Did I Draw And Paint Bokuto? Yes I Did!

did I draw and paint bokuto? Yes I did! 😋

right so yesterday I finished the skz survival show and it was so good I'm pretty sure I cried for like half of it but idk it all felt like a fever dream 😭 n e wayz now i miss the boys 😔

thinking about zuko's redemption arc again

hi you can ignore this or not idrc which‼

sigh okay I'm gonna rant for a bit and if any of my moots do read this then hello ! bare with me please, that's all I ask

lately it's been so hard for me to write ? no matter the fandom I cannot sit down and write and it really sucks because I used to be able to write a fic a day and now? nada. + I feel like people are waiting for me to write something but I can't and this constant feeling of letting people down is nagging me which really sucks because it weighs on my mental health and makes it so much worse for me.

on another note, I've also been struggling with how I want to identify (genderwise) I'm at a place in my life where I'm actually really comfortable with my sexuality (I'm bisexual) and have been for a while now, I'd never given much thought to it but as time has gone on I've been wanting to identify as (she/they) but I'm scared because what if I change my mind, that'll just not feel good and also I'm still iffy on it, how do I break it to my friends/family/etc, I know of some friends who wouldn't mind but how about my relatives? how will my other friendships go? it's honestly all so confusing and I wish I could just scream

and lastly, emotionally speaking I feel so withdrawn, like I can't seem to grasp the idea of love lately and most fics are about just that. how I supposed to write fics with love written in them when I myself can't even seem to grasp the concept and stick with it without getting bored of it/not feeling it at all.

anyways yeah that's it for rants, thanks for coming to my vent session‼

i deeply believe in gojou supremacy! tyvm & good day!

didn't wanna flood my main blog w/ rants so here I am :)