... Why Do I Do This To Myself

... Why do I do this to myself

can't sleep again sooo I'm making head cannons of izuru kamakura when his S/O can't sleep

I need to stop drinking energy drinks at midnight

okay so like ik in the general head cannons post I made I did say something bout this but like- I'm going into detail rn it's like head cannons and dialogue but a one shot all in one post -i guess.. ? idk let's just start this brain dump

Starting off we all know this man can tell if you are having sleeping problems

And his number one priority in that moment is to help you fall asleep whether íts cuddling you, reading to you, getting you sleeping pills Etc,

but he will not let you have your phone or any electronics

he will hide them if he has to

and Don't bother trying to find them

because those will just keep you awake

if your someone who needs white noise to sleep like a fan ( I'm only saying this because I do)

then expect him to immediately get a fan in the room

don't ask how

because I- don't have an answer

he will start first noticing if your having trouble sleeping by your body movements

and the fact he can read you like a book

if your tossing and turning he can easily tell that you can't fall asleep

and he honestly wants to help because little to no sleep is unhealthy

and if your a monster addict (like me)

he will limit your energy drink access

Back to the tossing and turning thing if he returns home from work or something (this is still despair au but the world's restored) and he sees you tossing and turning-

I have a little one shot to end off with on what he would do

y/n I'm home... izuru called out to his S/O..no response he walked to the living room to see His S/O on the couch .. Trying to fall asleep it seems that they have been so focused on trying to sleep they have blocked out all of the noise from reality he walked over to them.. and in à few moments Y/N felt two arms wrapped around their waist and someones head nuzzled into their neck

Izuru..? Y/n called out trying to turn their body around to face him but izuru's grip on their waist prevented it yes it's me darling.. now go to sleep izuru replied softly

Y/N trailed their hands down to izuru's gently placing their hands on top of his

izuru let go of their waste moving his hands to hold his S/O's

as Y/N closed their eyes in a state of peace they heard one last thing from izuru

rest well darling..

I'M FREEEE but at what cost? ~modhiyoko

Stay spooky

hehehe back at it again

Alright so the origin for this story (I have no idea why I said origin) was that I really wanted to see someone write an izuru Kamakura x reader story where reader was like yumemi yumemite (best girl) from kakeguri only to come to the sad realization.. nobody wrote a story like that So im becoming my dream and writing it for myself (and all my other lovely izuru simps) (tell me why I wrote Simps and it auto corrected to Simpsonville..) Anyways I'mma shut up now with the boring origin and get on with the story 😚 (damnit I said origin again - modhiyoko after finishing the story)

Izuru Kamakura with a S/O that's like yumemi yumemite

p. s this is so long I almost fell asleep before finishing it

another p. s I'm so sorry for my masculine readers but the reader for today's story is female Sorry!

okay so for this we know that you are the shsl popstar (aka super high school level popstar)

(I added that because my idiotic self didn't know what shsl meant until a few months ago)

also rl quick I'mma define who yumemi yumemite is rl quick

(IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED KAKEGURI YET THERE ARE SPOILERS)

Yumemi yumemite is a popstar who only became a popstar because it was supposed to be a temporary hold until she became an actress but she realized that she went places she never thought she would have gone before by being a popstar (she actually said that in one episode) She realized that playing this character was really fun and worth much more then she thought she did hate her fans but even after getting exposed her fans still loved her but she has anger issues either way (like me 😘) so basically she's a batshit crazy popstar and you either love her or hate her because she's a Psycho but adorable (hope that explains it)

okay now I'm actually gonna start with the head cannons

(BTW this is all from my perspective and what I think would happen it's probably a little fannon instead of cannon

Starting off I'll say this everytime you were very interesting to him

on how you could hold up the sweet act for so long in front of a person who disgusts you

how you could fool everyone into thinking that you loved them when you absolutely loathed them

that caught his attention

what also caught his attention was your adorableness

but he could also perfectly see through all of that adorableness was anger and something not so sweet

(a lot of this next part is based off of the episode where yumemi goes up against her icon yukizome in a gamble)

he was for once surprised on how you would have the courage to break your own finger for an act

just to win a gamble

he was truly mesmerized by you

now this is relationship hcs

your anger issues where not a problem for him

he is very patient and is amazing at calming you down

(when she gets mad she litterly flips over tables in her dressing room)

so if you made a mess like this after helping you calm down like he would cuddle you and play with your hair of gently kiss you and bring you somewhere more quiet and alone (probably his dorm or something)

he would help you calm down more there

but he would refuse to leave you alone

he won't leave until your calm because he doesn't want you to go through something like that alone

and after your calmed down he would go back and help put every thing back in its place

if you tried to apologize for acting up

he would immediately shut it down and reassure you it's alright and not your fault for getting angered easily

also if your having trouble with stalker or creepy fans you got a bodyguard by your side

all in all this man loves you very much whether or not your a pretty little Psycho

I got one last little thingy for y'all hehe

am I going to tell you what it is NOPE it's a surprise one shot

(here's a hint if your a girl who loves flowers you'll love this oneshot)

One of yours shows was about to start and you where a nervous wreck why? because this is the first show your boyfriend izuru Kamakura was going to be at but even through all that nervousness you stepped on that stage ready to perform this wasn't a gamble show just one of your usual concerts but you were even more nervous about this rather then your gambles

but your going to give it your all

after the show

Hearing all of the people in the audience giving their applause you gave a bow and said your usual thanks for everyone coming walking into your dressing room you got a text from your boyfriend izuru Kamakura

izuru: I have something for you

you: oh?.. what is it?

just then you heard a knock on your dressing room door your assistant offered to get it but you did instead you open it to find izuru Kamakura standing outside your door holding something

you were very nervous on his thoughts on the show but you were still curious about what he had for you

hello ízuru you smiled at him walking out the dressing room closing the door behind you

he didn't reply but he did hand you something

a bouquet of [insert favorite flowers]

you blushed at it then looked up him

he then spoke softly "I got these because there not only as beautiful as you but now I realized their also beautiful like your singing"

you were about to say something before he continued

"don't doubt if when I say you truly are beautiful and might I say adorable when you smile after your performance how you are so full of energy on stage how you don't fail to thank everyone for being there... it's seems I have found myself falling more and more Inlove with you each time you show me a new side of you" he said then smiled a bit before placing a kiss on your lips

i-izuru you said tumbling your words not being able to even tell if you were still awake

you felt like you were going to collapse or melt from all the sweetness

he pulled you into a hug once he noticed your blushing form leaning forward

"don't faint dear" he chuckled

I can't it's to sweet you replied

"you think this is sweet I'm just merely showing the surface of sweetness because -" he cut off before leaning down to whisper in your ear before continuing

"I have a lot more sweetness saved for you later tonight"

EEEEEEEK I hope this was a good enough make up for the last story I half assed.

who wants a NSFW part two? just me? alright 🥲

stay spooky-modhiyoko

I'm bout to work on an izuru kamakura story but until then I have some pictures for y'all ❤❤

P. S none of these pictures belong to me -modhiyoko

Me writing my most recent story: the hoe's gon love this

I really want to delete my first request post because ITS SO BAD OSNEIDBSI but I feel bad for the person who requested it Idkkk what to do 😭😭😭 But the first story I ever wrote was a one shot and it's so bad I can't even and it was with a character a know Nothing about so I just decided to wing it-bad move very bad move jensisnendnaksn

Okay i know.. I know it's 1am and u have very important things to do tomorrow.. but I just have to share this image i found with y'all izuru simps

LOVE AND BEHOLD THIS PIECE OF ART

Yes I do not have anything better to do with my life... does that matter? N O P E -Modhiyoko

Stay s p o o k y