The One I Adore Was Talking To Me About Catboy Akiren Which Very Silly !!! Saw This And Thought It Was

The one I adore was talking to me about Catboy Akiren which very silly !!! saw this and thought it was fitting for these two

When I was in elementary I was being tested for a learning disability or something? I don't remember it all but recently a memory resurfaced. I used to go to this like speech therapy because I could not pronounce stuff right. AND THEY HAD LIKE this reward system going on with me. To get my reward I was not allowed to stim, or fidget, and had to stay on task the entire time. If I had strings on my clothing they would knot it so I could not play with it. My reward? It was a star drawn on my hand in a gel pen. AND I SWEAR I wasn't even allowed the glittery gel pen star unless it was like,,, a special day or I reached a goal? I cannot remember. But I remember that they rarely would let me have a glitter star. THE ONLY THING I REMEMBER IS THE PENS THEMSELF AND I GENUINELY GET SO EXCITED ABOUT GEL PENS but it's THE SPECIFIC ONES

They looked like this but the container was a smaller square. THEY LITERALLY CONDITIONED ME LIKE A DOG BRO AND IT WORKED CRIE

Phantom thieves being a band with Akira a drummer and Mona the main singer and he has amazing vocals but everyone else is just hearing a cat meowing viciously with all of its might

crying why are they all rping here and telling me their lore

"I prayed to a god that I did not even know the name of

yet every night when the moon was high and a chill coated the backyard

I knew they were listening

To every plea, beg, whine, and complaint

to every interest, event, love, and wish

and they were silent paying me no mind in the most loving way

and it was loving

there is a way to pay no mind in a hateful way

one of my parents often utilized

there was a point only that deity in the night wanted me

a point where I was banished from all realms except their presence"

I RLLY need to draw cicada junebug my csm oc cus he is so silly my silly little cowboy wrangling them devils I just think his obsession w cowboys and being a devil hunter is so silly bro is just sum guy showing up to live his yeehaw dreams