Hello!! My Name Is Harley And I Use She/her. I Would Like To Request A Match Up For Mystic Messenger

Hello!! My name is Harley and i use she/her. I would like to request a match up for mystic messenger (and also MHA if you want to) if that is possible. I hope im doing this right because i have never done this before.

I really like to draw and paint, i mostly draw human beings or frogs :). I also like to read and play games. My favourite games are stardew valley and fe3h. I also love to play multyplayer horror like games, like the forrest and phasmophobia.

My favourite anime is probally violet evergarden. I also really loved little witch academia.

In a relationship i want someone who is able to cheer me up and who wants to listen to my problems (they dont have to be good at giving advice. Just listening is more than enough for me). My top love languages are acts if service and physical touch. There are a lot of cute dates i would love to do. I would like to make a blankey fort and just watch bad chick flick movies for hours. I would also like to go out on a picknick in the middle of the night to look at the stars. There are a lot more but im scared it will be too long then.

I have no gender preference.

Have a nice day! <3

For Mystic Messenger I match you with Yoosung

I think Yoosung is a great match for you, he would do anything for you. If you expressed any negative emotion he would want to listen and do anything he can to help you. He’s has shown that he wants to take care of someone whose act of service is a love language he could reciprocate, along with cuddling while gaming. draw him and hell propose on the spot or cry, or blush. He’s still a child at heart so I bet he would love to build a pillow fort and watch little witch academia with you, or violet evergarden but if you watch that he will cry. If you watched bad chick flick movies he probably wouldn't realize that there bad and might try some of the things that happen in the movie. he would try and play horror games with you but he would be terrified but as long as your there he's willing to tough it out.

For mha i match you with denki kaminari

Basically all the reasons I said for Yoosung apply here. Except Denki wouldn't be as much of a crybaby, and he would take you out more, on that adventure like dates you seem to like. A picnic but all the food would be junk food like chips, take you to a swamp or somewhere frogs are so you can get inspiration. He would ask you to draw him as a frog, he would have frog Denki as his lock screen, and then ask you to draw the both of you as frogs. 

That’s all, thanks for the submission I hope you like the matches.

Hi could you please do the requested fic with

Kirishima

– Blair 🤍

Thank you for the request Blair, hope you like it.

3: Hanahaki Disease 5: Unrequited love 9: Reader dies ( not graphic) 15: Rejection 

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Trigger warning: Reader dies (not graphic) mention of blood

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You had estimated that you had less than a week. Even if the surgery was still an option you wouldn't have taken it. Even if it was painful you refused to lose the ability to love, even if the feeling wasn't reciprocated. The flowers you coughed up were the same color as the blood that came with it, the same as the hair dye he used, the same as the color he claimed for his hero name. Red Riot or the boy who inspired to be Crimson Riot, the kindest boy you knew, Eijiro Kirishima. No one would blame you for falling for someone like Kirishima, that was if anyone knew. The thing is that no one knew about your crush, some even believed you liked someone else. People had caught on to the way you looked at the Bakusqaud group, especially the two best friends Bakugou and Kirishima. Even the redhead himself had noticed it, though he got the wrong idea. He had invited you to his room, just you and him, your pretty sure just being here was going to make your life shorter but you loved him and couldn't deny him.

"I’ve noticed the way you look at Bakugou."

Being in his room and here his voice made the flower in your thought act up, trying to not could up blood and flowers in front of Kirishima you coughed with your mouth closed. Once you realized what Kirishima had said you stopped coughing and became slightly annoyed. Bakugou, it was a common mistake that people made when considering who you were fonding over, but you didn’t quite understand why. Why crush on jerk face angry pomeranian when his best friend was perfect boyfriend material, Kirishima was the definition of a golden retriever boyfriend. His name also annoyed you because you couldn’t help be a little jealous of how much time the two spent together. While you processed what to say, Kirishima continued.

“It’s not hard to tell that you have a crush on him and I wanted to tell…”

“I don’t like Bakugou!”

You interrupted him, immediately having to close your mouth to stop the petals coved in blood from falling at and onto your crush’s floor.

“You don’t have to lie to me.”

“I’m not, I don’t like Bakugou, I’m in love with you!”

You announced tired of others and him assuming you loved the blonde. 

“Oh, I’m sorry but I don’t feel the same.”

You coughed more but you refused to open your mouth.

“I invited you here to tell you that I’m dating Bakugou because I was afraid what would happen if Bakugou was the one to reject you because he can be kind of harsh. But now I have to reject you, and it’s harder than I thought, I’m sorry L/N I just don’t love you, I love Katsuki.”

He used your last name, he used Bakugou first name. That was enough sign for you that it was over, your crush, your future, your life. You couldn’t take it, you ran out of his room, heading for yours, maybe you could die in the comfort of your room. While you ran you questioned why? Bakugou was a jerk, Kiri even said so, so why did he love him and not you? Were you not enough? Were you not mean enough? Were you too clingy? These question all battled to find the truth and to be your last thought as you races to die somewhere you could feel at peace. The running and heavy breathing did not make your situation any better, you began to cough ferociously. Your legs gave in while the flower climbed through your throat and the questions that fought to be your last thought all lost. Your final thought was something you would never know the answer to.

“Did he chase after me?”

It wasn’t just your final thought but your final words, and who better hear them than the person who had what you wanted. Katsuki Bakugou had seen someone in pain and dying, and though you thought he was cold-hearted and rude, he was still an inspiring hero, and a hero doesn’t let someone die. He was too late to save you but not too late for him to hear your last question. 

When Kirishima discovered that you had passed he interrogated the doctors and recovery girl what caused it, Bakugou had begged them not to tell Kirishima because he knew the guilt Kirishima would be burdened with if he knew that his inability to reciprocate your feeling is what put you six feet under, never to be seen again, never to love again. That’s the thing about the hanahaki disease, you had refused surgery because you wanted to be able to love again, but even so, you ended up something you never wanted to be, a person who could give no love.

Touch-starved

Levi Ackerman x GN!reader

This is pretty self-indulgent, Its a Levi x touch-starved reader. Modern AU. Hurt to comfort.

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Before you started dating Levi, everyone you knew, including himself warned you. They told you that a relationship with him wouldn't be normal, that it wouldn't fulfill your relationship needs. But you loved him and even though he wasn’t very affectionate you knew that he loved you too. Thought that wasn't clear right now. Currently, you were at the wedding of one of your friends, it was nice, too nice. It made you realize how much different your and Levi's relationships were. The biggest difference was how many other people in relationships touch each other. Before you met Levi you thought you could never be in a relationship without touching, but then you fell for him and learned that he was uncomfortable with touch. Which you respected, but sometimes you wished that you could have a reassuring handhold or a thank you kiss on the cheek, it didn't have to be PDA, just in private. Though you don't want to break your boyfriend’s boundaries. Your feelings only worsen every time someone starts hitting their glasses with silverware, trying to get the new couple to kiss, which they did, it made you jealous. Using this jealousy as the fuel you move your hand from the cup you were holding to Levi’s leg, reassuringly. Though it was quickly shoved off and hanging by the side of your body, you didn't have the motivation to move it. You repeat to yourself that he loves you, you try and remember the sweet moments in your relationship but none are coming up. You never ignited to yourself but you were touch starved, even before meeting Levi. You don't know how long you sat there, your body limp, your brain is overthinking. Half of your brain is trying to convince you that he does love you, while the other half was telling you that you deserved more from him. You were broken from your limp body and crazy thoughts from the clinking of glass and silverware and then cheering after the couple’s kiss. You watched as they kiss and hold on to another’s hand while sitting down, it hurt, you felt hatred inside you. You abruptly stood up and walked toward the doors, you couldn't leave, but you could at least get some fresh air. That was your plan anyway, but as soon as you got outside and out of sight of everyone, you broke down,  it just so much. You had the boyfriend but you didn't have the kisses, hand-holding, cuddles that you thought were a part of a relationship. For god’s sake, your love language was physical touch you should have known that a relationship with Levi would fail. 

"What's wrong brat?"

Levi turned the corner, and though his words were rude his voice was softer than normal. You breathed in trying to calm and hide your breakdown but Levi was pretty good at seeing through you. He ruffled your hair, that’s right he does give physical affection but pat or ruffling off your hair was the most, and he did that to everyone, it wasn’t the special relationship touches you wanted, you weren’t special. Your boyfriend slid down to the ground with you

“Why are you out here, sitting on the dirty ground?” 

As much as you hated the absence of physical touch in your relationship, you couldn’t tell him that, he had his boundaries and you’re supposed to respect that, so you held off on telling him.

“I don’t know I just wanted some air.”

You lied, and he saw through it.

“Why did you want fresh air?”

You were really tiring to hold back your thoughts and opinions of his boundaries but it had been building up for the past six months, and so it all came spilling out.

“Because I feel unloved. I mean I know you love me but you never physically express it. I feel like your repulsed by the idea of me and my body, I can’t even hold your hand. You just shove me away, and I just feel disgusting a guilty for even trying because I know you have boundaries and that I was warned that this would happen but I thought that I could handle it, but I can’t. I’m touch starved and the one person I feel comfortable enough to help me, to cuddle me, to love me, doesn’t want to, or they cant. And it makes me feel so guilty for feeling that way, and that just adds to the terrible feeling inside. I don’t think I can deal with it anymore, I thought that my love for you would fill that hole, the one missing physical touch, but the love just made it worse because I love you too much to break your boundaries. And-and, I think it would be better for my heart if we stopped. If if we we stopped our relationship.”

You were so emotional that you were stuttering some words, the tears that you stopped when Levi showed up had come back even worse. Sometime during your speech you stood up, Levi stayed on the ground leaning against the building, and at the end of your declaration, you speed-walked into the building and the restroom. You whipped your tears as well as you could. Walking out of the restroom you headed to the bar, you didn’t know what you were gonna order, you just knew you were going to need it. You reached the bar and tried to stutter out an order but you couldn’t name a drink and the bartender moved onto someone else. Dissociated you walked back to your seat, and once again the sound that backend the couple to kiss was being made. You sat in your chair dissociating for a while, the only thing you processed was the sound of silverware tapping glass that happened every so often, and that the chair next to you was still empty. He probably took the offer to leave you and this relationship, and even though you encouraged it, you still weren’t ready for it. You rested your elbows on the table and then your head in your hands. You started to cry again for so many reasons, realizing that you lost the few head pats and hair ruffling he would give you, realizing that you would probably be more touch starved now. Suddenly there was a weight on your back, and arms wrapped around your neck loosely like a hug. You didn’t have the energy to shove off whoever was responsible so you tried your best with words, feeling more anger than sadness all of the sudden.

“Whoever is touching me, stop.” 

The arms and weight stayed, and that small bit of anger changed back to sadness

“Just please, I can’t right now, please sto-”

Before you could finish your plea the person behind you spoke up

“It’s me”

Levi, his voice was softer than you ever heard, and you weren’t sure if you could believe it, both because of the voice and the hug he was giving you.

“Why?”

“I don’t want to lose you, can we talk outside?”

You nodded your head, then you felt him remove himself from you, you stood up and to your surprise, he grabbed your hand, you couldn’t tell if he was holding you in a possessive way, a caring way, or a loving way. What you did know was that it was tight and desperate. When you reached outside, your hand was still in his, his other hand was trapping you between him and the wall.

“I think you miss understand my boundaries, along with how much you matter to me.”

You still weren’t sure if he was just finalizing the break-up or trying to stop it from happening, you stayed silent to find out.

“I don’t like being touched, I don’t have a reason it just how I’ve been for a while, but I’m okay with touching others, it gives me control, the ability to stop if I’m uncomfortable without having to ask, if you want more physical contact I don’t mind giving you what you need, just let me be in control.”

It made some senses, but you wondered why he hadn’t been affectionate with you before if that was the case, so you question him

“Why haven’t you then, why haven’t you touched me, or held my hand.”

“ I wasn’t ready, and when I was I was, honestly scared.”

“Why?”

“As I said, I don’t know, I never really understand my emotions or where they come from. But I’m not scared now, I want to make you happy, I don’t want to be selfish anymore.”

You let out a breath that you were holding, finally allowing yourself to relax.

“ I don’t think you were selfish, and I’m sorry that I pushed you this far, and I don’t want to break up, I just wanted the pain to stop.”

Levi removed his hand from the wall and moved it behind your back pulling you into him.

“I am selfish but you need to stand up for yourself more, brat.” 

It was relieving to hear him call you that, it was like his way of saying that he loved you, that he would stay with you. It was his way of saying that he would be with you even if it was hard and that all you needed. 

A few weeks later and you can’t even remember what being touched starved felt like. You didn’t expect Levi to be so clingy, he’s almost always touching you.  At night he’s your big spoon, when he’s working he makes you sit on his lap, in public he either holds your hand or wraps his arm around your back or shoulder. There have been multiple occasions where he’ll whine, or as close as he can get to whining, for you to sit on his lap while he works

“Come here.”

“Baby I’m just as busy as you.”

“And, I said to come here, we can share the desk if you need to, just come here.”

You walk into his office just bringing him a cup of tea, but he pulls you into his lap before you can leave or protest.

“Thank you for the tea.”

“Are you going to let me go?”

“Of course not, you should know that by now.”

“Your right, I love you”

“ I love you too brat”

Of course, there are moments when you feel the need for his comforting touch but he feels uncomfortable, so you two compromised. Whenever this happens, he’ll allow you to play with the buttons on his shirt cuff, or put your hand in his jacket pocket. He feels guilty that he cant always give you the support you want, but you make sure to ensure him that he’s been doing more than enough.

yoo I would like a mha match-up with a villain (i dont mind about the gender). I am a ftm trans guy and my love language is physical touch if that's how its called LMAO. I love stargazing on a rooftop typa dates and I would love to get a small matching tattoo with my s/o. my hobbies are reading books, listening to music and playing video games. My favourite anime is aot probably. I usually want my partner to be talkative, like I want them to have millions of topics to talk about with me. I'd listen to them for hours.

I match you with Himiko Toga. 

I was originally thinking either shigaraki or Dabi but then you said you wanted a talkative partner and I was like, Toga. I think she's a real talkative person, along with touchy, I can see her constantly wanting to hold your hand, or cuddle. I can also see her wanting to sit on your lap or you sitting on hers, whichever you prefer, and talk as long as she can. I think matching tattoos is something she would be siked for, like when you tell her you want matching tattoos, she starts doodling ideas for you guys. And as we can see with how she treats Magne, she would be a great ally to you in any way you need, she would be your biggest hype woman ever. That's all I have to say, thank you for summiting and I hope you like it.

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