#my Anxiety Whenever Im About To Do Literally Anything

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#my anxiety whenever i’m about to do literally anything

This is so funny because as the oldest child I actually love tea and would prefer it over coffee. I really only drink coffee if I pull an all nighter and need to be somewhere that day. My sister though, the middle child, tries to always get an ice coffee whenever possible. And my brother, obviously the youngest, isn’t allowed coffee because it would send his ADHD into overdrive. My mom will let him drink ice tea though.

is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child

Women are not a tool to be used for your mlm ship

Huh, and here I thought I was the only one.

i have a disease called “i believe i will have the love i have been reading about all these years one day”

Love this!! They really were in sync. It would even be fun to see some event happen where Maddie takes charge of a situation just specifically meant for her and the rest of the 118 are actually there just watching in awe or are helping and watching because I feel like sometimes people forget that Maddie used to be a Nurse and knows how to handle those types of situations.

If you're still taking prompts, you know how in the Pinned ep people were filming the "proposal" during the Madney date? They probably kept recording as it turned into an emergency and maddie and chim stepped in. It would be interesting to see the team find one of the videos. See how well chim and maddie work together even in an emergency like that one

“Has Maddie ever thought of being a paramedic?” 

Chimney looks up in confusion at the sound of his best friend's voice, watching as she stares down at her phone, though she doesn’t offer any further information. It’s hour twenty in a twenty-four shift, conversations start to get a little weird or random around this time, so he doesn’t think too much of it. “I don’t think so?” He decides to answer, with a shrug of his shoulders, glancing back down at his own phone. 

“Me and you work well together and you’re going to need that kind of relationship with your next partner. Someone you can work in sync with, someone who gets you.” Their eyes meet when both of them look up, a frown on his face as his nose scrunches up in confusion whilst Hen throws her phone towards him which he luckily (for her) catches. “You two have gone… what do the kids say, viral?” 

It’s with furrowed eyebrows that he turns her phone over in his hand, looking at the screen. It’s a familiar scene, paused on both he and Maddie kneeling down next to the woman in the restaurant. It had only been a few days ago, the memory surpassed by the fact that Maddie had been held at gunpoint the day after. The woman was doing as well as she could be considering the extent of her crush injuries but Chimney knows, if he and Maddie hadn’t been there, it could have ended a lot differently. “Wait, someone recorded this?” 

He bites down on his bottom lip as he presses play, staring at the two of them as they pass the tablecloth between them, hands moving so perfectly in sync with each other. He can barely remember any of it, if he’s honest with himself, it had happened so quickly, he’d reacted on instinct, just as he had over a decade ago in the karaoke bar when the woman had been set alight. 

Maybe it should have been more memorable than it was, but he supposes he’s seen so much over his years with the 118. He smiles as he looks at the way he’s looking at Maddie before the recording cuts off, leaving him to play it again, focusing on her. She looks beautiful, that was his very first thought that night. And then all he could think about was how much he loved her, more than he had ever loved anyone, so intensely, so beautifully. And then he had blurted the words out, even though it wasn’t how he had rehearsed. 

Mostly, what he can remember of that night is how he felt. Happy, excited, hopeful and amazed that this was his life and Maddie was his girlfriend and she loved him and he loved her and… this was so unlike anything he could have imagined. It’s with a sigh that he leans over to hand the phone back to Hen, “You two work really well together, Chim.” Her voice is softer this time and he thinks, maybe, he can see tears in her eyes because she has been with him through everything. Every heartbreak, every moment of doubt, every time he had said he was going to be lonely for the rest of his life. “If she isn’t going to be your next paramedic partner, maybe you could take that connection you have and put it into something else. Something better. Something you’ve always wanted.” 

Chimney groans, rolling his eyes at the not so subtle comments from his best friend, trying to ignore that all too familiar feeling that pulsates through him right then. Being a father had always been something he wanted but he and Maddie hadn’t really discussed it beyond ‘someday’ and Maddie is thirty-seven and maybe someday will never come for them but it doesn’t matter because she’s all the family he needs. The longing is still there though, imagining a daughter of their own, an image he quickly shakes from his head. 

“Nice segway into that conversation, Hen.” He finally settles on, a smirk on his face that he hopes hides his true feelings on the matter before he shrugs his shoulders and turns his attention back to his phone. Maybe they could have the conversation one day, but for now, he texts Maddie with a quick ‘apparently we’re internet famous now’ as he laughs to himself. 

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i wish i could be with you.