Remember When This Fucking Happened In Mind Of Evil

Remember when this fucking happened in mind of evil

big fan of 'i'd find you in every universe'. BIGGER fan of 'there are maybe five universes where we find each other and in four of them it ends badly i think we're some kind of anomaly i think every law of everything points towards this being the death of us. but we could try to save it anyway.' THATS the good shit.

my toxic trait is that i genuinely believe that the side effects of immortality won't affect me. i have so much stuff i want to learn i won't even notice the centuries go by. also i'm nosey as hell so the decades-deep gossip would keep myself from isolating from human society because i want to know what's going on. i would make such a good vampire i stand by this

Packing my things packing my things packing my things

I find that society wants trauma survivors who are soft. Survivors who are kind. Survivors who feel they’ve come out better because of their trauma. They want this so they can validate themselves and believe in “everything happens for a reason” because it makes them feel better.

But you don’t exist to make other people feel better. If you came out bitter, and hardened, that’s okay. If you don’t believe it made you stronger, then that’s okay!

My trauma didn’t make me stronger. I’m not “better” for my trauma. I didn’t need my trauma. My trauma just hurt. And I’m not going to pretend otherwise to make others feel comfortable.

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired