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A lot of people are talking about Ivan's hypocrisy with Sua and how he berates her for sacrificing herself for Mizi and becoming a source of trauma for her and then he did the same thing, but there's a heartbreaking perspective on this.
Sua and Mizi loved each other. The love was reciprocal. Sua died KNOWING Mizi loved her. Ivan's dislike of her comes from the fact that she knew damn well what her death would do to the person who loved her and she did it anyway. She KNOWINGLY hurt Mizi in the worst way possible while still claiming to love her.
Ivan? Ivan's been drilled for YEARS that Till DOESN'T love him. His love isn't returned. It's very possible that he just believes that he won't be a source of trauma for Till, because Till doesn't love him. So he can die for him all he wants. Of course, the elephant in the room is that we no longer know what Till thinks of Ivan after he kissed him and sacrificed himself for him, but that's AFTER Ivan is already dead. He had no intentions or expectations that what he did would actually hurt Till. And there is something so unbelievably sad about that.
Emily L., Marguerite Duras // Bertrand Russell, What Desires are Politically Important? // Octavio Paz, "The House of Glances" // Mitski—Francis Forever // Chen Chen, When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities // VIVINOS and QMENG, Alien Stage (Round 6) // Bryan Fuller, Hannibal (2013) // Richard Siken, "Little Monster" // Christa Wolf, Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays // Mitski—I Bet on Losing Dogs
it’s always “why did you sacrifice yourself and leave me behind” and never How was the sacrifice Was sacrificing yourself fun it looked fun
i absolutely love jake abel's version of midam cause it's just adam being actually, genuinely insane while michael watches with this deeply disturbed expression.
the idea that adam was michael's first act of free will drives me UP THE WALL.
the archangel michael, in the middle of one of the most crucial parts of god's plan of bringing paradise to the world, goes out of his way to choose adam over dean.
michael could of used dean if he wanted to. he knew he could've used sam, or bobby, or whoever to get dean to say yes, but instead, he sees that the winchesters have a forgotten half-sibling up in heaven and immediately diverts from god's plan. god never approved of adam to be michael's vessel. michael likely didn't even know if adam would work, but he had faith. a new kind of faith; one he was not raised in, but one he found on his own.
if adam represents michael's free will and beliefs outside of his father, no wonder michael fell back to his old belief system after adam died.
The ironic part of Zachariah saying that Adam wasn’t really the chosen one is that HE LITERALLY WAS!! Adam was Michael’s first act of free will. Michael CHOOSE Adam over Dean. He could have easily kept going after Dean but no! He took Adam instead, even though as Gabriel put it - SINCE THE BEGINNING they knew that it was supposed to be Sam and Dean. Michael just said fuck that the rules don’t apply to me
adam and michael were in hell for over a thousand years. like fully think about that. that is a long fucking time to be in a single place let alone with another person. like i can hardly imagine being in the same space as one person and that one person only for a week with no breaks from them, let alone a year.
they were literally stuck together for going on decades.
no wonder theyre so different when they finally get out, they probably talked about what they would want to do a million times. they were moving around so much because they talked about where in the world adam would like to see if they got topside. they finally got out and what did they immediately go do? get a burger and fries. what an incredibly human thing to do. imagine the kind influence adam must have had on michael for him to sit there nicely and let adam enjoy something. michael, the character repeatedly stated in canon to be heavens strongest and deadliest weapon, sitting there on a dinner date.
I think its absolutely hilarious that Dean and Castiel go through inhuman amounts of trauma over the course of a decade plus, and somehow they still arent the human x angel ship on the show that has gone through the most detrimental mind bending shit. Michael and Adam were literally trapped in hell together alone for over 1000 years and they walked out the other side healthier than Dean and Cas could ever possibly be. Iconic really
stellakowalskis //Crush -Richard Siken //No Place in Heaven -Mika //Supernatural 15.09 "The Trap" (credit: thatblackdress) //Church -Fall Out Boy //Supernatural 5.22 "Swan Song" (credit: castiel) // Les Misérables -Victor Hugo //Supernatural 8.17 "Goodbye Stranger" (credit: castyel)
If I ever met Castiel I would make him listen to take me to church by Hozier until he cried
The Righteous Man with the staring problem
Talk, Hozier // 4x01: Lazarus Rising // 5x18: Point of No Return // 6x20: The Man Who Would Be King // 7x23: Survival of the Fittest // 8x17: Goodbye Stranger
Hoziernatural 3/?
When you move I'm put to mind of all that I wanna be When you move I could never define all that you are to me
hozierna
that i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you - unknown/nth, hozier
november 5th, 2020
Faith (Part 1): A series chronicling Dean Winchester, falling in love with the angel, Castiel.
NFWMB // Foreigner's God // Jackie and Wilson // From Eden // 4.22: Lucifer Rising // It Will Come Back // 5.04: The End x Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene // No Plan // I, Carrion (Icarian) // 5.03: Free to Be You and Me x Abstract (Psychopomp)
hoziernatural 1/?
Joan of Arc by Anna Louisa Swynnerton//Supernatural 4x21 "When the Levee Breaks"
If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.
[war of foxes, eichard siken || the trap, supernatural || c.j. hauser || road music, richard silken || despair, supernatural || crush, richard siken || anne carson || emma, jane austen]