Kind Of Missed Out Yesterday As I Was So Busy! So.. Happy (late) Tuesday!

Kind of missed out yesterday as I was so busy! So.. Happy (late) Tuesday! ♥️

To all my followers;

You’ve probably noticed I’ve changed my blog a little. I’ve decided this because I feel that some of the messages I’m receiving aren’t helping. I love the Dolan twins, but I also like other things too. It’s my page so I can post whatever I want. If you don’t like it, unfollow me cause I honestly couldn’t care anymore as long as it stops the abuse. Thank you.

Hev♥️

Happy Tuesday guys. This is my path of weight loss. From my 18th to my 21st. I'm now 22 and I weight 8st3lbs. I'm still not feeling the way I should do after losing weight, I still feel that I'm big, that I'm not good enough for anyone and that I shouldn't be here. For me, posting this picture is the bravest thing I've done in a while. I'm slowly building confidence in myself and everyone should too. Happy Tuesday guys, you're all beautiful remember that!😘💜

A lot of people ask me what my biggest fear is, or what scares me most. And I know they expect an answer like heights, or closed spaces, or people dressed like animals, but how do I tell them that when I was 17 I took a class called Relationships For Life and I learned that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. That their lover’s once endearing stubbornness has now become refusal to compromise and their one track mind is now immaturity and their bad habits that you once adored is now money down the drain. Their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible and their feet up on your dash is no longer sexy, just another distraction in your busy life. Nothing saddens and scares me like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes.

hey i really love your wash me clean series, could you add me to the taglist?? thx luv x

Of course! I’m glad you’re enjoying it!

Wash Me Clean // Thomas Shelby - Series Masterlist

To all my followers♥️

I’m really sorry guys. With everything that’s been going on, and with how I’ve been feeling. I believe it’s time for me to take a break from Tumblr. I feel so alone and weak, I dont know how much longer I’ll be able to carry on until I fully break down. I’m not as strong as what I’m used to be. I haven’t posted a ‘Happy Tuesday’ post this week as I can’t exactly stand to look at myself right now as all I see is a pathetic ugly person staring back at me and I can’t deal with it anymore.

I’ll be back as soon as I get myself better.

I love you guys

Hev ♥️