herarcadewasteland - all the blood we spill
all the blood we spill

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Thinkin About Getting ANOTHER Ateez Album Ngl

thinkin about getting ANOTHER ateez album ngl

yall im looking to do some reckless buying but for something that will actually be useful.... maybe something workout-y but not too expensive? gimme your ideas

taggin some people who have wonderful ideas all the time: @skz-streamer @orchidyoonkook @mixtape-racha @frostbitten-written

edit: im being drawn into vampire vibe type things again and my corset dont fit anymore :/

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1 year ago

Is this real? (Hongjoong x Reader)

Warnings: Yandere! Hongjoong, Reader-chan is a bit messed up too (you'll see what I mean), violence, death/murder,physical abuse, bullying, making out, exhibitionism, fingering, sir kink, teasing, let me know if I missed anything.

A/n: This popped up in my head while I was listening to the ateez discography...also I'm always in hongjoong brain rot so...there's that.

This is set in The Real/Academy type au that I have made up, I have yet to write it down on paper, but Ateez is kinda like the school bad boys/troublemakers, they practically run the school.

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"J-joongie, stop what if someone sees?"

"Then let them, that way they'll know you're mine"

Hongjoong currently had you pushed up against the walk of an empty hallway, one people rarely came down. One of your legs hiked around his waist and panties pulled to the side as he fucked you open with his fingers.

The red-haired male smirked as his lips met yours, drinking in your soft moans. "There's no need to be quiet baby, nobody is going to come down here, No one will hear how much of a little slut you are for Sir." He groaned feeling you clench around his fingers. Hongjoong loved to make you fall apart before class just so he could see how needy you would be afterward.

He loved it when you begged for him to fuck you in an empty classroom, knowing full well that someone could walk by and see. Even if they did see, they knew full well not to mess with you as everyone in this school knew you belonged to him.

"H-hongjoong! I-i'm close"

"Go ahead, go ahead and make a mess all over my fingers like a good little slut, my good little whore." Hongjoong teased as he watched your body twitch and a loud moan came from your mouth. You placed your head in the crook of hongjoong's neck as pathetic little whines and whimpers came from you as you rode out your high.

Hongjoong gave you another kiss before helping you clean yourself up, he then spanks your ass and smirks, "Have fun in class baby, I'll see you after school." You nodded to him, walking/wobbling your way to your next class with the male chuckling at you as you left.

You sighed as you entered your class knowing full well what was gonna happen.

A little secret that you kept from Hongjoong knowing full well how your boyfriend would act.

"Hey, there goes the school slut!! Were you fucking someone to get something you wanted again?"

"Ha betcha she was with someone, look at how she's walking!"

"Pitiful, the only thing she's good for in school is being fucked senseless!"

You went to go sit down in your seat, ignoring the words of your classmates. It was a normal occurrence, ever since you started dating hongjoong and started coming to class late, they would suspect you of sleeping around. And it didn't help that different members of Hongjoong's friend group (who are very close to you) would pick you up and take you home after school.

No matter how many times you would tell everyone you are just friends with the dangerous group, they would think you were fucking them. Saying no one would ever befriend with someone like you unless they were getting something in return.

"Aye Bitch." You barely had time to react before your head was slammed into your desk, Minyoung, the leader of the pack of girls that relentlessly bothered you. You winced as she held your face down. "Which one did you fuck today huh? Was it Mingi? Or San? Or maybe you were feeling spicey and decided to fuck Wooyoung?" She asked with venom in her voice.

It was no secret that Minyoung wanted to sink her claws into the boys, she had been lusting after them for a while especially when Mingi, the most recent member of the friend group enrolled here. That's when she started messing with you.

You pushed her away from you, "None of them! How many times do I have to tell you that-" You got cut off with a slap, Minyoung had struck you across the face, "Who are you to talk to me you low down bitch!?" She yelled pushing you out of your desk chair, knocking you to the ground.

The class began laughing as Minyoung continued her assault on you, the teacher not even trying to interfere, just writing on the board.

You just curled up trying to shield yourself from her blows, and praying, for her sake that they did not bruise.

She even had some of the boys in your class join in, Haru was one of the main ones, a boy you had rejected as you had just started dating Hongjoong at the time.

"Ah the whore was too good for me, but gets fucked and passed around by them?" He asked laughing, kicking you square in the back.

You whimpered in pain, as he got close to your face, "Your little fucktoys can't help you now bitch!" He laughed and the rest of them joined in, added more pain to your torment.

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They did in fact bruise.

Looking in the bathroom mirror, you had a large bruise from where she slapped you, several along your legs from where she made her lackeys kick you. You had no idea how you were going to hide this from Hongjoong.

Your phone buzzed in your pocket, probably the boys asking where you were. You sighed and headed out, just bracing yourself for the chaos that was about to ensue.

Heading out to the courtyard, there were your friends, Hongjoong, Mingi and Seonghwa were talking, Yeosang was playing cards with Wooyoung and San while Jongho and Yunho watched.

Mingi was the first to notice you walking up, he waved with a smile but his smile quickly dropped. "Y/n what happened to your face?"

This caused Hongjoong to quickly hop from his spot and over to you, he quickly cupped your cheeks and you could tell he was seeing red.

"Who did it." Was all he said and you teared up, placing your head into his chest. Hongjoong held you and rubbed your back, taking in every time you would wince from his touches.

"look, her legs are banged up too. " San said and Hongjoong let go of you to drop to his knees to look at the injuries. He ran his hand across the bruises and stood up to place a kiss on your cheek.

"Names. Now. I'll handle this."

"Minyoung and Haru."

Seonghwa groans, "Again? I thought they learned the first fucking time." He came over and placed his arms around you, "Come on y/n. we all are about to go and handle this now."

The rest of the crew nodded and you nodded slowly, a smile coming onto your face as you knew what was coming next.

It didn't take long for Jongho and Yunho to find them and bring them into the empty classroom where you all were waiting. The 2ho boys threw them to the ground in front of Hongjoong who was waiting with a barbed wire bat.

"Well, Well, Well. Nice to see you guys," The male started making Minyoung stand up, with confusion.

"Oh Hongjoong? Why did you have them bring us here so aggressively, if I knew you were gonna be here, I would've come willingly!~"

"Stop trying to flirt with my boyfriend." You spoke up, making the ravenette groan, "Oh great you brought your little fucktoy." Hongjoong raised an eyebrow, "Fucktoy?" He asked and she just dug her own grave with her next words.

"Yea Duh, everyone knows that she's fucking all of you guys, there's no reason why she should be coming to class with hickeys and shit."

Hongjoong started smirking and laughing, scaring the female.

"What's so funny?"

Hongjoong walks up to her and gets in her face. "That little fucktoy, is my girlfriend. And She's been my girlfriend since she got here." He said blankly before knocking her to the ground. "And for you to put your filthy hands on her multiple times? You must not know about me as well as you thought you did."

Haru scoffed. "Nobody cares about your little slut Hongjoong, she's probably ran through anywa-" He got cut off by a kick to face sending him to the ground in pain.

San snarled at him, "God I fucking hate him. Can I get him, please Hongjoong." "Wait." Hongjoong orders and he walks over to Haru and places his foot on his chest.

"You're mad because you were flirting with my baby and she stayed loyal to me?" Hongjoong pressed down making the male cry out.

"i-i didn't know-"

"Oh you didn't know?..but you called her slut and thought she was sleeping with my friends?. But you were too dumb to notice me around her 24/7, or how she leave with me after class?"

Hongjoong scoffs before lifting his foot off him. "I'm not gonna do anything unless my baby says so."

Haru looks at you "P-please y/n!!! I was just joking! Please tell him to stop" he pleaded to you and you only smiled softly. Hongjoong looked at you and giggled "Whatcha thinking Darling?"

"I'm thinking about what he said to me."You say sitting on a desk. "He kicked me and called me a whore for not letting him hit it. But he thought you guys were running a train on me, Soo..."

Haru coughed in pain as he tried crawling towards the door, he looked back at you.

You made eyecontact with him and gave him a kind smile. "Do what you want Joongie."

Haru's eyes widened, Hongjoong smirks and looks at San. "Now you can go San." San smirks and walks over to Haru cracking his knuckles "Now let's see how much shit you talk when I do what you did to Y/n!" Haru screams as San began to stomp and kick him.

San did not stop until the male barely moved, he then pulled his unconscious body out of the way and out of the room as if to make an example.

Hongjoong walks over to Minyoung, dragging the barbed bat along the ground, making her cower in fear. He then points to your legs and the bruises on them. "You see these? Marking up my baby's legs..that supposed to be my job." Hongjoong says placing a hand on your knee.

"Tell me why I shouldn't mark yours up like hers."

"please Hongjoong I'm so sorry! I didn't know you were dating her!-"

"oh so you're saying you bullied her because she's with me? I thought you liked Seonghwa?"

Hongjoong turned to his second in command who rolled his eyes. " Any chance with me is now out the door. I can't stand petty, jealous bitches." He said bluntly and Joong nods. Minyoung tears up, and yells in frustration.

"THIS ISNT FAIR, THIS BITCH CAME IN AND FUCKED EVERYTHING UP!! I HAD MY EYES ON YOU ALL AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT!! SHE CAME HERE AND WAS SLUTTING AROUND! YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!"

You placed a hand to pretend to clutch your pearls, "I'm sorry?..how I was I supposed to know that?"

"You knew what you were doing!! You stupid bitch!!"

Minyoung got up "Fuck you and your whoring ass, as much as they want to deny it, they know they all have fucked you. Your nothing more than a skank, a hole for these boys. Hell." She smirks looking at you stand behind Hongjoong.

"You're just a replacement for Yoonmin. Hongjoong doesn't love you. He's in love with the idea of you, small, meek and needs protection."

You stay quiet as Yeosang and Yunho walk up to her. "Hey. Quit that shit, we don't talk about her anymore."

"Yunho's right. Quit Minyoung."

"No! Your just mad because im right!!" She points at you, "He'll never truly love you bitch!! Your just a replacement, a shitty ass replacement!!"

You glanced to the floor, you remember overhearing about Yoonmin and Hongjoong's relationship when you first arrived at the school. They were a power couple until something happened and they broke up. A few weeks or so later, Hongjoong came up to you and the rest was history.

Yoonmin and you shared a few things in common, you were both quiet and soft spoken, you kept to yourselves and rarely spoke. Only difference was that she was a part of the popular kids and you were pretty much an outcast.

Was Minyoung right?

You back up from Hongjoong making the male turn to you, "Baby? Baby, are you okay?" he asked and you shook your head at him.

"I-i am a replacement..aren't I?...just someone for you to fuck? Is that why you never show me off?" You ask and Hongjoong places his hands on your shoulders. "No, no..baby I just don't want anyone else to have you but me. That's why."

Minyoung smirked as she successfully got into your head. She knew how weak your head was, and she knew that Hongjoong didn't truly love you. "Trust me y/n you'll be better off sing- Ah!!" She screams out dropping to grab one of her knees.

Seonghwa had snatched the bat and swung it at her knees, "Stop talking. You don't know anything about how Hongjoong nor us feel about her." Seonghwa takes another swing ignoring her cries of pain. "Then you make poor y/n have a damn near mental breakdown." Another swing and blood starts to appear on the bat. Minyoung kept screaming as she tried to defend herself form the ravenette male.

Hongjoong watched with blank eyes as he held you in his arms, he rubbed your back gently, "Don't listen to her baby. I love you and only you." You nod slightly, your tears staining his shirt.

Hongjoong was not going to let some bitch undo all the progress that the two of you had made.

Hongjoong took time molding you into the perfect girlfriend, he does not want to get back to where he was. Where you are afraid of him like he was the big bad wolf.

"Kill her Hwa. Show everyone a lesson for what the fuck happens when they mess with my baby. I'm taking her home." Seonghwa nods as he watches Hongjoong pick you up in his arms, carrying you out the room.

Minyoung screams were echoing in your ears along side her words about Hongjoong.

"Hongjoong.."

"Shh..baby, I'll make it all better. We can go to your favorite spot and discuss this."

You nodded slowly, deciding to stay quiet for now, but Hongjoong's mind was running laps.

He needed to do something quick before you reverted back to your old self, he couldn't allow that..he finally had you in his arms.

And some jealous bitch was about to rip that away.

So Hongjoong knew what he had to do.

He had to get rid of all competition, all people who dare questioned his authority.

He could not lose you.

And he refused to lose you.


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1 year ago
Its Been A Month And A Half And Im Still Not Okay
Its Been A Month And A Half And Im Still Not Okay

It’s been a month and a half and I’m still not okay

Its Been A Month And A Half And Im Still Not Okay
1 year ago

i guess its time we once again need to talk about reblogging vs liking

i dont know how else we can say it. likes do not do anything here. they are a bookmarking tool. there is no algorithm. if you think a gifset, gfx, fanart, fic, moodboard, lockscreen... literally anything is cool, you gotta reblog it using this symbol at the bottom of each post:

I Guess Its Time We Once Again Need To Talk About Reblogging Vs Liking

likes are nice, but they do not do a single damn thing on this website. they do nothing. they dont help artists. they dont do anything. they languish in a part of your blog that nobody but you can see. only liking posts will get you blocked by a lot of artists

reblogs are amazing. they help spread an artists work. they are wonderful. they let artists know that their work is appreciated. they tell artists that people want more of their work. no artist will ever block you for reblogging

reblog stuff! its fun! you can make friends! share the things you enjoy!

1 year ago

Bby! I'm so late UGH. I'm just now seeing Rivers Under the Stars and I could cry, honestly. Thank You, thank you, thank you! I suppose I was supposed to see it when I needed it most because I definitely need that sweet comfort tonight. I loved it, I love you, thank you! 💓💓💓

i’m so glad you liked it 🫶🏻 i hope whatever upset you has passed and you’re feeling better!💚 fighting~


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1 year ago

and on bubble he’s all like “pretend you didn’t see that” LIKE SIR. i will never forget 🫡

Such a pretty back and i can't even scratch it

Such A Pretty Back And I Can't Even Scratch It