Hi You Can Ignore This Or Not Idrc Which

hi you can ignore this or not idrc which‼

sigh okay I'm gonna rant for a bit and if any of my moots do read this then hello ! bare with me please, that's all I ask

lately it's been so hard for me to write ? no matter the fandom I cannot sit down and write and it really sucks because I used to be able to write a fic a day and now? nada. + I feel like people are waiting for me to write something but I can't and this constant feeling of letting people down is nagging me which really sucks because it weighs on my mental health and makes it so much worse for me.

on another note, I've also been struggling with how I want to identify (genderwise) I'm at a place in my life where I'm actually really comfortable with my sexuality (I'm bisexual) and have been for a while now, I'd never given much thought to it but as time has gone on I've been wanting to identify as (she/they) but I'm scared because what if I change my mind, that'll just not feel good and also I'm still iffy on it, how do I break it to my friends/family/etc, I know of some friends who wouldn't mind but how about my relatives? how will my other friendships go? it's honestly all so confusing and I wish I could just scream

and lastly, emotionally speaking I feel so withdrawn, like I can't seem to grasp the idea of love lately and most fics are about just that. how I supposed to write fics with love written in them when I myself can't even seem to grasp the concept and stick with it without getting bored of it/not feeling it at all.

anyways yeah that's it for rants, thanks for coming to my vent session‼

international spy!bokuto being assigned to gather as much information on your husband, who's the ceo of a big corporation, as possible before annihilating him but when he breaks into his office to look around and gather said information, you just so happen to come visit your husband and catch him and he just falls so hard for you so hard....

and she's back on here! i can't find my class 😭 so I'm just sitting here because like where is it....

i deeply believe in gojou supremacy! tyvm & good day!

for the past hour I've been trying to make a new chapter for OC lmao it's not working

if you don't like han jisung keep that shit to yourself, it's embarrassing‼