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[Oneshot] -unedited

LeeFelix!Boyfriend X F!reader

Felix and you are both idols with busy schedules. it's been 3 years after Dispatch caught both of you dated at night by Han River. Both of fandoms supports the relationship even though 1% didn't but you realize that your relationship almost fall apart after moving in together.

Genre: angst, fluff, established relationship.

Warning: Swearing, Signs of panic attack, yelling. (don't interact if you're not comfortable, please.)

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You just came back from your company, all worn out from the hectic schedule. Your manager drop you off at you apartments' lobby but you and Felix had big fights past few days, misunderstanding fights. "Hey," your manager look at you, he seemed to be worried because you called him last night about it. Your manager was always on ears about your concern, "Will you be alright with Felix tonight? It's a big... fight.." he said. You shook your head and smile weakly "Yea, i'll be fine. Don't worry, maybe he's a little bit stressed. I'll explain the problem to him again later," yet he still unconvinced to what you said. You giggled "It's okay, manager-nim. Go back, your fiancé is waiting," you said in a sing-song tune. He smiled at you, brushed off the negative feelings "Whatever you said little one. I'm going now then.. take care okay?"

"Yea, You did well today. Thank you, have a nice night" both of you wave to each other.

You walk to the elevator and get in, so you pushed the button to your level. You feel nervous as you almost reached your level, it made you think negatively Ting! You were knocked off from your thoughts. You walked to your apartment door. As you expected, Felix arrived earlier than you. You pushed the password button to open your door, as you get in, you saw Felix is on the couch playing game. You tried your best not to make him realize you came back. When you almost reach for your shared bedroom door knob, "You're late?" He paused his game. He stand up and turned to you, "Honey even if you sneak, i still can hear the door's closing. Why are you late, again?" He knows you're busy but you usually tell him if you're going to arrive late even when you're busy but today, you felt like you don't want to talk to Felix, nor texting him. "Why didn't you pick up my phone calls?" Phone calls? You thought. You check your phone, "10 missed calls from bublixie❤️" you shut you eyes trying not to hit yourself for silent your phone. You look up at Felix carefully, he's crossing hid arms and staring at you waiting for you to answer him back. "M'sorry bub, i-" you suddenly heard he scoffed "sorry? After all those fucking fights, today you said sorry? Y/L/N, do you know how damn worried and hurted am i?!" He start to raise his voice at you.

"Then what about me?" You said trying hard not to get angry. "What-"

"What about my feelings, Felix? Am i not hurt? Am i strong enough when someone i love yells at me? Do i have 24/7 to take your calls? Did i not think about you everyday? Did i not crave for hugs after the fights? Felix. Did i fucking not give enough space to think about what we fought? Have we talk about it after the fight? Did i even slept well, Felix?" You pour out every single thoughts you want to said. You screamed at him about it. He was standing there looking at you even worryingly. "Okay, i assume you don't want this relationship again. All you did is when i came back fucking hoping you would hug me like always but all i get is questions that made me nervous." You start shaking. "Felix, i- let's just stop here. This isn't working. Let's break up." Your breath start hitching up. "I can't handle this again. It's been 1 week fighting over small things, you brag past fights over and over. Let's break up." You cry silently and look at him, Felix's face changes instantly and try to talk again, "Baby, please.. no" His voice breaks suddenly became fragile to your words. "No, no, no, no. Please" he grab you hand begging you not to leave. "Baby.." he cried, you didn't look at him but just halt you steps and wait for him to let go of your hand. "Please. Don't leave me here. Don't leave me alone. I'm sorry. I didn't know i acted like a bitch" he place your hand between his hands. "Please, I'm sorry. I didn't meant to act that way. I thought you don't want my hugs after the fights. You were so mad at me, i was- I'm scared i would make it even worse. Baby, please don't break up with me. I love you" he's on his knees hugging your lower part, crying on your stomach. You look at him, he's hugging you tightly and crying so hard. You know he loves you with all of his life. You love him that way too. You can't stand it when he's crying. You heard pain in his cry. You pull him up, so he stand infront of you, hands wrapping around you waist. You look at him sadly, "Felix." He hugs you again, tightly and put his head on your shoulder, "Don't leave please. Im begging you," you start to cry again hearing him. You hug him too. You cupped his cheek to make him face you, his eye were puffy and red "please.." he said softly, whimpering in pain. "I won't baby, no I won't. I don't want to. Don't cry please, my heart hurts" you said at him softly, you kissed his nose as he shut his eyes melt in your touch. You wipe off his tears as he start to calm a little, "there, I won't leave. Thank you for apologising too and i do want your hugs, it never will make me even mad. I was never too mad at you,"

" but you didn't talk." He pouted

"i was, after i nagged at you but you still arguring?" You wipe his tears, push away his hair from his eyes. He whimpered, start to realized he's the one don't want to hear you. Felix was stubborn if he's stressed. "It's okay bub, i understand you."

"I'm sorry I went over the limit," he said

"it's fine. I get it," you hug him.

"promise me you won't leave me, 'kay?" He asked with a broken voice.

"i promise but you have to promise me to control your emotions. We have to talk about it if we need to. Don't overthink about it," you told him softly.

"i will," he looks at you. He step backward and spread him arms again, "Now i want cuddles too!" He said childlike attitude. "I thought I'm the one who needs it?" He looks at you and put his arms down. He's squinting his eye with his pouty lips. You admire his cute features, freckles on his face and red nose after crying too much, you giggled at him. Your face was red too because of crying too much. Suddenly he carries you over his shoulder "uargh, let's take bath first then cuddles. Lemme do the work," he said. You laugh, playfully hitting his back. He fills the tub and undressed you with a cheeky attitude. He undress himself too, play the your favourite playlist and he sit in the tub, so you followed him. He grabs your waist and put you between his legs. He huffed warmly and leaned to your back, putting his head on your shoulder. When you leaned on his chest, you felt his hand wrapping around you waist tightly.

"Thank you baby, for not leaving me. I love you too much now. The only sweetheart that understands me." He whispered at you.

"Thank you for making up too. I love you too, i know you do cause you cried and wet my shirt," you teased him.

He groaned shyly "baby, i was scared to death. You know I don't to let you go~" he nuzzled to your neck with a pouty lips.

You both giggle at each other. Enjoying the love and affection at the moment.

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Hello, I'm Hwon! ENFJ-A, PISCES (Aquarius moon, pisces rising, specifically) at your service. I major in Digital Audio Productions in Music, Filming and Gaming. I am experienced in creating/writing stories/fics. I’ll try to post on my free time. I'm a STAY since SKZ survival show, I don't have good memory unless i wrote it down and my bias is cutie Hyunjin (y'all saw his baby face before? Adjsksbjsl so cute) and bias wrecker, of course Bang Chan and yes my contents will be only about SKZ.

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Do you love me?

[Oneshot]

LeeMinho!boyfriendIdol X f!readerIdol

Both are idol working in different company.

Been dating for quite a long time an was announced public, both fandoms continue to support your relationship.

Warnings: Overthinking (if you don't feel comfortable talking about this, i might want you to read another fict. May cause bad effect to you too.) Idol in relationship (some fans get sensitive about this but i'm tellin' you girl, those humans catch feelings AND this is just IMAGINATION FICTION. Thank you.)

Genre: Fluff, angst. (Love birds)

You and Minho were cuddling on your king sized bed and it was raining heavily outside. Both of you hug each other watching the k-drama your friends recommended. You and Minho came back early from practice today and Minho decide to go back to your apartment. His arms are on your waist and under your neck, letting you to relax comfortably. You look up to your boyfriend, not realising that you actually staring at him longer than you expected. You thought "wow, i never really admire his face until today. He's a masterpiece. STAYs were right, this guy could easily make you drool out of nowhere. Ah, Lee Minho. Handsome cutie pie"

"Hm, don't drool bubs. I know I'm handsome. Admit it," he giggles as he caught you staring at him. You were cut off from your thoughts when he caught you staring. You smile at him "No, you're not. Why would I admit that?" you scoffed playfully at him. "Oh? I thought you were picky about guys? Those days when we're best buds, you told me guys who are handsome, cute, mean but cuddly-"

"Minho babe, don't argue" you cut him off. "Wah, y/n you're getting bold each day to cut me off huh?" His face is an inch closer to your face that made you flustered hardly. "Looks like i still can do that to you," he smirked at you looking at your flustered face. He knows that he can make you go insane in milliseconds and you can make him insane too but in seconds. He likes to deny he did not felt nervous whenever you try to flirt with him but deep down, he felt like he's going to faint. You smile shyly and scooch closer to his chest, hugging him tightly. He groaned at your sudden acts and giggles at you finding you cute when you're shy.

Moments of silents, he continue to watch the drama. Something hits you hard deep in your heart. "Does he really love me? Or is it just me being played by my emotions? Do he really love the way i am?" you thought. Your body is stiff, even your boyfriend Minho realised it. "Something bothering you baby?" He look at you worryingly. "N-no," you try to brush off the thoughts. You smiled weakly at him. He knows something's wrong with you, he look at you full of concern. His hand from your waist went to cup you face and caressing your cheek softly, "Baby, your body is stiff. Something's bothering you. What's the thoughts, baby?" This sweet soft side of him never failed to make you melt completely inside. You love how caring and sweet guy he is even though he's being mean to you sometimes. "It's... D-do you really love me?"

"What you mean?" He asked.

"I mean like.. You're a great person i ever know. Your personality and... Your face. You're too good to be my boyfriend and you deserve-"

"Honey. You give me headache" He cuts you. "Slow down. Ugh," you look down to his chest and sigh heavily. "Hey, i love you too much okay. Sometimes it possibly made me felt like I'm having a heart attack looking at you. I love you that even when your male friends talk to you made me frustrated. Oh not to forget when you're bestie Felix and Hyunjin always stick around you when you hang out with us and your fans. Wos, amusingly handsome. Some of them. Yes, i admit. Your members told me though. " He pressed the word bestie, Felix and Hyunjin showing as if he was pissed off. You still look unconvinced. "Look, even though someone told you don't deserve me as your boyfriend, know that your boyfriend here really love you. No matter how many times you flirt with me, y/n, you never fail to make me fall in love with you. It gets hard and harder falling in love with you day by day. From being your guy best friend to a beautiful lover, the way you act around me, how you wake up beside me in the morning, how you always try to cook for me even i told you don't, you're presence as my best friend, girlfriend, little sister and my happiness... you're beautiful inside and outside. I frickin' love you y/n... I love you so much y/l/n," you felt your tears trail down to your cheek. You never expect he would convince you like this. He wipe away your tears with his thumb, smiling at you softly. Your body softened and convinced by everything he said to you. He hugs you like he is not letting you go, or even accurate, like the world is ending tomorrow. "Uh, babe.. It's a little tight and suffocating here." you struggled. "Enjoy," he told you. You hitted his arms and he groaned and laugh at the same time. "ouch, that hurts! Maybe i should tell your fans that you're a meanie" he pouts at you. "you deserve that for trying to kill me. I almost suffocate and your are the one whose meanie to me!" you told him with a pout. "okay okay, I'm sorry. Ugh, why you're so cute?!" He hugs you again. You both giggle. It was silent for 1 minute at least, "I love you baby y/n" he kissed your forehead. "I love you too Lee Minho. Thank you," you kiss his neck in return. There you and your boyfriend sleeping in the same position. You feel safe with him, the guy who can't get enough with everything you do to him. Both of you always end up by falling in love all over again like never ending love story like other couples.

P/s: Hey heyy! I was bored so i made this. I hope you like it! Any request or asking about something, you can just slide in. Love you Wonders 🖤

I'm dropping series of friendships with readers next week. Please look foward!

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AM I IN LOVE?

Pairing: FemProducer!yn X Bangchan

Genre: Romantic, 18+, Friendship to lovers.

Warning: Cringe, mention of JYP (for the JYP antis), too much delulu.

You have work with JYP for quiet a long time after your intership finish. Thanks to your academic, JYP was so interested working with you who is know as "The Ace of the Faculty". You always did well in producing muaic and designing sounds. In conclusion, you literally work with sounds and music.

You were assigned to be the sound engineer for 3RACHA. On another hand, Stray Kids themselves always call you "uri PD dongsaeng" which they said "our little PD". Yes, you're younger than them and 1 year apart with I.N. overall, your relationship with them is so close that at one point if you hang out 1 to 1 with the members, they thought you're in relationship with them especially Bang Chan. Both of you are always together and being busy together here and there in the company. Literally everyone knows both of you are like inseparable. JYP heard rumours but he didn't bother about it because he knows the relationship between the two of you.

Bangchan, the leader of the group and is the social butterfly. He's the extrovert version of you while you're the ambivert version of him with sprinkles of trust issues. He knows you so well that he have to convince you to work with other groups especially if it's the group you barely know, toxic part of your personality as a producer. He realised you've been working with a lot of new groups instead of experienced groups, that's the best thing.

[y/n pov]

"oh another contract? ... Hm..." You read the contract to work with other company for 3 months.

"Do you want that, y/n?" JYP asked, "I've heard rumours about their trainees. Too much ruckus.. but ..." You state, still reading the contract carefully. "Maybe i could do this, since it's producing album for them, discipline can come right after i step in the studio with them. I'll take it" you said to JYP. "Okay, so next month I'm sending you there. Don't forget your home is still here, I don't want to lose an ace," he laughs.

[Bang chan pov]

I was waiting for y/n at the studio. Y/n never arrive late than what we planned. I tried calling her phone but it's a missed call everytime i call her. Maybe she's busy and she silent her phone. I get up to JYP's office to talk some stuff.

As i swing the office door open "Ah! Hi Channie! Ops, i saw your calls but you hanged up early. I'm sorry, i was lost in these!" Y/n with some papers, i think those are contracts again. Happens everytime we finished our comeback promotions. "Oh Bang Chan. What's up? You need something?" JYP ask, "Hello PD nim, hello y/n.. i actually forgot what i was gonna discuss with you PD nim.. after i saw her.." I point at y/n in disbelief. Dare to ditch me for this old man when i was the one who needs y/n first. Well, I can't help it. Y/n is full of respect and kindness toward the elders, not to me because i said to treat me as a friend. I never knew she will do crazy things, but it turn out well that's the good thing. Both of them laugh at me when i point at y/n in disbelief, so i went sitting beside y/n after JYP asked me to sit. "Don't mind me, i'll do my stuffs here. Both of you can exit whenever you want." JYP said. "OK!" Y/n happily answer him, oh my gosh she's so cute! Uhm.. get yourself together Bang Chan.

"Channie" y/n suddenly whisper, "yeah?" I whisper back. "Why your ears are red?" She giggle after she whispered. Ah! No! "Ah.. hehe.. nothing, just thoughts" i said. "can we go to the studio now? I have something to tell you"

[y/n pov]

Bang chan is burning red! So cute! I wonder why and what makes him blushed like that. "Yeah sure!" I said to him. "PD nim, we're going to the studio. Thank you for the contract!" I said. "Yeah! Careful on your way there, Chan ah.. make sure you both eat while working!" JYP advised as we were heading out. We both bowed and exit.

I hugged Chan's arm, while going to the studio. The office floor is quite empty since today is weekend, not everyone went to work. Channie is a bit quiet too today. "Channie, Mr. bang, Chris, Bang Chan.." i teasingly call his names. He giggles, omg my heart forgot to pump for a while. "Yes, dear?" Omg, dear?! So cute, i could scream. "You're a bit quiet today, aren't you?" I asked. We're in the elevator to go down. "hm, i think so. It felt warn when you're with me," he dimpled smile at me, looking down his arm where i hug him. I admit I'm quite clingy and comfortable around this social butterfly, the feeling was quite different when it comes to Channie. I nodded after he responded to my question.

[Bang Chan pov]

My heart throbs so fast that i was concentrate to not simp over this little kid here. It's not I'm nervous but somehow my heart was excited when ahe hug my arm. We head into the studio and like always, y/n would throw herself on the sofa first. "Huahhh! Been hectic morning!" I see the wall watch, it's just 12 noon. I can see she's been up the whole night and have to go to office early in the morning today. "Y/n, did you slept.. no.. how many nights you didn't slept?" I ask seriously, i noticed her eyes are quite drowsy. "Huh?.. uh..." She hesitated. I knew it. "Y/n, be honest.. you promised to sleep well" i asked. "Fine.. 3 nights.. i was remastering TWICE's album. I mean, i finished it. I was-"

" Y/n.. now, caffeine. How many coffee you drank past 3 nights" i cut her explaination. She had period circulation problems since she was a teenager, due to overweight. Now it's due to stress and caffeine consume. "I'm sure it's about 2 cups every night,"

"that's would be 4 cups every day.. y/n take care of you health.. your literally driving me crazy,"

[y/n pov]

It's been always like this, get nagged by him. "channie.. yeah I'm sorry but I can't help it. It's my habit eversince when i started my study," i mumble in guiltiness. Yet, this man sigh and keep nagging while opening his recording files. So i get up and kissing his cheek. I had sudden urge to shut him up. "Stop nagging, channie" i said to him. He look shocked and his face was blushing red and his ears.. burning red! I smiled innocently at him.

"Y/n, stop attacking me like that.. I'm not strong enough to handle those." He warned me.

I laughed at his reaction. "Why.. do you like me?"

"no! Uhh.. no.. " he immediately deny it. Well, i see he's panicking now. He probably is..

[Bang Chan pov]

She kissed... Me.. am i in love? Wait... I'm blushing! No! It's too obvious! I denied it.. and it's too obvious! Ahhh! Nooo!~

To be continued...

A/N: I don't know how many episodes i'll do but i'll try my best to create it in details. hope you like it!