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5 years ago

[11:49] ~ Change ~

it was your fault and you knew that. you kept staying with him and that was your big mistake. you kept being naive, thinking he'll change and that was your worst flaw. because it didn't take long for you to figure out that Lee Minho wouldn't change for anyone.

so here you stood, in your shared bedroom, and you looked around. the room that you left clean and tidy was now a mess. the bedsheets were tangled up, books and papers were pushed off the desk that you worked on and clothes were scattered around the floor.

your head started buzzing. you weren't stupid, you knew what went down in this room god knows when before you came home. you put down your bag and listened to the silence in the house. the only sound was the shower running in the bathroom that was vice versa to your bedroom. but even that sound died soon after and was replaced by naked footsteps walking towards you.

"oh hey, babe" Minho said casually, ruffling his damp hair. the towel wrapped around his waist was the only fabric on his body, the rest being on display. god, if you wouldn't be mad at the boy you'd probably drool over his tanned, well-built body.

"hi" you said, no emotion grazing your tone.

minho soon realized in what condition your bedroom was and his eyes widened slightly.

"oh" he chuckled nervously. "i was looking for some documents babe, sorry for the mess imade" he said and walked towards your frame, wanting to wrap his arms around your waist.

you push him away. you had enough of the same damn lies all the time. soon you feel the tears building up in your eyes, threatening to spill even before saying anything.

"i want you" you say with a clenched jaw, poking his bare chest "to take your fucking stuff and leave. and i want that to happen now."

you hate how it pains you to throw him out. you hate how after all the times you sat in the bathroom, crying your soul out, he managed to make you feel something for him. and you hate looking at his pain-filled expression as his shaky hands try to hold yours.

"y/n... w-what do you mean..." he stuttered out, but you just shook your head and looked down. "i want you to get out Minho... now..." you took a shaky breath and continued "i'm sure there's someone that wouldn't mind taking you in" you nod at the messed up bed.

in that very moment Minho knew he lost you. his first ever love was now not his anymore and it was him, that was at fault for that. his head lowered in guilt and he did what you wanted him to.

Lee Minho took his things and left.


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5 years ago

12:35 ~ always by your side ~

the insomnia was killing you. you were wiggling around in your sheets, forcing your eyes to close and trying to get your body to relax, but with no success. suddenly a pair of strong, bare arms wrap around your waist, pulling you against a broad chest.

“hey babe... can’t sleep?” chan’s raspy voice sounds into your ear.

you shake your head, giving him a clear response.

“sorry for waking you channie...” you mumble back, but he only tightens his grasp on you. his warm breath grazes the crook of your neck as he interlaces your hands.

“i’m by your side babe, no matter the circumstances” he says softly before kissing your skin gently and lying with you until you both drift off to sleep slowly.


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I've been reading this and lemme tell you IT'S SO GOOD LIKE MY HEART SOBS 💕💕💕 PLZ SOMEONE READ IT

Ouh and bonus because it's already finished so you gotta enjoy that 😆😆

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Addy Darling moves half-way around the world with her cat hybrid, Lee Felix, not expecting that being in Seoul would cause so many changes to her life. After Felix convinces her to get another hybrid, they soon find themselves finding more and more reason to help more strays, learning to open their hearts, and house, to the hybrids, and maybe, fall in love along the way.

Content warnings in AO3 tags and at the beginning of every chapter. (Story contains triggering content such as abuse, violence, self harm, mental health issues, and suicidal thoughts, but generally SFW. Hurt/comfort and happy ending!)


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5 years ago

This somehow gave me confidence about my legs bc I have thick thighs and I'm insecure about them 🥺

Thank you❣🥰

Stray kids reaction to your thick thighs

Woojin

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

It was so hot, so you was wearing a cute summer dress, which was kinda short.

You felt a little self conscious about your thighs being out because you had quite big thighs.

But Woojin LOVED them and he made sure you knew how beautiful you looked in that dress.

He complimented you thorough the whole day and kept you close to him with his hand round your waist protectively.

Chan

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

You was going out with him for his schedule because you didn’t have anything to do.

You was wearing some shorts, that you just shoved on.

Chan couldn’t keep his hands off your thighs the whole day.

He just loved how they look and how healthy you look.

He’s always made it clear how much he loves your body to make sure that you know how perfect you are and today wasn’t any different.

Minho

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

Being the tease he his, he would love to flick you on your thighs anytime you had them out.

You was wearing bed shorts because it was early in the morning and you were making breakfast for the boys.

Minho sneaked up behind you and pinched your thighs, which made you screech.

‘Sorry baby, your thighs are just so beautiful hehe.’

He slipped his hands around your waist, while kissing your neck, his little way of apologising.

Changbin

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

You both have thunder thighs and you are both WHIPPED for each others thighs.

You loved how manly he looked and how muscly his thighs made him look, especially when he dances.

he loved how sexy your legs were, he would think you look so pretty and your body looks like an hourglass when you wear tight clothes. 

Both of you always complimented one another on it when one of you wore clothing that hugged your legs.

Hyunjin

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

When you’re at dance practice with him, you were wearing leggings which made ur thighs look amazing.

Hyunjin definitely took notice of it and everytime he stopped to catch his breath, he took in the view of your thighs in tight leggings.

He would whistle at you while he sat down and looked at you. 

You would smirk with confidence, knowing that your boyfriend was whipped for you and was in love with your body.

Jisung

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

He has always had an obsession with your legs, it has always been his favourite thing on your body.

But now it’s summer, you have more excuses to wear dresses and he was definitely more vocal about it.

He would always brag about how good you look to his members and they just nodded and laughed at him because he’s so madly in love with you.

‘Baby your legs look so good in that dress, please wear it more often’ he says as he gives you puppy eyes.

Felix

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

He would be kinda shy about it.

But it was so obvious that he loved your thighs.

He would always be staring at your legs if u was wearing something revealing.

He would also touch your thighs when you sat next to him.

You knew deep down that he was just being protective of you as usual because he doesn’t like the other boys looking at what’s his, especially your thighs.

Seungmin

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

He thought your legs were so cute and thicc.

Especially when you was trying to get your jeans on. 

He loved teasing you about it because it took you so long to get them on, he found ur lil jumps and wiggles you did while trying to fit into your tight jeans, cute as hell.

‘Hahahha y/n do you need help? there looks like ur struggling a little’

You looked at him with a pout and nodded.

Jeongin

Stray Kids Reaction To Yourthick Thighs

He’s not shy about it at all, he LOVES your thighs and he tells you literally everyday.

When you two are sleeping he always likes to have you on his lap and your legs around his waist.

With this position, he just holds your thighs while he sleeps. 

In the mornings, he would rub small circles on them which would make goose bumps rise on your skin. 

This is the way he would wake you up everyday.

THANKYOU FOR READING <3

(I have quite a lot of reactions to do so thankyou for all the requests but keep ur dirty confessions coming hahaha)


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4 years ago

[2:25 AM]

The fresh bedsheets are cold but your skin is burning hot, cheeks flushed and tear stained. Normally, this would be a happy ending. The night would stop here, the day would come, you would go and Minho would pretend it didn't happen until the next time it did.

That was okay with you, it made things easier. You didn't want him to act any different for your sake; both of you agreed to this arrangement, and there were clear rules set out in bold text, underlined in red.

There were lines there so you would not cross them, and yet here you are. In his bed, staring up at the ceiling with an ache in your chest from your heavy heart, weighed down with unwanted thoughts and feelings.

His soft snoring echoes throughout the otherwise silent room, and it makes the walls seem taller and the distance between your bodies that much larger. It makes you feel vunerable. It makes you feel weak.

How could you have let it get to this point? You knew before you went into this that it could never go too far. The deal was there would be no strings attached, and you could leave whenever you felt like it.

Except you couldn't. You wanted to leave, wanted to tell him this deal wasn't working and you needed more, you needed him. You wanted nothing more than to be spending these nights cuddling instead of drowning your stupid feelings in a couple shots of whatever cheap liquor was in your glass and pretending you were only in love with his body.

More tears fall, dripping against his pillowcase.

You wish your feelings would do the same, just drip away until there's nothing left, but instead your mind feels full to the brim with 'what if's that you know are all painfully pointless. He doesn't feel the same. He doesn't care, he'll never care, it doesn't even matter...but what if-

"Y/N?" Minho's sleepy voice breaks you out of your thoughts, an arm reaching blindly towards your curled up figure to pull you against him. "Why are you still awake?"

You don't trust your voice enough to give a proper response right now, so you simply hum and let him hold you like it means anything to him.

He doesn't seem to mind, though, drifting off to sleep again minutes later.

His arms are wrapped around you and his body is so warm, but you've never felt colder in your life.


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6 months ago

Redamancy ['red-a-man-sE] noun ;a love returned in full

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full
Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full
Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full
Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

Part II out now!

{ Pairing } - idol!bangchan x staff!afab.reader (with a hint of bestfriend!jisung?)

{ Genre } - NSFW, the trifecta (s/a/f), frenimies to friends to lovers? idk but we'll get there in the end

{ Synopsis } - Han Jisung is your new bestie & technical colleague, of course you befriended the rest of his members. Group nights became a tradition, & tonight involves liquor and drinking games for the first time. Truth or drink?

{ WC } - 6.7k

{ Warnings & tags } - 18+ MDNI, NSFW, smut, angst, fluff, drinking, breath play (choking), swearing, dry humping, use of 'babygirl', mention of wet dream, talk of edging, talk of domming, talk of choking, talk of exhibitionism, all of ot8 is suggestive af when they drink, reader and jisung are PLATONIC I promise they're just touchy, they're all giggly drunks so overuse of laughing chuckling and giggling, chan is kinda dumb in this he just... is in denial land but we'll find out more about that later, unrealistic work scenarios, unrealistic dorm setup? idk lol

{ Disclaimer } - This work is in no way associated with the actual skz, and is a fictional piece. I DO NOT own Stray Kids, this fic is just influenced by them!

{ A/N } - Okay I know I took forever to post & this intro is hella long & I'm sorry! Once again, I will say this is my first skz fic. I come from the world of AO3 & dramione. I am out of my comfort zone lol. First time posting stories on tumblr too! So if I missed anything please let me know <3 there will be a part 2, I've already started writing it! The plot is weak af, but gimme a few more stories and I'll find my groove. Promise! Unbeta'd, be gentle with me ♡

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

It was supposed to be a relatively chill Saturday night, so you were excited. You just got off work, and had arrived at Jisung's. He swung the door open smiling and pulled you inside, into an immediate hug. Everyone said their greetings, and then Jisung went immediately to whining.

"Finally, what kept you so late?"

You took your shoes, mask, sunglasses, and hat off, letting your curls fall down your back. Then you unzipped your sweatshirt, shrugging it off your shoulders and exposing your fitted white tee. You gave your jacket and bag to Ji so he could put them away. You always arrived in 'disguise', in baggy clothing so that no one suspected anything. Though you thought it was ridiculous. It doesn't matter how baggy the sweat pants or hoodie is, there's no hiding the curve of your ass.

You were a content editor at JYPE, and had become really good friends with Han Jisung. Friendships between idols and staff certainly aren't forbidden, in fact they're encouraged to an extent... as long as no lines are crossed. But it's pretty much an ignored rule. Anyways, you were a small 'behind-the-scenes' employee, not a manager or assistant or makeup artist. Not anyone directly involved with any idols. No one off the street knew who you were. Still, over the last almost year or so, you and him became besties. You frequently shared meals together at work, had sleepovers, you even went camping. You were basically glued to each other. It could easily be taken the wrong way by the media and fans. Hell, it gets taken the wrong way by co-workers, other idols, and even his group members. Although they've mostly accepted that's not the case. It's a given with the way you two act though.

Your relationship is definitely platonic, confirming pretty early on that neither of you felt anything more than friendly love for each other. But you both love teasing the other suggestively. You suppose that's partly why you two got so close so quickly. Your personalities are so similar, it's like you share the same singular brain cell sometimes.

"Editing, per usual." You finally reply with a sigh, "We had to cut A LOT out of nexz's new video. They're so high energy, they slip up a lot, especially with the swearing, but nothing we can't handle."

"Gotta love kids." Chan snorts while sipping a beer.

You smile awkwardly in response and look around the room. Everyone is here, all with their preferred beverages, and chatting away or scrolling.

Ji comes back with a drink for you, he knows you're partial to tequila and always keeps it on deck. Normally, you spend every weekend you can together, which sometimes is not as often as either of you would like. Sometimes you'd both head back to your place, and just have all nighters, binge watching anime and gorging yourselves on junk food. More recently, like tonight, you get invited over to hang with him and the rest of the boys.

It usually results in a few drinks and a movie, or talk about work. Sometimes you just play music and talk and vibe, or try to cook food together when you get the munchies... Which more than likely results in Minho taking over because he just can't help himself. However the nights play out, they're always fun, and you're gradually getting closer to the rest of the members too. Although no one can compare to the bond you have with your Jiji.

"I don't wanna watch a movie tonight, my eyes hurt too much." He starts complaining.

"Poor baby." You tease and run your fingers through his hair, laughing.

"When are you two just going to come out with the fact that you're in love?" Seungmin asks.

You roll your eyes, "When dwaekki's fly."

"I can easily make that happen." Changbin laughs.

"We could play a game?" Felix suggests, already looking flushed from the alcohol.

Jeongin gets excited, "Let's do a drinking game! It's been a while."

"I don't believe I've ever played a drinking game with y'all."

Hyunjin hums, "Mm, you haven't. Mostly because we get crazy, we've never brought up the idea."

This piqued your interest, "More crazy than I've already seen? I don't think that's possible."

Minho chimes in this time, "You forget we're a group of men sometimes, I swear. Mix alcohol and suggestive games, it definitely gets 'crazier' than you've seen, inappropriately crazy."

You level him with a smirk, "I'm down."

"That's my y/n!" Ji says, while pulling you to sit in his lap, "Fearless."

You giggle and lean into him while Minho just narrows his eyes at you and purses his lips. Something tells you he's up to something, but you're ready for any challenge.

"Fine. Then we'll play something easy, truth or drink. If someone refuses to answer, they drink. Whoever finishes their drink first loses." Minho says.

"What does the loser have to do?" You ask.

"Pay for everyone's lunch every day for a month!" Changbin says.

"Deal." You say. 

You're an open book, Ji knows this. There's no question you won't answer.

Everyone is up now, getting new drinks & refills before the game starts. You can't help but notice that Chan didn't get up, he looks a little nervous for some reason. He was always the most worried about you being around so much. In the beginning it definitely came across like he didn't like you. Now you know that's not the case... you think. He tolerates you now to say the least. You couldn't blame him too much, he was just protective of his boys. You actually found it incredibly sweet, or maybe it's just that stupid soft spot you have for him.

He always tried to keep you at arms length from the group. Not wanting anyone to get too close to you. Until Jisung put him in his place, as best he could anyways.

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

You were in Ji's lap, watching Spirited Away. He was drawing imaginary lines and shapes on your back, while you rested your head on his shoulder, facing the tv. His head was resting on top of yours as well, and a blanket covered you both.

Chan walked in seeing this, and nearly had a stroke. He said we were being inappropriate. And specifically made it a point to tell you to be more professional as a member of the staff. Short version: know your fucking place, you're overstepping. 

You scoffed at him, prepared to confront him about his growing disdain towards you. Let him know he's the one being inappropriate, downright childish. But Ji nudged you onto the couch and got to him first.

It was kind of cute watching him standing there, ears becoming red and getting in Chan's face. Cute in the way that it was like a maltese puppy trying to stand up to a doberman. Then he proceeded to yell at him about how he was way out of line. Saying he was being flat out disrespectful and that he was done with the ridiculous way he has been acting about you. The last thing he said was that he didn't know what got into him, and that he'd never seen this side of Chan before. 

Chan was silent, looking intensely into Jisungs eyes. But he never backed down, so Chan poked his tongue to his cheek, then retreated to his room for the whole night. You had to scoop Ji off the floor right afterwards. He had let his knees buckle, and fell to the floor once Chan was gone. Citing that he wasn't sure he was going to live through the night to see the morning sun. Typical dramatic fashion for your best friend. But you soothed him, fluffing up his ego about 'defending your honor'. His words, not yours.

As that night went on though, the tiniest bit of worry coursed through you. Chan hadn't come back out. Not even when the other members came home, trying to knock on his door to greet him. Or when the food was ready to be served, you had even given knocking a try. Only after Hyunjin begged you to, because 'He already doesn't take care of himself. He needs to eat.' No, you didn't see him again that night until you had already walked out the front door. He slipped out behind you shortly after, grabbing you by the wrist and stopping you. 

You thought he was going to continue the argument for a moment, but no, he was apologizing. Not much more was said afterwards, but his apology was genuine and heartfelt, so you accepted it. You two ended up hugging it out, and thank goodness no one saw that, because it was incredibly cringeworthy. He had no more major issues after that. But he was still unexplainably awkward around you, but it's not like you were any better. You two simply didn't know how to interact with each other for longer than 30 seconds. And that was pushing it. You suspected that might not ever go away. He likes to keep his walls high and strong, and you're stubborn at times.

But of course,  despite that stubbornness. You developed some sort of feelings towards him. Feelings you refused to acknowledge, well tried to refuse. You would push those feelings down deep within your heart, put them in a little box, and tape it shut trying to forget it's there. There was no need to pine over the man, he had stay to do that for him, and who knows who else in his life. Somehow that box always ended up ripped open again.

There was never a reason to act on these feelings. Not to mention, you think you'd be breaking SO MANY rules. Putting your job, his job, hell everyone's job at risk. Or worse, making a fool of yourself when he would downright reject you.

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

You keep watching him, now he's shaking his leg up and down, seeming agitated. Maybe he just doesn't want everyone getting into a vulnerable state of mind while playing? Maybe he's worried somebody will say or do something wrong? That someone will cross a line, as he loves to say?

Trying to ease his negative feelings, and extend yet another olive branch. You toss a throw pillow at him, hitting him in the chest and pulling him out of his thoughts.

He looks at you, eyebrows wrinkled in confusion, and you just chuckle nervously at him saying, "Don't worry, it's like Vegas. What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas."

"God how fuckin' corny was that?" Ji teases you, poking your side making you giggle more.

To your relief, Chan is laughing with you, and shaking his head, "I just want them to behave."

"Oh relax, we're all grown. We're all friends. So we'll get to know each other more intimately, big whoop." You shrug.

"Mmm..." He replied, before raising his voice so everyone could hear him, "Whatever is spoken about tonight, doesn't leave this room."

"I swear you're the one with anxiety sometimes, not me." Ji mumbles.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah... dad." Hyunjin says as he sits next to you and Ji.

"As if that announcement even had to be made, I swear, and you wonder why we call you old." Seungmin comments.

Once everyone is settled in with their drinks, Minho directs Chan to start the game.

"Jisung, when was the last time you cried?"

He laughed, "You're trying to embarrass me because you know it was this morning, but I am confident and secure in the fact that I am a sensitive man."

He said the last bit with his hand over his heart, and his eyes closed, effectively making everyone chuckle.

"My poor baby, why were you crying?" You question teasingly.

"Please don't bring it up, he'll start blubbering all over again. Stupid, sad, dog rescue videos." Seungmin mumbles.

"Minho!" Ji shouts, pointing at him dramatically, "This question is for you. If you had to kiss someone in this room on the cheek, who would it be?"

"Hyunjin." He said bluntly, making you and everyone else laugh while Hyune just rolled his eyes.

"Would you kiss me back?" He asked him, eyes full of hope and bottom lip jutted out and pouting, trying to act cute. And succeeding, honestly.

Hyunjin acted like he was pondering the question, but ultimately was the first to take a sip from his glass, "I decline to answer."

He looked to you next, a suggestive smirk on his face, making you the next victim, "Y/niiieee..."

"Oi, be respectful." Chan scolds immediately, not liking the look at all.

"All I was going to do was repeat the question!" He said defensively, "Y/n, if you had to choose, who would you kiss on the cheek?"

You tried hard to keep your eyes from trailing over to Chan, a tingly feeling spreading across your skin at the mere thought of innocently kissing his cheek. Instead you chose the easy answer, because it wasn't a lie. You'd also kiss your best friend on the cheek any time.

"My Jiji of course," And you took his face in one hand, squeezing his cheeks between your middle finger and thumb, and plant a loud smooch on each of them, "he probably only asked because he wanted one anyways."

He just chuckles, letting you baby him and Seungmin fake gags.

"Minnieee..." You pause trying to come up with a question, "when you dye your hair next, what color would you want?"

"Green, my entire head green."

"That would look interesting." You laugh.

You all go 'round in circles for a few rounds, completely forgetting about the rules of the game. Having now finished your glasses from casually sipping throughout the game, most of you have switched to occasional shots. You're starting to feel warm and tipsy. Of course the more you all drank, the more the questions started to get more... amorous. Which is exactly how you all assumed this game would go. No wonder Chan was so anxious.

However looking over to him now, he's definitely having a good time. Like every other person, he loosens up while drinking, but tonight he seems even more so.

"Y/n," Chan starts with a sly look making your skin buzz again. Among all of you, he is 100% the most inebriated right now, "when was your first kiss?"

"Yah! He tells us to be respectful, but look how he is after a few drinks!" Changbin yells laughing.

Chan loses it, "You're right Binnie, you don't have to answer or drink." He says in between fits of squeaky laughter. 

You think you could listen to him laugh all day.

You shake your head and snort, "I've answered worse questions playing this game before. I was 13 when I had my first kiss."

Hyunjin nearly spits his drink out, because again, no one is drinking just as punishment anymore, "13?!"

"Well, yeah, it's a pretty normal age in America... I think..." you started to blush, "why, how old were you?" you ask Hyunjin.

He hesitates, but eventually he spoke, "I was 18."

The rest chime in saying they were also 18 or 19. With the exception of Felix who said he was 16.

Without even thinking you start to say, "Aaah, see I was 18 when I-" and you're abruptly stopped with Ji's hand slapping over your mouth.

Your eyes go wide, caught off guard, but understanding as you almost blurted out unnecessary information. Nothing that Ji hadn't known obviously, it's just that everyone else doesn't really know you on that level. 

"Jagi, you only had to answer the one question, adding extra info, that's not how you play the gaaaaame." He says in a sing-song voice, "Hyunjin it's your turn to ask someone."

"No no no no! What was she going to say?" Chan chuckles.

When you looked at him, he winked at you, and you had to stop yourself from going limp in Ji's arms. He knew damn well what you were going to say. Why is he teasing, no torturing you like this?

You peel Ji's hand off your mouth to respond "It's not your turn, you'll have to wait to ask me that."

The group starts laughing and shouting, teasing Chan who is ignoring it all, just staring at you with curious eyes and his tongue in his cheek. Does he know how hot he looks doing that?

"Okay, so then I'll ask you. What were you going to say?" Hyunjin asks calmly, trying to fight the smile off his face.

You pour yet another shot, and knock it back thinking, what the hell, "I was going to say I was 18 when I first hooked up with a man."

Some members looked surprised, the game taking an obvious turn. However Hyunjin, Felix, and Chan started laughing again.

"I knew that's what you were going to say." Felix slurred. 

"Yeah I was definitely teasing you on that, because I knew." Chan followed.

"Mmm, well judging from the shocked faces of everyone else, you two seem to be the only psychics." You try to joke, wanting the attention off of you suddenly.

"No, don't get us wrong, not all of us are as innocent as you think." Seungmin says defensively.

"Oh really now?" You respond, one brow quirking up.

Seungmin just turned red, and sat back in his seat. To which Chan started laughing, yet again. He's a giggly drunk, and you love it.

"Don't tease my puppy, babe." Ji slurred, trying to reach his arm to console Seungmin, but ultimately failing.

"I mean I was 18 too, with the same girl I first kissed." Hyunjin shrugged.

"But what do you mean 'to a man'?" Jeongin asked with a shit eating grin on his face. 

You promptly turned into a tomato, and started choking on air.

"You're not that slow pabo, obviously it means she's been with women too." Ji says, rather loudly and speaking freely, all while patting your back.

You're quiet. It's not like it's a secret, you've never hidden your sexuality. But it never came up in conversation with anyone here, except Jisung.

Wanting to ease the tone, Felix speaks up, "Well I was 18 when I first hooked up with a dude."

"I was 21, but everyone already knows that story." Ji slurred.

The whole conversation triggers another group laughing fit. Except for Chan, who is looking at you with those dark eyes again. And... is he blushing? Or is that the alcohol? He eventually snaps out of whatever daze he was in, and slowly smiles at you reassuringly.

You mentally kick yourself for getting your hopes up, of course he couldn't ever think of you like that. You're imagining things.

"But then, how old were you when you first hooked up with a girl?" Jeongin asked again, genuinely curious.

"A lot younger than 18..." You trailed off laughing, "I'll just say in high school."

"The air is different outside of Korea." Changbin says suddenly, sounding thoughtful.

Hyunjin nearly collapsed laughing, slapping Minho on the knee repeatedly, despite the glare he was shooting him.

"Well I just answered a bunch of questions in a row so that means I get to ask two people a question. And the second person I ask gets the next turn." You say, making up new rules. 

"So... Chan." He looks at you with his eyebrows raised and you just smirk, knowing you're trying to get back at him, "How old were YOU when you lost your virginity?"

He gulps and looks around at the group before answering, "I... was 18."

"Chan-hyung, you never answered us when we would ask you! Why answer her?" Jisung whines.

"I honestly don't know, maybe it's the liquor. None of you ever asked me drunk." He starts giggling.

"Okay so question 2... Binnie!" He gulps and looks at you with wide eyes, "Are you more of a boob guy?" You say grabbing your own, not even really thinking about it, "Or an ass guy?"

Changbin started laughing and answered, "Definitely ass, but I appreciate boobs too, equality."

"I am just learning so much about my fellow members lately." Seungmin whispers.

"Is that a bad thing?" You giggle.

"Not at all, it feels strangely comforting, letting loose like this." He replies and smiles softly at me, "It's been a while."

"It's freeing!" Jeongin yells abruptly, throwing his hands in the air.

"Aye, my question is for you then Min. Have you ever had a wet dream?" Changbin asks.

"... what guy hasn't? Don't all guys get them?" He asks looking around.

Then you chime in again frankly, "Girls can get them too you know."

Why does it feel like you've opened pandora's box on your sex life, in every single aspect?

Ji starts laughing, nodding his head vigorously and you know where this is about to go.

"Really now?" Felix says, mimicking your exact tone from earlier, "What was it about?"

"Mmmm... it's not your turn to ask," Then you turn to Seungmin, "And if you ask me, I will absolutely drink and not answer. No way I'm explaining a sex dream right now."

Seungmin just rolls his eyes and huffs out a laugh.

"But I wanna knooooooow," Jisung whines, "You looked so cute having one last weekend, you never told me what it was about."

Everyone was watching you two closely now, waiting to hear how he knew what you looked like in that situation.

You turned around and smacked his arm, "We weren't going to mention that ever again! Remember?!" You attempt to be angry, but you can't help it and end up smiling.

"Okay, well now I'm curious since you two are bringing this up." Minho says with a glint in his eye.

"Y/n may or may not have had one when I slept over, and I woke up to her moaning and hump--"

This time it was your turn to slap a hand over his mouth, "Jiji, Sungie, my love, my sweet sweet SWEET best friend. I don't want to kill you, but I will." You say in a dulcet tone.

He raised his hands, eyes wide and nodded his head. You couldn't help but laugh, apparently you're a giggly drunk too.

Out of the corner of your eye, you swore you saw Chan adjusting himself in his pants. But then you reminded yourself that it was just wishful thinking and an alcohol induced hallucination. Horny hallucination. God you needed to get over him and under someone else. This unrequited shit wasn't for you.

"I'm so never going to drop this you know, I wanna know what the hell happened." Minho smirked at you, to which you flipped him off jokingly.

It's Seungmin's turn next, and he's just staring at Jeongin with a blank face, "Have you ever had a one night stand?"

He pauses for a moment and then finally answers, "No, I haven't."

He looked at you now, asking his question, "You know what I have to ask now, right?"

"Go ahead." You challenge, fully prepared to choke down another shot and not answer his question, and he smiles.

"What's one of your kinks?"

You were unprepared for that question. And how could you know he would ask that, these men like to fuck around with your head.

"Relax, I just wanted to see your reaction." He says before chuckling.

You glared at him for a moment, halfheartedly. They think they can just retract questions when they get scared that they went too far. Screw that, you're answering.

"I guess the most simple one I have is edging." You shrug.

"The most simple one?!" Hyunjin asked.

"What are you a masochist? Edging is the worst, feels like torture to me." Ji says.

"But the build up is so delicious, and the end result is so worth it. It's so intense." Felix chimes in, "Choking too, that can be intense." 

"Hm, breath play might actually be my favorite." You admit.

"Damn y/n." Ji says, eyeing you with a smile, "You're full of surprises, even to this day." 

You shrug again, "Everyone has different kinks... What's one of yours?" You ask him.

He ponders for a moment, "I like being dommed sometimes."

"Big surprise." Minho says and you all laugh.

"Good one though," You nod, "That's one of mine too."

"I think I'm an exhibitionist, to an extent of course." Hyunjin says next.

"That's also not a surprise." Minho replies.

You can't help but let your eyes wander over to Chan again, while everyone else is sharing different things they're into in bed. The liquor has everyone speaking loosely. But Chan doesn't seem to care about it anymore.

You find him staring right back at you, that same look in his eyes from earlier, and you feel heat spread in your stomach, and wetness starts to pool in your panties. Maybe you weren't imagining things.

But you don't notice that Ji's observing both of you in his drunken haze. Not too faded to ignore you and Chan eye-fucking each other.

Your heart starts racing the longer you hold eye contact, and you start shifting uncomfortably on his lap, before looking away and deciding to get up.

"Alright... I need some bread to soak up this alcohol, and then I need to get home because it's already 2 in the morning." You say with a shaky breath.

"Yeah, I'm wasted right now," Jeongin says and stands, "Bed's a good idea. Goodnight everyone." And he leaves to his room.

Ji grabs your wrist, preventing you from moving, "You're not going anywhere. We're all drunk, you can't drive and no one can bring you back home."

"Fiiiiiiine," You say, "but I still want bread."

"You and your bread fixation whenever you drink." Minho mumbles, heading to the kitchen anyways to grab you some.

When he comes back he hands it to you and you start munching away happily, doing a little dance.

Meanwhile, Felix is trying to tug Chan's arms to make him stand up, but he's fighting him on it and whining. Clearly he exceeded his limit tonight drinking. He probably won't even remember the looks he was giving you, you think.

"I don't wanna go to bed." Chan whines.

Felix finally succeeds in pulling him up, "C'mon mate, you definitely need to sleep this off. You'll be miserable tomorrow. Let's get you some water too, hmm?"

Chan reluctantly holds his arm, and follows him down the hall, stumbling over his own two feet along the way. You can't help but laugh at the sight.

More of the boys say goodnight and head off to their rooms, but Ji and Minho stay with you in the living room, chatting a little longer before bed.

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

Ji starts going through his bags, determined that you left some pajamas here from when you slept over previously, and he kept them in a bag to give back to you. He pulls out the nightie, that you honestly forgot you brought here. But you see why you didn't ever wear it at the time. It's dark green, spaghetti straps and has lace along the bust line. It also has slits on each side of your thigh, and only covers you to the middle of your thighs. Your go to sleepware was always nighties or large tees, they're comfortable and sometimes you get hot at night. Mix in the fact that you were drinking tonight? You're already feeling overheated. But wearing this?

"Jiiiiiii, don't you have any t-shirts I can wear?" You whine.

He's already under the covers, fighting sleep, "Sorry babe... haven't done laundry... Nothing clean..."

You whine again before taking it and heading across the hall into one of the bathrooms. It was this or sleep in your sweats, and that idea sounded entirely too suffocating to you.

You slip the nightie on and brush your teeth with your designated toothbrush you had there. Jisungs idea, after you had too much tequila one night and he diligently held your hair back as you got sick.

You sigh as you're leaving, and make your way towards Ji's room. Before you reach the door though, Chan walks out of his room. He's in a black tank top, and red boxer briefs... your eyes immediately trail down and go wide. His outline clear as day. But you change your view quickly, hopefully before he notices.

It doesn't help though, now all you're doing is eyeing his arms, the muscles cut throughout them. The veins that trail all the way down to his hands. God, his hands... What wouldn't you let those hands do to you...

He scratches the back of his head, and the movement snaps you out of your gaze. You find him staring back at you for a second before answering, "Sorry, I'll just..."

You start to shake your head, "No, no. No reason to apologize." You chuckle and start shifting on your feet. You feel the skirt of your nightie swaying with you. It opened the slit wider, and Chan immediately looked down at your exposed thigh. He inhaled quietly, sucking in air through his nose.

Any other day, you'd be scrambling to cover yourself. Feeling insecure and too bare. You don't know if it was the liquor in you, but tonight? Being on display? It turned you on.

You clenched your thighs together, almost involuntarily, and Chan didn't miss that.

Time seemed to be moving too slow. He stepped towards you, nearly closing the gap between you. He's only inches away, and looking down on you. His eyes have that dark, smoldery look again. He raised his hand and brushed the curls off your face and behind your ear. When he rests his palm against your cheek, your eyes flutter shut and you lean into his touch. It's so warm, and comforting. As if it was always meant for you.

When you open your eyes, you can clearly see the lust in his is only growing. He's not holding it back anymore, biting his lip as he stares at you. You almost whimper in anticipation.

"This is your opportunity to walk away if you're not okay with me kissing you." He says lowly.

You closed your eyes, and his lips met yours. The first few seconds were sweet and soft. Almost too innocent for the heat of the moment, but then he deepened it. He was pulling you by the waist into him, running his hands down and resting them on your ass. You could easily feel how hard he was for you, even through the thin fabrics. This time you let the whimper out, and he swiped his tongue along your bottom lip before sucking it into his mouth. When you tried to do the same, he didn't give you the chance. Instead he slipped his tongue in. It was like he was lost in desire, and greedy for more. You couldn't help it when your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer.

He groaned and started backing you into the wall, his lips never leaving yours. He grabbed your thighs in each hand, and hoisted you up, slotting himself between them. Your legs naturally wrapped around him, and he started rocking his length against you. His pace was achingly slow, but still delicious.

You moaned and slipped a hand up to the nape of his neck, grabbing a fistful of hair. He breaks the kiss and throws his head back with his eyes closed. He half hisses, half groans, and you can't help but rock your hips against him harder, hoping to hear more. He grips your thigh tighter, and leans down to press a quick kiss to your neck, before licking and sucking on it. He's meeting each roll of your hips with rough thrusts. And even clothed, you feel how perfectly he's rubbing your clit.

Your head is so clouded with need. Need to be touched. Need to touch him. Need to feel him inside of you. You don't even think twice when he glides his hand up your stomach, and over your breasts. He gives one a light squeeze before moving up to wrap his fingers around your neck, and your brain loses all sense for a moment.

He's just resting his hand there, but you wish he'd do more. You're not sure if this man knows just how pliant you are for him right now.

Then he brings his lips to your ear and whispers, "Can I touch you?"

His warm breath gives you chills, and you nod your head as best as you can. But that doesn't suffice him, he stops his movements against you and his grip around your throat tightens. You think you could probably get off on it if he tightens his fingers just a bit more, but he doesn't, instead he says, "I'm going to need words, babygirl."

Your hips buck into him, and you breathe out a quiet "Yes. Please..."

With that, he yanks your face closer to his by your neck. He's squeezing ever so slightly tighter around your throat. He bites your lip and you groan. But he's quick to silence you with his tongue.

Letting go, he trailed his hand back down your body and to your core. Slowly he started to rub you through the thin lace. You were so sensitive, that when he found your clit and pressed a circle into it. You couldn't help but breathe out his name. He pushed your panties to the side, and when he felt you for the first time you felt him smile against your lips.

"Babygirl... fuck, you're so wet for me." 

And as he whispered that, he slipped a finger in you. He set a steady pace, dragging against your walls with a curl. Each pump hitting your sweet spot, and the heel of his hand creating delightful friction against your swollen bud. His breathing was heavy in your ear, breaking through all your helpless whimpering. When he added a second finger, you couldn't hold back anymore.

"Chan..." You moaned louder this time, while simultaneously letting your head drop against the wall with a thud.

He pulled his lips off of you, eyes wide when he met yours. He started blinking as if he was coming back to reality. When he looked into your eyes again, he looked startled.

"What's wrong?" You pant, feeling hot and dizzy, wishing he would keep moving his hands.

Instead, he quickly slips his fingers out of you, and sets your feet on the floor. Then he backs away.

"I'm sorry, y/n... I don't know what came over me, that was incredibly inappropriate and out of character." Chan mumbled.

Your heart sinks, as you feel the sting of rejection. Tears threatened to well in your eyes, and you immediately felt the oncoming headache from holding them back. You shouldn't feel so emotional and upset. This was all spur of the moment. But you do, you feel devastated.

Regardless, you clear your throat, "I understand." You force an unsettling chuckle out, when a sob threatens to escape instead.

He puts on a blank face that feels so cold, and responds with "Don't forget to drink some water, stay hydrated... I'll be heading to bed now, you should too."

All you really want to say is don't leave, because you want to finish what was started. Because you've wanted this for so long. Because the box you kept away in the depths of your heart had ripped open once again. And all the languished emotions were here, front and center, aching to bear it all to him. To let him see. Confess. But that would be selfish, he's clearly uncomfortable with it all. He probably regrets it. An alcohol induced affair. In his eyes, a complete mistake. 

So instead you say, "Okay."

Because that's all you can muster before the tears start to fall. You turn away,  going back to facing Ji's door. 

"Goodnight y/n... Sleep well." He says, and puts a tentative hand on your shoulder.

You shrug it off, and escape to Ji's bedroom. To your surprise he's sitting up in bed, and ushering you come to him with his arms open and bottom lip pouted out.

You run to him, a bit dramatically and fall a part in his arms. But you can't help it, you sealed these emotions away for too long. You were too hurt at the moment to even try pushing them back down.

Jisung is your life saver, he's comforting you, rubbing his fingers on your scalp and rocking you back and forth to try and calm you. He gives you time before you have to explain why exactly you're having a melt down.

"Chan's an idiot." He finally says.

And you lean back to look at him, confused on how quickly he's put two and two together.

"Well you weren't exactly quiet. Between your exaggerated moans and his animalistic grunting right outside my door, of course I heard it." He rolled his eyes jokingly and that earned a laugh from you.

You smacked him lightly, "I was lost in the moment... don't judge me."

"Jagi..." He says, and wipes the tears from your cheeks with his thumbs, "You've liked him for so much longer than a moment."

Your heart starts pounding faster again. How could he know that. It's the one thing you've kept from him, from everyone, hell you even denied it to yourself for as long as possible. Was it that obvious? Who else knows? You go to speak, fear written across your face.

"No. You were not obvious, in fact you're an amazing actor. I'm sure none of the other members noticed, and definitely no one else at work knew." He answers before you can even get words out.

You nod slowly, "So then, how'd you know?"

He smiled proudly, "I'm a people watcher, I see all."

You smack him again, a little harder this time.

"Alright, alright, but I really did see all the looks you'd give him when no one else was watching... I know what longing looks like, and..." he trailed off.

You knew that wasn't all, "And?"

"Aaaaand... maybe that night you had that wet dream. You were moaning his name while humping the pillow..."

"You never told me that!" You shoved your head into your hands, distraught.

"Well I didn't want to embarrass you! I honestly didn't think you looked at any of us that way until then. Like I said, a good actor. I figured you'd tell me when you were ready to."

You sighed, "I'm sorry. It's just a stupid crush, it'll pass."

"You're grown, you don't have to apologize to anyone for liking someone. But y/n," He cupped your cheek forcing you to look at him again, "this isn't just a simple crush, is it?"

With that question, you felt the tears spilling all over again. He pulled you to lay down with him, holding you tight against him and letting you cry it all out. Somewhere between his low humming, and your quiet weeping, you fell asleep.

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

When you blink the sleep away from your eyes the next morning, you're still entangled with Ji. He's literally wrapped around you like a koala.

You snort out a laugh and go to check the time on your phone. 7:30 am, entirely too early. You decide to try and fall back asleep, but last night's events rush back to you. Dread fills your chest, and your fight or flight kicks in. You're trying to gently escape Ji's hold, and not hyperventilate. The latter is more difficult but, since that man can sleep through anything, you were able to succeed.

You get changed back into your clothes, and leave a note for him saying that you're leaving and you'll text him when you get home. You can't bear to face Chan, let alone anyone else who might've heard you two last night. So you decide to skip out on the usual coffee and breakfast routine. You all have that tradition after a drunken night, but you know Ji will cover for you with everyone anyways.

You're rushing down the hall, wanting to grab your things and head for the door. Panic is starting to bubble over, and you're haphazardly covering yourself up to be unnoticeable. As you're slipping the mask over your face, a voice stops you.

"Morning... don't you want to stay for breakfast?"

You can't bring yourself to look at Chan, those words only setting the box of emotions in your heart on fire. You know he only means it in the way that it is an unbroken tradition. No matter how sick one of you gets, group breakfast is a must for recuperation. No one has skipped it in the months you've been doing it. We all take care of each other. But the idea makes your mouth bitter, because you wish it was just you two. Alone. Making breakfast the morning after earth shattering sex. And the fact he doesn't mean it in that way in the slightest makes tears prick back into your eyes.

Yes, you know you're being petty. You should stick it through for your friends. Take a page from Chan and act like nothing ever happened. You just can't find it inside you to care, you need to go home and lick your wounds before facing anyone here again. Call it childish, but you didn't care.

You're struggling to find words and just blurt out, "No thanks." And rush out the door, heading to the safety of your car.

You left Chan standing there. Unbeknownst to you, hurting just as much.

Redamancy['red-a-man-sE] Noun;a Love Returned In Full

Special thank you to @jeonginsleftcheek who encouraged me through finishing this! I had finished it, and then accidentally deleted the entire ending. But in turn, that was a good thing I think... because now there'll be a part 2! If you'd like to be added to a taglist, let me know and I'll start one! Feedback is always cherished, but be gentle pleeeeeeeease ♡


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5 years ago

promise me.

“y/n, read this...” chris states as he shoves the phone into your hands.

you could not believe your eyes, complete strangers are commenting such nasty words to someone who they don’t even know. anger immediately fill your mind as you read the disgusting comments that seemed to be typed by the toxic kpop stans everyone should stay away from.

your hands put chris’s phone onto the table and look up at him, “chris... look at me. stop listening to them, you are the greatest leader out there, the greatest friend, an amazing lover... i can literally go on and on about you but i know you won’t agree.”

“i love you too much to let you hurt yourself... i love you too much to let yourself listen to those people...” your eyes quickly filled with tears as your voice started to break from confessing your love to chris.

his arms reached for your frame as you started to breakdown, “promise me, you won’t listen to t-them. promise me you’ll be even stronger for yourself. please p-promise me, you’ll come to me whenever things get hard for you. no matter how small, i will be there for you.”

your muffled voice made it harder for chris to keep himsef composed. he rested his chin onto your head and sighed quite loudly.

he knew it pained you whenever he was in pain. whenever he was having a hard time, he tried his hardest to keep to himself, but he knew how that hurt you. chris loves you too much to see you in pain but sometimes he needs you during his darkest time.

he needs you regardless.

after a few minutes of standing there, leaving tear stains on his shirt. chris decides to pull away and kiss your lips.

the lips that gave him so much confidence, the lips that made him feel okay, the lips that gave him courage to pursue his dreams.

“y/n, i promise i won’t listen to them. i promise to be stronger for myself. i promise to come to you... i loce you so much and i never want to leave you.”


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6 months ago

long for you.

I. Prologue | II. hyunjin's interlude | III. afterthought

Long For You.
Long For You.
Long For You.

exbf!Hyunjin x gn!Reader genre 𓋰 Angst warnings 𓋰 Discussions of Hiatus, arguing, cursing, 1 food mention word count𓋰 1.5k

author's note 𓋰 This chapter discusses topics of hiatus and public criticism. STAYs (Especially my Hyunjin biased STAYs, please read at your own discretion and take care of yourself the way you need to). All of my work is fictional and does not reflect SKZ, the public or staff.

Long For You.

AT THE STUDIO

The boys’ arms swung at their sides as their whole body moved with their heavy breaths. Humidity filled the room, making the mirrors fog up with a misty white layer. Despite being hard to see in their reflections, Lee Know had his eyes on Hyunjin most of the practice. As the boys collapsed from exhaustion, Lee Know did not hesitate to express his findings. 

“Hyunjin, you’re off on your footing during the second chorus” Lee Know mutters as he towers over Hyunjin who is laying flat on the floor. “Our comeback stage is not too far from now. We need to get this down”

Hyunjin did not respond although he was listening intently. All he could do was simply rest his arm over his eyes to cover the bright lights and the piercing stare of his hyung. Hyunjin wouldn’t know what to say even if he had the power to do so. He knew he was lacking. 

Hyunjin was physically exhausted from the continuous practices that went on for hours to weeks at a time. His muscles ached yet somehow he found energy to power through. On the other hand, Hyunjin was still heartbroken or rather lost after your break up. He was no longer mad. Just uneasy. 

There were no clear answers that would reassure him.

Hyunjin seeked comfort from STAY but could only find comments pointing out his restless behavior. According to the public, he was acting ‘cold’ and ‘abnormally quiet’. But again, his muscles ached. 

His heart ached.

Chan lessened up on Hyunjin, providing him support from afar after his outlash. He was afraid to push his younger member too far, knowing damn well that Hyunjin was on the brink of losing it. It didn’t take the members long either to find out that Hyunjin was going through a hard time. 

On the other hand, the youngest was lingering by the computer that once played their tracklist. Felix hovered behind him as they scrolled through the internet. Chan’s curiosity got the best of him and forced his feet to shuffle across the practice room. Chan, who already looked stressed, furrowed his eyebrows as he saw the familiar logos of new sites on the computer. 

There were articles upon articles that mentioned Hyunjin’s name. What shocked Chan the most was that fans and non-fans were making the most hurtful comments about Hyunjin and the whole team. The news sites accumulated all of their tweets displaying the ‘critiques’. It left Jeongin and Felix’s jaws agape from the shock and complexity of their comments that jabbed at everything they possibly could. How could anyone say these things?

Chan tugged at the boys’ shirts, signaling them to step away.  “Stop reading that” Chan said through gritted teeth. “These people don’t know what they’re talking about”

Jeongin stumbled to the side of the computer where Felix was once standing.

“Hyung… What are we gonna do?” Jeongin said as his face grew into a frown. 

Chan only sighed. Chan remembered how they’re a team. What one experiences, all of them feel it too. He couldn’t just let this continue on. Chan took swift strides over to Hyunjin who was now sitting up with his face in his hands. 

“Hyunjin, get up” Chan firmly said, voice slightly above a conversational voice. “We’re going to management now” 

Long For You.

FLOOR 5: JYPE STAFFING AND MANAGEMENT

Chan’s leg shook as he waited for the staff to end their meeting. What was once worry fueling his adrenaline was soon replaced with anger. Chan felt his heart pound and his skin burn red as he thought of every bad outcome of this situation. 

As soon as the meeting looked like it was finished, Chan shot out of his seat. Nobody had even left the room when Chan entered the meeting space. “We need to talk” He demanded.  

All of them looked at him in surprise as Chan was never like this. The staff member sitting at the head of the table muttered a few things under their breath which caused the others to rise from their seats and leave in a hurry. The staff cleared their throat and motioned for the two boys to sit. “What do you need, Bang Chan? Hyunjin?”

Chan glanced at Hyunjin who hung his low. Before speaking, Chan let out a shaky breath. “Please tell me you can do something about the things going on online”

"Chan, we've discussed this before" The staff said flatly.

In the past, time before their debut and back when SKZ were just kids in a training room, they heavily reviewed what it meant to be an idol. The staff talked endlessly about how there would be times that were hard and that people were going to criticize them regardless of what they did. At one point in those discussions, Chan calmed his curiosity and asked what would happen if it became 'too hard'. They simply said that they would likely take action under one condition.

"It can't be something you directly caused"

Chan knew that the staff believed that Hyunjin's backlash was a result of his own actions since he was acting differently than what they wanted him to be. But Chan also knew that Hyunjin didn't have a choice and wouldn't have been how he is today if it weren't for the staff's demands.

"He didn't do anything!" Chan raised his voice. "He did what he was told! You told him to breakup with them because you all believed that there were conflicts"

The staff grew frustrated, chewing their inner lip and releasing a deep exhale from their nose. "We did. He was losing focus and risking his career by dating them. Now, he's being criticized for the lack of professionalism since the break up. He's acting out on his own!"

Hyunjin's head raised. Chan looked over to the semi-slumped boy and saw that Hyunjin's eyes read anger.

“You don’t care, do you?” Hyunjin scoffed, “You think we’re just idols before we are human, huh? We just rack in money for this company, right? That’s all we are? Like you think we can just handle everything? There are 5 trucks outside of this building right now, demanding that I leave Stray Kids for my ‘behavior’. My ‘behavior’ is because I—... I’m heartbroken…not because I didn't like consequences of my own actions"

Chan continues to stare at Hyunjin and rests a hand on his shoulder as he fights back tears, seeing his member break down in a sob. “I’m tired of this comeback and I’m tired of people hurting me. I’m tired of you guys not protecting me or the people I love…I can't win in either situation"

The staff sighed. “Hyunjin, the day you signed that contract, you knew what you were in for. You were not allowed to date for a while but once that agreement ended, you went soul searching for Y/n. You also knew the potential consequences for dating. You knew that we can’t protect you from everything. You chose to date, you followed through with a break up and now you hate the consequences of your own actions that you've compiled. A-and Hyunjin? If you are that tired, you should just sit out on this comeback and reflect on yourself”

Chan’s jaw dropped at their petty comment. They're now pushing Hyunjin to be on hiatus… Chan knew that any form of hiatus was indefinite. There were no time frames of when Hyunjin would be back if he were to be on hiatus. There was no guarantee that he would even come back.

“You want him to be on hiatus, again? Are you serious!?” Chan exclaimed, anger fully taking over. “You want him to receive more backlash? Do you want him to hurt more? Is that all you can think of?! You're supposed to protect us! ALL EIGHT OF US"

Hyunjin pulled Chan back down in his seat. "Do you really want me to be on hiatus?" He whispers out to the staff.

All the staff could do was shrug their shoulders and brush it off. “I don’t have an answer for you. It’s up to you what you want. We won't make that decision”

Hyunjin looks at Chan. Chan shakes his head furiously. "Hyunjin, think about this first" "

As the staff collects their things and heads to the door. They stop right before it, standing right next to Hyunjin. "Are you in or are you out?

Long For You.

Y/N’s HOME

It’s been days since you last heard from him. Yet he was still on your mind. It was impossible not to be. On every form of media, Hyunjin’s name and face were plastered all over it.

Stray Kids’ Hyunjin raises concerns amongst fans from new fansite photo Fans of Stray Kids question Hyunjin’s wellbeing after posting artwork Hyunjin of Stray Kids attitude changes, fans demand an answer Kpop fans angered over Stray Kids’ Hyunjin lack of 'professionalism'

Not to mention, every time you commuted to work and school, you passed by their building which was now racking up protest trucks. It was bad on Hyunjin's end. It really made you feel sick to your stomach thinking about how fragile yet lovingly Hyunjin viewed the world before all of this. Imagine how he felt when it turned its back on him.

Just like any morning, you turned the TV on, expecting to hear yet another coverage story about the trucks accumulating and the fans arguing with everyone. You were in the kitchen, cooking breakfast. But as you scramble your eggs, you stop in your tracks. The hair on your arms and the back of your neck rise. Goosebumps and weakness in your limbs overcame your body too. Without a thought in your head, your body took you to the TV. In bold black letters, the news subtitle read:

Hyunjin posts letter apologizing to fans, following a hiatus statement issued by JYPE

What the fuck is he doing?

Long For You.

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6 months ago

Hyunjin Fake Texts!: Breaking up with Tsundere BF

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Hyunjin Fake Texts!: Breaking Up With Tsundere BF
Hyunjin Fake Texts!: Breaking Up With Tsundere BF
Hyunjin Fake Texts!: Breaking Up With Tsundere BF

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2 years ago

Changbin fic recs

stray kids | Seo Changbin 

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Double Edged  {  Executioner! Changbin x Dark Queen! F Reader; a, s } 2.2k @huihuiheart

Changbin was devoted to you, to the point of worshipping the ground you walked on. He was determined to make sure that you never dirtied your hand or even lifted a finger for that matter, even if it meant he had to everything himself.

inexperienced with changbin { s }  2k @ballelino

What happens when your sub is inexperienced

coffee after sex  { barista! binnie; f, s } 6k @hwajin

you didn't expect a barista working in your favourite coffee to blow you off your shoes. you'd only later see how fate would bring you together.

Changbin's Company {f2l; f, s, a } 16.2k @btssmutgalore

Changbin avoids you because of hurt pride, but he finds himself in your company again.

-Tattoo!Artist Changbin   @slytherinbangchan

Chapter Index: Revelations and Indulgence  { abo au; f, s }  23+k @star-lemonade

Trying to spend your rut alone was a terrible idea. You fold and call your best friend Changbin, a fellow alpha, in hopes that he is willing to help you through this hard time

Cocky { f2l; f, s }  13,5k

Changbin's cockiness disappears the second he's off the stage, especially around you—and you really want to be more than friends.

hypothesis { college au, f2l; f, s }  9,1k @fizzydrink698

You hesitate, just a little self-conscious to be spelling this theory out so shamelessly in front of the boys. You find your gaze drifting down to your half-empty coffee mug as you finally say it. “SpearB is probably, like, really good at going down on women.” There’s a sudden, loud spluttering sound, and you look up to see Changbin choking on his Americano.

of all the people I had to get snowed in with, it had to be you? { e2l; a, f }   5,2k @gdaychan

set on you { e2l; a, f }  20,2k @changbeanie

you think life hates you because you’re convinced that the universe conspired to help seo changbin exist at the same time as you do.

the Jaws of offering  { werewolf au; s }  7,9k @listentothisyoooh

Changbin, a werewolf you've been acquainted with, comes to your cottage once again, bruised and bloody, on the verge of passing out, and you use your powers and knowledge to help heal his wound; he feels extremely grateful, and you wouldn't dream of turning down his appreciation.

[19.45] { greaser au, racer binnie, fwb2l; s, f } @lettersfromaphrodite

[17.25]  { vampire au; s, f, a }  3,6k

how to tame a prince { dragon prince changbin, royal, fantasy , e2l; f, a }  11k @luvknow

you travel the world collecting data so you could write your thesis on your favorite creatures - dragons. at the last leg of your journey, you accidentally fall asleep in a dragon’s cave owned by a nearby kingdom and are kidnapped by their prince, seo changbin. after getting permission to study there from the king, changbin refuses to leave you alone with his precious dragons and you develop an unlikely relationship.

Cuddles { f } @rachalixie

Tales of a third-wheel { f,c } 1,5k @sulfurcosmos

Having your crush gently touch your arm or put an arm around your shoulder while you have a conversation

drunk Changbin { v cute; f} @ppiri-bahng

two idiots, one awkward conversation { idiots2l; f} 1,2k @portalhan

Spark you up { stoner binnie; f } 2,3k @bngpxw

Meet you there { f } 2,8k

Uplifting { personal trainer yn, sub bin; s, f } 8,7k @ipegchangbin

“Personal trainer Changbin” this, “fitness coach Changbin” that, what if you were his personal trainer this time? Changbin can keep up with his workout routine on his own if he wanted to, but what’s the fun in lifting alone when he can lift with your words of encouragement?

White angel { brothers bff; f, s } 3,4k @/charmercharm3r

He’s not just your brother’s best friend.

no but November loser #4 { a, s, f } 3,5k @gimmeurtmi

{ 12:43 AM } { f, s } @xmhhoe

matching pair { matching pajamas, f } 0,7k @wooahaes

bunny { f, s }

Just Hold Me { hybrid au; a, s , f } 9,7k 

You've been going through a period of depression and feeling rather alone. When you see a flyer advertising a professional cuddling business, you laugh it off at first because there's no way you're that desperate. Only the idea won't seem to leave your mind. One day you're feeling especially bad and before you know it you're inside the building and signing up for a session.

let me kiss it better { baseball au, f } 0,97k

Sore Muscles { f } 0,5k @cobiehaven

changbin somehow convinced you to start working out with him even though you had never lifted a weight in your life. you weren’t surprised by the way your body felt only after 3 days of pushing yourself over your limit.

“It’s the love of my love !” { a, f }

big buff boy binnie { s } @strayngesparkyds

grumpy { f } @/bbyquokka

bf headcanons { f } 0,7k @mazeinthemiroh

massage @/bbyquokka

strength difference { f, s }

MANIAC #3: Seo Changbin: DO ME A FAVOR { Hitman!binnie; a, s } 11.7k @cb97percent

Living proof that principles maketh man, yet has no moral compass. Keep your hands off what's his unless you're an adrenaline junkie seeking a near-death experience. Or death itself.

Hitman Seo Changbin.

Changbin is your human heater { f } 1k @notastraykid

You’re cold and can’t sleep. Changbin is your human heater.

clingy { f }

Forget Me Not { uni, bsf2l; c, f } 2,1k @skzonthebrain

DAYS OF CANDY { bouncer Binnie; a, s } 14,9k @hwan-g

a lot of things happened in motel rooms, even more happened between him and girls like you, girls that ride on his bike and have him by the balls.

Formal wear { s } 2,7k @kwanisms

Looking at Seo Changbin, one would expect him to be a dominant kind of man but that couldn't be further from the truth. At least, not with his girlfriend. She's the one who calls the shots, especially when Changbin is wearing his suit and tie.

Paris { f } 1,6k @inniejeonginnie

desperate love { f2l, s } 2,5k @bbyquokka

months of pining for one another, you both indulge in each other after being left alone for the night 

left field { s } 6,5k @charmercharm3r

So many hints dropped, so little of them picked up.

you missed a spot, there { s } @cbini

REFRACTED. { a, s } 21,3k @seospicybin

Changbin all of a sudden decided to stay in your house for a few days with an excuse that he needed inspiration for his music. Little did you know, he has another reason to stay with you.

Pink stains { f2l, uni; f } 1,8k @suengmi

eventually, you picked up on the pieces. the late night visits to your room, the notes left on your laptop, the ice cream he picked up once a week from the café down the road. it was obvious, and it didn’t need to be said. the two of you said it without words, but you’d be lying if you said you were one hundred percent comfortable.

the one with changbin and the houseguest { roommates2?,mutual pining; f } 1,5k @eoieopda

there’s a new tenant in your two-bedroom apartment, and it is not on the lease. it is, however, on your ceiling.

lovesickness { a, f } 4k+ @yongbokkari

Changbin’s (silly) comforting { hurt/comfort, fluff} @astraystayyh

When you’re feeling sad, changbin will do anything (being silly) to cheer you up!

Hubby material @/cbini

Drunk confession { f } @yxngbxkkie

12. "I'm seeing you twice. Oh, now I can give all my love to even more of you."

14. "You're so adorable. I want to pick you up and never let you down."

Binnie blanket { f, s } @/cbini

MAKE A WISH { s, f } 8,1k @/seospicybin

It's his first serious relationship but Changbin fears that he likes you more than you like him.

OOPS! (DIDN’T SEE YOU THERE) { s, c, f } 3k @seungminheart

nobody understands how you and changbin ended up together when you are polar opposites, least of all your roommate—who is convinced that your broody, dark boyfriend doesn't know how to please you. luckily, you have the perfect plan on how to rectify that.

and everything nice {roommates, idiots2l; f } ~1k @wooahaes

In the Labyrinth { Mythical, Minotaur Bin; a, s, f } ~14k @therhythmafterthesummer

The Labyrinth was an enigma for most people. Its existence was known, but what exactly happened within it was a complete mystery. When you entered the Labyrinth, you weren’t really sure what you’d have to come face to face with… Not even in a million years would you have guessed just exactly what you’d find in here.

Day 19: Changbin + spit kink { s } 1,9k @straykeedz

The couch { a, f } 0,6k @channiesbakery

following an argument with changbin, you decide to (try) and sleep alone

Here With You { cuddles; f } 1,1k @mintquokka

rainy mornings call for warm cuddles

Captain seo’s pretty little below-deck maiden { s } @/cbini

Changbin thinks he’s subtle as he pines over you { f } 0,5k @lixie-phoria

what better way than flexing his muscles for changbin to tell you how much he's in love with you? it's perfect and its subtle! he thinks he's a genius for coming up with it.

you would get the hint, right?

Boyfriend texts @gyuworm

My favorite { f } @catiuskaa

Under the weather { c, f } 0,8k @/catiuskaa

Good loving { s } 2,6k @skzms

out of the 90 odd playlists on changbin's spotify, jisung picks what might be the one playlist that isn't meant to be played in a car with him and chan – changbin and your sex playlist

Series

WereRoomies { werewolves; s, a, f } @therhythmafterthesummer

Finding Comfort in Autumn { rivals2l; f, s, a } 16k

Changbin was an alpha. He had always been an alpha, but he had a secret. A secret he had only ever shared with the alpha of his pack, a secret he had kept buried as deep within him as he could, a secret he had decided to ignore, until the presence of that annoying omega coworker of his wouldn’t let him ignore it anymore.

Heat { werewolf au; s, f } ~6k

With you, Changbin was able to explore areas of himself he’d never even imagined existed. With you, Changbin found himself feeling at home more than ever, which was why he wanted nothing more than to experience your heat with you, too.

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2 years ago

skz reactions; head canons | fic recs pt1

Pt 2

masterlist

Skz Reactions; Head Canons | Fic Recs Pt1

Sfw >

SKZ vs. someone arguing w/ their s/o

high school boyfriends

you falling asleep on them

Accidentally Injuring You and Then Caring For You

babying them

when they are jealous

calling skz “baby”

s/o falls asleep on another member

wearing a short skirt

when their drunk crush is all over them  

when you're the dominant one in ur relationship

what they would do to get your attention

they find out that you don’t want kids

S/O is always cold  

Cuddle Buddies But He Wants More

being a cold boyfriend on the outside, but a softie on the inside

their crush becomes comfortable with them and starts being affectionate back

types of crushes

when they feel insecure (hyung line)

as pet hybrid 

when they realise their crush is in love with them 

you falling asleep on their shoulders

𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒔 90'𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 [ 𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 ]

a Movie Night

nxt 2 u: mornings with stray kids

A Member Dislikes You

as animal hybrid boyfriends

laying between your thighs

cliche kdrama scenes

When He Lays Down On Your Butt

bathing w skz 

𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐬/𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜

small things with them 

how they would sleep with you 

little things they do when they have a crush on someone

when he gets clingy 

sharing a bed with you 

shutting him up with a kiss 

when you refuse to hold their hand ( hyung line )

Throwing flowers at him ( affectionately)

Randomly asking them to marry you

sitting on their lap while they are gaming

they meet you protective sibling

Sickly in love

meeting the boys

matching with another member hyung line maknae line

Asking them to send a photo pretending you are with them hyung line maknae line

you knit them a blanket

kissing them and running away

wiping off their kisses

you taking their clothes hyung line maknae line

you have to kiss your costar in a movie/ drama

something of your he keeps with him

when they have a little too much to drink

being your plus one

finding out their so is skipping meals

sleeping habits

surprising them on set maknae line hyung line

Endearments skz would give you hyung line maknae line

forced proximity

your randomly meow at them hyung line maknae line

types of couples

cooking date

telling skz you like them out of blue

Manicured

chapstick

You are cuddly

Building legos

Intimate moments with bad boy!skz

asking for a pillow to cuddle when you stay over as a prank 

waking up next to them

making grabby hands at them when you’re sleepy

nsfw >

the morning  after [01]

the morning  after [02]

things best friends don’t do

things best friends don’t do - part 2

their crush sits on their lap

Stray Kids reaction to you moaning another members name during sex

skz reaction to you being needy

Their favorite body part of yours

Aftercare

Aftercare for Stray Kids

accidentally seeing a sext from one of their members s/o

lovebites 

Cum tributes

you try to unbuckle their belt while cuddling

giving them hickies

how they give aftercare

secret dirty fantasies

first couple shower 

Inexperienced reader

getting your nipples pierced

Skz Reactions; Head Canons | Fic Recs Pt1

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2 years ago

SKZ fic recs masterlist

SKZ Fic Recs Masterlist

Bang Chan | Part 2

Lee know  | Part 2 | Part 3

Changbin | Part 2 (coming soon)

Hyunjin  | Part 2

Han | Part 2 (coming soon)

Felix | Part 2 (coming soon)

Seungmin 

I.N 

reactions part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5

SKZ Fic Recs Masterlist

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1 year ago

Lee Know fic recs pt 2

Stray kids | Lee know

Pt1

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updated [ 240227 ]

Lee Know Fic Recs Pt 2

a cat proposal { f } @astraystayyh

I want a round 3 { s } 0,6k @lix-ables

ACTIONS { a, f } @luvrhyune

he never needed to say, “i love you”, because he showed it.

heavenly { s, f } 1,7k @mingirn

Fluffy intruders { f, s } 2k @sailorhyunjinz

on a run { bsf2l; f, s } 4,9k @writerracha

you have been accused of a crime you didn't commit. you have to run away, and your best friend minho comes with you. you're on the road, away from all you've ever known. but you are not alone. minho is here, and there are things you need to tell each other. noisy motel room neighbors might help you do just that.

EVERYTHING AND NO ONE { prince x maid servant, royal; a, s, f } @tasteleeknow

you're a royal servant, someone who was supposed to sink into the shadows and speak only when spoken to. power: you had none... except when it came to the crown prince.

housemates { roommates; s, f } 6,3k @locallixie

how can you live your life peacefully with having your housemate constantly seducing you like that?!

Do you want to share a towel? { s } 2k @hoes4lino

it’s spring break and your mom and her best friend decide to rent an airbnb to spend the week in, everything sounds great until you realize Minho has to tag along.

all is lost { a, s } 3k @suengmi

hollowed eyes with dark circles splattered underneath. like clouds on a dark day, thunder waiting to boom. the man standing before you; looking like he's going to break, but he doesn't. he never does. what were you doing wrong?

All mother { s } 5,9k @abiaswreck

Minho has spent a good chunk of his life devoted to one goddess. The one he believes can help him and his people. After a long journey he finally makes to her temple. He never expected his loyalty to be so rewarding.

In Your Arms { f } 0,7k @seo- -changbin

days off with Minho { f } 0,413k @agi-ppangx

23:11 { a,f } 0,45k @softiejoon

between the lines { e2l, retro high school; a, f } 9,7k @maatryoshkaa

“Are those…bite marks?” { princess/royal guard; f, a, s } @leviackermanscleaningbuddy

‘Is there a reason you’re in my bed?’ { f2l; s } 1,7k @jl-micasea-ics

Soft dominance { s } 1k @christopher-bangnaldoskzz

A love epiphany { rich kid, college, fake dating; f, a } 9,5k @cosmic-railwayxo

Wanting to keep up appearances in front of his parents, the Lee enterprises heir known around campus as a notorious player, comes to you with a crazy proposition: fake dating. Now, this wouldn’t have been as crazy if said heir wasn’t none other than Lee Minho, your childhood best friend recently turned enemy. 

Impatience { f } @leebitofficial

My baby, she’s trigger happy { f } 1,1k @miirohs

Coworker headcanons { f } 0.9k @sweetkpopmusings

winter wind { bsf2l; f } 1,5k @soobnny

a look into lee minho’s realization that maybe he is eager for the affection of someone else featuring the menaces, seungmin and jisung

JEALOUSY { a,f } 2,4k @httpjisvng

Minho never thought he was the jealous type. At least not until he met you.

Be the first who ever did { f } @inniejeonginnie

sometimes minho isn't that gentle with words, but he still he wants to be the first who won't hurt you.

The only exception { s2l, slowburn } @/astraystayyh

Minho was content with straying away as far as possible from love. That is until you stumbled into his café on a rainy night, and unwittingly, into his life.

The god of love { s,f } @leeknowsnot

Minho and an egg { f } @rachalixie

Bold +Han { s } 14,3k @hyunsvngs

you’re not too experienced in the world of dating, parties and talking to people, but these two american footballers that you cheer for just seem to get it.

Lavender haze { s } 1,9k @agnesafterhours

Your boyfriend is not prone to communicating his feelings through words, but luckily for him, you always know exactly what he needs.

TEN BILLION YEARS { s } @tasteleeknow

"...You love me, that’s enough.”

He intertwines your fingers. “I do,” he says as he stares down at the way your fingers tangle around each other. “Love you. I—” he sucks in a shaky breath before lifting your hand to his lips. “Hurts when you hurt,” he mumbles between soft presses of his lips to your skin. “Fucking hurts so much.”

His kisses spread down your wrist, alternating between slow patient presses to hurried pecks as he makes his way down your forearm. “Let me make it better,” he says as he climbs over you again. “I’ll make it better, sweetheart.”

matching tattoos { f } @/ppiri-bahng

makes me dizzy { s } 6,1k @/hyunsvngs

the best surprises come from the most unexpected sources - like having your crush corner you in a frat party after hearing you confess your deepest desires of him in the background of a video.

THE MOVING IN DIARIES { a, f } 2,3k @sunboki

Playful banter while driving to your new home is a must, but upon opening the door to your first home together, the big moment truly sinks in — especially when he wakes up beside you the next morning. Wow.

Your parents are visiting but Minho’s finding it hard to not touch you while they’re there slowly gets you to cave in too { s } @minv97

Eating his own cum out of your pussy when you’re asleep { s } @/tasteracha

In which your boyfriend wants to learn about your obsession with the pretty rocks { f } 1,024k @whorellaville

Day 10: lee know + rimming { s } 2,3k @straykeedz

Angry little guy @/rachalixie

Next person that walks through that door, I’m going to fuck { s } 1,1k @/jl-micasea-fics

Day 2: lee know + accidental stimulation { bff2l; s } 3,3k @/straykeedz

Day 5 déclencheur { model&photographer; s } 3,5k @exxxtraoddinary

It’s a known fact that Lee Minho is a whore for compliments, but it’s a particularly useful piece of information when you want to seduce the shit out of him.

Day 8 in the course { s } 2,6k @/exxxtraoddinary

You and Minho are dumbasses for agreeing to spend your last two weeks as single people apart to make your honeymoon ‘more special’. The withdrawal is hitting really hard, but both the groomsmen and the bridesmaids squads are keeping celibacy watch because there is a bet involved.

Pussy drunk { s } @moonjxsung

Day 17 drip { s } 1,8k @/exxxtraoddinary

A horrible fight needs an equally sweet gesture.

Used to this { f } 0,7k @like-a-diamondinthesky

the soft voices, the late-night cuddling, the sweet and fluttering affections you showed each other; man, minho could get used to this.

Three times { classmate Lino; f } @stayconnecteed

You can take it like no other { s } 2,8k @skzms

minho doesn't forgive easily, especially not when it's his own member calling his girlfriend 'easy'. so when seungmin comes home early from a trip, you and minho decide to fuck with him - by having the loudest sex possible.

Fold. { f } 0,9k @withleeknow

Minho when you get hurt { f } @/rachalixie

Lost in Translation { s } 26,5k @/moonjxsung

The older brother of the boy you babysit is an enigma, in every sense of the word- and you’re determined to figure him out.

He Fell Harder { f } @skz-streamer

Most Wonderful Time Of the Year { a, f } 1,4k @dreamescapeswriting

Collision { for all player Lino X RA reader; a, s, f } 14k @outofconcheol

The school year was a chance to start fresh - make new memories, meet new people, and most of all to leave the past behind. But Lee Minho is determined to make sure you never forget the one summer night you’d spent with him - no matter how hard he has to work for it.

Comforting Lino Drabble @/skzms

What you want { s } 2,4k @gimmeurtmi

My moon and stars { f } 1,1k @withleeknow

Told You So { f } 0,9k @shu-porang-porang

Feline tendencies { f, s } 0,9k @/withleeknow

Need you to [Lee] Know. { hurt/comfort, f } 1,2k @catiuskaa

minho loves you: to him, it’s as clear as water. Its only after he finds out that you’re starting to doubt it—he needs you to know just how much.

Series

WRONG CROWD { s, f } 24k @seospicybin

You meet Minho again at the high school reunion, the kid who used to sleep in class turns a tattoo artist

IN THE CROWD { s, f } 24,3k

TOO HOT TO HANDLE { s } @/seospicybin

You and Lee Know become contestants in a reality dating show

Part 1 10,8k

Part 2 11,1k

Part 3 13,4k

Invisible Thread { uni, academic rivals2l, slow burn; f, a, f } @astraystayyh

Part one 20k

Your studies were your lifeline for as long as you can remember. What happens when Minho comes into your life and rips it away from you?

Part two 17k

In which Minho rewrites your entire relationship with love.

Texts

Boyfriend texts @like-a-diamondinthesky

Vampire!roommate Lino @taeraekisser

Lee Know Fic Recs Pt 2

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1 year ago

Skz reactions; headcanons | fic recs

Pt3

Pt1, Pt2

masterlist

[ updated 231008 ]

Sfw

Gossiping with skz @astralis-is-typing

Dating @luvtak

Sneaky love antics @amelee23

Getting drunk and coming home late @/il-i-sam

Acts of affection @hwasdollie

Finding you walking around the apartment half naked for the first time @mazeinthemiroh

You are in study mode @linonyang

what are we ? @/cosmic-railwayxo

Dating skz @hyunjinsbelovedamericano

Squeezing you @telesvng

sleeping apart, after a fight | hyung line | maknae line @taeyeonschild

Who’d love sleeping on your belly @babesindestroyland

Naming a stuffed animal after them @cbini

Partner privileges @j-onedrabbles

skz watching you sleep @softiejoon

BARBENHEIMER @/softiejoon

Annoying/ cute things skz would do as bfs @/hyunjinsbelovedamericano

cute moments @hyunluvbug

their s/o likes forehead kisses @kai-lee08

sleeping in the same bed @/cbini

Shy s/o @/mazeinthemiroh

s/o taking 5.0x pictures of them @kai-lee08

s/o likes head pats/ rubs @/kai-lee08

You knitting @queenofthegardengnomes

helping them shave @143hyunes

I have a boyfriend! @aakomii

You’re not eating @/lieslab

Giving you booty slaps @/babesindestroyland

Silly boyfie things @/hwajin

calling bf skz ‘bro’ @gyusangels

non famous!skz dating idol!reader (part two) @binniecorre

their s/o “re-confessing” to them @/kai-lee08

very affectionate and cuddly s/o @han-jiquokka

Skz as bfs @kyrjnie

Putting super glue on the jar and asking them to open it @han-jiquokka

arguing about paying @blue-jisungs

s/o breaks out of their shell @jaehyunsprincesspeach

Late night vulnerability @/cosmic-railwayxo

Nsfw

Nipple piercing @pastelracha

You’re busy and they crave your attention @milkychae

You aren’t dating but you aren’t just friends either @cosmic-railwayxo

coming home to you sleeping naked @/cbini

You trying to play fight with them @skzonthebrain

Moaning their name in your sleep @charmercharm3r

Hybrids @hyunsvngs

partner privilege @blue-jisungs

Texts

You’re not answering their texts @skzhua

Typos @loving-strawberry

Random texts @lixie-phoria

Skz ask you to go to the beach at night @il-i-sam

You call them cute @/il-i-sam

Flirting with them as best friends @sunboki

wanting to go to the Barbie movie @channie-143

Asking him to be your fake bf @/sunboki

telling bff!skz you’re pregnant @seungbinbin

calling the another member handsome @biniminisblog

they find out you’re going to another groups show @straykidsstaytext

You send a picture of them sleeping @linosspam

“Your mum hasn’t paid me to date you this month” @jinhyun

Calling them a cute nickname hyung line @onlylovereactions

You take their skzoo @hyunedew

roomamates @sunboki

Would you still love me if i was a worm @channie-143

Send me a pic but make it look like i took it maknae line hyung line @bangchansbakery

You don’t say i love you back @jinhyun


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1 year ago

I started doing recs masterlists to be able to go back and read my fav fics. It’s so heartwarming seeing people interact with them :(( sometimes it takes me hours to update them but it’s so worth it ! I still have so many fics I want to add there, I’ll try to do it as soon as possible 😊 anyways thank you everyone that interacted with my blog, it motivates me sm ❤️


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1 year ago

Skz reactions; headcanons | fic recs pt4

Part 1, part 2, part 3

Masterlist

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Skz Reactions; Headcanons | Fic Recs Pt4

Sfw

Before He Confesses @hansolsfearofbugs

How they would hug you (maknae line) @hearts4leeknow

How they act when they’re jealous (hyung line) @yrhome

Your Halloween costumes partner @jinnify

Calling him love/honey for the first time @thefanbasewhore

First Relationships @cheeseceli

S/o having a lot of stuffed animals @hanjiquokkaaa

Forgetting to kiss them @wooahaes

Their s/o likes to bite them playfully @/hanjiquokkaaa

The habits you share @forlix

Girl dad!skz @minhosimthings

The lipsticks stain trend @seungisms

Bff!skz and the little things they do when they have a crush on you @lixie-phoria

When you dont use their card @cheeseceli

You disappear while pregnant [mafia edition] @/dreamescapeswriting

S/o who can’t sleep in the same bed @jinnie-ret

Sleepy time @hyunjinsbelovedamericano

Nsfw

Bratty s/o @hyunsvngs

Face sitting @seo--changbin

Favorite time and place for you to go down on them @becomingmina

Fuck buddies @moonjxsung

Turning skz on while making out @lix-ables

Texts

He finds out you used to bias another member @jinhyun

Calling them bro @emyladia

You leave without giving him a kiss @sunboki

“What if i told you i was pregnant” @/sunboki

“Do you ever wish you were taller ?” @hotteoki

A guy giving you their number @aakomii

Texts with werewolf bf @hyunedew

“5 things” tiktok trend @saturnnelahy

You forgot to like his instagram post @hyunverse

You asking: send me a pic of you hyung line | maknae line @channiesbakery

Couple costumes hyung line| maknae line @seungminhour

Texting about couple Halloween costumes @lixie-phoria

Cheesy pick up lines @/channiesbakery

Messing around with their skzoo @ilovemesomeshortking

Random texts with bf!skz @/lixie-phoria

Skz being upset over the lack of affection (hyung line) @onlylovereactions

Maybe, i like you @daaawnnn

Bsf!skz finding out from another member that you have a crush on them @diddybok

You ask them for homework answers @like-a-diamondinthesky

Sassy man apocalypse @seungbinbin

Sending you a picture of them @hotteoki

Asking about Christmas gifts @il-i-sam

Finding out you have a crush on them from someone else @baby-yongbok

Random skz!bf texts (maknae line) @w0nslvr

Boyfriend texts @solarswonderland

Bff!skz| they offer to help you cum M @/il-i-sam

Girl math @luvyeni

Flowers for me? @daaawnnn

Bff skz | you accidentally send them a spicy photo @/baby-yongbok

Bff!skz finding out you like another member @biniminisblog

You accidentally send a nude to another member @/jinhyun

Asking bsf!skz to buy you a sexy toy @/luvyeni

Best friends!skz being flirts @maeleelee

Skz random texts 2 @cinnamostar

Skz cafe texts @starrgaziinggg

You not calling them by a nickname\term of endearment hyung line maknae line @seungminhour

Stray kids being jealous @lost-leopard-beanie

Skz Reactions; Headcanons | Fic Recs Pt4

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1 year ago

Hyunjin fic recs 2

stray kids | Hwang Hyunjin

masterlist | part 1

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Hyunjin Fic Recs 2

5:15 am { f } @dreamyyeosang

cliche meetcutes { f } 0,9k @chvrrycola

04 sharing haring a bed series { f2l, s } @skzdarlings

Ice { mafia au, strangers2l; a, s, f } 4,5k @healinghyunjin

Sheer good looks aside though…you’d seen his face on the news. What was his name? You remembered that it was something elegant, soft on the lips - a name that didn’t seem to fit the cruel, hardened mafioso it belonged to. 

It was only when those cold icy eyes locked with yours, gaze chilling even from all the way across the bar, that it finally came to mind. 

Hwang Hyunjin. 

kinktober day five { f2l; s } 2,5k @gimmeurtmi

uni student hyunjin but make it art

9:02 A.M { f } @forlix

Read between the lines { f } 0,5k @inkelea

Making out in a car { s } @astraystayyh

are you bored yet? { insecure y/n; a, f } @ebbaskz

“but i can’t help from asking ‘are you bored yet?’ ”

I’ll make those insecurities disappear { a, f, s } @lotus-dly

Taste { s } @moonjxsung

Sunday’s Paradigm { f2l, college; f } 2,6k @sunboki

He was a cold person. Spiteful and brash to all people too close, scared to let his walls down. Except, to him, you’re a spectacle. A classmate he realizes he can’t exactly find reason to dislike while he sketched you from his stool in the art room.

The deal. @hyunedew

the one where you accidentally summon the king of hell in your pursuit to pass your class.

Pendulum { f, a, s } 1,2k @1-800-shedevil

You visit Hyunjin on the night of his big art exhibit intent on closing this chapter of your life but he's not willing to let go that easily.

Say yes to me { f } @astraystayyh

after your seven minutes in heaven, hyunjin wants to plan out how he'll finally confess to you. except you come knocking on the door of his rented cabin unannounced. at 10:53 pm. the perfect time for love, he comes to learn.

Bound to You { Cerberus, Goddess, Greek Mythology; f, s } 4,3k @winter-dayz

“What are we?” { f } @jinhyun

Drunken with a sense of love { drunken confessions, fake dating } 7,1k @hanibalistic

you and hyunjin got drunk at different times, and you two took care of each other similarly. 

Thinking about how attentive hyunjin would be when you’re sick { f } @seungminhour

Christmas Eve with Hwang Hyunjin { f } @agi-ppangx

Eight days of Christmas carols - day 4 { f } @rachalixie

Pussy agenda with Hyunjin { s } @fluffylino

Sigma kappa zeta’s olympic level beer pong team { + Innie x reader; s } 7,2k @/skzms

it's the last frat party before winter break and you, hyunjin and jeongin have a title to defend. who knows where it might lead (we do, it leads to the three of you smoking weed and fucking in jeongin's room)

9mitm { s } @straykeedz

Babysitter.com { single dad Hyune; s, f } @mnwrld

hyunjin's whole life changed when his daughter was born--it was the single best day of his life. but parenting was harder than he thought it would be, especially when he also needed to work to be able to provide for the light of his life. maybe a little help wouldn't hurt? where else could he look but the notorious 'babysitter.com' ?

my love, mine all mine [ f ] 2,3k @/rachalixie

hyunjin setting up the perfect valentine's day for you

verisimilitude [bsf2l; s ] @/skzdarlings

You are a self-identified no-nonsense curmudgeon. Your best friend is an eccentric pretty boy. You accidentally send him an explicit video of yourself. What's the worst that can happen?

The snow falls, we fall apart. [ roommates, f2l; hurt/comfort ] 13k @/astraystayyh

when heartbreak looms on your life, and winter becomes a time you loathe, hyunjin helps you rewrite your memories with the season, and with it, everything you once believed about love.

Something I Needed More [ f2l; f ] 3,2k @skzonthebrain

wherever you are [ f2l; f, a, s ] 12,9k @hyunverse

Hyunjin promised you that he'll be wherever you are. What do you do when your best friend of years — the only person you've ever loved disappears without saying goodbye? Especially when you've spent your entire life with Hyunjin, you didn't know of life without him.

ace [ volleyball player hyune, fake e2l; f ] 15,2k @/forlix

volleyball superstar and your personal hell hwang hyunjin proposes a trade-off you can't refuse: his matchmaking services for a passing anthropology grade. the plan is foolproof in theory; in practice, it is something else entirely.

the storm. [ s ] 2,7k @/tasteracha

Series

devil by the window { DemonxAngel; s } 3k @berryjoong

you’re an angel, hyunjin’s a demon, and you’re both after the same soul. you hate each other, but you just can’t stay away from him.

part two { f, a ,s } 6,4k

the strange man of monterrey manor ( series ) { vampire au; f, s, a }  @quokkacore

chapter one: a marriage most foul

chapter two: voices that wail in the night

chapter three: a solution to the issue at hand (m) [final]

Make Love, Not Porn { s } @charmercharm3r

You crave a life of normalcy, he craves you. And he'd do anything to keep you, even if you're for the world to see.

Play Time 3,8k

Heat Signature 5,9k

Puppeteer 4,3k

Hi, My Name Is 7,7k

Sunday 6,7k

Texts

Boyfriend texts @like-a-diamondinthesky

Boyfriend texts @gyuworm

Hyunjin Fic Recs 2

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11 months ago

Bang Chan | fic recs 2

Stray kids | Bang Chan

Masterlist | part 1

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Bang Chan | Fic Recs 2

You look so perfect standing there… { f } 0,9k @hanichani

Vampire Chan BF { s, f } @sweetracha

yours to keep { f } 1,7k @echo-rambles

Dream You { f, s } 4k @charmercharm3r

He cheated on you— in your dreams, then took kiss it better too literally.

“pink promise” { office, f2l; f, s } 4,6k @chnsbm

Your favorite coworker comforts you after a particularly bad meeting and you realize he might be your favorite for more reasons than one

Monarchs: Blood Favors { vampire Chan; s } 10,8k @abiaswreck

Chan is a great leader. You’ve known him your whole life. You trust him. You also trust him to teach you new things after things escalate between you.

“Tell me all about it…” { f, s } 1,2k @chnsbm

Hike { f } 3,2k @kobiebear

Hoodie season { f } 1,4k @candlewaxandp0lar0ids

You're not stealing Chan's hoodies. He's not happy about it.

Emotional Support Animal { WereRoomies series; f, hurt/comfort } ~2k @therhythmafterthesummer

Five-Point Star: The Aftermath { bodyguard/assassin Channie; s, f, a } ~17k @/therhythmafterthesummer

secret santa { f } 1,4k @37-drc89

Piece of The Past { domestic; a, f, h/c } 2,1k @thevampywolf

Spark Plugs { mechanic Channing; f } 1,5k @f9clementine

The Perfect Couple { f, ~a } 1,8k @/thevampywolf

Easy Like A Sunday Morning { a, f } 2,7k @dreamescapeswriting

So Then Kiss Me { mafia; s } 5k @/dreamescapeswriting

Mad { f, s } @becomingmina

texting bang chan happy father’s day @scoupsofjisung

Nothing But You [ s2l, hybrid au; s, a ] 1,4k @violetsiren90

The world's not ready for your love, but that doesn't matter. None of it matters - nothing but him.

Bang Chan | Fic Recs 2

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11 months ago

Skz reactions / headcanons / texts | fic recs 5

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4

Masterlist

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Skz Reactions / Headcanons / Texts | Fic Recs 5

Sfw

Them accidentally pissing their crush off @svngiem-remade

Making up with them after a fight @blue-jisungs

Pranking them with another members sweater @silv3rswirls

Skz having their tummies’ kissed by you @svngcore

Stray Kids Most to Least: House Husbands @kiestrokes

When you have plushies @cheeseceli

You speak another language @/cheeseceli

Ribbon,Bicep,trend!! @jz12luvscl16

Nsfw

Favourite time and place to eat you out (maknae line) @becomingmina

Someone walking in on you @/luvyeni

How they are when they eat you @roseykat

Kisses @bbyquokka

Morning wood @/notsosweetchan

how often will skz and y/n have sex? @seungisms

Texts

I should call him… @skzfairyyydreamz

He accidentally spoils the proposal @sunboki

You’re on a business trip and they’re clingy little babies @giddyfatherchris

Random bf texts @pretty-blkgirl

Skz try to check up on you @thevampywolf

Can you peel an orange for me @channie-143

Skz try to flirt with you @/thevampywolf

“Skz as texts I’ve exchanged with my friends” @markiv3

Skz road trip @starrgaziinggg

Asking them if they believe in love @/thevampywolf

I’m not jealous @daaawnnn

Selling my boyfriend (smau) @luvyeni

Sending them a nude and then saying wrong person @imagine-a-life-like-this

You autocorrect “love” to “hate” on his phone @jinhyun

You got into a stranger’s car because they offered you chocolates @lixie-phoria

How skz would confess to you over text @1025flora

Random texts @cinnamostar

“Would you still love me if i was a worm?” @imagine-a-life-like-this

“Would you still love me if i was a worm?” @ft-3racha

Skz as your doordasher texts @taetr4ck

Princess treatment @wegc

What position y’all in ? @/luvyeni

Finding your tumblr account @/luvyeni

Skz ask you out on a date @/thevampywolf

Cancelling on bff!skz [valentine’s day edition] @jinnify

jealous, jealous, jealous, boy! @diddybok

STRAYKIDS FINDING OUT YOU CAN'T CUM @/luvyeni

bff skz finds out you read fan fics about them @snowyquokka

maknae line — crushing on their member @shoverse

↬"would you kiss the most beautiful person in the world for $1,000,000?" @/jinhyun

Sugar Daddy Stray Kids Hyung Line Maknae Line @thefantasyden

drunk texting stray kids @bbyquokka

"Could you pick it out of a lineup?" Hyung Line @/thefantasyden

"What position y'all in" @/thefantasyden

random skz text @/cinnamostar

Best friend Stray Kids knowing you had a bad day without you needing to tell him @bluejutdae

Random texts with BFF!SKZ Part 2 @/feelbokkie

Texting Skz “Happy Anniversary” Maknae Line @pretty-blkgirl

They dont want to be clingy @charmerchannie

'HE SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS' @/luvyeni

Easter Baskets from BF!SKZ @/feelbokkie

Drunk text with Stray Kids Maknae Line @/thefantasyden

random boyfriend texts @/thefantasyden

skz forgot your birthday @/snowyquokka

“there’s a man in my bed” @/sunboki

Jealous Stray Kids Texts @/thefantasyden

stray kids being bratty Hyung line Maknae line @crazyco0tz

"So this is how victorian men felt seeing ankles for the first time" @charmerchannie

Skz Reactions / Headcanons / Texts | Fic Recs 5

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6 months ago

Lee Know fic recs | pt3

Stray kids | Lee Know 

Pt1 | Pt2

masterlist

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Lee Know Fic Recs | Pt3

2:23AM { idiots in love; f } 1,4k @svngiem

lino is down bad for best friend—you.

Had to make sure you’d catch it { f } 2,1k @catiuskaa

no one expected jeongin to be the first to marry in the group, but furthermore, no one expected minho to be the one to ask you first, and certainly not like that.

Piece by piece { f2l, college; a, f } 6,2k @godslino

minho, on a drunken whim, asks you out on a date.

Who’s needy now? { s } 0,6k @shu-porang-porang

Ikigai { a, s, f } 12,1k @straykeedz

Random bf texts @0x1lovebot

Slow mode { s } 2k @gimmeurtmi

Only When It Comes To You { mafia; s } 3,7k @dreamescapeswriting

Owner!Minho giving you the princess treatment { s } @theysaidhush

bets and situations [ rivals2l, street racing; s ] @skzdarlings

Wave After Wave [ f, a, s ] @leviackermanscleaningbuddy

No one says 'no' to a God. That's what you've always been taught. But maybe, no one's just ever really had the chance.

or

A retelling of Poseidon and Amphitrite, if it were a little bit more modern and a lot more geared toward those of us who are total sluts for enemies to lovers. This one's for you, babe.

everything for your golden touch. [ s ] 2,1k @tasteracha

you didn't know how to tell minho you wanted him to pin your wrists down and ruin you.

Let’s Meet In The Next Lifetime [ college, soulmates; f ] 2,8k @dreamescapeswriting

LOVE CURSE [ s2l; f, a ] 6k @edenalieth

Being a god of love wasn’t always easy. When you got assigned to Minho to be bonded to your soulmate, he thought his mission would be done in a blink of an eye. Little did he know that his biggest ally would be his greatest enemy: love.

For You, I Would [ marriage pact, bsf/roomates2l; f ] 2,9k @skzonthebrain

Random boyfriend texts with Minho @thefantasyden

Flirting with bsf+rommate!LeeKnow @lixiespick

Lee Know Fic Recs | Pt3

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