulmate au with itzy, like how they met, etc!! Is this confusing,sorry i'm bad at describing things lol, lmk if you don't understand what i want!! (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

Hello ! Thank you so much for requesting, I think it’s pretty cute ! I just need you to specify certain things in your requests so that I know exactly what you want <3

1) by bullet point, do you mean like this ? :

You met at whatever place

You grew closer

You realized you were soulmates

Happy ending

If you know what I mean😭 I’ve just wrote bs but like is this how you want me to write it, points by points ? My bad, english isn’t my first language☹️

And also I mean I’d add way more description than that, that’s just a dumb example yk

2) dumb question maybe but do you want a different scenario with each member or all the members together (ot5 x reader) ? I mean do you think it’d be possible to have multiple soulmates ? Maybe that’d add spice but tell me what you want and I’ll do it !

If possible, can you specify what you desire for (and so answer my questions) in the inbox so then I can answer your request better ? Thank you :))

I hope you all have a great day lovelies, take care and remember I love you all <33

Rules

Helloo so I don’t have much rules but I still do have some boundaries and things I’d like to make clear

Concerning my personal life

For safety reasons, I won’t say my age

I may talk about my personal life but if I do, I’ll prob just change the names etc

Since it’s summer, i have more free time

However I go to a private strict school so it’s possible for me to become less active in my writings (not in answering you guys)

But i’ll still try as much as I can

Concerning the readers

If you are a man, especially a cishet man, please dni, you make me uncomfortable😍

If you’re young, please be careful of what you read, of course there will be warnings but still

If you’re racist, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, ableist, misogynistic and just a bigot in general, go away

Concerning my writings

Firstly, it is quite possible that some of my writings may be found on wattpad, most of my drafts are there and Im probably gonna post an itzy + an aespa book there

I only write for Itzy, Aespa and Loona for now

I write fluff obviously

I love angst as well

And Im perfectly fine with explicit content

Just nothing gore or too rough, for that, I wouldn’t write

Im more comfortable writing idol x reader than idol x idol but both are fine!

No explicit content for minors obviously

I usually write longer things (not too long) with a lot of description and Im not used to short reactions as an example so it is possible that it takes me more time to write because I want to post quality content

About requests

Gonna be honest with you, I have no idea how requests work

If you do know how they work, just leave a request anywhere and I’ll do it tbh

They may take time to come out though

Im a perfectionist alright

Please be specific unless you want to be surprised and you want be to chose the ending/context myself

As an example, if you ask for angst, Im more used to do fluffy endings but if it’s not what you want then please let me know

Concerning explicit content, nothing too rough (like pain, blood, torture😟, etc)

I don’t write yandere hcs, they make me quite uncomfortable to be honest

I can write mafia aus, but don’t expect me to write psychopathic or too dark themes (unless it’s hurt/comfort)

I write mostly female/afab readers but if you’d like me to write something about a gender neutral reader, I don’t mind at all :))

Anyways yeah don’t be shy😨☝️

Well that pretty much summons it😍‼️ have a great day/night, love all of you and remember to take care of yourselves or else im coming for you!