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I'm tired of feeling this way

So many things are happening so quickly and in such a short time

Where is the explanation that you were supposed to give me?

The way you act confuses me

I said I knew it would get better in the future, but I don't know anymore. Years go by and sometimes it seems to get worse

I drown in a void of pain and memories every night

your actions showed me that your words were in vain

It hurts to be desired but not truly loved

I feel my soul very heavy and at the same time an emptiness

I'm tired of feeling

loving so much sometimes hurts me

feeling and thinking so much is going to kill me

my mind never finds peace

It's hard to stay alive when you're stabbed with melancholy every night

I feel like my soul is fading when I feel the melancholic emptiness

my mind is filled with thousands of questions when it comes to you and what you did

you hurt me but I still miss talking to you and that hurts me more

drowning in the past is killing me

you wanted me to give you my body but my body comes with my soul and you don't want that

Do you think about me?