What Are We?

What Are We?

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Y/n POV

sorry t o crash the international army that know they won't ever go to Korea but heres a fantasy that tells you, you were living there when we barely can even go to concerts in other parts of the world.

Im going to end up bald by the end of tonight. The stress of getting this song finished is stressing me out so much. the writers block makes me want to punch my brain. All its thinking about is some food but I wan to finish this so I can relax with for later. I stayed there staring blankly at the wall then I started some piano vid of songs in a playlist. soon I hear something playing that got me out of my trance, BTS Dimple Piano Improvisation. It soothed my brain a little. I still love them but you know being a producer got to keep it in the DL (down low for the peeps that don't know). out no where my hand started to move and wrote letters, works, sentences.. song lyrics on the sheet that was barely even used. I had finished the song that took me weeks with in 3 hours. By the time I had gotten out of the studio it was 11:44 pm. Its been a year and couple months since I had moved to Korea (thats so fakeeeee never will happen bruhhh fake hopes fake hopes fake hopes, I'm not the inly now who sang it right?) I slowly got out of the studio and made my way to the yet still buzzing streets. slowly I went to the cafe that was open, in need of coffee to keep myself awake till I got home. I went in and ordered a medium sized Iced coffee and waited in the side for the drink to get ready. There was a jingle indicating someone had entered. I looked up from my phone and saw person placing an order in this somewhat stranded cafe with 3 other people working on their computers. As soon as the masked person placed the order the came towards my side to wait for their drink. 

“Y/N!” the barista called out. The masked person raised their head with their eyebrows frowned. I reached out for my drink and turned around.

“Y/N..is that you?” the masked person asked. 

“That is what he said and pretty sure my birth certificate says it too,” I replied. 

“You really can't recognize me ?” he questioned. I was confused until he statred taking off his mask. “Yoongi, what are you doing here?” I asked.

“Needed a little boost for me and the boys, they miss you by the way,” he replied.

“By they you mean Tae and Chimchim?” I questioned in a teasing tone.]

“the rest love you and miss you too,” he replied in reassurance.

“Ok ok, all but Hoseok though,” I replied looking away.

“Y/N ou know how he is with new people, doesn't get along quickly. Takes longer for him to trust people,” he responded

“yea thats why he is all buddy buddy with (Y/BFF/N) and hates my guts,” I responded hurt.

“Y/N ... you like him or something?” Yoongi said catching me off guard.

“n-no,” I said while probably looking like a tomato. 

“YOU DO,” he shouted.

“geez I dint know a rock could have that much energy.” I responded trying to change the topic.

“hehe Y/N likes hobo, Y/N likes hobo,” Yoongi continues to tease, “HEY we are having a 1/2 free day tomorrow why don't you drop by?”

“As long as you don't tease or tell any one about this, I might just stop by,” I replied with humor. 

“great, I’ll see you tomorrow then Y/n, for now hurry home. Its not safe for a young women to be out alone this late,” he said In somewhat serious tone. 

“Alright, get rest don't over work I'll see you tomorrow,” I said walking out making my was to the apartment. 

Around noon like Yoongi said I made my. way toward Big Hit. Carrying bags with some Swiss rolls, bread and smoothies and americanos for the boys. I snuck in some chocolate In my mini backpacks. I was outside when I texted Yoongi to come down. Then was made our way to the practice room. As soon as I walked in behind Yoongi. The maknae line charged at me for hug as Namjoon oppa and Seokjin Oppa slowly came after the energetic ones. Hoseok stood his ground and looked away.

“Where have you been Y/N?” Jimin questioned

“Yeah,Its been agesssss,” Taehyung said overly dramatic

“Explain you’re self young lady,” Seoking oppa steped in.

“I was busy with work like always, makes me want to rip my hair sometimes,” I explained.

“let us do our job then,” Hoseok murmured. Everyone heard.

“I brought you guys treats,” I said excitedly to brush off Hoseok’s comment and ease the tension. Yoongi caught my gaze and mouthed ‘he's an idiot’. I put on a smile and gave the guys the bag to eat. I went in and grabbed an Americano, at the same time Hoseok had went in for one. Our hands brushed together but he flinched it away. I grabbed my drink and turned around to take control of my hurt expression. He just doesn't like me and I don't even know what I did for him to hate me. We all sat down making small conversation while Hoseok completely ignored me. 

“Wheres Y/BFF/N?” he questioned.

“I-i think she's busy right now, she's in Jeju.” Replied tying to keep the temper and blush down. He asked about her but he can't even stand me being here. 

“Would be better if she were here,” Hoseok grumbled.

“HOSeOK!” Yoongi yelled, “don't treat a guest like that, she is wanted here.” 

“Not by ME, she's not,” Hoseok responded back. I sat there with mixed emotions.

“Hoseok now is not the moment to bring up Y/BFF/N when Y/N. made time for us with her busy schedule,” Seokjin responded.

“Did we ask her to visit, NO. She just showed up, inviting herself,” Hoseok said shooting draggers at me. I shrunk my self into a ball, not wanting the words to get to me. 

“Hyung don't say that to Noona,” Tae said trying to “help” but instead got shouted at instead.

“OF COURSE YOURE GOING TO TAKE YOURE NOONA’S SIDE,” Hoseok blew up.

“Calm down Hoesok or its gonna get ugly,” Yoongi said trying to stay calm.

“OH looks it Yoongi hyung supporting his dear good friend Y/N over his band member he knew for longer and better. Wow of course youre gonna take her side, she's youre BEAT FRIEND. You spend every living moment with her when youre free,” Hoseok ranted. I grew uncomfortable of the situation.

“You don't even know what youre talking about right now Heosok,” Yoongi said. 

“OH really Hung I saw you at the coffee shop last night  and who was there MISS Y/N HERSELF. If you like her Screw her and get it over with!” Hoseok exclaimed, making me snap. my head up and the rest to be word less. There is and was never anything going on between Yoongi and I. everyone knew of that and especially since I like Hoseok but all he does is hate me. 

“JUNG HOSEOK!” Yoongi yelled aout to lunge at him. I stood up and got in the way.

“look there she is again stoping you from getting hurt, protecting your,” Hoseok said mocking.

“HOSEO-” Yoongi began.

“im sorry for coming and causing this trouble, I peomise I wonder trouble you all ever. Please don't fight because of me. I will be out youre guys life for good, just don't fight please,” I said bowing and grabbing my bag. 

“I'm sorry once again,” I said reading for the door.

“Noona don't leave, hyung is just stressed,” Jungkook tried to reason.

“Y/n..” Yoongi said.

“its ok guys see you guys if we ever cross path,” I said said with a weary smile and tears ready to fall. 

“don't say that don't leave. we love you Y/N” Namjoon stepped in.

“its fine I need to get going now, please don't fight. Im deeply sorry,” I said bowing, as I stood back up a tear fell. I wiped it quickly but everyone had seen. I turned around quickly and left. as soon as I heard steps behind me I found Jimins face at the door with a face begging me not to leave. But at that moment I bolted to get out. I heard the shoutings continuing.

No matter how much I like him, he won't ever care about me....

Yoongi POV

“YOU STUPID IDIOT! why'd you do that,” I yelled

“even after all this you still blame me !” Hoseok said red faced.

“SHe hadn't done anything to you why d you treat her like the!” I yelled about to lunge but Jungkook and Namjoon kept me in place.

“Her being her annoys me. All she does is come here and distract. doesn't she have her own friends or a job,” Hoseok yells again.

I free myself and walk towards the door.

“Im gonna be in the studio if you need I'm there, don't come unless its a death situation,” I said walking to the door, “and Hoesok she is barely surviving and she comes here cause I invite her not uninvited. I invite her thinking a little bit of tense mood will be lifted. that poor girl did nothing but care for her friends. Instead the guy she likes embracess her and stabbed her her heart repeatedly with his words. The world is so cruel.” I said. I look to the members face there was shock and sadness. I made eye contact with Hoseok and saw a flash of regret mixed in with anger.

“You killed her without physical hurting her,” I said with sarcastically and turned and walked around. calling Y/n which went straight to Voice call. 

At least may word got to him.

but the phone call to Y/n didn't.

sorry for the errors 

THE FIGHT - Hey guys I’m kinda new . Hope you like it - - Your POV - Dino and I just fought last night and he stayed at the dorm. I think I may have over reacted but I was scared when I saw a girl latching on to him I was scared he might leave me and break my heart like the last one. I was scared to trust but Chan finally got it and I was scared that my trust will be shattered. I shouldn't have made it such a big deal he must be still up set with me but today is their special stage and he told to come I was his charm. He said that but days before the fight I know he's nervous and that he wanted me by his side there as much as possible but does he want me there now, after that pointless argument that I was being a little kid about? Hell if I care even he doesn't see me I will go and support him I'll stay hidden in the crowd and I'll make sure no one sees me. Then I started getting ready. Dino POV Y/n and I fought and I know why she brought it up because of her ex and how he broke her heart. I lashed out at her over stress and I stayed at the dorm but I'm really scared and nervous right now. I really wish we didn't fight or if I stayed y/n would be here right now confronting me saying 'everything's going to alright oppa don't worry' or 'my Dino is going to be the best out there ' it may have not been the truth but it calmed her voice just calmed me. This special stage is making me freak out. "Please y/n come... Come to me." I whispered to myself. Back to your POV I got ready and caught a taxi and went to the arena. Luckily I had tickets and backstage pass bought right after he told me about it. I went in with some fans and looked around for the bathroom. I went in and touched up everything and as I walked out I bumped in to the one and only ... ... Jeonghan oppa 😇 "Oh y/n ? Is that you? " he asked "Yes it's me Jeonghan oppa why?" I replied. "I didn't think you'd show up from what I heard had happened last night," Jeonghan said. "He doesn't know im here and I want to keep it that way oppa," i said "Ok I won't tell him but during the whole thing stay backstage the fans might notice you, ok?" Jeonghan said sternly being younger than him automatically makes him protective over the younger. He left and I made my way to the part of backstage where there wasn't much people who would recognize me I stayed a far and waited. Back in the dressing room young Dino is a nervous reck his feet tapping. As they were called in stand by he wished youwere with more. Finally I saw the boys appear on stage behind the curtain and show how much Dino was shaking which broke me bit. After the curtains rose the did their thing sang with passion to their fans and themselves. As the song ended the mc was talking I saw Dino searching the crowd. Jeonghan suddenly looked over at where I was then at Dino and made a face saying 'can I tell him' I gave him a stern no and he looked away then I turned my attention back to Dino and he was still looking . Like he felt someone looking at him he looked at where you were you quickly hid and he saw nothing. But he knew someone was watching him so he looked at the other side to see. You got out your hiding spot and paid attention to the boys and that's when your eyes met. Dino was staring right at you and his shaking stopped and his eyes turned soft. I knew so did mine. Some of the boys noticed Dino calming down and tell him 'see he was gonna get used to it' when they say Dino looking off in the backstage at you and finally understood And laughed, Jeonghan with the biggest smile on his face. Finally they took a break before the boys had to perform other songs. The boys came and hugged me and walked to get drinks, while Dino made slow strides towards me. Finally he was in front on me, he didn't say anything but just held me real tight as if I were to disappear any second. I can hear him take deep breaths as I finally held him. " calm down Dino you were great out there calm down." I said "I'm here now aren't I just take deep breath and go to your happy place." I finished " I'm sorry." Dino said now shaking with tears in his face. I reached up and wiped his eyes." Hey hey no don't cry it's my fault and ur messing up your make up the fans are gonna be concerned." I said fixing his make up. He kept holding me saying " it was equally my fault to we should have talked it out instead I walked out , I'm really sorry please forgive me. " he said whimpering. " it's not you fault I don't know what your apologizing for but it nothing on its ok," I said. "You only have couple minutes before going back up stage come here let me fix you up" I said taking him by his hand into their dressing room where the make up was. I started fixing his make up when I was pulled to his lap and couldn't get up. " Dino what's with this?" I asked. "I just want to know I'm not dreaming and your actually here and I want to spend as much time with you until I have to go on stage again." He said. Then S.coups comes and tells Dino to hurry I walk out with him till he's almost on stage he turns around and made sure no one was looking and pecked my lips quickly and kissed my cheek and made a loud 'muah' at the end leaving me blushing while people including the boys stared.

Just trying something different... if you’d like something like imagine, text, or edit please feel free to ask 💖.

Your POV I walked to my locker hearing nothing but the music playing through my ear buds not having a care in the world. As I got finally got to my locker someone was blocking it I didn’t know who it was since their back was faced to me . “Get off my locker,” I said snappy. Then the person turned around just happens to be the biggest jerk in the school .. Minghao aka the8 I hate him ever since.. ~flashback~ “Minghao we’re going to be best friends forever right? And you won’t tell anyone my secrets right?” I asked “Of course y/n forever and you can trust me.” The8 said while walking home with me from last day of middle school. “Well I wanted to tell you something..” I said. “What is it y/n?” He asked curious. “Well minghao I-I l.like yo-u,” I said looking down. “Oh ” was his only response. “It’s ok if don’t like me back we can still be friends.” I said. “Hmm.” Yet again was the only response from The8. Then we went to our own houses, while summer I heard nothing from Minghao nothing. When we went to high school after summer he didn’t even look at me every time I tried to talk to him he pushed me away he became colder. Was me liking him that horrible even if he didn’t like me back? Then one day I saw him with another girl and as they passed me I heard all the insults they were saying about me and he let the friend ship slip away and the secrets as well. And soon he became the playboy of the school also the bad boy. Always in trouble. Then my depression happened everyone started bullying me swell and then life was hard. Back to the last year of high school~ The8 started intensely. “ what are you looking at go flirt while on someone else’s locker and get the freaking hell of mine you jerk,” I said ready to blow any minute. He stood there and said “your going to regret that..” He said leaving. I got my things and walked to class with my head down since I wasn’t looking where I was going I bumped into m/g/n (mean girl name) she pushed me to the ground. “ watch where your going I don’t want filth touching me ” she said . “ and I don’t want a walking std touching me,” I whispered to myself which I shouldn’t have done. “What you say huh what std I think you need to be taught a lesson , girls,” m/g/n said. Then her poses came and kicked me,slapped and pulled my hair even banged the back of my head on the locker once then left. I slowly limped my way to class that hadn’t started yet I didn’t even go check how I looked just hid my face behind my hair and sat in my chair lesson dragged on and on finally it ended and it was time for lunch. I went and got my food making my way to the corner of the cafeteria to eat my lunch when Minghao comes and knocks my lunch into my shirt the boiling hot chili burning my skin and staining my shirt then he pored his drink on my head. “ payback,“he said walking away. I made my way into the bathroom crying my eyes out from the pain on my stomach and head then I did what I always did cut. The marks were all over my arm. The blood went one cut after another finally I cleaned my self up and left to class again starving. I went in class and it wasn’t going to start till 10 minutes, I just sat reading. Everyone was minding their own business until m/g/n came and started messing with me again taking my dairy away from me when I tried to reach for it they kicked me in the floor then they grabbed my head and slammed it to the ground and I felt liquid flowing from the back of my head and last thing I saw was everyone just staring even Minghao the person who couldn’t bare to see me is in middle not caring if I died just kept flirting. And it was all black. Minghao (the8) Pov I saw y/n on the floor but I saw m/g/n holding her down so I paid no attention, then the teacher came everyone went to their seat except y/n she stayed on the floor eyes closed. ‘Huh weird ?’ I thought. "Ms. L/n (last name) get off the floor and into you seat she said to y/n but she didn’t move. The teacher went to shake her and picked her head off the floor to find blood on the floor where y/n’s head was. ‘WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ???’ I panicked on the inside the teacher called the nurse but before she could something came over me I got up picked y/n and ran to the health room. I placed her on the health room bed and the nurse went to check her. I don’t know why I became cold to her I guess a girl liking me for to my head no wonder everyone whispers about me being the play boy. But I wonder why m/g/n did this to y/n and was it the first time? "Well her head was banged against something hard about 2-3 times and she has a burn mark on her stomach and she might not wake up for a bit,” the nurse said . I know the head banging was m/g/n but the burn on her stoma– The Chili! Oh what have I done. I said going to her side holding her hand and fell asleep. Your Pov I woke up with a bandage and ice on my head and something holding my hand … It was Minghao. I took my hand away from his which woke him up .“ Y/n I’m sorr-” The8 started but I left the room in speed. He came after me and grabbed me by the hand and pulled me to the front of the school by the big tree . He is grip was to strong making some cuts reopen and blood dripping a bit. “Please let go,” I said weakly. Finally he noticed the blood. “Oh my god y/n I’m so sorry wait how com-” he stopped and looked at both my wrist and tears slipped out this eyes. “Was I the cause of this y/n ? ” The8 asked. I didn’t reply just looked away, he slipped his hand under chin and made me look at him “answer me y/n is it because of me?” He asked again. “YES ITS BECAUSE OF YOU EVERYTHING WAS FINE BEFORE YOU BECAME THE JERK YOU ARE, IF YOU DIDNT LIKE ME YOU COULD HAVE SAID IT TO ME NOT THROW AWAY THE FRIENDSHIP AND SPREAD MY TRUSTWD SCERET LIKE ITS SOME JOKE. IF YOU HADNT DONE THAT THEN THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED NO ONE WOULD HACE JUDGED ME ABOUT MY PAST AND BULLY ME AND MAKE ME CUT AND WANTING TO DIE IF IT WASNT FOR YOU AND SOME MADE UP LIES!!!” I yelled tears streaming down my face and in my knees. I can hear the sniffles from Minghao but I’m to hurt myself to care but still it broke my heart. I heard footsteps walking away and after 5 minutes they returned. It was Minghao again but with the first aid kit. He started cleaning my wounds up. “ for now I will clean this up..” He said crying to see how hurt I was. “ I will clean up the mess I left in your heart and life next.” He said done wrapping bandages and looking into my eyes. “ I will prove and show how sorry I am I let my ego get to me and never look at the troubles I put you into the fact was I liked you too and high school started others people noticed me to I thought k was cool and the rest didn’t see you as that so I didn’t think that you were going to be ok for my image and you know what you were always cool even now with tears in you eyes blood covered hands still you pretty and cool it took me time to see that and you being hurt got me to my senses and and seeing that makes me know I never want to see you hurt or in pain ever again. Even you don’t forgive me I will protect you no matter what and if ever find it in your heart to forgive me I want to take a chance on us ..” Minghao said finishing his rant with tears streaming down both our faces and all I did was being him to a hug and cry into his chest.

Everybody´s watching her but hes looking at youuu, youuu, youuuu 😘 

-just staring this 

Jungkook is so adorable, cant help it even if he may be too perfect