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AAA TYSM THIS IS ADORABLE🥺🥺🥺

hi hi!

I love ur writing sm tbh, it’s just so heartwarming and FLOOFY

could I pls request headcanons of all the harbingers being the caretakers of kitsune child reader (platonic obviously)

like one day the tsaritsa just tells them they have to look after this fox child she found

just fluffy and soft stuff🥺

if there are too many characters, feel free to add less if you’d like, I honestly don’t mind

(they’re pretty similar to how miko looks and they can also turn into a tiny Fox)

sos if this is a confusing request

thanks in advance! have a wonderful day/noon/night <33

♡ 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 ♡

synopsis: The Tsaritsa orders her Harbingers to take care of a kitsune child she found. Fluff ensues as they all platonically grow fond of you.

includes: all eleven fatui harbingers w/ gn! child! reader

notes: Platonic stuff and found family is so cute! Thank you for this request and your words, it was so cute. I hope you like this!

All of them are initially cautious at first. Why would a kitsune be in Snezhnaya? Were you actually a spy and just pretending? But the Tsaritsa seemed to take a liking to you, so they were all required to do their part. (Little did they know they would all end up adopting you.)

Pierro:

At first, he keeps you around because of the Tsaritsa’s orders. But since you are naturally curious, you would follow him around at all times which would melt his heart and make him remember his own youth. Pierro would play chess with you. Kitsune are very intelligent and he would want to bring this out of you slowly. Would sometimes lose on purpose if you’re getting upset though. (He’s shocked if you call him an old man.)

The kind of caretaker who would sit you down on his lap and read you bedtime stories. He has a deep raspy voice that’s useful for when they need to put you to bed. I also think this man is very stressed and your fox form would make him feel a lot more relaxed.

Capitano:

I personally think he’d be really soft with animals and they love him in return. So he’d secretly love your fox form. Capitano takes elite care of your fur, ears, and hair. (Imagine you sleeping on top of his head or shoulders while he gives out orders and the Fatui soldiers are struggling to keep a straight face.)

He is your silent protector. Would trail behind you as you run around the Fatui headquarters. When you’re talking to any soldier, he would stand menacingly behind you as a warning to everyone else to not say anything inappropriate to you. Capitano would give you piggyback rides, lift you up into the air, let you hang off his arm, and do any other fun activities. He really treasures how you’re not scared of him at all, and would protect you at any cost.

Columbina + La Signora:

Columbina and La Signora would team up to do your hair. You would have matching rose buns like Signora by the end of it. The two of them would have the best and cutest clothes for you. The three of you probably have fashion shows and an actual runway. They have hats specially made to fit with your ears.

I just know Columbina knows the best spots for naps and scenery. She would take you to her favorite spots and hum a simple tune for you until both of you fall asleep. La Signora would take on a more motherly role. She wants to know about your day and what you learned while she combs out any knots.

Dottore:

To be honest, the other Harbingers endeavor to keep your time with him limited because of his past actions. Dottore doesn’t care much for kids anyway so this is fine to him. But if you continuously seek him out he’ll begrudgingly deal with your presence. Honestly the worst caretaker out of everyone because he has no idea what to do. What do kids like to do? What do they eat? Why are you crying all of a sudden? It’s making his head spin. Passes you off to his clones who research guides on how to deal with kids. They slowly adapt and teach him later.

Might allow you to attach one of his earrings to your ear, but you take it off rather quickly, complaining it’s too heavy for you. You would also copy his maniacal laugh so whenever Dottore laughs they have a mini you following after. Similar to Sandrone, he might teach you about invention and different kinds of science.

Pulcinella:

The best grandpa who knows every trick in the book. Whenever the Harbingers are at a loss on how to take care of you, they bring you to him and he’s got it under control in a matter of minutes. He wants to know who you are hanging out with and if they’re a bad influence on you. Pulcinella knows when to be strict and when not to. Gives the other Harbingers in-depth caretaking lessons whether they like it or not (especially Dottore.)

He would make sure you have memories of everyone you cherish. Kitsune live so much longer than a human and he doesn’t want you to forget anyone who raised you. Gives you a Kamera and helps you to make scrapbooks of everything you take pictures of.

Scaramouche:

There were always rumors that the Balladeer was soft around the children and elderly but no one quite believed it until they saw him interacting with you. Initially tried to avoid you because he didn’t want others to see an adorable kitsune child following him. Eventually gave in but kept the fake grumpy facade up so others wouldn’t get the wrong idea.

You probably remind him of Inazuma. Introduces you to Inazuman cuisine and wants to take you there someday. He probably knows kitsune folklore as well so he would retell it to you. He secretly finds it cute when you try on his hat but it covers you completely because you’re so tiny. Scaramouche’s temper is reduced while you’re around because he doesn’t want to make you upset. Whenever you ask him to do something he always acts like it’s a chore for a few seconds but immediately gets a Fatui agent on the job.

He’s a puppet who is probably going to live as long as you, so he silently vows to watch over you and protect you always.

Arlecchino:

Arlecchino is around children daily in her orphanage but that doesn’t necessarily mean she’s great with them. After all, she’s raising them to be warriors and soldiers, not babysitting them. But that doesn’t mean she’s bad either. Arlecchino could pick up on your cues easily - she knows when you’re hungry or pretending to be sick, or when you’re actually tired. She’s still not the most in tune with emotions though so she leaves that up to the other Harbingers. Arlecchino would still be helpful with your health though.

She would let you play with the other orphans because it seems to brighten their days (hers as well.) She seems cold and a bit angry at times but your cheerfulness brightens her day.

Pantalone:

He knows what it’s like to be abandoned so he would feel for you. You would be utterly pampered by him. Bubble baths, rubber duckies, any toys you want, the most exquisite of shampoos and conditioners for your ears. He would make sure you receive a proper education and access to any activities you desire. Pantalone would make sure you never left wanting.

He would teach you how to manage money at a young age. You’ll probably never need it but he likes the idea of teaching you something he wished he knew as a child.

Sandrone:

She doesn’t care much at first. Sure, her interest is a bit peaked, but she’ll soon forget about you when she’s busy with her Automatons. That is, until she finds out you somehow snuck into her lab and curiously inspected some of her most dangerous robots. Immediately removes you from the premises.

She doesn’t want to involve you in the more cruel and deadly aspect of her work so instead, she’ll help you to create a small robot for yourself. She does most of the work but shows you some fundamental mechanical skills and secretly hopes you’ll take an interest in engineering.

Sews a kitsune doll for you so you can cuddle it to sleep. Sandrone has different robots created that teach you basic skills like reading, writing, math, etc. Even when she or any of the Harbingers are not around with you, you have her robots to play games with and keep you company.

Childe:

Probably the best caretaker besides Pulcinella. Childe already has multiple little siblings so he knows exactly what to do. However, he has little restraint when it comes to spoiling you which separates him from Pulcinella’s stricter attitude. Childe would cook your favorites with ease but also introduce you to his favorite Snezhnayan dishes. He would comb out your fluffy hair and ears while keeping you occupied with various Snezhnayan stories.

Childe would not want you to fight. He is the protector and defender of childhood dreams so he would encourage you to do what you find fun (and would fund anything you need.) Even though you already know he’s in the Fatui, he wouldn’t tell you anything else about his job because he wants to shield you from harm.

He would introduce you to Teucer and his family quickly. His siblings marvel over your appearance and would play with you often. Ajax understands quite well how it feels to be lonely so he would want you to have strong bonds. Would even allow you to live with his family full time or have sleepovers if you wished.

I haven’t been to a con yet

I rlly wanna go tho

I’m glad that u had fun tho ivy <3

I really wish I can find other cosplay fans, maybe a Childe and a Dottore cosplayer I felt kinda lonely today since it's my first time going to con and everyone was having fun and stuff ahaha

i just found your blog and when i saw that you did age regression hcs i went :00 there's so little of that out here on tumblr from what I've seen. tysm your writing is beautiful <3

also!! I'm not sure if this is intentional or not, but your anons are turned off. i feel like a few people feel more comfortable requesting/talking in general through anons, so i just thought I'd let you know!!

awww tysm <33

and oh no, I didn’t know my anon was off

thanks for letting me know :))

aaa tysm again !

dw you wrote zhongli in character (in my opinion at least) :D

BOTHER - zhongli

g/n reader !!

WARNINGS! depression, swearing (like once), mentions of not eating.

A/N! tysm for rq again! i hope you like this <3 might be a bit ooc because i’ve never written zhongli before :(

@urcatbf <3

you hadn’t been around zhongli much lately.

sometimes he would knock on the door, or a friend would tell you that he was asking about you. it was nice to know he was thinking of you, but you wouldn’t dare let him see you right now.

for the last two weeks you had spent your time in your room. you laid in your bed, either sleeping or reading books. anything to keep you busy that didn’t take much work.

bathroom breaks were scarce. eventually, your bladder had become too full and your kidneys screamed at you to get the fuck out of bed, forcing you to groan in extreme pain as you walked carefully down the hallway to your bathroom.

the house was dark, dusty, as if the person who once lived in it had gone on a long vacation. the only light was the soft beams of sun that shown through the windows, which let you know if it was day or night.

most of the time, it was night.

after leaving the bathroom, your body still hurt so you pushed yourself to the kitchen. the light flickered on, the soft hum of electricity filling the silent air.

the food that was once there had rotted by now, the only edible thing left was the water.

you knew you had to leave your house eventually, but even though your stomach begged for food, you didn’t feel the need to actually get it.

so, you retreated back to your room— collapsing on the bed, and the process repeated.

after more time had passed, you slowly regained your sense to gather the things your body needed to survive.

you suspected it was morning, the light of the sun shining against your blankets. slowly, you got out of bed.

you tied your hair up, not feeling well enough to wash it yet. you changed your clothes into something more presentable.

you left your house.

zhongli noticed when you stopped showing up at his work. minutes stretched to hours, hours to days, and soon he was wondering if something terrible had happened to you.

“apologies, director, but i can’t help but wonder if (y/n) is distancing themself because i did something wrong.” zhongli said.

“i swear to—“ hu tao huffed, “listen, you didn’t do anything wrong. doesn’t (y/n) get like… super depressed sometimes? maybe it’s that.”

“depressed?” zhongli said, crossing his arms. “(y/n) never mentioned going through depression to me.”

“(y/n) said that they don’t like to talk about it to me once, but it was a while ago. i guess they would just rather suffer alone.”

“suffer? (y/n) should never have to go through anything like that alone. why didn’t they ask me for my assistance?” zhongli says.

“why’re you asking me? ask them!” hu tao exclaims.

luckily, zhongli sees you wandering around, almost detached from the other people in the harbor, a basket of fresh food in their arms.

zhongli walks over to you, offering to carry the basket.

“hello, my love.” you say, voice scratchy from not being used, “it’s… been a while.”

“so it has.” zhongli kisses your hand, smiling slightly.

“if you wouldn’t mind, i would like to take you back to my office so we can talk. of course, it’s completely alright if you can’t.”

you look away, aiming your gaze at the ground beneath you. “i don’t really…”

“it won’t take long,” zhongli says, almost begging as he takes your hands in his.

“… alright.”

“(y/n), you know that i love you, right?” zhongli says, sitting next to you on a comfortable couch.

“of course i do, why?”

“as your lover, i want to feel safe around me. i want you to feel like you can tell me how you’re feeling, without fear of being judged.” zhongli says softly.

“zhongli…” you say, fighting to say the words that you’ve been holding back.

zhongli stared at you with sincere eyes, his presence comforting but the weighing fear of his judgement looming i’ve you.

you took a deep breath, pushing down the negative feelings.

“i’m sorry, for distancing myself.”

zhongli shook his head, “no, i’m sorry for not noticing how you’re feeling soon enough.” he holds your hand, rubbing circles into it.

tears brimmed your eyes, “i didn’t want you to think that i was annoying… or a burden to you. i’m sorry.”

now, zhongli understood. like a meteorite had come crashing down on him, he knew why you were so hesitant to open up, and he was angry.

not at you, never, but at the people who made you feel that you needed to keep your feelings inside.

he leaned in closer, wrapping his arms around you and resting his chin on your head. he felt your tears soak his shoulder, but he didn’t mind at all.

“you are not a burden, to me or anyone. i would never judge you for having depression. it’s not something you can control.”

“please inform me on how i can help you, and i will do my best.”

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guys I seriously don’t know wether to pull for kokomi or ganyu

can someone pls help? (I like them both it’s rlly hard to decide)

on one hand kokomi’s a great healer

on the other hand ganyu is pretty strong (I believe she’s a dps?)