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Dear Fred | F.W.
Dear Fred | F.W.
Fred Weasley letter AU
Warning:sad content,references do death
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Summary:After Fredās death you leave a letter on his grave
You slowly walked towards the smooth,white gravestone:your steps were unsure,the breath stuck down your throat as you werenāt ready yet to see the cold stone with the name of your loved one engraved on its front.
In loving memory of Fred Weasley
A son
A brother
A dear friend
A caring boyfriend
And a brave fighter
April 1st,1978-May 2nd,1998
Forever missed
Never forgotten
You kneeled down and while closing your eyes you took a long breath,wiped away a tear which wet your cheek and took out the letter you had written the day before to read it one last time.
From:Y/n
To:Fred (Freddie) Weasley
Dear Fred,
Iām here collecting my thoughts. So many things are going on in my mind,so may words would love to fly from my hand to the paper,so many feelings are exploding inside me,twisting my stomach,my heart,my senses. Dizziness makes my sight almost blurred;āwickedā maybe youād say jokingly,āpainfulā Iād reply scolding. But I have no one to reply like that to,so why have you left? I have no one to scold now,I have no one to laugh with,to open up with. Normaly now Iād come to you,Iād seat on your bed,in between your legs,with my head leaned against your shoulder or in the croock of your neck,and Iād tell you what Iām feeling. You would listen,you would silently listen to my words and then you would hug me,caress my hair,let me stroke my face against the cloth of your warm sweater,leave kisses on my head and then you would say something that would make me feel a little bit happier,you would make me laugh you would...you would just be yourself,the caring,funny,goofy boy I fell in love with at Hogwarts. That boy stole my heart. He stole every little wind coming out from my mouth. He stole the emptiness of my dreams and filled it with his smile,that boy stole every seed of sadness,replacing them with little,shiny stars of happiness,and I do really think that it made life angry,so much angry that she decided to take him away from me and leave just an empty space. A space as empty as Hogwarts at 5am in the morning,when we used to run out from our dorms to meet on the astronomy tower to see the dawn. Can you see it from where you are now? Yesterday I did. I woke up at 5am,or better,I didnāt sleep at all,I was busy thinking about you...but thatās not the point;the point is that I woke up and ran to the astronomy tower thinking that seeing the sun rising would make me feel better. It didnāt. I cried. I cried because while running there wasnāt the sound of your laugh,there wasnāt your hand holding mine,your breath filling the silence. It was just me running in the shadow of my loneliness,looking like a psycho with the ruined mascara I had forgot to take off the night before. That was the moment I realised that seeing the dawn didnāt matter anymore,or maybe it had never mattered in my entire life because everything I cared about was seeing it with you. Then I reached the tower and I looked at the sun. I felt nothing but more pain. A pain growing every time the sun showed a new part of itself,and it ended with me hiding my face in between my hands not to see it anymore because even the sun was reminding me of you.
I see you everywhere,Freddie,I canāt stand it anymore. I see you at the burrow,at the joke shop,I see you even when George greets me. Poor George heās so sad. The last weekend I slept at your house:I heard him crying for the whole night. The whole night,Freddie,do you know what it means? Life teared him apart as much as she did with me,maybe even more. You need to know that Sunday morning I step in the bathroom and saw him reading the instructions of some bottles. I asked him what they were and he replied it was hair dye,blonde hair dye to be exact. I demanded him if he went crazy:he lifted up his head,showing me some red teary eyes and said āFredās presence is making me crazyā. He dyed his hair because in the mirror he couldnāt see anything more than you. No one can change chapter,read a new line of the book wich is our life. Weāre all stuck at the same sentence and we all will be for so long. Iāve been asking myself what Iām going to do with my life. Will I ever fall in love with someone again? Will I love them as much as I loved you? Will I see you in their behaviour? Will I tell them how the boy I once loved died? Iām concerned because I know that Iāll always compare them to you. They might gift me with a flower and Iād probably ask myself āwould Fred gift me with the same flower? Or would he give me something different?ā and what if the answer is āhe would give me something differentā would I still like the present?Iām going crazy,Freddie,I really am. Your absence is making me crazy. I want to feel you. I want to feel your kisses,your hugs,I want to hear your soft voice whispering to my hear that everythingās a nightmare,that soon Iāll wake up and youāll be there,next to me,comforting me with your presence. How long does it take to forget what really made you feel alive? You died Freddie,and that day a part of me died with you. Itās buried in the same grave as yours,so please,my dear Freddie,take care of that part until weāll meet again. Take care of that part as mush as you took care of me when you were here. Watch out for me,sometimes tell me if Iām doing good,help me if Iāll ever need. You were my biggest sourch of reassurance and safety,a presence no one will ever replace. Iām sorry if it will be hard for you to read this letter because of my tears which ruined the ink of the words. Will you read it? Wherever you are will you do it? Can you promise me? Do it Freddie,plese,and then give me a sign. I love you.
Forever yours,
the one who loved you like no one else,
Y/n.
After reading you folded the paper sheet and put it into a small white envelope you closed with a litte piece of red paper,you took the red roses you bought on the way there and left everything on Fredās grave. Then you made a little step back and looked for a few seconds at his imagine,smiling with more tears coming down from your eyes. In that moment a drip fell on your forehead,and then another one,and another,a few minutes later the sky was pouring rain all over you. It was the sign you asked for. Fred had read the letter and now he was crying with you.
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Make Him Squirm by @oliverwoodswifee
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Fred x Shy!Reader HC by @weasleyhome
Cuddling With Fred HC by @rosaliepostsstuff
Fred x Shy!Hufflepuff!Reader by @cursestothemoon
Physical Touch HC by @vogueweasley
No Returns or Exchanges by @lumosandnoxwriting
The Missing Piece by @plant-flwrs
An Angel and Her Firecracker by @prismarts
Can I Sit There by @sunny-bunnny
My Heart is Yours by @onlyfreds
Gold Rush by @hufflepuffhaze
Through The Years by @ginnyweasely *
Shortie by @lupinlongbottom
Just The Two Of Us by @rogue-durin-16 *
Love by @myboipotterimagines
Freddie's Snuggles by @oliverwoodswifee
Mad In Love With You by @eatingcloudsxx
Small Hands, Big Goof by @fredshufflepuff
Different by @natasha-romancff
Soft Boy by @omg-imatotalmess
Done For by @fweasleyswhore
Three Rules by @fallin-4-ya
A Quite Common Room and An Everlasting Essay by @skivingsmutbox
White Dress by @durmstrange
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Ghost by @midnightgremlin
Everyday, for the rest of forever by @lumosandnoxwriting *
Out by @margraveth *
Afterlife by @band--psycho
Kiss Prompt #39 by @wand3ringr0s3 *
Congratulations Weasley by @hxlyhead-harpies
Dear Fred by @malfoysapples *
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The smoke from your mouth 2 | F.W.
Fred Weasley x Female Reader
Warning:bad language,anger,references to drugs,make out,fluff
Part one here
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Authorās notes:Iāve never thought about posting a part two for TSFYM but since it blew up here I am.Please leave a feedback,I love reading your commentsš¤
Summary:after the night you and Fred spent together he didnāt talk to you again,so you decide do confront him but something happens between you two.
<<I really need to talk to him>> you mumbled <<Then go on>> Cedric replied <<You donāt get it! Heās been avoiding me for two days and every time I have the chance to face him Angelinaās always around. Sheās so sticky>> you rolled your eyes and sighed <<Then youāre right. I donāt get it. Fred Weasley is a whole enigma. He told you that he loves you but heās always stuck with Johnson...heās such a player. However he might have told you that because of weed. You know how it works,youāre not yourself when you smoke>> the Hufflepuff shrugged his shoulders <<Then why he didnāt fuck me? I mean if he was out of control like youāre assuming he would have fucked me instantly but he did not,as he promised>> you replied.
Cedric nervously sighed and massaged his temples <<Listen girl,just find it by yourself. Heās right there-the boy pointed at Fred who was on the opposite side of the garden,busy talking with Lee and Angelina-ask his friends to leave and talk to him once forever. Iāll be here if you need me,but now,for the love of Merlin,go! Youāre exasperating me>>. You laughed and nodded,giving one more stare at the little group of friends. You got on your nervs when you saw how Angelina was hanging from Fredās lips. She looked so sticky that you wanted to punch her right in the face. The way she was smiling to him,laughing at every single word he said and then,when she leaned onto Fred and just brought his arm around her shoulder you felt like you were exploring. But what made you mad the most was that Fred didnāt seem to despise her attitude,instead he gave in as he played with her hair. <<Iām fucking done,thank Merlin he said he loves me huh?>> you growled,finally walking towards the boy.
<<Fred can we talk for a moment?>> you asked the wizard who turned to you,seeming visibly embarrassed <<Right now? Iām- >> <<Heās busy>> Angelina said,cutting his sentence off <<Heās old enough to speak for himself,arenāt you Fred?>> you asked him calmly,a light of disappointment and sadness in your eyes. Fred looked at you and gulped <<I am. Letās go for a walk>> he said with a nod of his head wich was telling you to follow him.
<<What do you want to talk about?>> the boy asked,you blinked twice in confusion:wasnāt it so obvious? <<About what happened two nights ago-you muttered-when I smoked in your room>>. Fred glanced at you for a second and then he looked at the ground <<I donāt remember what happened. Forgive me if I said something I didnāt mean,I was high>> he said,coldly. Those words teared you apart like only the sharp edge of a blade would. <<You donāt remember? You donāt remember what I told you and what you told me? Nothing?>> you demanded <<Not a single word>> he said again. You suddenly stopped walking,making Fred turn around. Your hand closed in fists inside the pockets of your robe and your eyes busy scanning the grass as you didnāt want to have an eye contact with Fred. <<You donāt remember that you said you love me? I opened my heart to you and you donāt remember a single word of mine? Weasley look at me and tell me youāre joking>> you growled,lifting your head up <<Iām sorry. I really donāt remember anything and also...I donāt love you,not in that way. Youāre my best friend thatās- >> you cut his sentence off <<Enough,Weasley!-you raised your voice for a second and immediately recomposed yourself-itās enough. Now,Iāll go. And,Fred,donāt you dare to talk to me again. Have fun with Johnson,she seems to be dumb enough for you>> you said coldly,leaving,while the boy didnāt even move.
You knew he remembered what he had said that night and most of all you knew he had done it on purpose when he said he loved you. He hadnāt been so high as he wanted you to believe...but why did he lie now? Was he so amused by playing with your feelings? Since when had he became such a bastard? That wasnāt your best friend. Fred would never. The Fred Weasley you knew wasnāt the one you had talked to a few seconds ago:he was sweet and caring,a player,yes,but not with you. He liked girls and hooking up with them sometimes,sometimes he had even broken their hearts but he would never do such a thing to you. You had always felt safe with him so why suddenly he changed so much? Was it your fault? Maybe you looked so pathetic that night that he just played along to not hurt a high girl but if so...why would he hurt a sober one?You shaked your head as you wanted to make the thoughts fly away and walked to your Defence Against The Dark Arts class,but for the whole lesson your mind was haunted by Fredās image.
It was late evening when you finished to study and chose a book to read while relaxing at the open air. You wore a warm sweater and left your dorm,going straight to the Hogwarts garden. The sun was slow disappearing behind the mountains and the sky was painted in such a scarlet orange that your stomach got butterflies at the moment you saw it. You smiled and looked for a free bench where to sit.
While walking on the green grass you saw someone sitting under a three,some smoke was surrounding his silhouette:it was Fred,busy smoking as always while drawing something on a old ruined booknote. You sighed as he was the last person you wanted to see that day,but you sat on your bench anyway,thinking that reading your book would help you pretending he wasnāt there. What a failure.
At first Fred didnāt even look at you but soon the boy started staring. While reading you could feel his eyes on you,scanning your features,your moves. You felt your body boil knowing what he was doing,the sweater became too hot to fit in,the words on the pages of Pride and Prejudice became confused and lost every meaning. You closed the book and sighed,standing up to find Fredās tall figure right in front of you.
<<Leave me alone,Iām busy>> you scoffed,walking inside the school <<Wait>> Fred stopped you by grabbing your wrist <<I told you to leave me alone!>> you yelled,glaring at the wizard with burning eyes <<I just want to talk>> <<I donāt want to. End of discussion!>> you exclaimed. You were about to leave when you felt Fredās hand grabbing your hips and lifting you up,you blinked confused and then you found yourself sitting on the stone of the window-still of a huge window hidden in a corner of the Hogwarts main corridor. <<Iām not letting you go until youāll listen to what I have to say>> <<Iām not going to listen to your fucking bullshit,Iāve already had enough. I refuse to be just a play and go girl. Iām not letting you hurt my feelings>> you said staring right in Fredās deep eyes. <<Youāre not one of them. You would never be,Y/n. I love you so much,you canāt even imagine>> he soft spoken,placing a strand of your hair behind your hear.
Your breath got shorter has his face was so close. Your heart twisted at the same need of having him close that you felt a few nights before,but this time you werenāt high. The only thing making you high was Fredās scent of smoke and cinnamon. <<Youāve been saying you love me,but itās a while since you showed me. What happened to you,Fred? What happened to my best friend?>> you asked almost in a whisper while playing with the sleeves of your sweater. Your stomach was filled by butterflies,the attraction was growing inside you,raising from the depth of your heart to delete every single bit of anger. You wanted to punch Fred in the face but,at the same time,you wanted to kiss him as hars as you could. <<Things are getting complicated,Y/n>> he muttered <<Is it because of what I said? I know you remember everything,Fred. You lied this morning>>. The boy sighed and his hand slipped from the stone of the window-still to your thighs <<I guess I need to be honest now>> he said biting his lips <<You must be>> you replied drawing little circles on the back of his hands with your fingers.
The boy looked down,then he immediately lifted his head up and looked at you. You could see a different light in his eyes,something that sent shives along your spine <<So?>> you asked;Fred kept looking at you and smirked <<I didnāt want to do that,Iām sorry>> he said,setting the space between you to zero. His lips were now smashing against yours,as his hands traced a straight line on your thighs and reached the skin of your hips under the sweater. A moan escaped your mouth as you finally felt his touch on your skin. Your hands ran all along his arms,feeling the cloth of his shirt crease under your fingers. Your scent of fresh flower mixed itself with the smoke one from Fredās as the boyās hands were moving all along your body. You let another moan escape while Fredās lips moved down to the uncovered skin of your neck,sucking on it and leaving purple love bites that would make you crazy every time you looked at them. <<Fuck>> you mumbled,feeling weak under his touch. You were unable to fight the lust growing inside you,and you didnāt even want to. Everything you wanted was Fred:you wanted him to give you everything. <<Donāt stop please>> you moaned again,heavily breathing. Fred lifted his head and looked at you <<You deserve way better than me,you know? But I canāt hold on anymore>> he gasped,playing with the front of your lower lips,gently drawing little lines with his thumb on it <<You donāt have to,Fred>> you replied <<I told you that you donāt deserve me>> he muttered again,getting closer one more time. Your breaths mixed up,a mess of attraction and desire was going on in between you two <<Why you keep saying that? I donāt see the problem:I love you and you love me. Letās try it>> you said,moving your hands to the neck of his shirt.
Fred rested his forehead against yours,weakly smiling,wrapping your body in a tight hug. <<Youāre smart,pretty,charming...youāre everything a princess could be and I am just an idiot who smokes everyday,makes pranks and sometimes hooks up with girls. Y/n you deserve a man,not me>>. You sighed,caressing his cheeks <<You are what I want. I really love you,Freddie,itās been a while since my feelings changed. I donāt want to be a friend anymore I want more. I want you Fred,so please stop being cold,stop telling me lies and stop calling yourself an idiot. Youāre not,youāre what I treasure the most. Please Fred,Iām begging you to give us the chance we deserve>>.
The ginger smiled and left a kiss on the tip of your nose <<Iām so sorry. Iām sorry for everything I did. I promise Iāll be a better man,the man you deserve>> he said,hugging you again.You smiled as your face sinked in the cloth of his shirt. <<I love you>> you giggled <<I love you more,babygirl>> he replied.
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The smoke from your mouth | F.W.
Fred Weasley x Female Reader
Warning:smoking,drugs,mentions of sex,anger
Part two here
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Summary:one night you end up smoking in Fredās bedroom and while youāre high you confess your feelings to him.
You walked upstairs,reaching Fredās room,and knocked at the door.
<<Come in>> an husky voice said,you stepped in the bedroom,seeing the ginger boy sitting on the floor at the end of his bed,staring at the full moon outside the window. <<I thought you went with George at the Slytherin party>> you muttered,closing the door behind you to sit next to Fred.
He shaked his head <<I didnāt want to. I donāt want to see a single damn Slytherin tonight. But what about you? You didnāt go either,not that the thing surprises me...you never attend parties>> he said,you shrugged your shoulders <<I hate them,and people or alcohol in general>> you mumbled and the boy laughed,pulling out from his bedside table a cigarette and a lighter <<Do you wanna try,little good girl?>> he asked,taunting you.
You stared at the cigarette and gulped,almost afraid to speak. You had never tried smoking,nor using drugs or drinking;the idea of not being responsible of your own actions always made you feel concerned.
<<It scares me>> you left that sentence come out from your mouth without even realising it,making Fred smile <<A cigarette scares you? Really?>> he asked <<Not the cigarette itself,the weed. When youāre high you canāt think nor act lucidly>> you muttered. Fred looked at you with a smirk <<So you had never smoked? Nothing at all? Not even a normal cigarette?>> he demanded,you shaked your head <<Youāre so pure>> he said,you glared at him without saying a word,you werenāt in the mood to joke nor argue with your best friend.
Fredās face got closer <<And youāre right,thatās why I never smoke at parties or in public places but...here itās just me and you,what do you think would happen?>>. You were silent,busy scanning every single feature of Fredās pretty face and then you moved your eyes,looking at the cigarette <<But if you donāt want to try itās fine. Iām not forcing you>> your best friend said,placing more distance between you two.
<<I donāt know how to try it>> you admitted,blushing in embarrassment,the boy laughed <<Itās not that hard>> he said,holding the cigarette in two figners and bringing it closer to his mouth. Smoke came out,covering his face and highlighting his profile. His eyes were shut,a relaxed expression appeared on his face as your eyes fell on the silhouette of his lips,a little bit opened while emitting the smoke. You gulped,biting your lips as he looked extremely attractive.
You met Fred by accident after a prank gone wrong but from that day he became your first in everything:the first boy you had met at Hogwarts,your first enemy,your first best friend and then your first love...but he didnāt know.
<<Ready?>> he asked,wrapping an arm around your shoulder to let a side of your body lean against his;a hand right in front of you with a new cigarette between the index and middle finger;<<Nothingās going to happen. Iām not going to hurt you nor to take advantage of the situation>> he said <<I trust you,Fred. You know>> you replied nodding and feeling the sexual tension growing as you rested your lips on the long cylinder,coughing as soon as you tried to smoke.
Fred laughed leaving the small object in your hands <<Donāt worry youāll get used to it soon>> he said,and it was true:in a few you managed to smoke with no problems,getting higher and higher every second went by.
<<Listen-you said,a finger pointed at Fredās nose as your soul felt lighter-I swear to God that Snapeās gay!>> you exclaimed,smashing your hands against the floor,Fred burst into a laughter,falling on his back <<Youāre too high girl>> he almost yelled,the hand holding the cigarette up in the air <<But itās true!>> you said,towering him without even realising what you were doing.
The room suddenly became silent:there were just you and the ginger boy staring into each otherās eyes,your arms spread on both sides of his hand and your pleating skirt was too short not to reveal your thighs in that position. Fred looked at you,his breath got shorter while scanning your body as he felt turned on by the way you approached him,his hand was already slipping up to under your skirt. You didnāt want that moment to end. You wanted him,you wanted him so desperately that you couldnāt hold on a single one of your feelings:you wanted to feel his lips smash against yours,his breath warm up the skin of your neck marked with yikes drew by Fred himself. You needed to touch his skin,to wrap your arms around his body...you needed him and everything he could give you.
Fred suddenly switched positions,pressing your back against the cold floor <<I promised I wasnāt going to do anything so please,Y/n,donāt turn me on>> he said in a hot,husky,deep voice which sent shives along your entire body. <<Iām not going to stop you,Fred. Be my first even in this>> you replied,your hands pressed against his chest as you felt his breath warming the skin of your face. <<Your first in?>> he didnāt get the point. <<Youāre the first boy I met here at school,the first person I wasnāt able to stand,my first best friend and my first love...be my first time as well>>. <<First time? Donāt talk like this,Iām sure you donāt even love me>> he demanded <<I do,Fred. Iāve always loved you>> you whispered.
The ginger boy smiled,slowly getting closer to kiss your lips when he suddenly realised what he was doing,so he immediately stood up <<Iām sorry,Y/n. I canāt. Weāre both high,we donāt even know what weāre doing or saying>> he opened the window to let the smell of weed go out.
You sat on his bed,putting his red sweater on to warm yourself <<Iām horny,Fred>> you mumbled,playing with the sleeves <<Itās the weed,Iāve already told you>> he replied,you rolled you eyes and threw a pillow at him <<No Weasley! Itās not the weed! Itās you,Itās always been you! For years! For years Iāve been watching you flirting with Angelina and invite her at that fucking Yule Ball! Itās always been you trying to get her attention,asking me some advice when Iāve never dated a boy in my entire life! Why canāt you see it?! Why canāt you see how I fell for you and your jokes,or your smile,or the fucking way you tease me for every little dumb thing! Why? Why are you so blinded by that boring fucking useless bitch!>> you yelled at him with all the anger and frustration you had in your body,you screamed so loud that when you had finished you gasped for air.
Fred suddenly walked towards you,pushing you on the bad and towering you <<Donāt talk about her like that>> he growled. You grabbed the angle of his shirt:you wanted to kiss him and push him away at the same time <<Why canāt you stand for me the way you stand for her?! What the fuck does she has?>> your words left your mouth in a whisper <<Donāt be so dramatic,I always stand for you! Youāre my best friend!>> Fred replied,making you mad <<Thatās the whole point! I want to be more!>> you yelled again but this time with teary eyes.
<<No you donāt. You think that you want it,but tomorrow you wonāt remember it and if we do something youāll feel regret>> he replied,he almost seemed to be hurt by those words,the words he pronounced by himself. You shaked your head <<Why are you so stubborn?>> you asked,your face a few inches from his while your hands had slipped on his chest,resting there as you felt the urge of feeling him close,as much close as he could be.
Fred tried to stand up but you stopped him by grabbing the front of his shirt <<Stay. Stay like this. I want to feel you. Please>> you mumbled,Fred sighed moving a strand of your hair away from your face <<I promised you Iām not going to do anything>> he whispered caressing your leg as he left a kiss on your knee,making your whole body shive <<Are you going to do it with her?>> you asked <<My God Y/n stop caring about Angelina>> he said in a sweet voice,leaning his cheek on your knee,closing his eyes at the feeling of your soft skin <<I canāt Fred. I love you but you...>> your sentence was cut of <<I donāt love her. I had a flirt,thatās it. We didnāt do anything,we didnāt even kissed. Weāre just friends>> he said,laying next to you <<You didnāt?>> you asked,resting your head on his shoulder as he hugged you tightly <<We didnāt,Y/n. Iām honest. I love a girl,but itās not Angelina>>.
<<Lucky her>> you muttered,looking down;Fred suddenly lifted up your face with a finger under your chin <<Lucky you,Y/n>> he replied. You blinked your eyes in confusion <<But if I like you,and you like me why donāt we...>> he cut your sentence off again <<No! Not tonight at least! Iām not taking advantage of the girl I love>> <<But Iām ask- >> <<No! Stop! How many times do I have to tell you? Letās talk about it once weāre completely sober>> he sighed,resting his head on the soft pillow <<Come here,Iām not letting you go tonight>> he reached out for you,making you fall on his body.You both hugged <<Sleep on it>> he smiled,you did the same,sinking your face in the cloth of his shirt <<I love you,Freddie>> you whispered <<Love you too,Y/n>> he replied.